Contentment

When Shen Leguang woke up, his eyes were dazzled by the sunlight outside the window, he stretched out his hand to cover it, and then found Haitong lying in his arms.

You can comfort yourself by doing even the most shameful things in the dark, but once you put these things in the sun, you will feel guilty in all likelihood.

Shen Leguang is an ordinary person, so naturally he is no exception.

What happened last night flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern.The lingering kiss and touch of the two, as well as the tactile sensation of Haitong's skin became more and more vivid.

Goosebumps rushed out one by one, Shen Leguang shook his head, trying to forget about those things.It's a pity that things backfired - Haitong arched into his arms again, resulting in a slightly larger contact area between the two, which made Shen Leguang feel strange.

The other party was sleeping soundly, showing half of his shoulders with his sideways body.The hickey on it once again reminded Shen Leguang what he did last night.

The sleeping Haitong is not so noisy, it is very painful, especially when there is a wound bitten by the instigator on the lip, it looks even more pitiful.

He didn't dare to move, and kept looking at the person lying in his arms in an awkward position lying on his side.

In fact, Shen Leguang had also thought about what kind of girl he would fall in love with, and what their lives would look like in the future—watching her wake up in the morning, kissing her eyes, the sunlight shining in gently through the curtains, Warm enough and enough to make him feel at ease.It's just imagination, it's just imagination, it's enough to think about it for a while, the only thing I didn't expect was that Haitong became the No.1 of this crab eater.

I don't know if it's been half an hour or an hour, or even longer, Haitong finally stretched out his hands and rubbed his eyes, and woke up slowly.

Shen Leguang originally thought that such a moment of eye contact would be embarrassing, but he didn't expect that the first thing Haitong did when he woke up was to say "morning" to him, and then he raised his head and gave him a morning kiss.

He didn't seem to wake up completely, after the kiss, he got up and sat on the bed in a daze, leaving Shen Leguang, who was shocked again, lying on his side, motionless.

"Ah," Haitong slowed down for a while, his brain started to work, he turned around and took out two red envelopes from under the pillow. "They should have already set off by this time, this red envelope is for you."

Shen Leguang was like a piece of wood, until Haitong shook the red envelope in front of his eyes for a few times before reacting, and took the red envelope that looked very thick and felt very thick in a daze.

"How do you know it's mine?" His attention was successfully diverted.The voice was dry, and Haitong who was listening beside him frowned.

"Of course it's yours, otherwise why give me two!"

Shen Leguang opened the red envelope and took a look, with an unnatural expression.This was the first time he had received such a big red envelope when he was growing up, and he took it out and counted it, it was not a whole number - 2688, and it was all in new coins.

"2688?" Haitong approached him and asked after he finished clicking.

Shen Leguang nodded.

"I thought there would be more people with you this year." Haitong muttered in a low voice, but Shen Leguang heard the overtones - the other party didn't pity him, but just regarded him as a guest at his home, just like Haitong children.

Although he shouldn't accept this red envelope, Shen Yueguang is still grateful for this kindness.

"I can't take it," he handed the red envelope to Haitong, "it's too much."

Shen Leguang's expression was very serious, he looked at Haitong as if there was a mountain hidden in his eyes, towering and weighty.This wasn't just a simple courtesy, it was more about realizing that he couldn't afford to repay this favor.Not only this red envelope, but also the kindness that Haitong's family has shown him.

Haitong tilted his head and thought for a while, but he didn't answer, but stretched out his hands to hold Shen Leguang's face.

He kissed her and suppressed the opponent's resistance with a method close to violence.Lips and tongues are intertwined, and what is connected is another period of unreasonable and chaotic emotions.

From Shen Leguang's rejection at the beginning to his acceptance later, no one knew what he was thinking.It would be fine if the two were in love, but he asked himself, when facing Haitong, his feelings were not pure at all.There may be gratitude, envy, and jealousy, but the weight of love seems to be nothing.

Haitong let go of him and panted, leaning against his forehead and said, "You are worth this price, in fact it is more expensive than this."

Shen Leguang's expression turned cold all of a sudden, and even his voice trembled a little, "What do you mean?"

Haitong pulled out a smile, which seemed to be mocking and naive, "Would it be easier for you to accept me saying this?" Shen Leguang didn't answer, so he continued on his own: "Shen Leguang, I like you .”

"When I kissed you, why didn't you refuse? This is my home? Or was it to repay your kindness." Haitong let him go suddenly, lifted the quilt and stood against the light, his eyes were smiling but there was no warmth. "I don't want this. You feel like I pulled you out of the mud and gave you light and warmth and a place to call 'home'. So feel indebted to me and choose to do it this way Let me be satisfied, right?"

Shen Leguang remained silent, and the silence was only because he didn't understand it himself.

"I don't want your flattery." Haitong frowned softly and bent over him weakly, "I told you before, you are worth more than these."

"Besides what I like, we are still friends. The meaning of friends is to share. You are too cautious to think that you can't pay back these things, but I have never threatened you. Shen Leguang, are you really easy to understand?"

"Happy New Year." Haitong whispered in his ear at last, then put on his coat and went out.

Shen Leguang sat there thinking for a long time, or in a daze for a long time.There is a phrase called "seriousness and inner weakness". In the final analysis, he still has low self-esteem.

Only after he went out did he find Haitong serving porridge in the kitchen.The porridge was made in a casserole pot. Haitong didn't pay attention at first, and used his hands to remove the lid. When it touched it, it got scalded and threw away the lid.

He flicked his fingers and kept blowing air on them, but the pain didn't seem to drop by half.

"Rinse with cold water." Shen Leguang didn't want to be troublesome at first, but the other party's look of helplessness completely defeated him.

"Ah?" Haitong forgot to breathe, and raised her finger to look at the door.

Shen Leguang walked in and held his hand, dragging it for two steps before putting it under the tap to rinse.

"Where is the medicine at home?"

"Ah?" After Haitong finished speaking, he realized that his reaction was really like an idiot, swallowed and said, "Electricity, it's in the cabinet under the TV."

"Leave the porridge for now. I'll serve it up later. I'll add the medicine first." Shen Leguang quickly wiped off the water on his hands, and led him to the living room.

"Go and sit on the sofa." Although Shen Leguang had a cold face, Haitong could still hear a little concern from those words, which was very useful to him, so he obediently followed suit.

Haitong hasn't figured out what to do after confessing, but it's true that he finally breathed a sigh of relief.Fang Yuan once told him a very vulgar saying, "Unrequited love is sweet pain".But for some reason, even though Shen Leguang rejected him, Haitong didn't feel any pain.

"The burn is not very serious. It should take two days to heal after applying some medicine." Shen Leguang took out the ointment and cotton swab from the medicine box, and carefully applied the medicine to the burn.

Haitong hurt three fingers, but actually he felt fine.It was a little painful at first, but after such a period of time after flushing with cold water, there was basically no pain at all.The problem is that Shen Leguang, who made a fuss on the sidelines, put a band-aid on him after applying the medicine, which made him feel very delicate.

"I'm going to serve porridge, where do you want to eat?" Shen Leguang asked Haitong while packing up his things, the latter looked at it, pointed to the coffee table and said, "It's right here."

"Shen Leguang," Haitong raised his head to look at him, with a smug smile on his face, "Thank you."

Shen Leguang was suddenly overwhelmed, as if he was the only one who was troubled, but as far as the current situation was concerned, he had no reason to be angry.He could only nod his head, and left without expression.

After eating the porridge, Haitong called her grandma to pay New Year's greetings.After saying a lot of auspicious words, the old man complained why he didn't bring his friends to her place. Just as Haitong was about to explain, he heard Ms. Yuan's rough voice.

They spoke their native dialect, Haitong knew a little but couldn't speak it fluently, so he could only silently listen to the "dispute" between the two women over there holding up his mobile phone.Of course it wasn't a real quarrel, but the native dialect sounded very fierce, so it gave the outsider such an illusion.

He didn't think of Shen Leguang until he finished the phone call, so he leaned over and asked very ignorantly: "Are you going to call home?"

Shen Leguang looked at him coldly, didn't speak, and continued to stare at the TV, but when he looked carefully, he found that the other party's thoughts were not put on it at all.

Shen Leguang seemed to be in a daze.

Haitong felt that his appearance was very novel, and unconsciously stared at him for a long time.It wasn't until Shen Leguang coughed that he withdrew his overly frank gaze.

"You haven't answered me yet, don't you want to call back on the first day of the new year?" Ever since she and Shen Leguang clarified her thoughts, Haitong became more courageous and thick-skinned.At that time, he hadn't learned how to push himself and others, and only thought about how to pry the opponent's defense.

Shen Leguang lowered his eyes, with half of his face in the sun and half in the shadows.His expression was sad and cruel, and he returned to the time when Haitong first met him in an instant.

"I've called." He looked straight into Haitong's eyes, "I've already called when you were on the phone." After finishing speaking, he put down SpongeBob SquarePants in his arms and went back to the bedroom.

When the sound of closing the door sounded, Haitong was startled suddenly, he felt as if he had done something he shouldn't have done.This thing is not only redundant but also stupid.

The house suddenly became icy.

This unpleasant atmosphere lasted until the return of Ms. Yuan and Mr. Hai in the third year of junior high school. Haitong seemed to have met a savior and was extremely obedient.

Ms. Yuan looked carefree, but she was actually quite delicate.Even if those two people were still talking and laughing in front of her, she could sensitively find that something was still different from before.But as an outsider, she could only watch and not intervene, so she was more gentle and amiable to Shen Leguang in details.

After a few days like this, Uncle Shen Leguang finally recovered.Ms. Yuan was relieved that she was no longer indifferent to Haitong, and had returned to the attitude she had before the quarrel between the two of them.

Haitong also heaved a sigh of relief.

Sometimes he wondered why Shen Leguang was angry with him.If it's his liking that bothers him, then the time to be angry is not right; if he is angry because he inquired about his past without authorization, does it also mean that Shen Yueguang acquiesced in his liking.

The time of the new year flies by quickly.

After the restaurant opened, Shen Leguang was busy for more than ten days.During the period, the four of them celebrated the Lantern Festival together again, and the atmosphere was harmonious and harmonious.Haitong, who drank too much at night, touched Shen Leguang's bed with the help of alcohol, but the other party didn't kick him off.

When school started on the [-]th of January, Shen Leguang, who returned to Hangzhou, suddenly had a feeling that "there are only a few days in the mountains, but thousands of years in the world".Haitong on the side was in high spirits, and he didn't feel tired while pulling the suitcase.