Contentment

"I messed things up, will you blame me?" Qiu Mian lay on the sofa, regretting his meddling.

Haitong handed him the phone, and there was only one sentence on it: I should have given up a long time ago.

"We can still be friends in the future, but it's too painful. It's better to sever all ties to see him happy with others." Qiu Mian sighed after finishing speaking, "Whatever, this kind of thing is not clear. I I haven’t figured it out myself, and I have no position to teach you.”

Haitong squatted down next to him, the two of them looked like animals embracing each other to keep warm.He couldn't speak, but his thoughts were already flowing like a river.

Looking back on this year, the relationship between Shen Leguang and him was intimate and then broken, repaired and then close again, going round and round, like a deadlock.Haitong felt afraid, afraid that he would run out of patience in this hopeless love, afraid that he would be hated because of love, and afraid that all the memories would turn out to be hideous in the end.

But things obviously don't need to be that complicated, as long as he is more chic.

In the evening, Haitong watched three movies in a row, "Happy Events at Home", "Spirited Away" and "A Man Called Ove Decided to Die".During this period, I cried and laughed, laughed and cried.He thinks that the world will really treat everyone who lives sincerely.

Three days later, Haitong's temporary aphasia recovered.

When Qiu Mian found out, he screamed and laughed while hugging him. He was more excited than winning the lottery.

"It's finally healed." After the great joy, there were gentle waves, like a sunny day after rain.

Haitong is a little taller than Qiu Mian, and being hugged by him like this is like a tree with koalas hanging on it.

"Yeah, you can go eat hot pot now."He struggled to break free from Qiu Mian's embrace, pinched the other's nose and made fun of him.

During the period when he was convalescing, he couldn't eat those heavy salt, heavy oil and spicy things because of the taboo.As a result, Qiu Mian could only eat fruit all day long to pass the time, and complained about it for a long time.Now that he was put on the stage, he was not at all embarrassed, he just made a face at Haitong to express his dissatisfaction.

"I'm going to call Tian Yaonan to come back and ask him to buy a pot by the way. Let's cook it at home?!"

Haitong spread her hands, glared at him and asked, "Let me declare first, I don't know anything."

Qiu Mian was a little unbelievable, and also stared at him, "You don't know how?! Didn't Shen Leguang learn the craft from your mother? The cake that day was delicious!"

"I'm really sorry that my mother's cooking gene was not passed on to me." Haitong rolled her eyes, sat down on the sofa and began to call Tian Yaonan.

"I forgot to mention that my dad's cooking is also delicious." He looked at Qiu Mian who was still in a daze, and added: "Well, that's it, so let's go out to eat."

"How can you deceive my feelings like this?!" Qiu Mian slumped into the sofa, hugging the pillow and began to murmur.

Tian Yaonan on the other end of the phone was busy, Haitong dialed several times but was "on the phone".

"Little bastard, what trouble are you getting again?" Tian Yaonan's voice was always lazy and sexy, but Haitong's attention was attracted by that "trouble".If I'm not mistaken, I'm afraid that "trouble" is about him.

"Um, it's me." His voice lost his timidity, and he didn't know what to say.

Tian Yaonan gave a "hmm", and after a while he realized that he greeted Haitong with a smile.

"Come back, we'll go eat hot pot in a few days, I've been thinking about it for a long time."

"Do you still think a little padded jacket like mine is more considerate? Hahahahaha, tell Mianmian, I'll go back right away."

"Bring back some of his favorite food."

The sound of Tian Yaonan blowing kisses came from the other end of the phone.

Even if they didn't meet each other, Haitong felt pimples all over his body, and if they thought about meeting each other, it would make people even more desperate.

Not long after, You You himself came back with big bags and small bags, and Haitong didn't even recognize him when he opened the door.

Tian Yaonan cut his hair short.This is not short in the general sense, but shaved his beloved long hair into a short crew cut.The whole person was also darkened by more than one shade, and the oversized sunglasses on the bridge of his nose made him only need a gold chain to get rid of Bao Anliang.

"This is you?" Haitong let him in sideways, and helped him carry a bag.

Tian Yaonan took off his sunglasses very coolly, and raised his chin at him, "How about it, isn't it very handsome?"

"Hmm..." Haitong was silent for a while, and finally spit out the five-character motto, "Just be happy."

"I'm back—oh," Qiu Mian heard the voice coming out of the kitchen, and when he saw it clearly, he jumped back in fright, "Where did this monster come from?!"

Tian Yaonan "hummed" at the two of them, took off his shoes and threw something on Qiu Mian's feet.

"Ah—" Qiu Mian covered his feet and pointed at Tian Yaonan tremblingly, "You are going to die, believe it or not, I will call auntie!"

Tian Yaonan glanced at him, and replied with disdain: "Your old acting skills are really poor. Call our Taishang Huang to have a look, what are the things in the bag?"

Haitong came over and opened the bag for Qiu Mian, and inside were some puffed food that didn't weigh much.

……

"Ahem..." Qiu Mian put down her feet, walked over to Tian Yaonan and sat down next to Tian Yaonan.

"So what, do you think Auntie believes you or me?" He bared his teeth and grinned, Tian Yaonan felt goosebumps all over his body when he saw it.

"Blame me, blame me," he raised his hand in surrender, "Your Excellency doesn't count the faults of villains, the prime minister can hold a boat in his stomach, so let the little ones go."

Haitong standing aside was a little funny.These two people are not arguing every day, or they are on the way to arguing.But strictly speaking, the deep feelings are almost directly proportional to the degree of their dislike for each other.

"By the way," Tian Yaonan called Haitong over, "I just told Shen Si about eating hot pot, and he said that he was on vacation that day, so he could buy ingredients and eat at home, what do you think?"

Qiu Mian's complexion suddenly sank, and he looked at Haitong worriedly.The other party was stunned for a moment, and after recovering, he noticed his gaze, and smiled to comfort him.

"Okay, he's very good at cooking, you and Mian Mian should try it."

Almost as soon as the words were finished, Haitong began to regret, he thought that he would not be able to act as if nothing had happened after meeting.But if you want to take back the water that was spilled by the words you said, you will have 300 taels of silver here.

The waiting time passed like this.During the period, Haitong went to the hospital for reexamination. The doctor said that nothing was wrong, but in the short term, he should not indulge himself, and he should hold back what should be avoided.At the end, he comforted him, there is nothing young and young can't think about, don't have the burden of "men don't cry easily", cry when you are stimulated, and eat when you want.

Haitong retreated from the office in a very educated manner, and when he walked out of the hospital gate, he suddenly felt that he had gained a new life.Doctors who are used to seeing life and death may understand the meaning of life better. No matter how big the hurdle is, it is a piece of cake in the face of death, and those "unless I die" grievances are even more nonsense.

Life has already treated him preferentially, what else can he live with?

If so, then eat a meal and sleep, and love yourself.

When Shen Leguang came over with his things in the morning, they were still sleeping, the doorbell rang again and again, and finally Haitong couldn't bear it and ran over to open the door.

It is difficult for people in this situation to keep their heads clear, and Haitong is no exception.

He rubbed his eyes and opened the door impatiently.

Shen Leguang never thought that it would be him who would open the door, and his expression didn't keep up with him for a while, but luckily the other party's thoughts were not here either.

"Sit down, I'll go and wake them up." Haitong took the things in his hands, with his head hanging down, looking out of spirits.His hair was disheveled, with one stick up and dangling with his movements.

"Bang—" Haitong squatted down covering his head, and the whole person came to his senses.

Shen Leguang hurried over to support him, "Are you okay?"

Haitong was surprised that it was such a time, how could he still think about whether there was gum in his eyes or not.But the worried eyes of the other party really melted his heart, and all his determination to sever the relationship.

Shen Leguang is like a swamp, no matter whether he keeps his face or struggles hard, the final result is the same.

"It hurts." Haitong said aggrievedly.

The impact was indeed a bit severe, Shen Leguang pulled away his hand covering his forehead, it had already turned red, and a small bag quickly floated up.It looks a little funny, but it's pitiful and funny to match Haitong's appearance.

"..."

Haitong thought she heard his sigh.

"I'm going to give you medicine."

Shen Leguang ignored the ingredients that fell on the ground, and dragged Haitong to the living room.His palm is warm, holding it on Haitong's wrist like a sun is hidden.

"Don't use eggs?" Haitong was lying on the sofa, looking at the safflower oil in Shen Leguang's hand, he couldn't help feeling timid, and his confidence in speaking was a little weak.

Shen Leguang poured it on the palm of his hand, and answered the word "no" neatly.

"Be patient, it might hurt a little."

Haitong swallowed her saliva, thinking that it's not possible, just looking at your old appearance will make your heart ache? !But no matter what he is, he is also a big man, how can he cry because of such a trivial matter! ?

He explained himself, thinking about what kind of bgm needs to be released at this moment to be considered suitable for the occasion, but——

"Ah-huh-"

Shen Leguang's hand strength must have been practiced.

"The medicine will get better soon after it has been dispersed." This kind of explanation basically cannot constitute the reason for his "intentional murder".

"Uh, huh——I understand." Haitong looked up at Shen Leguang, who was holding his hair with one hand and promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis with the other, with a serious expression on his face.The light through the curtains was not as intense, which made him a lot softer, and Haitong's eyes gradually became moist.

He thought that Shen Leguang was the most innocent person, because his feelings were too troublesome, and he ended up hurting others and himself.

"What I said that day is true, that girl is very beautiful." Haitong didn't want to say the latter sentence "You are very suitable".

"Yeah." The strength in Shen Leguang's hands increased unconsciously, but Haitong didn't moan anymore, as if just looking at him gave him infinite strength.

……

The two were silent for a long time, Shen Leguang originally thought that Haitong would ask again, but he didn't expect that it was him who couldn't hold it back first.

"She's not my girlfriend."

"Hmm." Haitong pondered this sentence carefully, then suddenly increased the volume and said "Huh?"

Shen Leguang held down his body that was about to get up, and slightly pulled the corner of his mouth. "We just happened to work in a store. I explained in the group, but you didn't listen."

Haitong's ears turned red, and he dodged his eyes, not knowing where to look.

"Well, then you will always have a girlfriend in the future, I just help you celebrate in advance."

Shen Leguang gave him a sideways look, not like a reproach, but a joke of "see how long you can argue".

Haitong was quiet for a while, and finally boldly pulled Shen Leguang's clothes, and said fawningly, "I want to eat your cooking."

"I'm going to eat hot pot today." Shen Leguang answered him indifferently.

"what?"

"If you want to eat, you have to wait another day."

Haitong stared at him blankly, her heart was beating fast, as if it was about to jump out.There is only one thought in his mind now, and that is to throw Shen Leguang down and kiss him.