But unwilling to see the scenery

"There are paparazzi at the door."

The boy's eyelashes fluttered, and he continued to review what happened that day to the police opposite.

They were shooting the cover of the magazine that afternoon at their mansion in Los Angeles.Yan Songting attaches great importance to this filming, because Cheng Yingmeng has passed the audition for a new film by a famous Hollywood director. Not surprisingly, he will stay in the United States for the next few months to film.

This is Cheng Yingmeng's second major commercial film after 20 years. Yan Songting is happy and proud of his lover, but also a little jealous, so he tells those who want Goddess Xiao by taking a family portrait that she has long since The heart belongs, has love and fetters.

"Then we went to melisse for dinner. I ordered that place because I like French food the most. I suddenly felt unwell before the appetizers were served, but we had only been seated for less than 10 minutes. It was strange to leave like this, and I was afraid of squatting. The paparazzi scribbled at the door and walked through the back door, which was also close to the parking place. After going out, my mother held my shoulders, and my father held my hand on the other side. They were very anxious, too anxious , I just wanted to take a shortcut, so I walked into the narrow alley with broken street lights, and accidentally tripped over the homeless man who was lying on the ground drunk, and he yelled fiercely. point until he fired a shot into the sky—”

"Then my parents stood in front of me..." 15-year-old Yan Ruoyu closed his eyes, his eyelashes were stained with tears, and said in a hoarse voice: "Before this, none of us thought he would have a gun .”

Opening his eyes, Yan Ruoyu was lying on the big bed at home, unable to feel anything for a while, only his heart was beating.

There are dark clouds outside the window, and the naked eye can see that a rain is brewing. It looks like the evening when he was 15 years old. He knelt in the narrow alley, and the torrential rain could not wash his hands stained with the blood of his parents.

He shed two tears uncontrollably, wiped them with the palm of his hand, and tore off the adhesive tape on his hands completely ignoring the pain, grabbed the medical tape on the head of the bed and rushed out the door.

Pei Xiaozhao was waiting in the living room, seeing Yan Ruoyu going downstairs, he stood up quickly.But Yan Ruoyu didn't look at him at all, and was so focused on going out, Pei Xiaozhao hurriedly stopped him: "Boss, where are you going?"

"How long have I been asleep?" Yan Ruoyu asked.

"More than a day...almost two days." Pei Xiaozhao persuaded him, "Boss, eat something first, you feel dizzy, your blood sugar must be low after fasting for such a long time, you first—"

"Where's Jiang Nuo?" Yan Ruoyu held onto Pei Xiaozhao's shoulder as if he didn't hear it, the wound on his hand burst open, and blood stained his clothes.

Pei Xiaozhao seemed to have guessed that he wanted to ask this, and sighed lightly: "Boss, don't worry, they didn't run away, and they are still living in Huxi Villa. And they don't look like they are going back to their hometown for the New Year. Jiang Zhi's English tutor The class is not over yet, and Jiang Qingyun's leg is still in plaster, making it difficult to move around, and they haven't booked a ticket back to their hometown, so it's very likely that they will spend the Spring Festival in Ling'an City."

"That's good..." Yan Ruoyu was less nervous, and asked again: "Where is my grandpa?"

"...Old man," Pei Xiaozhao smacked his lips, "I was a little frightened by you, and said that if he knew this earlier, he wouldn't let Qi Fang test Jiang Nuo."

"I knew it was him." Yan Ruoyu was not very angry, but depressed and wronged.His current state is very strange, chaotic, his eyes are obviously covered with a layer of mist, his heartbeat is so fast that he continues to feel palpitations, and there is only one thought in his mind, to find Jiang Nuo.

He spread out his hands and asked Pei Xiaozhao to help him wrap the straps.

"Ah?" Pei Xiaozhao didn't understand, "The doctor said that a bandage is enough, otherwise it would be inconvenient to move around."

"No," Yan Ruoyu insisted, "It won't be visually obvious at all, and it will affect my sales."

In the dream, the narrow alley that he walked through when he was 15 years old is still vivid in his mind, Yan Ruoyu couldn't wait for a moment, and murmured in a daze: "Jiang Nuo, I'm going to find Jiang Nuo."

Pei Xiaozhao: "..."

Pei Xiaozhao swallowed the persuasion to eat, and tied his hands into rice dumplings according to Yan Ruoyu's request, as if he didn't smash the mirror, but put his hands on the fire to roast them.

As a result, Yan Ruoyu couldn't drive by himself, so Pei Xiaozhao drove him to Huxi Villa. The two hurried to the door without stopping. Yan Ruoyu was about to open the door, and pulled out the key again, and asked Pei Xiaozhao: " Is it appropriate for you to say that I will go in like this?"

"..." Pei Xiaozhao scratched his head, not knowing how to answer.He seldom saw Yan Ruoyu's eyes so hollow, but it's not unheard of. The most recent time was a birthday party in August. Yan Ruoyu invited a group of friends to a red wine party. After the end, his body was covered in wine stains, scarlet Like blood.

He didn't want to die, and continued to drink alcohol like drinking water, talking nonsense like drunk, his face couldn't tell whether it was water or tears.At that time, he was more sober than he is now, at least his mind can still turn, thinking that Jiang Nuo is probably still angry with him, and the first thing he will do after entering the room is to apologize.

"Jiang Nuo, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing yesterday, and I promise I will never mess up again in the future." Yan Ruoyu cleared his throat, mistaking Pei Xiaozhao for Jiang Nuo, and practiced the tone of speech first.

"No, this is too dry, it sounds insincere." Yan Ruoyu denied himself, mobilized his nasal voice, listless and lethargic.His facial features follow his mother's, he is extremely beautiful, I feel pity for the slightly swaying eyes, but Pei Xiaozhao is tortured by this young master every day, when he sees Yan Ruoyu's drooping red corners, his heart aches It's too late, how can there be any complaints.

"No, this is too motherly." Yan Ruoyu changed his face for a second, and wanted to think about other ways, but his heart beat faster and faster, and his vision was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

He knew something was wrong with him, but he didn't know why it was wrong, and he didn't know why he couldn't wait. Anyway, he just couldn't wait. After opening the door with the key, he wanted to take off his clothes and apologize.

However, as far as he could see, there was no one there. He lowered his head, and there was no canvas shoes that Jiang Nuo often wore in the shoe cabinet.

"Jiang Nuo!" He called that name, walked in hurriedly, without taking off his shoes.First in the musical instrument room, then in the bedroom, there was no figure of Xinniannian in them all.The only consolation is that Promise is still there. He got out of the cage on the balcony after hearing the noise, and didn't even bother to wag his tail in dejection.

Yan Ruoyu went to the studio and opened the notebook on the console.That is Jiang Nuo's work diary, used to write down the lyrics of his freestyle, and then write down analysis and notes.He didn't find any information, and was about to close the book when he suddenly noticed that the middle pages were densely packed with numbers.

He opened it again and found that Jiang Nuo had recorded all the accounts on it, including the accompaniment and later income for other rappers, as well as food, clothing, housing and transportation - he cut off all the labels on the clothes, and Jiang Nuo couldn't find the brand, so he The number is recorded according to the average price of this type of clothing.The rent is also the same, no one asked him for money, but Jiang Nuo thought he was living for nothing, and finally calculated that this month he would have to pay Yan Ruoyu [-], Yan Ruoyu took out his phone and clicked on the text message, this morning when he was still sleepy , Jiang Nuo happened to transfer this amount of money to him.

Yan Ruoyu closed his eyes, if he didn't support the table, he couldn't stand up at all.The stamina of the tranquilizers and sleeping pills made him feel soft and cottony, and his stomach was abnormally sore.He clutched the pain in his abdomen, trying to suppress the nausea.

At this time, Pei Xiaozhao came in, holding juice in one hand and a bag of bread and toast in the other. They all asked Yan Ruoyu to eat something to fill his stomach. Yan Ruoyu took the food, grabbed his shoulders and turned him around. He stood up and pushed towards the door, asking him to drive to the rental house of Jiang Qingyun's family.

Seeing that Yan Ruoyu's face was so pale that he turned blue, Pei Xiaozhao wanted to call Jiang Nuo directly. Yan Ruoyu put all the food he had received in the studio casually, grabbed his mobile phone to stop him, and was more willing to find it slowly. Keep a thought for yourself, instead of listening to the sentence on the other end of the phone that "the person you dialed has turned off the phone".

He was about to close the door, then pushed it open again, and went straight to the balcony to pick up the bored Qingxi.Unwilling, struggling to bite Yan Ruoyu's arm, Yan Ruoyu held up its doggy face and rubbed it several times to calm it down, then took out a handkerchief for it to sniff, and asked, "Do you remember his smell?"

Chuxi understood Yan Ruoyu's intentions a little bit, whimpered as if saying that he would go, Yan Ruoyu carried it on his shoulder without saying a word, and did not let go after sitting in the co-pilot, pressing the dog on his leg' between.

The place rented by Jiang Qingyun's family is nearly an hour's drive from Huxi Villa, which is near the garment processing factory of Yanhe Group.During this period, Yan Ruoyu couldn't stop touching his head, and took this mechanical action as a distraction to reduce stress. The strength was so heavy that he could bald a dog. I made a phone call, beeped ten times, but no one answered.

Pei Xiaozhao couldn't help being nervous, not because he was worried that Jiang Nuo would really run away, but because he was afraid that Yan Ruoyu would lose his nerve again.After driving the vehicle again, the windows of the car were pattered with raindrops, and the dark clouds in the sky finally suffocated a heavy rain, and thunder roared.

The small roads in the villages and towns are not as spacious as those in the urban area, and pedestrians rushing to hide from the rain appear on both sides from time to time, hindering Pei Xiaozhao to drive only a dozen yards.

The houses on both sides of them are the most common three-to-four-story self-built houses in the Ling'an countryside. Renting a small cubicle inside is not particularly expensive, and there is a private guard.But Jiang Qingyun and his wife are in the Mala Tang business, and the electric tricycles are not safe to lock outside, and the large refrigerators for storing food take up space, so they can only live in one bungalow for more than ten years. The monthly rent of 300 yuan is all the income of a local widowed grandmother.

The rented house was close to the farmland, and there was a gravel road between the cement road, and the rainwater made it even more muddy. It was not easy for a large off-road vehicle to drive in, and reversing would only be more difficult.Pei Xiaozhao parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and went to the back seat to get an umbrella, Yan Ruoyu got out of the car by himself, and ran forward without hesitation, the muddy water splashed quickly stained his trousers, and his whole body Drenched from top to bottom in the rain.Chuxi followed behind him, barking probably because he smelled something, excitedly wagging his rain-drenched tail, running faster than Yan Ruoyu, and seeing the ruins earlier, and the fact that he didn't even see the ruins in the rainy day. Excavator stopped working.

The excavator looked like a giant in the eyes of the attendees, making it take a few steps back and whimpering in panic, wondering why this big guy would attack this house with traces of Jiang Nuo's residence.

However, its combat effectiveness is too different from that of the big guy, so it can only squat under the eaves to temporarily shelter from the rain. I also saw Yan Ruoyu rushing to the big guy and waving vigorously, hoping that the excavator can "shovel down and keep people" to stop the demolition.

He was drenched with rain, his face was covered with rain, and he still had the air of a proud nobleman. The master sitting in the excavator ignored him, and a local who lived next to him couldn't bear to pull him to the Under the eaves, tell him that the old lady gave this piece of land to a relative of hers a few months ago, on the condition that the relative will give her a pension until the end of her life. People, directly call the demolition team to demolish the old bungalows, and plan to build high-rise buildings in the future, which can be rented to more people and earn more rent.

"Where did Jiang Nuo move? He, his uncle's name is Jiang Qingyun, his aunt's name is Lin Ping, and his brother's name is Jiang Zhi, who is fourteen or fifteen years old." The man looked dazed, Yan Ruoyu became impatient, and said that their house sells spicy hot pot, then he suddenly realized who he was talking about.

"They have lived here for more than ten years, and they have a good relationship with the grandmother. Every year at this time, they gave the next year's rent in advance. But the relative said that the money did not reach him and was unwilling to return it to them. They did not ask for the money. I’m sure I don’t want to move when I come back. That relative is ruthless, everyone was inside just now, and let the excavator directly shovel, you see—”

The locals pointed to the house where a small part of the roof had been shoveled off by the excavator. There were still two quilts and some furniture. The excavator shoveled it again, and the remaining roof was crumbling. The rented house in the house no longer looks like a home.

The locals continued to babble: "What else can they do, they can only move quickly. They just pulled a cart of things and left. Hey, it's hard for their family, hard——eh? Eh——!"

The locals didn't have time to catch Yan Ruoyu who was rushing into the ruins.

The master in the excavator was also frightened, and hurriedly turned off the machine, calling the young man who got under the bed to come out quickly, but he did not dare to approach.Pei Xiaozhao, on the other hand, had weak legs and hands, and almost couldn't hold the umbrella. He was afraid that the wall the bed was leaning against would collapse in the next second, so he had to accompany Yan Ruoyu to push out the sundries under the bed. Finally, the stack of manuscripts was rescued before the rain seeped in.

"I knew he wouldn't be willing to throw it away. If he didn't put it in the studio, he would definitely put it in a place like this..." Yan Ruoyu said to himself, putting Jiang Shan's manuscript in a plastic bag and fastening it tightly to prevent the rain from damaging it. wet.

Then he stuffed the bag of manuscript paper into the innermost layer of his clothes and pressed it against his chest. As soon as he crawled out from under the bed and knelt straight, the crumbling roof collapsed, easily crushing the wooden bed frame, even if it was raining heavily As noted, it also failed to cover the dust raised at that moment.

Prompt and quick, he retreated immediately, while Yan Ruoyu watched the walls and roofs collapse, kneeling straight, letting the dust envelope him like smoke and blending with the ruins.

But that sense of nothingness disappears only for a moment.

A real call stripped him from the collapse, he was dragged back two steps, the people around him staggered and fell, and sat on the ground like him, without the strength to call his name again.

Jiang Nuo held his face, his fingertips trembling, as if he wanted to make sure that the person in front of him was really unharmed and existed.

The two faced each other, in the rain and in the ruins, all the voices merged into one sentence——

"Don't let me disappear." Yan Ruoyu gently held Jiang Nuo's wrist, the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes mixed with the rain.

Jiang Nuo's inconspicuous Adam's apple twitched, but he didn't speak.

He didn't know why Yan Ruoyu suddenly fell in love with the scene and said this inexplicably, but when his fingers touched the corners of the young man's eyes, he nodded vigorously without hesitation.

He also saw Yan Ruoyu take out the manuscript from his arms with the other hand.They're all wet, and those lyrics are clean.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things yesterday, I'm sorry." Yan Ruoyu parted the corners of her lips and smiled apologetically, forcing anyone who saw her to have no resentment, only heartache.

"Can you forgive me?"

Jiang Nuo nodded again, and said in self-criticism: "What I said yesterday was not pleasant, and I also apologize to you."

"Forgive me, don't be angry, okay." Yan Ruoyu repeated, as soon as they got closer, their foreheads touched together, ignoring the surprised gaze and the bad environment.

"Not angry." Jiang Nuo promised.

Yan Ruoyu pushed forward: "No matter what I do, you won't be angry?"

Jiang Nuo didn't break away from Yan Ruoyu's hand that was still clutching his wrist, and promised: "Okay, I won't be angry if you do anything."

"I secretly took your passport to apply for a visa."

Yan Ruoyu's sudden showdown made Jiang Nuo suddenly alert and realized that something was wrong, but when he looked up and saw those slightly drooping pupils and rippling eyes, only those eyes were left in his mind, without temper or rain.

Yan Ruoyu, who did not disappear, begged for help, "Let's go to Europe together, shall we?"