Brother, let's talk about life

After finally squeezing in, Shen Jingyan's state fully revealed that she had no experience in squeezing the subway. She was stuck in the middle of the crowd and couldn't move. Standing behind Zhou Zhi, who had an advantage in speed, had already occupied a position, Looking at him being crowded and swaying from side to side on the wagon, he stretched out his hand and pulled hard, turned his lower body so that he could stick to the wagon, and smiled with eyebrows and eyes: "Didn't you feel that someone wants to eat your tofu?"

At this time, cheapness is really annoying, Shen Jingyan turned her face away and was restless, her face turned pale, Zhou Zhi took the opportunity to chase after him: "Isn't it uncomfortable to stand here for someone who exploits the subway?"

Shen Jingyan turned her head and was too lazy to talk to him. Someone was afraid that the stimulation would not be enough and continued to talk: "Just tell me if you don't feel well, don't you think it's cool to be raised? I'd be happy to make you feel so happy."

Being squeezed in a corner with ears twitching, it was torture, almost gnashing his teeth: "You can't finish it."

Zhou Zhi lowered his head and chuckled: "Don't be angry, there are so many people crowded together, you won't feel out of breath."

After taking up two stops, both of them began to feel uncomfortable. It was really uncomfortable. As soon as the door opened at the station, Zhou Zhi dragged him outside, and quickly exited the subway to stop a taxi outside. He relaxed his body and mind.

Shen Jingyan's face was full of reluctance.

"It's not up to you to pay the money, so what's so uncomfortable."

He said angrily: "I am willing to squeeze with so many people, can you control it?"

Zhou Zhi lowered his head and sighed: "It's really hard to satisfy you, let's have a good talk tonight."

Shen Jingyan sat by the side the whole time and didn't turn his head away from talking. He only spoke when he arrived at the place: "I already said yesterday that I have to go back to eat tonight, and I may not be able to go home. If you have other things to do, you don't have to wait for me."

He was driving the door and was about to leave when Zhou Zhi pressed his finger: "If you don't come back at night, remember to call me."

After watching him cross the road and walk into the building floor, Zhou Zhi relaxed, his mind started to spin, he felt that Shen Jingyan had an aura, and that aura was for him. The contact eyes for these few hours seemed to be very tired, maybe because of the previous With a little bit of emotion, or because he was really pure and good, he didn't say too many harsh words to him.

From this point of view, depression is not the case. I am afraid that life is meaningless. He feels like a walking dead and has no interest in anything. When he is interested, everything will continue as usual.Although Zhou Zhi has been in this state for more than ten years and no one cares why he is like this, everyone is used to it, and he is gradually getting used to it.

Until he met this person and his heart was provoked at once, so now Zhou Zhi can't be sure that his enthusiasm will rise to the day when he can recover his enthusiasm.

Finally, I don’t have to talk so much to him. It’s rare to live an ordinary life. My attitude towards life is completely revealed. When I go home, I feel that all the furnishings are not right, the sofa is not placed in the right place, and the order of the pots and pans in the kitchen No way, the sticky notes on the refrigerator are ugly.

Called and asked in a good voice: "Xiao Jing, I want to tidy up the room and ask for your permission."

Shen Jingyan answered impatiently: "Just whatever you want." After finishing speaking, she hung up.

Fortunately, Zhou Zhi's aesthetics have always been the same. He basically finished the schematic diagram in two hours, and then called two hourly workers.

After working in the afternoon, I didn’t sleep normally for several days. I fell asleep when I lay down. This sleep was long enough. I didn’t wake up until late at night when I heard the objects in the room fall sharply. I recovered in two seconds and got up and walked to the bathroom quickly. .

All the things were thrown to the ground. As soon as Zhou Zhi passed by, Shen Jingyan started smashing the mirror like crazy, and said in his mouth: "Why? Why? Why did you rob me of my things? Why do I have nothing until now."

Then he turned around and grabbed Zhou Zhi's clothes and said like crazy: "We have lived for more than 20 years, but why did he forget me when he saw someone else? Tell me why? He never bought me a car or a toy , I didn’t buy anything, I never got anything since I was a child, nothing.”

He probably understood what was going on, and he understood such feelings very well. He took Shen Jingyan's hand and walked to the living room, turned on all the lights, sat down with him, and asked very gently: "Did you see your father?"

Shen Jingyan clenched her fists while sitting, as if she kicked over the table and chairs in front of her in an instant of anger. Seeing that he was silent, Zhou Zhi smiled and said, "You also get jealous? Let me analyze it. You didn't like him at first, but I can't allow others to take him as my own, so I sulk with myself. It's very simple, it means that you care about him very much, you can call now, I think your father will come to see you immediately. "

"I don't care." He said with a serious face, "I don't care about these, I think it's meaningless, you never consider my feelings when you do things, you really failed in this life."

Zhou Zhi paused, his eyes saw a bit of scum in his finger, he gently pinched it off, "This life is so long, what have you failed? Believe it or not, I really like you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. "

At this time, Zhou Zhi's words of love did not reach Shen Jingyan's ears at all. He recalled to himself that just now when he got out of the subway, he saw his father smiling so happily and his son coming out of the restaurant, talking and laughing, that kind of fatherly love he never had in his life I have felt it, but I just feel dissatisfied, and every cell in my body is full of dissatisfaction.

"What do you know, what parent in the world cares about their children's needs?" Shen Jingyan lowered her voice, "But I don't care about these now, and I will see if he is happy when he never sees me again."

Originally, I thought that he could continue to lose his temper, at least vent all the pain in his heart, but he didn't expect it to be fine so soon.Zhou Zhi bowed his head and got up to wash the bathroom and tidy up. Most of the things scattered on the floor were broken. The bathroom just cleaned up today was a mess. Even if the whole things were intact, he probably wouldn’t be able to use them anymore. Pick it up carefully on the ground and put it in the palm of your hand.

In the distance, Shen Jingyan sat on the sofa and looked over to see this scene. It was really rare for him to do what a housewife did.

After a while, everything was tidied up, and I went downstairs to take the sorted garbage down. When I came up, there was no one in the living room. I stayed in the kitchen by myself, playing with a kitchen knife in my hand. Zhou Zhi walked over and touched Shen Jingyan's hand: " Not full? Or do you want to cook again?"

He put it down lightly, smiled for the first time, and said faintly: "I want to cut some fruit, you must be thirsty after working for so long just now."

"Thank you, I'll come."

I really didn't eat much all day, so I took out some beef from the refrigerator and cut it into a plate. By the way, I combined the dried vegetables I bought together, and took a few cans of beer and put them in Shen Jingyan's palm: "Put it in the living room, you haven't eaten much, have you? Let's have a drink."

It's just that the purity of the beer is so low, but he started to get drunk after drinking a few bottles, and poured it on Zhou Zhi's body. Tears welled up in his pitiful eyes, and he didn't say anything after all. Drunk, I just want to make myself guilty.

Zhou Zhi dragged Shen Jingyan's limp body to the bedroom, took off his clothes, put on the quilt, and lay down beside him.

Knowing that Shen Jingyan must not be able to sleep, seeing him staring and gasping for air, Zhou Zhi turned over gently to hold him down, lowered his head and kissed his lower lip, the person under him was like clicking a first kiss Immediately reached out to push it away, but was grabbed.

"What are you nervous about?"

Shen Jingyan's Adam's apple rolled, and she was so pressed that she couldn't move, and she only looked at him with bright eyes when she was with him.

Zhou Zhi bowed his head and kissed again: "I know, you must be thinking right now, I'm mad at you for daring to bully me like this, you're so insane!"

These words didn't arouse any reaction, and he pushed away the body he was supporting and turned around silently in a daze.

"I know you're annoying me to death now, so let me tell you a story." If the current situation is true, Zhou Zhi is like an older brother, persuading his younger brother to sleep, with a soft and flat tone: "Once upon a time, a little boy, Nice family like you, two surviving parents, then the parents and grandparents gave the little boy a birthday, it was too late, except he was all crushed by a big truck that came by late at night."

He choked and laughed, "Arms, head, legs, blood, scenes that have never been seen in many movies, but he didn't cry at all, and lived alone."

Shen Jing turned her head to look at him, "What about now?"

Zhou Zhi closed his eyes and smiled slightly: "Married. So, what are your things?"

These words not only did not make him relax but made him more nervous, Zhou Zhi passed under the quilt to hold Shen Jingyan's hand, "Close your eyes and go to sleep, I will make you something delicious tomorrow morning."