amnesia

When Zhang Jingtang was admitted to the hospital for corneal surgery, Yan Wenxi accompanied him from beginning to end.

Yan Wenxi couldn't tell whether staying in the hospital made Zhang Jingtang more uncomfortable, or being by his side made him more depressed, but he remembered Zhang Jingtang's disgust for the hospital that he had shown in front of him, so he couldn't let himself leave his side.Fortunately, Zhang Jingtang still said "thank you" and "please Mr. Yan", which didn't make the atmosphere awkward.

When the doctor removed the medical gauze covering Zhang Jingtang's left eye, Zhang Jingtang's expression brightened obviously. He looked up at Yan Wenxi who was by his side, opened his mouth, but was suddenly taken aback, as if he forgot what he wanted to say something like that.

"What's wrong?" Yan Wenxi asked him, "Can you see clearly?"

"Well, it's very clear." Zhang Jingtang, who answered him, returned to his usual polite and distant look, and he said, "Thank you."

Yan Wenxi nodded.

However, his heart was not as calm as it seemed on the surface. The way Zhang Jingtang looked over just now made him feel as if he saw Zhang Jingtang before he lost his memory again, the Zhang Jingtang whose eyes were all about himself.

After Zhang Jingtang was hospitalized for observation for a few days, Yan Wenxi came to accompany him during the day.Perhaps because of the healing of his eyes, Zhang Jingtang also smiled more, and when listening to Yan Wenxi's speech, he was also very pleasant, which often fascinated him.

After obtaining the doctor's permission, Yan Wenxi took Zhang Jingtang back to the Yan family's main house to recuperate.The new house in the apartment has just been refurbished. Although it is made of environmentally friendly and green materials, it will take a month or two to dry before Yan Wenxi can let Zhang Jingtang live in it with confidence.What's more, Zhang Jingtang just finished the operation, and it will take time to adapt and recover.

Yan Wenxi was naturally reluctant, but he had no choice, this was what he promised Zhang Jingtang.It was also his step back that made Zhang Jingtang slowly let go of his vigilance against himself during this period, and no longer looked so frightened like a bird.

Counting the days I lived like this, the day of moving was finally ushered in.

Zhang Jingtang didn't have much luggage to take away, most of them were things he was used to, and the clothes that Yan Wenxi had prepared for him before he lost his memory again.And those things in the studio of the main house were moved over during the renovation of the new house and placed in the studio over there.

Today is also a day of parting, of course Yan Wenxi will drive to see Zhang Jingtang off in person.

After driving downstairs, he lifted two suitcases out of the trunk, and Yan Wenxi looked at the elevator in the lobby of the apartment.He was not sure whether he should go in with Zhang Jingtang, because he obviously couldn't use me to help you carry the luggage as an excuse.Moreover, even though he was the owner of the suite, he didn't keep a spare key for Zhang Jingtang's peace of mind.

But Zhang Jingtang said naturally: "Mr. Yan, thank you for your hard work. Would you like to sit up?"

Zhang Jingtang might just be polite, but Yan Wenxi was very blunt: "Okay." After speaking, he walked to the gate with two suitcases, and then looked back at Zhang Jingtang.

Zhang Jingtang, who was still standing beside the car, looked a little dazed, as if he didn't expect Yan Wenxi to go down the donkey so smoothly.But soon, he walked over under Yan Wenxi's expectant eyes, took out the key and opened the door downstairs.

"I'll take one too." Zhang Jingtang reached out and took a suitcase.

After the two of them took the elevator and entered the door of the new house, Zhang Jingtang found two pairs of slippers from the shoe cabinet, and greeted Yan Wenxi like a guest: "You sit first, I'll boil a pot of water to make tea."

Although modern medicine cured Zhang Jingtang's blood in his eyes and head, it couldn't cure the root cause of his weakness and chills.It turned out that Yan Wenxi used to cook ginger soup for him in Linshui Town, but when he came to K City, he asked Ah Heng to find the best Keemun black tea.Black tea is warm in nature, so Zhang Jingtang often brews a pot and drinks it, which can relieve his chills.Now that Zhang Jingtang is going to move out, Yan Wenxi even bought a batch of tea leaves that were newly released this year. When the smell of renovation and decoration dissipated, he moved directly into the new house.

Yan Wenxi put the two suitcases against the wall, changed into slippers, and sat down on the couch in the living room.

The decoration style of the refurbishment is mainly determined by Zhang Jingtang. The overall is relatively simple, with more soft decorations, and warm colors are used as a whole, which looks very warm.Before, Yan Wenxi accompanied him to watch the renovation progress, and he also liked this style very much. Although the house and furniture were new, it made him feel like he was still in the old house in Linshui Town.

Because Zhang Jingtang is afraid of the cold, the tiled floor in the living room is covered with carpets, and the sofa is also a soft and comfortable fabric sofa set.Fortunately, the studio and bedroom are originally wooden floors, so no changes were made.

Zhang Jingtang came out of the kitchen with two cups of brewed black tea. He put the teacup for Yan Wenxi on the tea table in front of the sofa, and sat down on the single sofa next to the couch.

Thinking that the two used to sit next to each other, but now Zhang Jingtang always kept a polite distance from him, Yan Wenxi felt a little uncomfortable.But he could only accept the status quo, picked up his cup of black tea, and said thank you to Zhang Jingtang.

When the two get along, it is usually Yan Wenxi who takes the initiative to talk to Zhang Jingtang. Of course, it is impossible for him to talk about his "job" with Zhang Jingtang, so he always talks about his parents, just like a mother who loves to nag her children.He also often spurned himself, but seeing Zhang Jingtang listening to himself quietly and seriously, he couldn't help but want to chat with him a few more words.

He remembered that he was going to report to Chris Zhang's studio next Monday, so he confessed a few more words: "Don't work too hard in the studio. After all, you just had eye surgery, and you should rest in time when you are tired. Don't force yourself I met Chris not long ago, and he promised me that I will take you well, and you just relax and learn."

In order to give Zhang Jingtang a relaxed working environment, he specially invited Chris to have a meal last week, and mentioned Zhang Jingtang during the meeting.He didn't say much else, he only said that Zhang Jingtang was his savior, and hoped that Chris would take care of him secretly.Of course, Chris readily agreed to the request from the big sponsor of the studio. After all, with the support of the Yan family in K City, his dream of building his own brand in the local area would be much easier to realize.

Zhang Jingtang nodded in agreement, looking very well-behaved, Yan Wenxi looked at him with the word cute written in his heart.

After dawdling until noon, Yan Wenxi took Zhang Jingtang out again on the grounds of celebrating the move, and treated him to a meal.This time, after he sent Zhang Jingtang downstairs, Zhang Jingtang thanked him and said goodbye directly, and did not invite him to go upstairs again.Yan Wenxi drove to the subsidiary with a little disappointment, trying to numb himself with "work".

After that, Yan Wenxi couldn't go to Zhang Jingtang's apartment to harass him all the time. He agreed to give him freedom and let him relax. He didn't want to be a person who broke his promise.But he was worried after all, so he called Zhang Jingtang every now and then after dinner, asking him how he was doing, how he was, whether his eyes were tired, how he was doing in the studio, and how his colleagues got along well.

As promised, Zhang Jingtang never refused to answer his phone calls, and he obediently answered whatever Yan Wenxi asked.One day, Zhang Jingtang was listening, and suddenly laughed on the phone. Yan Wenxi hurriedly asked him what was wrong, but Zhang Jingtang hesitated for a long time, but still told the truth.

"I just... suddenly feel like you are my mother." Zhang Jingtang said embarrassedly.

Yan Wenxi originally planned to say something to him feigning anger, but he swallowed the words again.He thought about how Zhang Jingtang lost his parents since he was a child, and later came to K City alone to ask for a living. Did no one care about him so much?There are indeed residents in Linshui Town who are sincerely kind to him, but Zhang Jingtang doesn't remember it now.

"A Tang." Yan Wenxi called out in a low voice, and asked him, "This weekend, can I visit you at your house?"

Zhang Jingtang didn't speak, and the sound of shallow breathing came from the microphone, as if he was hesitating.

Yan Wenxi couldn't help but followed, "I haven't seen you for a month."

Perhaps it was because of the unrestrained grievance revealed in his tone, Zhang Jingtang finally agreed.

"Then I'll be there early on Saturday morning. Do you have anything you want to eat? I'll buy good dishes and cook them at your house." Yan Wenxi suddenly became happy again, and asked Zhang Jingtang how this dish was and if he wanted to try that dish.

In the next two days, Yan Wenxi looked at his watch from time to time, wondering why time went so slowly.Thinking of seeing Zhang Jingtang on the weekend and cooking for him, the joy was beyond words.

Even Ah Heng could see that something was wrong, and asked him: "Brother, is there any progress with sister-in-law?"

Yan Wenxi nodded with a smile on his face.

His elder brother told him to retreat in order to advance and retreat in a certain way.He had been making big retreats and making small progress before, but he felt that he would definitely make a big progress when he went to see A Tang this time.This should be a measure of advance and retreat, right?

On Saturday, Yan Wenxi got up very early, went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and meat seasonings for cooking, and then drove downstairs to Zhang Jingtang's apartment.Carrying two large bags, he rang the communicator on the door downstairs.

"Hello?" Zhang Jingtang's voice came from the communicator.

"A Tang, it's me."

The door opened in response, and Yan Wenxi took the elevator upstairs happily.After Zhang Jingtang opened the door for him, he waited for him inside the door, and the shoes for him were already set up in the entrance.As soon as Yan Wenxi entered the room, Zhang Jingtang reached out to take the two bags in his hand, asked him to change his shoes first, and put the vegetables into the kitchen by himself.

Yan Wenxi looked at Zhang Jingtang, and felt that he was much more relaxed than when he lived in the Yan family's main house.Zhang Jingtang is now wearing pajamas at home, unlike the original Yan family's main house, where he would definitely change into new clothes before leaving the room, not so casually.

"A Tang, have you had breakfast? If not, I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you." Yan Wenxi changed his slippers and followed.

"I have eaten, and I got up very early. What about you? Have you eaten?"

"I have eaten."

After Zhang Jingtang moved, Yan Wenxi went back to live in his apartment, so it was convenient for him to move with Ah Heng.When he got up this morning, he boiled an egg, warmed up a cup of milk, and then went out excitedly.

After the two of them packed up the vegetables and meat seasonings in the bag, he took out a box of chess from the bottom of the bag and asked Zhang Jingtang, "It's still early, do you want to play chess?" He came quite early, and he was far from ready. time for lunch.

Yan Wenxi had a better understanding of Zhang Jingtang's work and rest during this period of time through inquiries on the phone.It may be because of his health that he doesn't go out to play very much.On weekdays, he goes to the studio, and occasionally goes to the supermarket to buy things. On weekends, he usually rests at home, reading, drawing or making clothes, and also watching TV programs or playing mobile games for a while.

Thinking that he would spend a whole day with Zhang Jingtang today, Yan Wenxi took a box of chess from the supermarket, intending to use it to kill time with Zhang Jingtang.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingtang shook his head and said, "I'll talk about it later. It just so happens that you came today, so I'll give you the data of the clothes. There is still more than a month to change the season, and there is probably only time to make one or two sets of clothes." gone."

Remembering that Zhang Jingtang said before that he would make several sets of new clothes for him every season, Yan Wenxi followed him into the studio.In just one month, the studio was full of design drafts and sketches, and the two garment makers were also wearing semi-finished clothes on the stage.

Zhang Jingtang took the soft ruler from the workbench, directed Yan Wenxi to stand up straight and raised his hand, and after measuring a part, he wrote it down on the paper beside him.Yan Wenxi looked at Zhang Jingtang, who was working hard in front of him, he was so close to him, his hands even circled his body when measuring his bust, and he could feel his breathing, which made Yan Wenxi very eager to hug him.

He did so. When Zhang Jingtang measured his waist, Yan Wenxi couldn't restrain himself, and stretched out his arms to hug him full.Then he noticed that Zhang Jingtang's muscles were tense, his whole body seemed to be frozen, and his breathing was not smooth.

"I'm sorry, Ah Tang." Yan Wenxi let go immediately, and said nervously, "I couldn't hold back for a while...are you okay?"

Zhang Jingtang lowered his head, he held the tape measure tightly with one hand, and gently pulled the hair on the back of his neck with the other hand. He was silent for a long time before his breathing calmed down.

"It's ok."

The three soft words made Yan Wenxi even more nervous: "You can get angry with me, I crossed the line." I promised you that I would not do anything you didn't want to.

"No, it's fine, I just..."

Zhang Jingtang raised his head slightly. He looked at Yan Wenxi, and there was no hateful emotion in his eyes. He seemed to be thinking about how to express it. He paused and continued, "It's just a little scared. I can't tell. Sometimes the body does it instinctively." There was a reaction, and I couldn’t control it.”

Yan Wenxi pursed her lips.

He knew that Zhang Jingtang was trying to release his kindness and wanted to appease him.But Zhang Jingtang's instinctive reaction turned these comforts into soft swords piercing his heart.He clearly knew that the harm he caused to the other party back then had penetrated deep into his bones, and even Zhang Jingtang himself could not control it.But this person is so kind, and now he still wants to comfort himself.

"Mr. Yan?" Zhang Jingtang called him, and when he came back to his senses, he continued, "During this time, you have done a lot for me, and I am really grateful to you. Although you said we are... I may There is no way to accept it. But if you don't dislike me, I'm actually very happy to have a friend like you."

After thinking about it, Zhang Jingtang said a little embarrassedly: "But now it seems that I am the only one who is constantly accepting your help."

It was rare for Zhang Jingtang to talk to him so much, and it was so sincere, Yan Wenxi listened to every word in his heart.Thinking about how his A Tang could be so good and so distressing.

"Atang." Yan Wenxi sighed, "I should do these things for you. You probably hated me when I hurt you like that. I want to treat you well and make up for you. I hope you can forgive me." I...actually have a lot of selfishness." I hope you can forgive me, accept my feelings, and give me your affection once again.

Zhang Jingtang looked directly at him, his hazel eyes were clear and bright, and his expression was calm.

"I never hated you."

The author has something to say:

Originally, I planned to let the villain appear in this chapter, but it turned out that there were so many words that I couldn't write about the villain.

But this chapter allowed both of them to express their feelings, and it also allowed A Tang to adapt to the situation with a buffer.

I think Ah Tang is really nice... I hope everyone will see it for A Tang's sake, and leave a comment, "read" is very ok.