Brother, let's talk about life

Shen Jingyan went back to the room and changed her clothes, lay on the bed in a daze for a while, reached for the tablet, and opened the mailbox.

Except for a lot of irrelevant information, when I saw the email from Zhou Zhi, I immediately opened it.

Sender: Zhou Zhi

I want to see you, call me in advance if you have time.

Shen Jingyan looked at the date, it was past eleven o'clock last night, probably not long after he finished calling He Bing, and he turned off the phone immediately after calling He Bing.

In fact, the matter about them was very hasty, and the two of them didn't sit down and talk about it. Even if it was fake, they were together sincerely, and they still really loved him.

The next day I went to call Zhou Zhi after buying the air ticket, but no one answered. When I arrived, I received a text message. He doesn’t send text messages often, and maybe he didn’t receive the text message when he was on the plane.

After getting off the plane, he called back and still no one answered. He stayed at the airport for more than an hour before taking a taxi back and walked to his door to wait.

When Zhou Zhi came back, the door had already been unlocked, and when he walked in, he saw a figure who was slowly packing his clothes.

Shen Jingyan noticed that the person behind turned around.

In Zhou Zhi's eyes, this person was so useless that he didn't know him before, those glowing eyes had dimmed now, he could hardly believe his own eyes, and instinctively walked over to hug him.

Shen Jingyan was stunned for a few seconds and explained: "I called you and no one answered, and you didn't come after waiting for a while, so I came in, sorry."

Zhou Zhi watched his eyes remain motionless, his voice was rustling, he hugged him and blurted out: "Baby, what's wrong with you?"

He gave a dry laugh and changed the subject: "I didn't mean to disturb, but I left a few sets of clothes here, and I came here today and wanted to take them away."

Zhou Zhi was stunned for a moment. Just a few hours ago when Gu Yun told him to come here, there was no ripple in his heart. Seeing him so thin and thin, the softness in his heart was blown away. He stepped forward and stretched out his hand to grab Hold his arm: "What do I need to do?"

Shen Jingyan broke away from his hand, "No need, thank you."

He was still slowly taking out the neat clothes hanging from the closet, Zhou Zhi couldn't see him like this, so he had to change it to another form, "Shen Jingyan, if you are dissatisfied, you can tell me, I don't want you to embarrass yourself. "

He lowered his head and opened the bedside drawer. There was still a forgotten bracelet in it. At that time, he was entangled on the bed and forgot everything. The worn bracelet and the ring that had been worn for several years were torn off. Shen Jingyan took out the contents little by little. come out.

Zhou Zhi couldn't bear such a situation, and because of his personality, he would not coax and beg for words, but he still had to explain: "Do you think I'm betraying you? You think I slept with someone else when I was with you, so it's unacceptable? Do you believe me when I say that nothing happens to us?"

Shen Jingyan didn't care about these things for a long time. Things at home were in a mess. He wanted to forget the current experience, forget about him, so that the previous things would feel better.

He suppressed a smile, stepped back under pressure, stuck it on the closet and said in a low voice, "So what if you can get in or not, and I didn't force you to say anything. You don't have to explain, and I don't want to." Listen, it's all over."

But from now on Zhou Zhi didn't want it to end, walked over to wrap his body around him, leaned against his forehead and wanted to tilt his head to kiss him, but was pushed aside by him.

He lowered his head and tidied up his clothes and boxes: "Let's break up."

What is he saying?

separate?

So this time I came here specifically to break up with him?

Zhou Zhi's face froze, and he grabbed his hand directly: "Shen Jingyan, you want to break up with me? Are you crazy? We haven't been in love before, so why break up?"

Shen Jingyan raised her head and looked at him, her eyes casually cast aside: "You're right, when did we fall in love, what kind of breakup is it? It's unnecessary for me, so - don't meet again in the future."

"Don't tell me this, I don't want to hear it!" Zhou Zhi went crazy, reached out and touched his face, and said beggingly: "Don't you want to, don't you want to be with me all the time? What you said before I can remember! What do you mean by talking like that?"

"It's boring."

Zhou Zhi's veins almost popped out: "What's the point of saying these things! Did I ever say that I was a little bit fake to you? You lost your temper and I gave you space. What do you mean by running over here with a sour face now? Do you want me to feel guilty? You Make it clear to me!"

Shen Jingyan threw away the suitcase and looked at him: "Okay, let me tell you, Yuan Jiali likes him, and it's true that you guys went to bed. You exchange love text messages and he doesn't even want to delete the ones he sent to you. You put them in your diary Those words written, saying that you will protect him, first get rid of me, why should I be with you?"

Zhou Zhi was out of breath and stretched out his hand to tear off the tie. These things cannot be erased but he still wants to explain, but what can he say?

He didn't want to talk anymore, so he opened the door and left.

When he walked outside the door, he was stopped, Zhou Zhi grabbed his waist with trembling hands, twisting it bit by bit, while the other hand caressed his face like rubbing, his tone seemed to be pleading, and he said a thousand words In the end it became his name, his nickname.

"Little Jing..."

His lips kept sticking to his lips, wanting to kiss deeply but not daring to go down.

For the first time, he showed nervous and hesitant expressions and movements.

His heart felt like tens of thousands of pinholes, with bursts of pain, almost tears in his eyes, a person who is usually as calm as he would show such an expression at this moment, such anxiety and embarrassment.

Never thought that one day they would get to this point.

Shen Jingyan was a little overwhelmed, he didn't even know that he said those two words, his whole body seemed to be hollowed out, he was pinched by this person in a daze, his heart was obviously so hated that he couldn't breathe, but now his mind was blank.

Zhou Zhi let go of him and hugged him tightly, thinking that the scene of breaking up was a quarrel or endless scolding and sophistry, or he let go with a quiet and sneer, this kind of difference is neither.

He hugged him tighter and tighter, as if trying to deform a person, Shen Jingyan mechanically accepted all his reactions, and finally said: "We will still be friends in the future."

Zhou Zhi let go, his voice hoarse: "My friend!"

His fingers ran across his face and down his arms, and he moved them all away and took a few steps back.

Shen Jingyan leaned on the tree and lowered her head, "Actually, it's not all about you and him. After all, it's my family over there. I can't just ignore it."

The person on the opposite side looked like a wooden man and said nothing.In the dull atmosphere, he continued to say in a relaxed tone: "I don't regret meeting you at all, maybe... maybe we are really not suitable, we are not a person all the way, you can't give me the life I like, of course, the life you want The method is definitely not available.”

Zhou Zhi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but the fake smile of the person opposite him was slowly withdrawn.

Just standing like this, with light rain dripping on his shoulders through the woods, and standing with each other for more than ten minutes, he put on his coat and said softly: "Let's do this first, I'm leaving."

Zhou Zhi just raised his head and locked Shen Jingyan's face, just looked at him like that, watched him turn and leave, and then got into a taxi until he disappeared into the traffic.

The author has something to say:

Re-edited and deleted a lot. What I wrote before was really hypocritical. I accepted it. I can’t blame it for being popular~~