Red Red

It is still the secluded path, with the endless red wall, the dim street lamps, and the dense branches and leaves protruding from the wall, swaying lazily.

Shen Juan's eyes were red, but he strongly restrained the pain in his heart, and hurried forward.

Jiang Weidong followed behind him without saying a word, looking at his back, he felt as if he had been strangled.After following for a while, he couldn't help asking, "Where are you going?"

No reply!

Shen Ju'an apparently thought he didn't exist, but contradictoryly hoped that he would just follow.

After a while, he settled down, turned around and said to Jiang Weidong, "Go, don't come to see me again."

Jiang Weidong suddenly lowered his face, and when he raised his head again, he was aggrieved like a child, and murmured: "Then let me see you off at the end, okay?"

Upon hearing his words, Shen Ju'an's heart softened immediately.He suddenly remembered that Yufeng had told him that Jiang Weidong was now taking anti-depression medicine.Most people may not understand this kind of illness, but Shen Juan knows that heart disease cannot be cured by medicine.He looked at the anxious and bewildered person in front of him, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Then he turned around and continued walking towards the residence.

After following that alley, that courtyard, everything looked familiar.Jiang Weidong was suddenly a little happy, he chased Shen Juan's ear and said, "Is this the place I brought you here before?"

Shen Juan shook his head: "No, that place has been occupied long ago. All the alleys in Beijing look like this."

Seeing that he seemed to have calmed down, Jiang Weidong also felt better.

When Shen Juan opened the door of his house and was about to walk in.But he stopped and stood on the stairs no longer going forward.

Shen Ju'an looked at him wonderingly, and asked, "Do you have a place to live?"

He shook his head, the expression on his face remained unchanged, but his eyes were still glued to Shen Ju'an.

"Then come in, I won't chase you away, just treat it as if I haven't seen you for so many years, and I will keep you for the last night as a family member. Or, you can live elsewhere."

Jiang Weidong still stood still, hesitated for a while, and then said: "No, if this is the last time, I don't want it to end so soon." After finishing speaking, he forced a sad smile.

As a result, Shen Ju'an replied coldly: "You go!" Then he turned around and closed the door heavily.

He leaned against the door, and the quiet atmosphere in the room actually made his back feel cold, and he felt a chill from head to toe.

He didn't want to deceive himself, and he still felt sorry for the person outside the door. No matter how Jiang Weidong broke his heart in the past, it seemed that as long as the other party gave him an admiring look, everything in the past could be erased.Now it's just trying to save my only dignity.

He staggered over and sat down on the sofa, looking out the window at the quiet night for a long time.Thoughts grew and entangled in my heart like crazy, and I felt like I was about to stop beating.

The next moment, he got up in a hurry and ran to open the heavy wooden door, panting uncontrollably.

Jiang Weidong didn't leave, but squatted in the corner of the corridor.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he raised his head unexpectedly, the circles of his eyes were red as if they were about to bleed.

Seeing Shen Juan standing on the door frame, against the light in the room, he couldn't see his face clearly.But hearing his slight sobbing, Jiang Weidong stood up slowly.

Hoarsely shouted: "Xiao An!"

With just one sound, Shen Juan rushed over to hug him tightly like a child who had been allowed, and buried his face into his neck, crying silently.He rubbed vigorously on the man's back, feeling his hot body temperature, as if it was about to melt into the other's arms.

Jiang Weidong also pressed him on his body, but instead of tying him up with all his strength, he hugged him gently.He felt sorry for Shen Ju'an, and when he thought about making him so sad in the past, he wanted to die.

The two men hugged for a long time in the dark stairwell, and then reluctantly let go.

He felt that the sky was dark, and he felt that death was just that.In front of love, it is not worth mentioning at all.

Jiang Weidong leaned on Shen Ju'an's shoulder, and said calmly: "From now on, if you feel uncomfortable looking at me, you can beat me up. Beat me to death. If you beat me to death, I will be counted. Also, you can't beat me with your hands. Not only did it hurt your hand, but it also stained you. Take a stick, an iron rod, whatever you can do to relieve your anger."

Shen Ju'an didn't answer, and was silent for a long time before slowly opening his mouth to say: "Do you want me to die in love with you? If I beat you to death, can I still live?"

Jiang Weidong was also silent, and suddenly lowered his head, then raised it up after a while, as if he had been thinking about it for a long time, and said, "Xiao An, I don't think I deserve to be with you."

Shen Ju'an's eyes widened, and Jiang Weidong's heart was twitched by the astonishment in his eyes.

He suddenly pushed Jiang Weidong lightly, and with tears in his eyes, he said coldly: "Are you going to regret it again? Do you want to leave?"

That pale face and trembling voice made Jiang Weidong feel blood dripping from his internal organs.He couldn't help reaching out again to hold Shen Juan in his arms, and said hoarsely: "How could I... I'm just afraid that you don't want me..."

But seeing Shen Juan's sensitive heart, he knew that he was wrong, so he could only comfort and say sorry.

His gentle voice whispered in Shen Ju'an's ear: "As long as you don't dislike me, I will never leave you in this life."

After closing the door, the two began to kiss unscrupulously.Lingering, hot kiss.They kissed each other until their lips were red and swollen before letting go.

Jiang Weidong kissed him on the cheek, stretched out his hand to help him take off his shorts, and said softly, "Go take a bath, I'll make dinner for you in a while."

As he spoke, he smoothed Shen Juan's skin, then slid to his waist, trying to untie his belt.

Shen Ju'an didn't resist at all, and let him explain.There was a slight smile on his face, but he didn't dare to be too happy, for fear of waking up the dream.

He softly pressed against Jiang Weidong's ear and said, "Let's wash together!"

When Jiang Weidong heard this sentence, he couldn't help but nibbled on his neck: "You still have a lot of fancy intestines."

"Compared to you, it's far behind."

Then, Jiang Weidong smiled and posted: "To be honest, have you made any other friends in the past few years? It doesn't matter whether it's male or female."

As soon as the words fell, Shen Juan turned cold again.

Seeing that his body froze suddenly, Jiang Weidong knew that he had asked the wrong question again, and hurriedly explained aggrievedly: "I just asked casually, if you did that with other people, then I would feel better, otherwise If you don't, you've only given me one person, making me...feel unworthy of you."

Shen Ju'an moved his hands away from him, the fiery heat just now seemed to be poured with cold water, and it was extinguished from the beginning to the end.

He raised his eyes and stared at each other: "except for you, I didn't let anyone touch me, and I didn't touch anyone."

Jiang Weidong's eyes touched, shining brightly against the light.He suddenly put the naked/naked Shen Juan in his arms, and kissed him like crazy.Panting while kissing, said: "I'm so stupid, how could I... how could I leave you..."

A desk lamp was on in the room, and a few shadows on the wall swayed quietly.

The room is full of ambiguity and affection.Two naked/naked men are entangled together, and they seem to be unable to see anything other than each other.

Jiang Weidong caressed Shen Juan's warm chest, kissed from his forehead to his chin, and then moved up to rest on his soft lips.

I can't tell what it smells like, but it seems like I'm going to drown there.

After the lingering, Jiang Weidong straightened up, lay down on the side, put his butt up, buried it in the pillow and said to Shen Juan: "Come on."

Shen Juan was a little surprised, stared at him blankly for a while, took his strong arm, leaned into his ear and said: "It will hurt a lot."

"It's okay, you have endured so much for me, how dare I let you hurt again."

His words seemed to be spoken casually, but like a long-lost spring breeze, it drove away all the haze in Shen Juan's heart.It's like the pain I endured for so many years seems to be not worth mentioning.

In a blink of an eye, he grabbed Jiang Weidong's back and squeezed his arm, feeling extremely warm.

Seeing that Shen Ju'an hadn't moved for a long time, Jiang Weidong said again: "Go on, I'm not afraid of pain."

"Don't talk, let me lie down for a while..."

Shen Ju'an's soft voice reached his cochlea, and he felt his heart was about to melt, so he let him lie on his stomach without speaking.

All of a sudden, Shen Juan also leaned to the side and said, "You should do it."

Jiang Weidong had no choice but to prop himself up, and slowly walked over to his ear, sticking out his tongue and licking it sweetly.It made Shen Ju'an tremble all over.

He put his whole body on Shen Ju'an, slowly moved his hand to his mouth, and motioned him to bite his hand if it hurts.

On the one hand, he made a promise and said: "I will treat you well in my life."

While spreading Shen Juan's thighs, wiped a handful of saliva on that place, and then slowly inserted/into the lower body.

Shen Ju'an couldn't help but shuddered, feeling as if his back had been forcibly poked open, so painful that he yelled out.

Seeing that his eyes were tightly closed and his eyebrows were trembling slightly, Jiang Weidong didn't dare to move anymore.Then he leaned over to the back of his neck and gnawed, and then put his arms around his shoulders and under his neck, and said distressedly and gently: "Please, just bite me, and pass your pain to me." I."

But Shen Juan pursed her lips and remained motionless.

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Weidong felt uncomfortable again. The first time he had sex with Shen Ju'an that year, he forced it in with impatience, and he didn't mean to feel sorry for him at all.Thinking about it now, [-] deaths are simply not enough.

At this time, Shen Ju'an opened his mouth and panted, and said, "Just move, it will be much better..."

Jiang Weidong believed it was true, so he moved slowly.Shen Juan held back, pretending to be relaxed and said: "It's better, let's continue. How do you usually get here, do you still need me to teach you?"

Seeing that he said harsh words in a leisurely manner, Jiang Weidong didn't have so many worries, and twisted his body lingeringly as if he was going to eat the person below to death.

There was a faint light outside the window, and the shadows of the trees were mottled on the pale and peeling walls.From beginning to end, once some people fall in love, perhaps this life is destined to be related to him.

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End~ There will be one or two sweet extra chapters later.Special thanks to the little cutie who has been following my articles. Although there are not many, it is really satisfying.The first article written in Jinjiang, although it was put on hold due to background and subject matter during the period.But I believe that this is definitely not the end, there is a next book, and the next book will definitely be better.I will send a red envelope to the cuties who leave a message in this chapter to show my gratitude.Then I also hope that you can turn to my new article "You Lightly", or you can close the column to let me know that you exist.Ah, there are so many thoughts in my heart, but I don't know how to say it~ Let's do this first~ mua