Dai Li's mood was not stable all the time, she just blindly repeated to Li Li that she didn't want her, her tone was very hasty, and there was a little helplessness, which made Bo Ni feel very uncomfortable, she shook her head at Mo Qi, let He goes out first, don't talk about it again.

Lily's death still had a great impact on Daili. At this time, I told her to take Lily's eyes, how could Daili bear it? She is just a little girl, and she is not hard-hearted. Li Li at this time Said these without considering Dai Li's feelings, which made Bo Ni very unhappy.

Mo Li didn't say anything, turned around and left.

"Hey, I'm here." Bo Ni hugged Dai Li lightly, allowing more of her warmth to be transmitted to her: "Don't be afraid."

"I don't want her eyes, I don't want her anything." Dai Li's emotions still haven't stabilized, holding Bo Ni's hand even slightly trembling, Bo Ni repeatedly promised: "No, no one I can force you."

Lily is willing to give her eyes to Daili because she wants to atone for her sins, but it doesn't mean that Daili will accept it. In Bo Ni's view, if Daili doesn't accept it, it means that she can't forgive Lily, and if she can't forgive, she won't forgive. From Daili's point of view, no one can make any decisions for Daili, the abandoned person, and no one can use any method to force Daili to choose to forgive.

In Bo Ni's view, when Lily gave her eyes to Daili before she died, to a certain extent, it was a kind of forced oppression on Daili, forcing Daili to forgive her.

There is no need for this at all, and Dali cannot forgive, it is not something that can be changed by giving her eyes.

Gently stroking Dai Li's eyes with her fingers, Bo Ni said softly: "She is not the only one who is willing to give you the eyes, we don't need to accept her favor, even if we have to take responsibility, I will be in front, and it is not her turn. Don't worry, we don't use her eyes!"

Regarding the problem of Dai Li's eyes, it has always been Bo Ni's heart disease. She has also checked a lot in private, contacted many ophthalmology experts, and studied Dai Li's medical records, but the conclusions she got were not very good. , until hearing what Li Li said about changing eyes, Bo Ni made a decision immediately.

It was her who wanted to change, and everyone else had to go to the back row, even Lily, not to mention, it was even more impossible for Dai Li to reject Lily so much.

If possible, I would exchange her eyes for Dai Li, as a compensation to Dai Li, Bo Ni is also willing!

"No!" As soon as Dai Li heard her words, she panicked immediately: "What nonsense are you talking about, you are not allowed to have this idea, I don't want anyone's eyes, do you understand!"

She was in a very bad mood at the moment, once out of control, and her attitude towards Bo Ni was not as gentle as before, even with a hint of sternness, but Bo Ni didn't notice it because she cared too much about Dai Li's situation. felt it, and Dali herself couldn't feel it.

"You are mine, without my permission, let alone your eyes, you can't even move a single hair!"

"Okay, okay, don't talk about this." Bo Ni was afraid that she would be too excited and hurt her body again, so she hurriedly hugged her, coaxing her softly.

And Daili just felt so tired, snuggled into Bo Ni's arms, surrounded by the rich pheromones in her body, but it didn't give her the slightest sense of security. She leaned on Bo Ni, but she felt that she was far away from Bo Ni. It was very far away, it was an inexplicable sense of distance, which made Dai Li feel very scared.

"Bo Ni, can you hold me tighter?" Dai Li took the initiative to put her arms around Bo Ni, hoping to gain a little more sense of security from Bo Ni.

"Okay, hold me tighter." Bo Ni hugged her even tighter as she said, but the feeling of panic on Dai Li's body didn't dissipate. Bo Ni felt that she could hug her but couldn't walk into her In her heart, she doesn't even know what Dai Li is thinking now.

"Tell me if you're not feeling well." Bo Ni placed a light kiss on Dai Li's forehead: "I'm here, I'll be with you, no matter what happens, I can share it with you, what do you have? You can tell me everything, don’t hide it in your heart, tell me, tell me.”

But Dai Li didn't say anything, she wasn't used to it, and even said that she didn't know how to expose the most real fragility in her heart, but this person was Bo Ni, the Bo Ni she liked, It is the person she is willing to keep by her side, she wants Bo Ni to be closer to her, she wants to pull Bo Ni into her world, and then we will never recover together!

With a little warmth, Bo Ni realized that it was Dai Li who was crying.

Dai Li seldom cried in front of her, and when she cried, Bo Ni cried to the point of helplessness. She wanted to wipe her tears, but Dai Li didn't even raise her head when she hugged her: "Bo Ni, I don't have a mother anymore."

"I have come to this day with hatred for her, but when I got to her, I realized that in fact, I don't want to hate her at all. I just want to have a mother, even if she doesn't know how, even if she abandons me , even if there is no place for me in her heart, I still want to have a mother, but I don’t have one.” Dai Li’s voice was floating and empty: “The second time, she abandoned me again, and even I Before I had time to take a look at her, I haven't seen what she looks like now, she has already left, if one day in the future, when I go to find her, I don't even remember what she looks like, how can I found her?"

"So I don't want her eyes, I want her to keep them and find me." Dai Li's voice was buzzing: "I want to give it to her again, and take good care of me in the next life."

Hearing this, Bo Ni felt her nose sore, and patted Dai Li on the back: "I will find her, I will accompany you to find her, and take good care of you together."

"Bo Ni, you will always be by my side, right?"

"Yes, forever."

"If you promise me, you can't go back on your word."

In the end, Dai Li fell asleep in Bo Ni's arms, tears were still hanging from the corners of her eyes, her brows were always furrowed, even though she was asleep, there was still a sad expression hidden between her brows.

Bo Ni wanted to soothe her brows, but she couldn't dispel her sorrow, so she could only sigh and sleep with her. If she could fall asleep together, she hoped that she could go to Dai Li's dream and dispel those sorrows, so that she could be able to sleep together. Get a good night's sleep.

As she saw, Dali said that she had a grudge against Lily, but in fact the little girl's heart was very soft, and she couldn't bear to complain at all. Lily's departure had caused her a lot of harm, that was Because there is love, there will be hurt. Dali still loves Lily in her heart, and Lili just let go, which is a very heavy blow to Dali.

Under the blow, she fell ill.

After three consecutive days of high fever, Li Li had already arranged for Lily's loss. Dai Li was still suffering from a high fever, so she couldn't attend the funeral at all. She couldn't send Lily off for the last time.

"I'll go for you." Bo Ni fed her medicine with warm water: "She knows you are like this, and she won't bear it. Be good, it's the same if I go for you. Take care of yourself."

"Bo Ni, I want to go." Because of the fever, small white bubbles appeared on Dai Li's lips, which made Bo Ni feel very distressed.

"I know, but your body can't hold it, so don't be brave."

"But I, I can't even give her a ride in the end."

Delly lowered her head, looking very disappointed.

Bo Ni looked moved, and was thinking that it's better to let her go, after all, it's the last journey to see her mother, if she can't go, it will be her life's regret, before she opened her mouth, Mo Li came up.

Li Li had already changed into a black formal suit, with a white flower pinned on his chest, and said to Bo Ni: "Let me persuade her, if you don't mind, can we talk alone?"

Although he didn't know what Li Li was going to say to Dai Li, Bo Ni still nodded and said to Dai Li: "I'll go for you, have a good rest, be good, don't make me worry."

After confirming that Bo Ni was far away, Mo Li closed the door, stared at Dai Li for a while, and suddenly said, "You don't want to see her off at all, so why bother to be hypocritical."

Dai Li leaned on the pillow, her expression was really bad: "So what? Why should I send it? Is that my mother? Li Li, don't forget, that's your mother, she is pinching me My mother was already dead when my neck was about to strangle me, and I had already held a funeral for you that night, so there is no need to do it again, what a waste of emotion."

"Is the present hypocrisy all for Bo Ni to see?" Mo Li smiled sarcastically, and sat beside Dai Li's bed: "She is really pitiful, she was played around by you, shedding a few weak tears at will, Just tie her tightly, I think she is absolutely devoted to you now."

"I want you to take care of it!" Dai Li's tone was obviously not kind: "If you have nothing to do, get out, and don't disturb my rest."

"I have something to do." Mo Li lowered his voice, staring at Dai Li's eyes: "I'm asking you for the last time, eyes..."

"I don't want it because I feel disgusted!" Dali showed a look of disgust on her face: "Does she think that a pair of eyes can offset the resentment in my heart? How is it possible? Where is such a cheap thing? I feel disgusted. How disgusting it is for a mother to kill her own daughter! Are you satisfied with this answer?"

Sure enough, Li Li didn't say anything else, and left. When Dai Li heard the sound of closing the door, she stretched out her hand to pull the quilt, covered herself up, and then closed her eyes, hiding the deep disgust in her eyes, which was disgust for herself. She also wanted to relax, but she couldn't do it. In front of Bo Ni, she was used to pretending to be weak and pitiful, but in front of Li Li, she insisted on saying things that Mo Qi couldn't accept. She really wanted to open her heart to Bo Ni, even though she already wanted to say something soft to Li Li, but she just couldn't do it.

In the final analysis, it is because of the lack of security deep inside.

Because of Dai Li's injury, Bo Ni is by her side, so she is subconsciously weak and helpless in front of Bo Ni, making Bo Ni reluctant to let her go.

Mo Li could only stay because of her resentment towards Dai Li, so she could never forgive her abandonment and betrayal in front of Li Li, so Li Li could only stay and atone for her sins.

In this way, she insisted on leaving behind two very important people in her life, like a child, no matter right or wrong, she only wanted the result.

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