Contentment

Haitong and Shen Leguang resumed their previous relationship.But in Haitong's view, their relationship may be better than before the Cold War.During this process, Shen Leguang's slight changes confirmed this idea, although it was small and subtle, it did not hinder Haitong's idea of ​​rubbing secretly.

But for the culprit who caused their cold war, Haitong still has sympathy, and he feels that he needs to explain.

After the birthday of the lunar calendar, they will almost enter the stage of final review.There are so many people in the library that it is impossible to find a seat if you go there late.

Fortunately, Shen Leguang has always been self-disciplined, and even Haitong became diligent.The two sat together to review, so naturally they also wanted to eat together.

The living area where Haitong lives is the closest to the library, and the cafeteria inside has nothing to offer except breakfast.This made Haitong very sad. Once he hesitated a bit when choosing dishes, Shen Leguang would not wait for him.

But unexpectedly, Shen Leguang didn't eat first after making the dishes today, but sat there waiting for him.This surprised Haitong who hurried over, but it was more of a little joy that surged from the bottom of his heart.

"Why don't you eat? Are you waiting for me?"

Shen Leguang took a deep look at him.Half of the other party's face was covered under the scarf, revealing a pair of black and white eyes, and then a little shy.

"You, why do you look at me like that?" Haitong was really a little embarrassed, because Shen Leguang rarely looked at him so seriously.Or to put it another way, Shen Leguang rarely looked at him.

He is a little short-sighted, but he doesn't like wearing glasses very much, so that when he walks on the road, anyone is a blurred image in his eyes.

"You have something to tell me." Shen Leguang retracted his gaze, and took off the scarf he was wearing casually.

Haitong was frightened by his question, her eyes widened and she didn't know what expression to make.

"Why do you know?" After a while, he said in a muffled voice.

Shen Leguang rarely slowed down his eating speed.He picked up the dishes slowly, with a brisk tone. "Since the morning, you've been hesitant to speak, if I don't see it..." He didn't continue, just looked at Haitong's face quietly.

"Ah, it's like this." Haitong's face was a little red, he felt that he was too coy, like a girl who hadn't been out of the cabinet in ancient times, and didn't fit his old man's temperament at all.

"What I mean is," he straightened his expression and added sincerely, "I apologize to you for what happened last time. I'm sorry!"

"I know I did something wrong, but I still want to know the reason, can you tell me?" The more he spoke, the more he lacked confidence, Haitong lowered his head and pulled the dishes on the dinner plate, not daring to look at Shen Leguang at all. Eye.

"Why do you remember such a thing?"

"No, it's not that I care about every detail. It's because..." Haitong thought about explaining.He didn't want Shen Leguang to feel that he was a petty person.But when he raised his head, what he saw was a slightly confused expression on the other side.

"I'm worried that some of my behavior will make you unhappy, and not everyone has a chance to start over. You also forgive me for the sake of taking care of you, don't you? But what you just said The expression seems to say that I think too much." He opened his mouth cautiously, and he understood why the snail lived with its shell in an instant.Being bright and vivid also depends on the target. Facing Shen Leguang, being too honest will make him lose his sense of security.

The person opposite seemed to be stopped by his question, and he was stunned for a while without saying a word.

This kind of atmosphere is a bit awkward, and the heart-to-heart talk finally turned into Haitong's unilateral complaints and complaints.

"Eat, let's eat." Haitong smiled shyly, but his eyes showed a little listlessness.He continued: "I seem to be on vacation earlier than you, have you bought the ticket to go home?"

Shen Leguang's eyelashes are long and curly, and he can see clearly when he lowers his head slightly.The contour line of the cheeks is received by the sharp chin, showing a little bit of tenderness.Falling into Haitong's eyes, it's really pleasing no matter how you look at it.

At this moment, the pleasing object is calming down and eating seriously.After he swallowed a mouthful of food, he said, "You are not wrong, it was me who was wrong."

"I am a very strange person. I have no friends since I was a child. And you are the first person to enter my life in this way. I am not used to it." Speaking of this, he seemed to laugh at himself smiled.

"I don't know how to accept your kindness. But," Shen Leguang raised his head and looked at him, his eyes, which usually couldn't focus, seemed to be a mirror at this moment, clearly reflecting Haitong's slightly stunned expression.

"I still think you did something wrong." When he said this, he was very serious, with an indescribable "smell of wind and dust" on his face. "It's not easy for anyone to make money. Although I didn't sign a contract at the beginning, I have already agreed to the boss. I have grown up and met many people. There are good and bad. When we face money, who You can’t accuse anyone else.”

Haitong suddenly feels sad.He suddenly understood that the previous rumors about Shen Leguang were not groundless.In the face of poverty, most people are contemptuous, and the amount of education cannot be the standard for judging their perfect personality.

Shen Leguang must know this better than him, so he is unwilling to break his promise, even though he knows in his heart that the shop owner has benefited a lot from them.

In fact, he is more kind and considerate than he imagined.

"I understand, I won't do this kind of thing again. But I think we are friends, aren't we? If I do something wrong next time, can you give me a chance to explain?" Haitong said With the same serious expression as him, every word he speaks is sonorous.

As I said before, being a friend also requires the right time, place and people.But at this moment, for Shen Leguang, the three are not bad, so he acquiesced to the word "friend" that the other party said.

Haitong finally laughed.Not as restrained or shy as before, he always gets a little carried away when he is too happy.But it was that kind of laughter that made the whole person so vivid that even in a place like the cafeteria, where meat and greasy food was everywhere, it could reflect the warmth of spring in the room.

Facts have proved that Shen Leguang can also chew and eat slowly.Once he slows down, it's graceful.Even if there are only two vegetarian dishes on his dinner plate, it always feels like eating a delicacy when picked up with one chopstick.

Such a person will be trapped in poverty, but will not be trapped in poverty all his life.Everything in the world, the first impression is distorted, but Haitong is willing to believe him so blindly and paranoidly.

After eating, the two walked together.When I walked out of the cafeteria, I realized that it was already raining.It wasn't raining very hard, just right for the weather, hazy and dark.

Haitong shuddered unconsciously after going out the door, and started to close the scarf again.He turned his head to look at Shen Leguang, and the other's nose was blown by such a cold wind, showing a slight red color, with an unconscious feeling of weakness.Seeing that it was raining now, eyebrows frowned, like the undulating green hills in the countryside in winter.

He was a little dumbfounded.It wasn't until the other party opened his mouth that he came back to his senses, and hurriedly withdrew his gaze.

"Without an umbrella, shall we run there?"

Haitong said "hmm" twice.Although he didn't hear what the other party said clearly, it didn't prevent him from nodding in agreement with Shen Leguang's decision.

Shen Leguang gave him a hand when he ran out.This kindness fell into Haitong's eyes, but she was subconsciously ignored because of her lack of focus, and all her thoughts were moved by the illusion that the "Beauty of the Iceberg" had been melted.

I dare not say all teenagers, but most teenagers will be excited to get in the rain at their special age.There are countless film and television dramas in this. Whether it is out of hope, rebirth or a symbol of romance, this act will not lack its fans.

Because Shen Leguang didn't have time to feel those hopes, rebirth and romance, he was placed in the camp of a small number of people.And Haitong's family is happy and happy, and he was easily moved at the age when he didn't know how to feel sad.Fortunately, both of them have grown up, and there will be no emotional differences because of such trivial matters.

Back to the library in the rain, both of them were a little impatient.Those raindrops made the scarf and coat thick and damp, and the hair was also wet.

There are many costs of growth, and they are reflected in many ways.For now, the imprint of growth is more obvious on Haitong, which has transformed him from a romantic young man into a rough old man who only cares about the tragic consequences of being exposed to the rain.

Seeing Shen Leguang's stinky face, Haitong suddenly felt better.He said with a smile: "Next time I go out, I will definitely remember to bring an umbrella, otherwise we will both be drowned."

After hearing this sentence, Shen Leguang glanced at him, but said nothing.

Promises are beautiful and dangerous.It is not difficult to make people believe in it. The difficult thing is to be able to yearn for it again after being disappointed.Shen Leguang understands this truth, and neither speaks out nor agrees to it.He thought the only thing he could do was to wait and see what happened.

From his silence, however, Furu understood his thoughts sincerely.He didn't dare to say any more, he followed Shen Leguang along the way and pondered for himself.

After the two sat back in their seats, they both took their scarves and took off their coats at the same time.The consistency of movements is so high that Haitong suddenly burst out laughing.At this time, he couldn't care less about promises or not, and his eyes were full of Shen Leguang's slightly soft brows and eyes.

"By the way, have you bought the ticket to go home?" Haitong wrote the words on a piece of paper and pushed them over secretly.

Shen Leguang shook his head at him, pursed his lips, picked up a pen and wrote "no" on the paper.

Haitong seems to be very happy to see the other party's concession.He rolled his eyes with a smile, and wrote, "Then buy tickets quickly, don't wait until the Spring Festival travel, otherwise it will be difficult to get tickets."

Shen Leguang took the paper and looked at it for a while.Looking at it from Haitong's point of view, his expression contained a forbearing contradiction.Lively is vivid, but it is also unbearable.

Shen Leguang was still a little hesitant when writing.He wrote slowly, as if a sentence had been torn apart in his mind, crushed, and grammatically changed.

When he first did this, Haitong just coveted Shen Leguang's words.Juanxiu and sharp, for him, it has the value of collection.The most commendable thing is that the other party didn't refuse, but acquiesced to his disguised harassment, so that the latter pushed forward and showed no fear with an old face.

What was written on the paper was "I won't go home during the winter vacation".

Haitong took another look.The Spring Festival is still very important to him, and he also looks forward to family reunion, so that he doesn't quite understand Shen Leguang's thoughts.But he suddenly thought of the gossip that his roommate had told him, and his heart trembled after understanding it.

When Shen Leguang answered again, he was very calm, not sloppy at all.He condensed his reasons into the simplest, most fake, and most irrefutable sentence - I'm going to find a winter job.

Haitong tilted his head and thought for a while, and finally leaned over and said in a very low voice: "Then go to my house. I will provide you with food and accommodation. If you work throughout the winter vacation, it will be about [-]."

"Well, think about it, it's definitely not a friendly price." He grinned, showing a mouthful of small white teeth.Shen Leguang's eyes shone brightly.