Red Red

During the daytime, Jiang Yufeng dragged Shen Ju'an to wander around the streets, gathering wherever it was lively.And Jiang Weidong stayed at home and chatted with his elders, from piano, chess, calligraphy and painting to philosophy of life, military life and style of life, there seemed to be no generation gap at all.However, during this period, the two of them didn't say anything, as if they were separated by a wall, not because they couldn't hold back their face, but suddenly, they didn't know what kind of identity to face each other.

Shen Ju'an didn't seem to care, anyway, they have been getting along in this inexplicable state for the past two years.If it weren't for the bond of relatives, they must have parted ways long ago.

But at night, all thoughts came to my mind again, and all the emotions I tried to restrain before seemed to be in vain.

The two slept on both sides of the bed, and the dim light dangled from the beams of the room.

Jiang Weidong curled up, with his back to Shen Juan, wondering if he was fast asleep.

Shen Juan lay flat, eyes wide open, looking at the shadow of moths fluttering on the ceiling.Immediately, he quietly turned his head and glanced at Jiang Weidong. Although his heart was very calm, there was also a trace of helpless sadness.

Then he sat up, reached out to turn off the light in the room, and then curled up, trying to fall asleep.

While the room was reduced to darkness, it also became extremely quiet, and the other party's even breathing could be heard quietly.

The next morning, Jiang Weidong opened the suitcase he brought back and hurriedly stuffed the clothes into it.After packing up his luggage, he put on his military cap, adjusted the brim of his hat, picked up his suitcase and walked to the living room.It happened that Su Lan was cleaning up the fruit and snacks on the table, he said: "Mom~"

Su Lan turned her head and asked, "What's wrong?"

But then he found that he was wearing a formal suit and carrying a leather suitcase in his hand, so he realized what was going on.Busy wondering: "Are you leaving today? The fifth day of the Lunar New Year has not yet passed."

He shook the box in his hand, put on a smile, and said, "Well, I have something to do in the company, I have to go back."

"Who are you lying to?" Su Lan put down the rag in her hand, walked over to take the suitcase in his hand, and said in a low voice: "What's the date, there is no one in your company."

Jiang Weidong hurriedly avoided her, walked to the door, frowned, pretended to be a rogue, and said: "Oh, I really didn't lie to you. Otherwise, who wouldn't want to stay at home for a few more days... Something to do, that, goodbye~"

After that, he hurriedly opened the door and stepped out.

Su Lan looked at his back and shouted: "Are you really leaving?..."

I saw Jiang Weidong hurried downstairs and disappeared.Su Lan sighed both angry and puzzled: "This kid, he doesn't even say hello to them, is it reasonable, really."

At this moment, Jiang Yufeng came out of the room and saw her mother's unhappy face. She walked forward and asked in surprise, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Su Lan pointed to the door, and replied with some complaints: "Your brother, he said he had something to do in the company, so he left without saying hello..."

"what?"

Jiang Yufeng looked surprised, judging from his elder brother's performance in the past two days, it seemed that he was hiding something on his mind.She hurriedly walked to the door of the room where the three men were discussing chess skills, and said: "Hey, I have something to report to everyone. Big brother Jiang Weidong left on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year and went to Beijing."

"Going to Beijing? Who is going to Beijing?"

Commander Jiang held the chess piece, and his reaction was a little slow.

"Brother Jiang Weidong, he just left..."

"Leave? Isn't it the end of the year, why did you leave?"

Fang Cheng adjusted his glasses, and was even more puzzled.

Jiang Yufeng could only shake her head, pouted and said, "I don't know."

Suddenly, Shen Ju'an put down the small wooden box containing the chess pieces, got up and hurried out of the room.When jumping over Jiang Yufeng, she turned her head and asked, "Where are you going?"

"I'll go out for a while." Shen Ju'an dropped these words, and rushed out the door.

For some reason, at that moment, a sudden uneasiness emerged in his heart.It wasn't because he was afraid that something would happen to Jiang Weidong. After all, what could happen to a person like him.He just felt that if Jiang Weidong left in such a haste this time, he might really have to draw a line with himself in the future.It's like being respectful and respectful in words, but in fact, it's wrapped up in your heart, and you can't get close anymore.

He ran along the road to the train station, looking around in a panic as he ran.The anxious eyes were on everyone passing by, but Jiang Weidong's tall and handsome figure could not be seen.

Standing in front of the gate of the station, Jiang Weidong was still not found.The crosswind blows towards your face, drying the fine beads of sweat on your forehead.

Shen Juan panted heavily while listening to the whimpering sound of the train not far away.Suddenly, the expression on his face calmed down, and he suddenly thought that he was the one who wanted to draw a line with him first, so what is it now?Licking your face and begging others not to leave?

whispering sound……

He sneered: "I'm so stupid!"

Then he turned around and walked slowly along the way he came.

Back home, Jiang Yufeng was holding an orange in her hand, and seeing his slightly depressed look, she asked doubtfully, "Did you go after my brother just now?"

Shen Juan unbuttoned his coat and replied: "No, why should I chase him? I went to buy books."

After finishing speaking, he spread the book under his arm on the table.

Then, Su Lan came out and wondered: "Tell me, what is the reason why Wei Dong left in a hurry? He has never been so impatient before."

Shen Ju'an raised his eyes to look at her, thought for a while, and said, "Maybe he is in a hurry to see his girlfriend. His girlfriend is a native of Beijing, so it's better."

"Huh? Girlfriend?"

"My brother has a date?"

Seeing the shocked expressions of the two, Shen Ju'an said solemnly: "Yes, it's been a long time."

Su Lan suddenly turned into joyful eyes, wiped her hands on the apron around her waist and said: "Look at this kid, he doesn't take home to meet him when he has a girlfriend, what's the matter, he keeps it from us, no May we know..."

"Oh, my own mother, my brother must have gone to see the parents first, maybe he will bring the girl back in two days."

After hearing this, Su Lan raised her eyebrows and thought about it, and said happily, "She's also... from Beijing, she must be a very good girl..."

Then he turned his eyes to Shen Ju'an, who was a little dazed, and hurriedly walked over to ask: "Xiao An, what kind of person is your girlfriend Wei Dong?"

Shen Ju'an pretended to think about it in his mind, and said: "She is very beautiful, she is in the same school as me, one grade higher than me."

"Oh my god, from Peking University? Hey, is Wei Dong worthy of someone else..."

Jiang Yufeng, who was on the side, couldn't help laughing when she heard her say this, and then teased: "Oh mom, don't worry about it, my brother is so handsome, why doesn't he deserve him."

"No..." Su Lan turned her face to her, and retorted: "My girl lives in the capital, and she goes to the second best university in the country. Your brother's big bastard really sucks..."

"But just now Xiaoan said that the two of them are going to be better off. They are happy with each other. Why worry about it? When you really find a daughter-in-law who doesn't catch your eye, we'll see what you say then."

"Hey, you kid, why don't you expect your brother to be well..."

"I'm wronged, but you said that my brother is not good..."

"..."

Taking advantage of the gap between their mother and daughter's conversation, Shen Ju'an grabbed the book and quietly walked back to the room.After closing the door, he walked to the desk, pulled away the chair and sat down.

Many things in reality are always like a needle, piercing Shen Juan's heart.He has become extremely sensitive, as can be seen from the conversation between the two mothers and daughters just now. If Jiang Weidong is as abnormal as himself, if one day they see him and Jiang Weidong lying on the same bed, they must feel that the sky is about to fall. up.

Many things, reality is reality, fantasy can only be fantasy.Jiang Weidong will never be someone who loves himself, nor can he.His life is destined to be on the right track, marrying a wife and having children, being filial to his parents, this is the life he should have.

And I am a complete homosexual, which is something that goes deep into the bone marrow and cannot be changed.Shen Juan raised his eyes and looked at the sky outside the window, suddenly thinking that in the not-too-distant future, if his family also asked him to marry a wife and have children, like all normal men, what should he do...

After New Year's Day, there is another wave of people going out during the Spring Festival.

After returning to school, Shen Ju'an took a long time of souvenirs from home to share with his roommates, and also left a box for Zheng Hao.

But during the first few days of school, he didn't see Zheng Hao, so Shen Juan went to look for him in his department, and only then did he know that at noon on the day Zheng Hao came home, he was accidentally hit by an oncoming car and broke his leg. I've been in the hospital for half a month.

Hearing what his classmates told him, he suddenly felt a mess in his heart.

Beijing is so big, there is no phone number at Zheng Hao's home, and I don't know which hospital he lives in. Even if he wants to visit, it seems that he can't do it.

But in a blink of an eye, he thought of Wang Xin. Wang Xin was in the same class as Zheng Hao, and they were such good friends. He must know something.

So Shen Ju'an ran to the club, and sure enough, he saw Wang Xin and a few school girls "flirting and cursing".

He walked over to say hello: "Hey, brother, come here."

Wang Xin saw him in a blink of an eye, so he walked over.

"What's wrong, Junior An!"

"I heard that Zheng Hao was hit by a car?"

Wang Xin replied without hesitation: "Yes, he is lying in the hospital. But don't worry, he just has a broken leg and he won't die."

"I want to see him, do you know which hospital it is in?"

"Of course I know, Beijing People's Hospital."

Shen Ju An said happily: "That's great, thank you!" He was about to turn around and leave, but was dragged back again.

Wang Xin put his hands in his trouser pockets, hesitated for a while, and said, "You didn't bring us any New Year's gifts when you came home for the New Year?"

"Of course, it's in my dormitory. I'll ask my roommate to bring it to you in the evening." Shen Ju'an turned around and left.

Wang Xin looked cheerful, looked at his back and shouted: "Thank you!"

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