Contentment

Haitong had nothing to do, so he walked to Shen Leguang's desk.

The table was clean and everything was put on it in order.Shen Leguang bought a small rosewood-colored bookshelf, the kind that can be assembled freely.Judging from the results, he has made full use of it.

The books on the bookshelves are not all teaching materials. In fact, they have no classes in the third year.Coupled with the earlier class rehearsal, it is no wonder that Shen Leguang is already busy with practice interviews.

Inside a row of gray and white book covers, there is a green and red book that looks particularly attractive.

Haitong couldn't help pulling it out to take a look. It was Neruda's "Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair", translated by Chen Li and Zhang Fenling.

He laughed, never thought that Shen Leguang would read this kind of book.He majored in finance, coupled with his indifferent personality, he felt like an elite.But why would the elite read this kind of book?The elites that Haitong obsessed with were all indifferent and unkind, very much like Shen Leguang.

Haitong flipped through it casually.He had read this book a long time ago, but it was an old edition, and the content had been mostly forgotten.He actually doesn't like to read this kind of translation, because the level of translation is uneven, and it is easy to translate the original beautiful poems into "cabbage poems".

But he flipped it anyway.

There may be some kind of doomed cause and effect in it, or it should be like this in the dark.On such a sunny and hot day, at such a time, Haitong walked to Shen Leguang's desk when he was idle and bored, saw this book, took it out, and opened it.Then he laughed again.

Haitong saw a bookmark.Of course, this is not like what Shen Leguang would do, but this bookmark is no ordinary bookmark.Two months ago, a primary school girl raised her face and asked if she could meet him, but he refused.The Pitotonia tree next to it has luxuriant branches and leaves, and it seems to glow under the sun.

This bookmark is a leaf of the pituitary tree.

Shen Leguang put "Haitong" in this book.

It just so happens that this book is also called "Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair".

Of course Haitong wanted to laugh, until this moment, he finally laughed out, almost crying.He thought, Shen Leguang really has nothing to deny this time.

He closed the book and sat on Shen Leguang's chair.

The table has not changed, nor has the bookshelf, but something has always changed, just like the wind that suddenly blows in through the window.As soon as the wind blows, Haitong is floating.He started to feel like he was drunk, a little dizzy and sleepy, so he took off his shoes and climbed onto Shen Leguang's bed.

Being liked is something that can easily make people "crazy".Haitong is not afraid of Shen Leguang coming back and getting angry at this moment, he has already eaten his heart and leopard courage, and he is not afraid of anything anymore.

Qiu Mian came out of the bathroom, and before she could shake off the water in her hands, she realized that the person had disappeared.

"Haitong? Brother Tong?" He took a few steps forward and looked up after seeing Haitong's shoes. Haitong had already fallen asleep on Shen Leguang's bed.

"Didn't you agree to go eat after I went to the bathroom? Why did I fall asleep as soon as I came out?!" Although his teeth were itching with hatred, Qiu Mian lowered his voice, sat back on the chair silently, and took out his phone Ready to order takeout.

It's already summer in mid-June.Hangzhou has just experienced a long rainy period, these days are sticky sunny days, the water in the air, grass and leaves is slowly evaporating, and people's hearts start to become restless.

Haitong remembered clearly that this was the second time he climbed into Shen Leguang's bed.The first time was in freshman year, when he was sick, had a high fever, and acted like a baby to him when he was still in a daze.

They were young at that time.In fact, it is hypocritical to say such things, after all, they are still in the ranks of young people.It's just that after some things, my heart is a little older, and I can no longer become myself at that time.

The gentle wind blows all the way to the bed, causing Haitong to have a dream, a dream, the atmosphere is charming and seductive.

Desire is the least deceptive thing, there is only such a thin fig leaf between like and dislike.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Haitong faintly woke up from the dream.Of course, he only recalled what dream he had after he woke up.Qimeng, commonly known as spring dream, the object is self-evident.He blushed a little.

There seemed to be no one in the dormitory, so Haitong took a deep breath to calm himself down.

He took out his phone from under the pillow, and Qiu Mian sent him a message: The food is on my table, remember to eat when you wake up.I went out to do some errands and I'll be right back. . . .You agreed to have dinner with me! !

It could be seen that Qiu Mian resented him for falling asleep.But it's been three hours since he sent the message, so he'll be back right away?

After a while, Haitong felt that he had almost recovered, and happened to be a little hungry, so he thought about going down.But before he got out of bed, he rolled viciously once under the thin blanket wrapped in Shen Leguang.

Of course, the blankets were not folded.When Haitong got out of bed, she thought very clearly, she had to let Shen Leguang know that he had slept in his bed, hadn't folded his blanket, and perhaps drool on his pillow.

Qiu Mian was very caring, and ordered some of Haitong's favorite dishes.Fortunately, it's summer, so it doesn't matter if the food is cold, Haitong still eats it with gusto.

He turned on Qiu Mian's computer, clicked "Roadside Picnic" and read it.

He had seen this movie before, but he didn't understand it.Dialects, poetry, obscure camera language, only the song "Little Jasmine" impressed him deeply.

Although he is eating now, but inexplicably, he really wants to watch this movie.

The translation of the movie is "Kaili Blues", and Kaili's sadness is much easier to understand than "Roadside Picnic".

Haitong looked at it and forgot to eat. After nearly two hours, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

The sky showed a hazy orange-red color, very vivid, like a freshly cut fruit, with an enchanting appetite.

However, no one came back from the dormitory, but Haitong wanted to wait.He knew that nothing could be more exciting than the results to come.

He sent Shen Leguang a message, asking when he would be back.

Shen Leguang went to the interview, but for some reason he hasn't come back yet.

After a while, the other party's phone call came.

"What's the matter? The subway is coming soon, and it may take another hour to get to school." Shen Leguang's voice was suppressed by the sound of the roaring subway, noisy and broken.But Haitong still heard clearly.

As long as he is persistent, he can understand all of Shen Leguang's thoughts.

This is the courage given by that little bookmark not long ago, about six hours ago.

But in fact, it was Shen Leguang who gave him courage, but he knew that he couldn't say it now.

"Well, I'll wait for you at the gate of the South University." He was sure that Shen Leguang heard clearly, and hung up the phone without hesitation.

Shen Leguang on the other end of the phone didn't know the expression, but Haitong was very happy now.He hadn't been this happy for a long time, as if everything had suddenly become clear.

He breathed a sigh of relief, with a smug smile on the corner of his mouth.

At six o'clock, he had already arrived at the gate of the South University, and it was almost dark.

Shen Leguang was wearing a white shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbows, and a coat that had been taken off on his forearm.He walked over from a distance, like a white lightning, the kind of lightning that only makes one's heart palpitate in summer.

He wore glasses, so he saw Haitong waving at him.Shen Leguang smiled and almost trotted over.

"Have you eaten yet?" He asked Haitong like this, as if he had foreseen something, so that his greeting was different from usual, very subtle, but it was indeed different.

Haitong nodded, the smile hanging on his mouth didn't stop.He asked Shen Leguang: "What about you? Have you eaten?"

Shen Leguang replied: "Eat." Then he handed the small box in his hand to Haitong.

"Your favorite cake."

Haitong smiled and looked at him, and took the box from his hand.

There are no people on this road, they can walk side by side, and carry on the next conversation in a relaxed, comfortable mood without being disturbed by others.

Haitong usually doesn't eat while walking, but today, or at this moment, he opened the box, held the small cake in the palm of his hand, and started to eat contentedly with a spoon.

"How is it, is it delicious?" Shen Leguang laughed seeing him satisfied, so his question also lost its previous level.But Haitong didn't expose him.

Haitong just nodded, dug a spoon and handed it to him.

He knew that Shen Yueguang would not refuse.

Shen Leguang hesitated for a while, but as Haitong said, he did not refuse.

In this way, everything can be explained clearly.Because Shen Leguang likes Haitong, he will do whatever Haitong asks, not for any other reason.

Just because I like it.

Doing something for someone you like is not a big deal at all.But Haitong really understood at this time.

So Haitong stood still and turned to look at him.Said, "I have something to tell you."

Shen Leguang is a sensitive person, so he clearly felt the tension in the atmosphere at this time.But he remained calm and just gave a soft "hmm".

"I kissed you." It's not really a secret.

"I kissed you when you were sick, and when you were drunk. At that time, you were insane, and I only dared to kiss you at that time."

Shen Leguang wanted to say, you kissed me when I was sober.But suddenly, he thought of the kiss when they were both sober, lingering and eager, like long-lost lovers.

Seeing him in a daze, Haitong asked again: "Aren't you angry?"

Shen Leguang was brought back to God by his voice.He looked at Haitong, who was as tall as him, tilted his head with childlike air.

But he is not angry.I don't know if he would be angry about this matter a year or two ago, but now, he is really not angry.

"You're not angry, are you?" Before Shen Leguang could answer, Haitong still laughed "giggle".He is really happy, the cake he just ate has been transformed into his sweet breath.

"Then it's your turn to say it now." After a while, Haitong said this sentence almost arrogantly.

Shen Leguang didn't understand what he was talking about, but his intuition was very keen, and he had already faintly realized it.

"I saw it," Haitong said softly, staring into his eyes, "that leaf you put in the book."

"Shen Leguang, do you really not like me?"

A long time ago, Haitong also asked him the same question.How did he come back at that time?Shen Leguang couldn't remember clearly, he only knew that there was no way out for everything.

But he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It's not against the law to like someone, yes, it's not against the law to like someone, even if he's of the same sex.

Shen Leguang smiled softly, and the originally tight lip line stretched out, like a chick spreading its wings.

"Yes, Haitong," he said, "I like you."

When these words came out, the world became silent.

Haitong's smiling eyes were filled with tears, but Shen Leguang gently brushed them away before they flowed out.

"Yes, I like you, I like you very much." Shen Leguang repeated.

In this secret, unattended corner, a boy who looks like a white lightning is confessing.He said the most simple and touching love words in this world, which is simply the best footnote of this summer.

The author has something to say:

It's over, although the whole process is a one-person self-healing, but thank you for those who watched patiently, bow~