[Comprehensive] Selective hearing can not afford to hurt

Helan Jesso didn't seem to care about Gilgamesh's threat at all.

The reason why he attacked r so quickly was not because he had much trust in Gilgamesh's character, nor could it be because he believed his empty promises.As for expressing one's "sincerity", it is impossible to talk about it.

Such a quick, seemingly impulsive and mindless decision was purely out of Helan Jesso's own will.In some respects, he has always been a very casual person, he usually does things according to his own preferences, whatever he wants to do, even if it hurts others or benefits himself, he laughs at Cen Cen without hesitation.

Someone once pointed out his "game" mentality, not only contemptuous of other people's lives, but also cruel to himself, fearing that he would end up with no good end.He didn't change his face when he heard it, and he still went his own way, thinking that every stubble is a stubble, no matter whether it is pleasing to the eye or not, he has been tricked by him without hesitation.It was also for this reason that he was expelled from the "Maqili" family and became "Helan Jesso".

Therefore, he used only three precious command spells, and used one of them to order r to commit suicide. In doing so, it was not so much that he was persuaded by the temptation of the King of Heroes, but rather "premeditated". He wanted to kill r for a long time up.

As for the reason, one of them is r's memory.

I don't know if the developer of the Holy Grail had planned it beforehand. When r gets along with him to a certain extent, human r, who is the source and leader of the demon offering, has a certain chance to get the memory of the heroic spirits. The memories are not many, but they are all heroic spirits. The most profound scene during his lifetime, and the memories flowing from R's body, really made Helan Jesso's mood not so good.

From his point of view, disregarding dignity because of a woman, and finally even giving up all glory, sacrificing himself in the name of "fulfillment", such an approach is simply stupid, and r's experience is too similar to his so-called mother, The scenes in the dream all reminded him of the most annoying memories——

The half-hearted father who swings from side to side, the city is deep and the mother has a gully in her chest but she is dedicated to her father, the glory and oppression of the so-called magician aristocrats, the mother's tolerance, the father's longing for Shu, the mother's kneeling and begging, the father The indecision and entanglement, the mother's sigh, the final retreat and suicide.

At that time, he was completely neglected and forgotten by his parents and watched all this happen with cold eyes. After the woman named mother committed suicide, he was only 8 years old and set fire to the whole house, and saw his mother's body inch by inch Swallowed by the flames, he rode his horse over three mountains, arrived at the neighboring castle in the middle of the night, and killed the servant who came to receive him and the so-called father.Of course, he didn't let go of the father's lover, put iron cuffs on her and threw her off the cliff.

Although to a certain extent, he avenged his mother indirectly, and people in the Maqili family also thought that he did it for his mother, but no one knew that he hated him more than his tender and affectionate father. Mother, who is obviously of noble blood and resourceful, but she ruined everything for a man who has nothing.If a father like that brought him nothing but disdain, then the woman named mother gave him disgust, as disgusting as his most beloved berry was covered with maggots, and it was precisely because of the disgust that he That's why he gave himself the name "Heilan Jesso" when he was expelled from the family - you must know that his so-called mother hates orchids the most.

But r's name actually has a blue word...

How can the victory of the Holy Grail Game compare to the pleasure of getting rid of maggots?

What's more, if r is not killed, how can he see another good show?

He accepted Gilgamesh's contempt and threat with a smile, but his heart was full of malice.

The day after the last Heroic Spirit was summoned by the Matou family, the Holy Grail War was officially announced.

All the contractors have started to act, but no one knows that this R has been withdrawn as early as the beginning. In contrast, this Holy Grail War has an extra "blank" class hero.

After the "visit" of Gilgamesh, Vongola seemed to have reached a certain agreement with the hero Sawada, and all kinds of battles were coordinated seamlessly. He even said with a smile that he would naturally follow the Romans when he settled in Japan. Let's take a Japanese name "Sawada Ieyasu".

Not long after, a few people who claimed to be from the old department came to visit, Arnold, Lan Bao, G, Chaoli Yuyue, Nakel... These people were as unfathomable as Lanzhi, and what made his face weird was , these people look very similar to some of Sawada Tsunayoshi's friends...

However, a few people stayed overnight and left the local area, not staying to participate in the competition for the Holy Grail.

After that day, Lan Zhi also protested because of Zetian's hatred of the King of Heroes for her, but for some reason Zetian's attitude towards her was a little strange, saying that it was okay to be close, but he seemed to always hesitate and care about her. The ACCCIM hesitated at not knowing how to locate it... It was as if...

It's like in the world of the king, when she first met him as a heroic spirit, his attitude towards her was concerned and restrained, deep and incomprehensible, and he even pretended not to know her at first.

After struggling for a long time, she still had the courage to go to Zetian to clarify her doubts, in exchange for his meaningful gaze.

"Lan comes from the future, and Lan should also know that heroic spirits exist beyond the time axis. Time is meaningless to heroic spirits. However, no matter what angle you look at, compared with life, heroic spirits do belong to the 'future'."

Lan Zhi's eyes were full of dizziness, and she could understand every word Zetian said, but she couldn't understand a single sentence together.

Seeing her turn her eyes to the mosquito coil, the corners of Zetian's lips rose slightly, "Actually, this is the second time I have come here in this time period."

This time Lan Zhi was completely shocked.What does Sawada mean?Could it be that the second Holy Grail War...he participated in it twice?

No, more important than this is——

"Doesn't the avatar of the heroic spirit who came in this world only have the memory of his life?" Except for King Arthur Artoria who fought in the main body, I haven't heard of any avatar of the heroic spirit who can have the memory of the last battle.

"As usual, that's true," Zetian didn't elaborate on this issue, "When the Holy Grail War is over, Lan will go back to 20xx, right?"

"Of course." If there is a chance, she will of course go back. Compared with "now", staying in the "past" and "future" always makes people feel that they don't belong.

Zetian was obviously not surprised by her answer: "In 20xx, the 'I' of that era should still be studying at Bingsheng Middle School."

That's right, most of the heroic spirits are the existence of powerhouses and heroes who sign contracts with the laws of the world as spirit bodies and execute the will of the law. Although we don't know what happened to the Holy Grail War, at least one thing is certain: the heroic spirits Whether it is a legendary hero or a real strong man, whether it is a compiled character or a real one, they are all "dead" people to the world.

In her time, which is what she calls "now", Tsunayoshi Sawada is not only alive, but also just a teenager...

and many more.

Lan Zhi seemed to be about to catch some inspiration.

Heroic Sawada...and Sawada, who was still a human boy...and even Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was seen ten years later...

The same existence, different time periods, completely different feelings when getting along...

She blinked her eyes, tried to put herself in the place, and thought in another way, but she vaguely understood something.

"Since you as a human and you as a heroic spirit can exist at the same time under the Holy Grail system..." She looked at Zetian suddenly, "then...in the era I live in, there is also me 'as a heroic spirit' ?”

"I am a heroic spirit" naturally does not refer to her now, Lanzhi is very clear about this point - although she participated in this Holy Grail War as an archer, she also felt a physique comparable to a heroic spirit, but she Knowing that she is not a heroic spirit at all, nor has she signed a contract with the world's law/will—Gaia or Alaya, but is just an ordinary human soul that has been put on the illusion of a heroic spirit because of the loophole of the Holy Grail.

Therefore, it is hard to say whether there will be a "future" of her as a "true heroic spirit".

If there is, then Yingling Zetian's strange attitude towards her can be explained, even if she and he are not the kind of sophistry idealists who say "people can't step into the same river again", "the future me is not the past me" , when facing important people from "now" and "from the future/past" at the same time, there will still be a little bit of entanglement, even if you know that they are the same person, there is no difference in essence, but when the two exist at the same time, you will still be confused. Unconsciously biased.

Lan Zhi's mouth twitched slightly.

This kind of question...is it a reprint of "Are you going to go with Dad or Mom"?

Zetian nodded and admitted, a faint gleam flashed through Wen Ze's pupils, "Besides, I don't want to affect the 'past' because of my intervention, in case Lan always attributed to me in the human period as 'he just now If I say I like the idea that it's really an auditory hallucination', then I really have no place to cry."

The teasing words made Lan Zhi's face darken suddenly, and then flushed.

But Zetian leaned closer to her at this moment, leaned into her ear and whispered, "Besides, if Lan has a good impression of me as a heroic spirit, then the human period—the 'past' me is too pitiful? "

Lanzhi's face became more colorful: "You!"

If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have come to ask!I didn't expect this person to become so "thick-skinned" after everything was spread out, or is this his "nature" as the heroic version?

Indeed, his appearance was a few years older than the Tsunaki she was familiar with, and he had made her strange for a long time, but...

Lan Zhi showed a strange expression.

When she heard the familiar boy version of Tsunayoshi Sawada utter the word "like", although it was ultimately attributed to "auditory hallucinations", it is undeniable that at that moment, an indescribable emotion filled her heart. strange.

And now, hearing what Yingling Zetian said... Could it be that it was not an "auditory hallucination"?

"I always feel like I've been tricked by you," she gave Zetian a stern look, "First I pretended not to know you, but then I didn't speak clearly when I asked about your family," she blushed. Green and green, green and red, she didn't think about that aspect when Hero Zetian described it, but thinking about it now, doesn't his description at that time match her characteristics? "It was the same when I almost ran into Gilgamesh before, and asked me to wear that ring..." His face darkened completely, "Now think about it... what kind of treasure that hides the breath, are you really kidding me?"

"How could it be?" Zetian seemed to be smiling brightly, "I just concealed something."

"you!"

"Besides," Zetian's eyes suddenly became serious, "If I let you know the truth early... I can't guarantee that it won't make you feel disgusted."

Lan Zhi was stunned, and his rationality gradually calmed down after a little bit of embarrassment.

Because of Liangzi, she also has some understanding of some psychological phenomena, knowing that there is always a rebellious psychology of aversion to compulsion in people's bones.

Just like the "Romeo and Juliet effect", the more things are hindered, the more determined people are to do it.

In the same way, if she knew the future development of herself and Gangji early on... Facing the sudden "future" and "fate", before she felt the feeling of "like", she might really have a lump in her heart.

She turned her head slightly, trying to avoid his gaze, "What you said just now...I took what I liked as 'audition'...is it true?"

There seemed to be a hint of helplessness in his voice: "Before you traveled here, didn't you just say something similar to me in the human period?"

Lanzhi's heart skipped a beat: Did that really happen or was it a hallucination?

But thinking of the identity of the person in front of her now, she glared at him sternly, "How can you remember so clearly?" The person in front of her is a heroic spirit, even if she is the same as the Sawada Tsunayoshi she is familiar with, it is not from parallel time and space Relationship, it has been hundreds if not thousands of years since he was at that time, how can he remember the time period so clearly?

Sure enough, Zetian smiled very nicely, but what he said made her very angry: "Guess."

"you!"

Lan Zhi suddenly felt exhausted: her idea of ​​"breaking the game back" seemed unlikely to come true.

But she still stared back viciously, "Is it really my 'audition'? Don't you like Jingzi and hate me?"

"..." Zetian gave her a complicated look,

"If good feelings can also be called liking."

He did not deny that he had had a crush on Kyoko, but the essence of that crush was no different from the yearning for a star.At that time, he was ridiculed and blamed a lot for being a "waste". Kyoko was the only one in his class who never showed any ill will towards him. Hua is friendly and lovely, there are few people in the class who don't like her, even the seniors of different classes admire her very much.This kind of "like" is also a trend, whether it is to conform to the crowd and be brainwashed or not to make yourself "different", you will have the same yearning for national idols as others.

Of course, there was another reason for him: Kyoko's warm, sunflower-like smile was exactly the same as her mother's.But how can such a reason be exported?

But at this time, the girl standing in front of him seemed unconvinced, and once again asked the question that gave him more than one headache: "But didn't you hate me at that time?"

His eyes flickered for a moment: "...if middle-two rebelliousness and awkwardness can be regarded as annoying."

"...Pfft." Compared to the previous passivity, Lanzhi was finally satisfied, but she suddenly thought of a question and struggled again, "But I seem to be a little older than you... Isn't it 'an old cow eats tender grass' '?"

On the contrary, the funny words made Zetian's whole body change, and he almost couldn't hold back a smile, "...you don't need to worry about this, there won't be such a problem."

"Why do you say that?" Lanzhi was a little strange. For some reason, the 10th version of Tsunayoshi Sawada was brought to her era by a ten-year bazooka suddenly popped up in her mind. His words and deeds at that time made her There is an ominous feeling.

Thinking back over every detail carefully, she suddenly realized a serious problem.

Before coming to this era, she seemed to be...

"Am I... already 'dead'?"

"No," Zetian lowered his eyes, as if there were deep clouds in them, "it's just..."

It's just that you can't go back to "that point".

"Different worlds have different speeds of time," and traveling vertically through the past and future adds a lot of uncertainty, not to mention the intervention of the will of the law, "When you go back from here... our world should be It's been ten years."

Lan Zhi's pupils shrank suddenly.

Ten years... Doesn't that mean...? !

"So... a week later, Lan will return to the original world, but the main time at that time will be ten years behind the original..." His voice sounded calm and joking, but It made her heart twitch subconsciously, "I was already in my 20s at that time, so Lan didn't need to worry, even if it was me who was troubled by the 'old cow' problem..."

"That's not it!" Lan Zhi couldn't help frowning and interrupted, the fists beside her were clenched extremely tightly.Ten years... It was just a few days for her, but it was ten years for him?In such a situation, how could he still be in the mood to joke, compared to the former, is there any need to be entangled in the matter of who is older and who is younger, "That kind of trouble is not important at all! This kind of thing—this kind of thing... ...ten years...isn't it bad?"

"No, that's very good," Zetian finally stopped smiling, and stared at her deeply, "What the 'me ten years ago' could not do, can be accomplished by the 'me ten years later'."

Zetian's implying words made her feel even more painful.

Before she came here, she had already lifted the hypnosis with the help of Jiang Jia, and remembered the cause and effect of her previous 'death'——