south and north

The place to eat is a seafood restaurant. Considering Pu Xiangnan's taste, Lu Yanbei only ordered barbecue.

There was a bit of silence as we sat and waited for things to come up.

Pu Xiangnan looked up at Lu Yanbei several times anxiously, but the other party kept staring at the table, as if he could see the flowers from above.She was not slow, of course she knew why, adjusted her sitting posture, and was about to speak when the waiter came over and opened fire, so she had no choice but to swallow the words full of stomach.

Seafood was brought up one after another, Lu Yanbei grilled a shrimp for her, "Eat it."

Pu Xiangnan had no choice but to lower his head to eat.The seafood in this restaurant is well processed and has no fishy smell. After eating two of them, Pu Xiangnan realized something was wrong, and asked hesitantly, "Why don't you eat it?"

"I'm not hungry." Lu Yanbei said so, but he still picked up the chopsticks and put a scallop in front of him.

But Pu Xiangnan could still feel that she didn't eat much during the whole process.Although Lu Yanbei wasn't looking at her, it felt strange that she was the only one eating, so her movements slowed down.

"Aren't you used to it?" Lu Yanbei noticed it immediately, raised his hand and called the waiter, "I want another fried rice with shrimps."

"No need!" Pu Xiangnan hastily stopped him.After the waiter walked away, she asked hesitantly, "Sasha, did I just..."

"Eat." Lu Yanbei put the grilled squid on the plate in front of her.

No matter how dull Pu Xiangnan was, he also realized that Lu Yanbei didn't want to talk about this topic with him.She seemed to be going to play dumb and pretend that nothing had happened.Pu Xiangnan's heart sank suddenly, which was different from her expected reaction.

But such a long time of strangeness was actually enough for her to prepare herself mentally.

Lu Yanbei didn't want to mention it, it was a good thing for him.At least she didn't feel disgusted because of this, and wanted to alienate herself or even break up with her, but directly covered up the past.

She didn't say anything, and Pu Xiangnan didn't have the courage to mention it again, so he just lowered his head and continued to eat.

The meal was extremely boring, Pu Xiangnan didn't know if Lu Yanbei had other plans, but now they will not continue, after the meal, they are going to go back home.

It took more than an hour to drive back. It was strange for two people to sit in the car without talking, so Pu Xiangnan had to lean against the car window and pretend that he was asleep.All the way back to school like this, Lu Yanbei put her downstairs in the dormitory, said he was going to return the car, and then drove away again.

Pu Xiangnan stood downstairs in a daze for a while, only to wake up after being blown by the cold wind.

Silence is a silent refusal, and she is afraid that she will screw everything up.

Originally, Pu Xiangnan ordered a birthday cake, but before dinner she went to the shop to pick up the cake, but she didn't know whether to take it back to the dormitory.Lu Yanbei didn't come back in the afternoon, so maybe he still hoped that he would be so active in celebrating her birthday.

Pu Xiangnan sat on the bench in front of the dormitory with the cake in his arms, thinking about what to do with the cake.

Before she could think about it, someone patted her left shoulder suddenly.Pu Xiangnan turned his head to look, his eyes widened in shock, and he stared blankly at the person coming, unable to react for a while.

"What are you doing sitting here?" Lu Yanbei withdrew his hand and asked her, "Aren't you cold?"

She looked at the box in her hand again, "Is this my birthday cake?"

Pu Xiangnan nodded stupidly, she was a little confused about Lu Yanbei's attitude, so she was not sure how to react.

Lu Yanbei had already taken the cake box, "Go, go back and cut the cake."

Pu Xiangnan walked a few steps behind her, and then slowly came to his senses.Is Lu Yanbei planning to pretend that nothing happened and the two continue to get along like before?

In my heart, Pu Xiangnan felt that this was simply impossible.What happened is what happened, and it won't disappear when you close your eyes, so how can you pretend that it doesn't exist?But on the other hand, this reaction made her breathe a sigh of relief.

Without a clear answer, you can deceive yourself that you have not been rejected, and you can continue to get along with the other party with the mood of one-sided love.

As long as she is no longer reckless, maybe she can continue to live in peace like this.

Back in the dormitory, Pu Xiangnan found that the room had been rearranged by Xie Wennan and Su Rina, with balloons and colored paper hanging up, creating a birthday atmosphere.Obviously, the two roommates had already made preparations, but Pu Xiangnan was so busy with his own business that day that he didn't realize it at all, let alone discuss it with them.

With the two of them here, the atmosphere suddenly became much warmer, and it was no longer always filled with embarrassment.After singing the birthday song and cutting the cake, Xie Wennan complained, "What's the matter with you, Sa Sa? You haven't been here all day. I planned to go out to have a meal to celebrate you, and then find a place to sing or something, because there is no place to sing." It's not decided whether you will come back or not."

"Then let's go now. It's too late to eat, and singing is still okay. I'll treat you." Lu Yanbei immediately admitted his mistake sincerely, and proposed remedial measures.

Pu Xiangnan thought it would be difficult for her to pretend nothing happened, but in fact she did better than she thought.At least everything went on as usual for the next whole exam week, and even Xie Wennan and Su Rina in the dormitory didn't notice anything unusual.

The last exam is in the morning, the class meeting will be held at noon, and everyone can go back to their respective homes in the afternoon.But Pu Xiangnan didn't get a ticket for the day, so he could only take the next day's train.

After sending Xie Wennan and Su Rina to the car, when she turned her head and saw Lu Yanbei, she realized that there were only the two of them left.

For the past two weeks, they have looked normal, but that's just what it looks like.Under the pretext of studying for the exam, Pu Xiangnan accompanied Xie Wennan and Su Rina no matter what they did, and Lu Yanbei did not raise any objections, so they hardly had time to spend alone.

However, this kind of worry was obviously superfluous. Back at school, Lu Yanbei said that he would go to his own house to have a look, and asked Pu Xiangnan to go back to the dormitory by himself. He did not spend time alone as imagined.

It wasn't until she had packed all her luggage, had dinner, and it was almost time to go to bed that Lu Yanbei came back and put a fresh-keeping box on her table.

"What?" Pu Xiangnan opened the box and was shocked again.

It's a box of dumplings.But they are not ordinary dumplings. On the left is the red rose dumpling, in the middle is the green cabbage dumpling, and on the right is the yellow carrot dumpling. Both the color and the shape are very original. It is obvious that a lot of thought has been spent.

Because it is packed in an insulated box, the dumplings are still hot.

Holding the box in his hands, Pu Xiangnan suddenly felt an uncontrollable sense of grievance for some reason, his nose soured, and his vision was blurred by tears.

She held the dumplings and cried silently for a while before Lu Yanbei noticed it.

Before she could figure out how to comfort her, she heard Pu Xiangnan's choked up voice saying, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

Lu Yanbei stood behind Pu Xiangnan, Pu Xiangnan turned his back to her, she couldn't see the other person's expression, only saw her slightly trembling shoulders, and heard a low sob.Even so, it could be seen that she was very sad.

"No, it's my fault." Lu Yanbei was silent for a moment before whispering.

Pu Xiangnan was still crying. She had a lot to say and ask, but it seemed that there was no need to say or ask, the answer was already in her heart.The more this happened, the more wronged she felt, and the more she couldn't stop crying.

Lu Yanbei waited for a while, and felt that it would be good if he couldn't see each other's expressions, so he continued, "I'm sorry, Xiao Xiao. I like you very much, but...not the kind of liking you want. You are very good, really .It's me...it's me who didn't grasp the distance well, which made you feel wrong. You..."

She spoke very slowly, if Pu Xiangnan turned around at this moment, he would find that she was almost racking her brains to choose her words.

"You may have some misunderstandings about me, thinking that I am such a good person," she tried her best to belittle herself, "Actually, I am different from what you see on the surface. You see me as cheerful, enthusiastic, forthright, Being helpful is all just a disguise."

She didn't want to say any more about the deeper things, and after thinking for a long time, she found another sentence, "I don't deserve you."

After a moment of silence, two soft "clicks" came from behind, and the door opened and closed again.The room returned to silence, and there was no more sound, Pu Xiangnan could only hear his own sobbing.She turned her head, and the person standing behind had already left.

After leaving a bunch of self-talk.

But no matter how euphemistically she said it, she always expressed the same meaning: she could not accept Pu Xiangnan's wishes.

She was rejected.

Pu Xiangnan cried for a while by himself, and was a little tired from crying, and even felt a little hungry because of the huge consumption.She sat up and looked at the box of dumplings on the table.

What was Lu Yanbei thinking?When she came to refuse, she didn't forget to bring a dumpling.

But then she remembered that when making dumplings on the day of the winter solstice, Lu Yanbei had promised her that during the winter holidays, if she did well in the exam, he would make her a meal of unusual dumplings with high-quality materials.

She didn't forget it.

"What is this? Have pity on me? Or even at this time, you can't let go of the so-called disguise?" Pu Xiangnan got angry for a while, and couldn't help but reached out to pick up a dumpling, stuffed it into his mouth, and regarded it as Lu Yan. North was chewed.

The dumplings are really delicious, full of color, fragrance and taste.Pu Xiangnan was so angry that he ate up all the food, feeling a little overwhelmed.

When she went to the bathroom to wash the lunch box, she couldn't help but sigh again.

Why did she get it wrong?It's not because Lu Yanbei really has everything.So it's obviously so hateful, but until now, she can't hate it.

Do you want to hate her for being too kind to herself?But Lu Yanbei didn't want her anything, and secondly, he didn't deliberately seduce her. Being nice to her is not a crime, and Pu Xiangnan is not that heartless.

That's what he said, but when Lu Yanbei showed up the next day and said he was going to take her to the station, Pu Xiangnan still couldn't help gnashing his teeth in his heart.What the hell is going on with this man?She already talked to that point yesterday, doesn't she know what keeping, keeping, distance, distance is? !

Pu Xiangnan watched her performance quietly, and turned around to look at Lu Yanbei's... chin until the ticket was checked into the station.

She took a few steps back silently, making sure she could see the other person's eyes without looking up, and then said, "Thank you for your care during this time, but please treat me like any ordinary classmate from now on, I don't want to Continue to misunderstand."

Lu Yanbei looked at her for a while, and those sharp eyes seemed to have lost their former sharpness. After a while, she nodded, "Okay."

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