Red Red

As soon as it was dawn, Shen Juan opened his eyes, feeling a little dizzy in his head, and his temples throbbed.There is a faint crescent moon hanging in the corner of the window, and when the wind blows, the clouds will drift past, and it will be invisible again.

He felt cold air coming from his nose, so he turned over and pulled the quilt up to half cover his face.A blurry fragment flashed in his mind, he remembered that he said something he shouldn't have said at Jiang Weidong's wedding banquet last night, although it didn't cause any misunderstanding, but he still seemed to have messed up the situation.

Jiang Weidong appeared in front of him wearing a black suit, raising his eyes to stare at himself, fierce, secretly angry, helpless, I don't know, is that hatred!

The more he thought about it, the more confused he felt, and he regretted what he drank last night and what he said.I thought it was good, I wanted to bless him...

The nose was sore, and tears overflowed from the eye sockets...

After daybreak, he quietly packed all his luggage, and he was embarrassed to see them again, thinking that he would go back to school to avoid it.But as soon as he opened the door, he saw his mother standing outside the door with a big belly and a tired face, as if she was waiting for him.

Shen Ju'an hung the backpack on his shoulder, his cheeks were hot, and he called out "Mom" abruptly.

Zhang Xian sighed softly, and then smiled, "Leave?"

"Um……"

"Aren't you going to tell them?"

This they are referring to the Jiang family!

The more Zhang Xian looked at him kindly, the more he felt as if someone was pinning the top of his head, and he couldn't help lowering his eyebrows, unable to lift his head.Gritting his teeth, he said, "No!"

"Then I'll ask Uncle Fang to send you off?"

"Need not!"

He felt Zhang Xian's sigh again, and said softly: "Then you should pay attention to your health at school and eat more, you will lose weight this trip..."

"Okay!" Shen Ju'an raised his head and stared at her reddened eyelids, after only one glance, he didn't dare to look any more, and quickly looked away. "Mom, I'm leaving first, take care..."

After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the gate with strides. He was afraid that if he walked a step too late, he would hear his mother sobbing.It was the softest thing hidden in his heart, and the thing he didn't want to touch the most.

He really couldn't remember what he said at the wine table, maybe he didn't say anything, maybe he said everything.He could see the abnormality of his mother, besides the reluctance to let go, it seemed that he also revealed a secret hidden in his heart.

Just after the winter solstice, the wind blowing on the face was like being scratched by a cat's paw, and it hurt from the cold.Fuzhou's dampness is different from Beijing's. It is cold that penetrates into the bone marrow, leaving people with nowhere to hide.

Shen Juan stepped on his numb ankle, just wanting to reach the station as soon as possible.He tightened the backpack straps a little more and trotted, trying to warm himself up.

What the book says is correct, when I run, my whole body starts to move, I can only hear my own panting, my mind is empty, and I don’t think about anything.

After arriving at the train station, he printed his ticket and waited on the platform.

The sun peeped out a ray of light from the clouds, soft and refreshing.

After waiting for a while, Shen Ju'an walked to a big stone pillar, wanting to rest there.But turning around, he inadvertently glanced at the entrance of the platform, and seemed to see a familiar figure.With short hair, he looked tall and big, with a handsome silhouette, stretched his neck and looked around, with a anxious expression, as if he was looking for something.

For a moment, his eyes also fixed on Shen Ju'an, he opened his mouth and breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes became calm, probably he had found what he was looking for.

Jiang Weidong ignored the man in front of him and walked straight towards Shen Ju'an.The steps are light and brisk, and the back is straightened, quite dignified.

Shen Ju'an wanted to turn around and walk away, but her feet seemed to be stuck to the ground, unable to move.

Jiang Weidong walked up to him and looked into his eyes, those fluffy eyelashes, eyes shining in the sun.But he didn't speak for a long time.He stretched out his hand and handed him what was in his hand: "Take it!"

Shen Juan raised his hand to take it, it was a bag of fruit and other food, the bag was bulging.Lifting his eyes a little, he saw clearly that Jiang Weidong's ears were red from the cold, he was wearing a coat, and the back of his hands were also pink from the cold.It should be because I was in a hurry to go out, and I was driving again, and I didn't dress properly to keep warm.

He said: "You left, and you didn't go to say hello to my mother. If Aunt Zhang didn't call, I wouldn't know..."

Shen Juan turned his face away, embarrassed to look at him again.After being silent for a while, he pretended to be calm and said: "Yesterday, I drank too much, so I shouldn't talk nonsense in front of everyone, I'm sorry!" Then he asked: "They probably don't know..."

Jiang Weidong shook his head slowly: "I don't know, I'll just pretend you're drunk and crazy." But his gaze was fixed on his flickering face.

Shen Juan breathed a sigh of relief, and loosened his tightly clenched hands: "Almost, almost ruined your good deed, I'm really sorry!"

After he finished speaking, he raised his eyes to meet Jiang Weidong's gaze, and smiled awkwardly.

Jiang Weidong said: "Don't say these things, I was really sorry for you before, it's not your fault. It's better for you to curse out than to keep it in your heart, so I'm relieved..."

All of a sudden, the ear-piercing sound of a train came from a distance, interrupting the conversation between the two, and it happened to be Shen Juan's next step.The train drove to the track in front of it, and the crowd slowly rushed over.

As soon as the train stopped, there was a deep puff of smoke.

Shen Juan turned his backpack upside down, turned his head to look at Jiang Weidong, and said, "I'm going to get in the car."

Jiang Weidong hesitated for a while, and then quickly replied: "Okay, safe journey, call... Aunt Zhang when we arrive."

"See you!"

After Shen Ju'an finished speaking, he walked towards the entrance of the carriage.Jiang Weidong waved his hands behind him and shouted, "Goodbye!"

Stepping on the iron ladder of the train, he paused, but still didn't look back.After getting into the car, he pushed and sat in his own parking space, unloaded his backpack, which happened to be by the window, and he could see Jiang Weidong's downcast look through the glass window.But then Jiang Weidong's eyes seemed to find him, showing a smiling face with white teeth.

He sat firmly, holding his backpack in his arms, not daring to look out of the window any more.My heart was churning, and even my stomach was twitching.

He opened his eyes wide, gritted his teeth, and kept holding on.After the train moved slowly, he knew that Jiang Weidong was no longer in sight, so he quickly turned his face away and looked out of the window, tears streaming down his face.But still gritted his teeth and held back, feeling very uncomfortable.

That goodbye is meaningful, maybe we really have to say goodbye.It's not that we won't be able to see each other in the future, but even if we do, it's almost like a stranger.

The sunset in winter is always extraordinarily bright red, dazzling, like a piece of blood.

Shen Juan sat lazily on the stone chair beside the court, and glanced at the few players who were playing.

He was wrapped in a scarf, and the wind brushed against his face, feeling very dry.The fallen leaves above his head slowly floated down and passed through his hair.

Zheng Hao was wearing a short shirt, looking energetic and handsome.After throwing a ball, he patted the ball and looked up at Shen Ju'an. Seeing that he was a little dazed, he yelled and threw the ball in his hand towards him.

But Shen Ju'an didn't catch it, turned around subconsciously, the ball brushed past his shoulder, landed on the wall behind him and bounced back.

Zheng Hao laughed angrily, trotted over to pick up the ball, and threw it to other people on the field.Then she walked over to her knees and sat down next to him.Asked: "What are you thinking about?"

Shen Juan cast a glance at him, shook his head: "I didn't think about anything!"

"No, you look like you have something on your mind."

In the next moment, Shen Ju'an, in order to avoid his relentless inquiry, replied: "Don't you have any troubles?"

Zheng Hao did, and it was more than a little bit. That matter was very important, so important that he dared not face it for a long time.He turned his face timidly, not daring to look at him, but replied sincerely: "Yes!"

Shen Ju'an took the opportunity to change the subject, "You wear so little, are you not afraid of freezing?"

Zheng Hao was also taken over by his words, and quickly replied: "You are playing basketball, you are warm." He raised his legs, "By the way, I heard that you went home two days ago?"

"Well, my brother is married..."

Shen Ju'an said lightly, but his confidence was a little lacking.

Fortunately, Zheng Hao couldn't hear it. He thought for a while and said, "The brother who served as a soldier in Beijing before?"

"Yes!"

After finishing speaking, Shen Juan set off, took out two candies wrapped in transparent paper from his trouser pocket, and handed them to Zheng Hao, "Eat a candy, to be happy!"

Zheng Hao peeled off the flower paper and stuffed the round candy into his mouth.Tuzui smiled and said, "Well, it's pretty sweet."

Shen Ju'an replied inexplicably: "I don't think it's very sweet..."

"Ok?"

Zheng Hao looked at him puzzled.

He raised his eyebrows: "When I was young, my brother wrestled with people's wrists, and he could get candy if he won. There was no child on the island who was his opponent, so I followed him and helped him collect candy. bag."

After a pause, he continued: "That candy doesn't have such a beautiful wrapping paper, but it's sweet. It has all kinds of flavors, all of which are sweet..."

After he finished speaking, he immediately turned his eyes to look at the young man on the field, for fear that the other party would see something flickering in his eyes.

After hearing this, Zheng Hao only replied: "Then you must have had fun on the island when you were young, right?"

He unconsciously snorted coldly: "It's all over, what's the use of having fun..."

Zheng Hao could hear the sadness in his words, so he couldn't go on talking.After shaking his head, he said again: "You don't have class tomorrow, do you?"

Shen Juan looked at him in surprise: "No, what's the matter?"

"Let me take you ice skating, have you ever skated?"

"Ice skating?" He touched his chin, thought for a while and said, "No!"

Zheng Hao clapped his hands happily, "That's just right, let me show you!"

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Update ~ Recently, there are some unavoidable troubles in life to be solved, so I failed, sorry...