Red Red

After returning to school, Zheng Hao saw that he looked sullen, although he wanted to comfort him a few words, but after thinking about what he had just experienced, he didn't dare to ask any more questions.So as usual, after saying goodbye, they went back to their respective dormitories.

After walking apart for a while, Zheng Hao stopped and looked back under the dim streetlight. Shen Juan's gradually blurred figure, like the cigarette in his hand, flickered away.

He sighed impatiently, the wind picked up and it became colder, and then he hurried back.

Standing downstairs in the dormitory, Shen Ju'an felt depressed, always feeling that there was a big rock pressing down on him, making it impenetrable.He leaned against the cold railing, took out the cigarette case again, and smoked one after another.He never thought that he would feel that the smell of smoke was like a candy, and after melting in his mouth, the sweet and greasy breath spread into his body.For a moment, he felt dizzy, but he seemed to have forgotten the things that made him extremely sad.

Originally, he only learned to smoke because he saw Jiang Weidong smoking and wanted to feel the same feeling as him.Unexpectedly, he became a big smoker.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sneered secretly, mocking his shamelessness, being so aggrieved that he looked down on what he had done.For a moment, I felt that my body was floating, and the lights gradually blurred in my vision.

The classmates who lived in the same dormitory building passed by one after another, and a roommate happened to see him, so he stepped forward to say hello: "Xiao An, why don't you go up and blow the cold wind here? They are waiting for you to play cards. "

Shen Ju'an raised his head, looking at him with blurred vision, he moved his lips weakly and said: "You go up first, wait until I finish smoking this cigarette..."

"Okay, then we'll be waiting for you!"

After all, the roommate walked up the stairs in slippers.

The smoke between his fingers had already burnt to the end, he stared at the dim light of the fire, started slowly, and wiped out the cigarette butt with his fingers.Then he turned around, shook his dizzy head, and stepped up the steps step by step.

Pushing open the old wooden door of the dormitory, a more intense smell of smoke came to the nostrils.Shen Ju'an subconsciously teased: "You put the gun..." Then he waved his hands in front of his eyes, and walked straight in.

Just now, the roommate downstairs saw Shen Juan coming in, and hurriedly opened the window to let in some air.The two people who were smoking also quickly stamped out their cigarette butts, laughing shyly.One of them said: "Come on, Xiao'an, let's play together, if there are three missing one, I'll be waiting for you."

While unbuttoning his coat, Shen Ju'an pretended to be interested and said, "Okay, let's play some big games today, how about losing?"

"Fuck you, our beds are next to each other, and we sleep together every day. Besides, what's the point of sleeping with you?"

Shen Juan's smile froze on his face: "It seems quite boring, how about the person who loses the most help wash the quilts for the other three for half a year?"

"Hey, that's good, don't wait half a year, maybe a year. Not only the bedding, but also the clothes."

"Okay, it's a deal, and what you say is what you say!"

He walked over and dragged the chair away, and sat down with the others at the small table.With a cheerful face, he took the initiative to shuffle the cards, and his mouth was still plausible: "I have recently opened up my hands, so I can do whatever I want. I haven't lost in a card game two days ago. This time, you are waiting to wash my bedding. Bar."

So, the four of them gathered around the small table, talking and laughing, and played poker for half the night.

I don't know since when, he was able to try to cover up his sadness seamlessly, without showing any cheating feet.Even if the sourness in my heart still remains, and it will never fade away with the torrent of time.Unless Jiang Weidong is forgotten at some point, but he is like a thorn in the heart, it will only get deeper and deeper, and then take root and sprout, and merge with the flesh and blood, it seems that he will never be clear for a lifetime.

All he can do is devote himself to his studies. After all, books can never be finished, and knowledge can never be learned.Rather than loving someone painfully, it is better to add more external factors and cover up those bad memories, so that maybe there will be no pain and pain all the time.

In the blink of an eye, the cold winter came, and there was a lot of snow in Beijing.The sky was covered with a scorching white.

It was the first time for Shen Juan to see such a vast expanse of snow, so he walked quietly along the stone road at Weiming Lake.

Zheng Hao's voice suddenly came from behind him. He was wearing a scarf around his neck, his nose was red from the cold, he shrank his head, put his hands in his pockets and walked to Shen Ju'an's side.

Seeing that Shen Juan was dressed lightly, he didn't look like he was going through winter at all.So he asked, "Aren't you cold?"

Shen Ju'an looked at the sparrows dancing on the snow-covered branches not far away, and said back: "It's cold, but you don't have to curl up like this with you. How can there be a bit of blood in the new era to look like a young man."

Zheng Hao rolled his eyes at him: "You can just laugh at me, I am sick from the cold, if it were you, it would be strange if you didn't shrink like this."

After the sparrow flew away, it shook off a branch of snowflakes.Shen Ju'an smiled and said: "Then why don't you go back and lie down quickly, and blow the cold wind here with me."

"Of course, I won't accompany you to blow the cold wind, who else will come to accompany you."

"You don't come here. There are many girls chasing me..."

As Shen Juan said, he squatted down, stretched out his white hands and grabbed a handful of snowflakes, then kneaded them into snowballs and threw them on the frozen lake.

whispering sound!

Zheng Hao was also very happy to see him looking very interested.Suddenly asked: "Are you going home for the Spring Festival this year?"

Shen Ju'an threw another snow ball: "Ah, I want to eat the dumplings made by my mother."

Zheng Hao said: "Then you haven't bought the train tickets earlier. There are a lot of people during the Spring Festival travel, not to mention that this is the capital and there are more people."

"I am not in a hurry!"

Zheng Hao thought for a while, and then said: "But it's true, your brother has a reputation here, so this kind of trivial matter is definitely not a big deal."

The smile on Shen Juan's face dimmed a little, and then he pretended not to hear anything, rubbed a ball of snow and hit Zheng Hao's forehead with his backhand.

He said in his mouth: "Try your skills."

Zheng Hao wiped the snowflakes from his forehead, gritted his teeth but snorted coldly: "I don't have the heart to play snowball fights with you, you can play by yourself."

After saying that, he shrank his neck and walked elsewhere.

Shen Juan looked at the row of footprints he left in the snow, and muttered, "It's so boring!"

As the winter vacation approaches, the snow has almost melted.It's just that the air was extremely cold and biting.People are all shrunk indoors, and the outdoors are empty and lifeless.

After class that day, Shen Juan left the classroom with the book in his arms, walked through the corridor, took two steps up the stairs, and saw that familiar figure standing at the top of the stairs from a distance.

To put the index into perspective, since that time, I haven't seen Jiang Weidong for almost three months.

He hesitated for a while, then walked down the stairs, walked behind Jiang Weidong, and stood still.

Figures passed by one by one, Jiang Weidong subconsciously turned his head, and saw him at a glance, with a slightly surprised look on his face.

"When did you come here?"

Shen Ju'an pretended to snort coldly: "I should ask you this, right? Why, are you waiting for your girlfriend?"

"No, I'm waiting for you!"

After Jiang Weidong finished speaking, he put his hand on Shen Juan's shoulder, and then led him to a bare plane tree.

Shen Juan subconsciously shook off his hand, and said calmly, "What do you want from me?"

"Why, I can't come and see you if I have nothing to do?" Jiang Weidong turned his eyes to his face, and through the skylight, he found a small scar on his chin.He hurriedly asked again: "What's the matter with your jaw?"

Shen Juan replied coldly: "I accidentally touched my shave. What do you want to do with me? It's okay. I don't want to chat with you here. You are in good health. It doesn't matter if you wear less clothes. I can't do it. If you catch a cold, who will you Take care of me."

Jiang Weidong heard the words and said: "Why are you speaking so barbarously now?"

Shen Ju'an cast a glance at him, but did not reply.

He also said: "After the winter vacation, you can go back with me, so that you won't be able to buy a ticket then."

Shen Ju'an looked disdainful, and said: "Don't bother you, I have my own way."

"Hey, let me tell you why you have become so stubborn. Is it because I said a few words about you last time that you gave me a face? Think about it, did you do something wrong last time? In front of my girlfriend, look at what you said, it's deliberately annoying."

Shen Ju'an stared at his ignorant face, and snorted again: "Don't talk nonsense with me, I'm lazy to tell you these things, if there's nothing else, I have to go."

"Then do you want to go back with me then?"

Shen Ju'an gritted his teeth and thought about it, and could only reply: "We'll talk about it later."

Just when he was about to turn around and leave, Jiang Weidong grabbed his arm.

"Hey, wait a minute!"

"what happened again?"

Shen Juan stopped where he was, looking at him impatiently.

Immediately, Jiang Weidong took off the warm scarf around his neck, stretched it out and hung it on Shen Juan's neck where the wind was everywhere, and said, "I'll see you off!"

Then he smiled at Shen Ju'an, turned around and trotted towards the school gate.

Shen Ju'an froze in place, the heat from the scarf infected his neck, and he was dazed for a moment.His face darkened in an instant, and he took off the scarf, looking at Jiang Weidong's walking figure, his heart felt bitter again.

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