But unwilling to see the scenery

Jiang Nuo just felt dizzy.

His wrists were held by Yan Ruoyu with one hand, higher than the top of his head, and his legs couldn't exert any strength, they were pushed away by Yan Ruoyu's knees.

He managed to regain some balance in the chaos. Yan Ruoyu rubbed his chin and neck with the free hand. He showed signs of struggling, but Yan Ruoyu would not pinch him, but controlled him. Unable to move his face away, he deepened that brutal kiss.

The difference in physique made Jiang Nuo gradually give up resistance.In the room where the curtains were drawn, the sound of lips and teeth mingling filled the darkness. It was not beautiful at all, but desperate and depressing.I don't know how long it took Yan Ruoyu to stop unilaterally suppressing him. He lay on Jiang Nuo's body, and Jiang Nuo didn't push him away.

He closed his eyes, more tired than Jiang Nuo.He swelled up below, but Jiang Nuo didn't respond at all.

Unwillingly, he wanted to touch it again. Jiang Nuo held his hand and asked lightly, "You... just want to sleep with someone?"

Yan Ruoyu suddenly exploded, got up and turned on the lamp on the bedside table, then walked to the window and paced restlessly.Jiang Nuo also sat up, instead of shrinking towards the wall next to the bed, he sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed his lips heavily with his hands, as if to wipe off all the traces left by Yan Ruoyu.

But his neck and forearms were covered with red marks fooled by Yan Ruo, which couldn't disappear for a while, and his collar was pulled aside, exposing most of his collarbone, which was cast in shadow by the warm yellow bedside light.

The small shadow and red marks dangled in front of Yan Ruoyu's eyes, tempting him to rush to Jiang Nuo again.

He thought Jiang Nuo would hide or resist, but Jiang Nuo didn't.His clenched hands revealed his nervousness, but he just lowered his eyes, letting Yan Ruoyu manipulate him.

Yan Ruoyu was annoyed, and shouted at Jiang Nuo: "Give me some reaction!"

Jiang Nuo opened his eyes, the whites of his eyes were flushed, he suppressed and said aggrievedly: "If you really want to do something, who can stop it!"

"...fuck." Yan Ruoyu was defeated by Jiang Nuo's resignation, he roughly touched his clothes and pants, found the pack of Marlboro, and sat facing Jiang Nuo on his own bed to smoke.

He only wore a pair of pajama pants, his upper body was naked, and all his tattoos were fully exposed, giving people a strong sense of oppression. It was exactly what Jiang Nuo said. If he wants to do something stupid, no one can stop him. If he If he really did it, there will always be someone to take care of him.

In other words, Yan Ruoyu now has the full power of initiative, but what he needs more is calmness. After a cigarette, he stared at the cigarette case in his hand, and Jiang Nuo said with a trace of expectation: "I thought you would Hit me."

Jiang Nuo said honestly, "You still have to shoot tomorrow."

Yan Ruoyu lost his good mood again, and said irritably, "Can you think more about yourself?"

"..." Jiang Nuo opened his mouth, unable to speak, Yan Ruoyu rushed in front of him again, put his hands on his thighs, knelt on the side and forced him: "Look at me carefully."

Jiang Nuo's eyelashes moved.

Yan Ruoyu asked: "What do you think of me?"

Jiang Nuo was about to turn his head to avoid it, but Yan Ruoyu turned his face back, and said solemnly: "It's okay not to say, anyway, I like you."

Yan Ruoyu repeated: "I like you."

Jiang Nuo looked at him.He knew all those four words, but when they were combined together, he didn't know what they meant, so he asked suspiciously and cautiously: "Do you like me?"

"Yes." Yan Ruoyu was determined.

"But you used to like women, that female designer...you were still together."

Yan Ruoyu held his breath, already thinking in his mind how to cut the salary of Pei Xiaozhao, who talks a lot.He did have a girlfriend when he was in the United States, but he was too innocent at the time, and the front line of chasing her was too long, and when he finally caught up, he was almost on the verge of breaking up.

So now he has learned from his experiences and lessons, and he has to be quick and precise when it comes to chasing people. He and Jiang Nuo have known each other for ** months, and they know the basics. As long as they can put their heads down and confirm the relationship, everything else is easy.

So he repeated again stubbornly and surely: "I like you now."

Jiang Nuo's clenched hands slowly loosened, and the reaction he made didn't fit any of Yan Ruoyu's assumptions. Instead, he asked, "What do you like about me?"

"I——" Yan Ruoyu stopped abruptly, but Jiang Nuo seemed to be able to see through his heart, and said for him:

"You like to call me sister?"

The originally aggressive Yan Ruoyu instantly blushed, his ears turned red, and he let out an "um" from his nasal cavity.

But Jiang Nuo said that he didn't like it.

"You like to call me sister, you like to buy me skirts, match clothes, and wear blue...but have you ever met a man who likes to be called sister and likes skirts?"

He confessed to Yan Ruoyu all at once today: "I don't like blue either, it's easy to get dirty when doing manual work."

"You like to ask me to make songs. You think the songs about life written by me and Jiang Shan are good. But you will add piano to rap. I, my life has never appeared in piano. I don't even have Debussy. Know."

"You like Europe, you like design, you like art, you pretend to be ordinary, and I..."

Jiang Nuo's eyes flickered, and the eye sockets were full of water color, as if he had been suppressed for too long, and finally broke out to vent.

"You beautified me and created a sister." He said to Yan Ruoyu earnestly, "You don't like me, but that illusion."

Yan Ruoyu got up slowly, and sat beside Jiang Nuo, his gaze fixed on the floor beside his feet.He couldn't move his mind anymore, and after turning around for a while, he felt that it might indeed be what Jiang Nuo said.

But he still said clumsily and stubbornly: "But I still like you."

Jiang Nuo looked at him stupidly.

"I can't think of any other reason..." Yan Ruoyu couldn't explain clearly, took a deep breath, his nose was filled with the smell of Jiang Nuo, and said, "I think I just like you."

After a moment of astonishment, Jiang Nuo asked, "You still want to sleep with someone?"

Yan Ruoyu became sober in an instant, wishing he could tear open his belly and show Jiang Nuo a heart, he said sadly: "I am in your eyes... Is there no difference between them and Song Yuqi?!"

Jiang Nuo didn't hesitate, these people were all rich in his eyes, so he said, "No."

"...You don't need to say such things on purpose to disgust me." Yan Ruoyu's heart was about to break, and he didn't dare to touch Jiang Nuo's hair, and asked, "We've known each other for so many days, you just don't feel the slightest bit about me. No?"

Jiang Nuo blinked, and answered the wrong question: "I don't want to sleep with you."

"Can we put the matter of going to bed aside for a while," Yan Ruoyu said to Jiang Nuo in a good voice on the verge of screaming like a groundhog, "I'm obviously asking if you have feelings for me, If there is such a little bit, would you like to try to associate with me."

"Isn't the next step in dating is to go to bed?" Jiang Nuo has his own logic, "Have you ever seen what it looks like when two men lie on the same bed without wearing anything? If you haven't seen it, go and see it first. You won't have feelings for me."

"Are you homophobic?" Yan Ruoyu couldn't understand at first, but after thinking about it, he felt that Jiang Nuo's reaction was too sensitive, and asked, "Do you have any shadows?"

"No." Jiang Nuo responded very simply, because it was too straightforward, but it seemed tricky.

Jiang Nuo said to Yan Ruoyu: "You are not gay, you obviously like women, and you like those with asses and tits."

"You don't have a butt** and I like you too," Yan Ruoyu saw that he couldn't take Jiang Nuo down tonight, so he stretched his front and said, "I'm serious, I'm chasing you."

Jiang Nuo was breathing more and more heavily, gradually lost patience, and reasoned with him: "You will always get married."

"Who said I'm going to get married?" Yan Ruoyu didn't think about it so much, and gradually moved closer to his affectionate father who was full of water: "Do you want me to call my grandpa now and talk about it in front of his face?" Son."

"What are you mad at your grandfather for?" Jiang Nuo was about to go crazy, so he could only tell Yan Ruoyu harshly, "I don't like you."

Yan Ruoyu had never seen Jiang Nuo's expression so vivid before, and instead of feeling hurt and angry, Yan Ruoyu provoked him: "What don't you like about me?"

"I don't like that you are rich!" Jiang Nuo was forced into a hurry, and he couldn't speak easily, "I have always been careful to pretend that I don't care about being decent, I hate the rich!"

Jiang Nuo only had a pillow at hand, so he threw the pillow into Yan Ruoyu's arms, stood up again, and walked in the gap between the two beds, with one hand on his hips, his head lowered, and the index finger of the other hand brought to his mouth.

He was organizing his words, and bit his finger bones several times, leaving bite marks clearer than Yan Ruoyu's red mark on his forearm.

Jiang Nuo was not so impulsive as to say everything, but he was not far from the final crash, he stopped, ignored Yan Ruoyu, and said angrily: "I have never figured out why a person like you is here to rap. "

Yan Ruoyu pressed: "What kind of person am I?"

Jiang Nuo fell into the pit dug by Yan Ruoyu: "You have never lived in a rented house, squeezed a subway bus, eaten at a roadside stall, worn the leftover clothes of your brothers and sisters, never worried about tuition fees, never Being discriminated against...you..."

"You're not having a hard time at all, and if you are, you're grateful for what you have now, instead of running to Amsterdam to eat mushrooms and die."

He let out a deep breath, scratched his hair, and couldn't help but blamed: "Why did you come to me, why did you find me, as long as you give me money, I am willing to do anything, you are, just I really want to sleep with someone, you put money in my pocket, can I not agree, I... I want to go back to my hometown to farm, is it really possible for me to go back, it’s impossible, Jiang Zhi will always need money in the future... I can’t go back to a place like Pingxiang, it’s uninhabited and hopeless, I can’t go back! If he can go back, he doesn’t need to go to high school in Ling’an, and you, you are foolish..."

"...you're going to get married anyway."

Jiang Nuo sat slumped on Yan Ruoyu's bed, and finally looked at the person sitting on his own bed.

He couldn't speak, and he finished speaking, just like Vee, a good Chinese father, would sincerely think that Wang Zhaodi should get married. married woman.

The constructed, tolerant and gentle sister collapsed and disillusioned, and the real Jiang Nuo tradition was boring and limited in thinking.

He himself didn't dare to face himself like this, but after hearing all this, Yan Ruoyu was extremely calm, and asked truthfully, "Is it my original sin to be rich?"

Jiang Nuo was taken aback.

Yan Ruoyu asked: "Just because I have money, my pain is not considered pain?"

He asked again: "Just because I have money, my experience should be ignored?"

Finally asked: "Just because I have money and I like it, why should it be worth less than real money?"

After all, Jiang Nuo was a soft-hearted person, and murmured at a loss: "It's not like this..."

"But obviously you also said that there are some things that money can't buy."

"...What?" Jiang Nuo blinked, his pupils flickering.

Yan Ruoyu said: "I want you to love me, will you love me?"

He no longer uses liking, but love.This word made Jiang Nuo breathless, but Yan Ruoyu said: "You are very arrogant."

Jiang Nuo thought he had heard it wrong, and dared not answer: "I, am I arrogant?"

"In your eyes, love, liking, salvation and redemption are the privileges of the poor. I have money, so I should be excluded."

Jiang Nuo took short breaths: "I don't know what you're talking about?"

"You know." Yan Ruoyu looked away, lay down on Jiang Nuo's bed, wrapped in the quilt, turned over and said, "I'm going to sleep, remember to turn off the lights after you wash your face and brush your teeth."

"What do you mean?" Jiang Nuo was caught off guard, not knowing what medicine Yan Ruoyu sold in the gourd, kicked the bed board, "If you want to sleep, go back to sleep, this is my bed."

"Then you go to sleep in my bed too," Yan Ruoyu said angrily with his back turned to him, "Of course, if you don't want to share a room with me, it doesn't matter if you go out to live."

"You..." Jiang Nuo was dumbfounded, he had never seen such an unreasonable person, Yan Ruoyu turned around at this moment.

He wrapped himself into zongzi, never got out of Jiang Nuo's bed, and said confidently, "What's wrong with me?"

"If I was reincarnated into an ordinary person's house, would you say such a thing? No! You would only treat me as the same kind, invite me to sit next to you at that barbecue table, you will see my talent, and you will appreciate and worship me , just like I used to admire and admire you."

He rubbed his eyes, and the crying in his voice instantly plunged into Jiang Nuo's heart.

This is his biggest complaint, so he complained: "Do you think, because I am handsome, superior, rich, and smart, I have no soul and no heart?"

Like Jane Eyre facing Rochester, he is neither humble nor overbearing: "You are wrong, my soul is the same as yours!"

"My heart is the same as yours, we are equal!"