"Will it be or won't it be?"

"No, yes..." Du Xunyan still gave the same answer.

Is this one consciousness agreeing and the other objecting, or are both consciousnesses hesitant and thus lead to this answer?

"Stop." Shang Yan sighed, as if he couldn't find an answer.

He pondered for a moment, then suddenly ordered: "Lie on the bed, and cover your eyes with the quilt."

Du Xunyan did so.

So obedient and obedient, if you miss this opportunity, you may never have it again in your life. Shang Yan looked at it for a long time with a tangled expression, and finally gave up.

"Being so kind to you, do you know how to be gentle in the future?" He muttered in a low voice.

Then he asked himself and answered, "Okay."

There was a smile in his eyes, and the moment he turned around, the hand covered by the quilt suddenly moved, which was too weak to be noticed by Shang Yan.

He went downstairs, removed the monitors and installed them in every corner of the room on the third floor.

After doing this, he found the two stone statues and placed them back to back, closely connected like twin flowers, but they had no intersection like two parallel lines.

He stared quietly for a moment, then suddenly reached out and turned one of the stone statues around.

They met face to face.

They stared at each other, as if they had become a whole.

Shang Yan was stunned for a while, then suddenly laughed as he looked at it, and he clicked on the turned stone statue.

"I'll take you to meet it." Accept it.

He placed the two stone statues facing each other in front of the computer desk, and the birth certificate was pressed under the stone statues. On the computer, he uploaded the video of him discovering that the two were one person, which had been specially saved before, and paused the picture there.

The information was enough, and he believed that the other party could understand it.

The other party subconsciously knows that they are alone, and he is not absolutely resistant to fusion. He needs a strong dose of medicine to test the other party's reaction.

After the matter was over, Du Xunyan was still obediently lying on the bed.

Shang Yan endured it again and again, but he still couldn't resist the itch, so he just... kissed it.

He lifted the quilt and was about to get closer, when he stretched out his hands and pulled the quilt over to cover his head.

Shang Yan: "...Take off the quilt."

Those bony hands quietly stretched out again to pull down the quilt, revealing a handsome and overly cute face.

The softest part of his heart seemed to be poked, and he kissed that smooth cheek.

Some can't stop the car.

So I took another sip, which was delicious.

Chirp chirp chirp chirp...

When he was finally satisfied, the other party's face was covered with some kind of bright marks, and Shang Yan felt a little guilty.

Du Xunyan: "..."

He is in a delicate state at the moment, the two kinds of memory are common, he can perceive the outside world, but he can hardly react.

Nine hours later.

In the room on the second floor, Shang Yan was hiding in the cabinet, and the screen of the mobile phone was followed by the monitor on the third floor.

Only when he was not around could he see the truest reaction of Du Xun and Du Yan, so he adopted the method of surveillance.

The hypnotic effect seems to be lifted, but I didn't expect it to last for so long?

If I had known that he would have done it first before arranging these things, it really was a pity.

It was already 08:30 at this time, Du Yan sat up from the bed, and the sensor light turned on quietly.

The last memory seems to be that he was about to succeed in tying someone up, and then... fell asleep.

Du Yan: "..."

He looked around, but the person had disappeared, and there was no discomfort on his body, it seemed that he took the opportunity to run away.

Where can I go?

He walked unhurriedly to the computer desk and examined the two stone statues.

Was it intentionally shown to him?Is it meant to let them live in harmony?

How naive.

He looked away and clicked on the video.

This is......

There was a storm in his eyes for a moment, and the hand holding the mouse began to shake, making a knocking sound on the desktop.

It sounded like a beating in the atrium, and he sat in front of the computer as if he was frozen, watching the nightmarish video slowly playing.

At the back, his eyes had lost focus, and he was just staring at the screen mechanically, and the video had already finished playing.

After an unknown amount of time, the blood in his body had already cooled down. He twisted his neck stiffly, and his eyes happened to meet the birth certificate.

Du Xunyan.

There has never been Du Xun or Du Yan, there is only Du Xun Yan in this world.

If only one of these things appeared alone, he could continue to deceive himself and others, but in the face of ironclad evidence, there was no luck.

All gentle appearances were torn apart, revealing the bloody truth.

He got up suddenly, picked up the stone statue belonging to Du Xun, went to the bathroom, and turned on the light to the brightest.

Everything in the bathroom is visible.

He looked at the mirror, and the person in the mirror was silent and gloomy. Although he had the same face as the stone statue, he could feel that they were different.

The heart that fell to the bottom got a little comfort. They are different, and he exists.

So he picked up the stone statue and looked at it carefully. The people in the stone statue were as wanton as the wind and tolerant as water.

Is this my previous life?

A hint of envy suddenly appeared in my heart, followed by panic. What if Shang Yan loved him only based on his previous life?

This problem that has troubled Ye Ling all his life is finally exposed nakedly at this moment.

With trembling hands, he gently put down the stone statue, looked at the mirror again, and began to change his expression, adjusting it bit by bit to match the stone statue.

In all fairness, the demeanor at this moment is indeed more pleasing than his original one, even he himself thinks so, let alone... Shang Yan.

He even suspected that if he broke away from his other self, he would never be liked by others.

Shang Yan doesn't love him, what he loves is only his other self illuminated by the halo of himself.

So, who is he?

In her previous life, she had no father, no mother, no relatives, no friends, and even no body, but now, she doesn't even have an independent self.

All his life, he wanted someone who could see the real him.

But now, he lives as the shadow of others, people are illuminated by the sun, and shadows can only live in dark places forever, and will always be ignored.

He stood quietly in front of the mirror like this, the depression in his back could be felt even by Shang Yan outside the screen.

Suddenly, the screen seemed to be torn apart. To be precise, it was Du Yan on the screen who smashed the big mirror.

The mirror is broken, but the broken mirror can still reflect images, and there seem to be thousands of other selves laughing at me around me.

He is like a clown, hiding behind the shadows of others to share the little sunshine.

Du Yan was a little out of breath, so he began to smash the shattered mirror harder.

But the more mirrors were broken, the more reflections there would be. In the end, he almost ran away, because he accidentally cut his foot in too much haste, and blood flowed all the way from the bathroom to the bed.

Glass, computer screens, even glossy desktops, each reflects itself, with no escape.

Du Yan suddenly covered himself with the quilt, his eyes were all white, and the suffocating worry was finally relieved.

Shang Yan just looked at it like this, Ye Ling, who had never believed in heaven and earth, hid under the quilt in embarrassment and shivered like an insecure child.

For a moment, he really wanted to go upstairs and hold her in his arms, but he still squeezed his palms tightly to hold back.

First, he hasn't seen Du Xun's reaction yet, and second, he thinks in another way, if he is in such a mess, he certainly doesn't want the other party to see it.

Going now will only make things worse.

They didn't eat or drink that night, Du Yan hid in the quilt, and Shang Yan hid in the cabinet to accompany Du Yan silently.

When the light climbed through the window and spread all the way into the closet, Shang Yan's eyes were already red, and even the palms of his hands were bloodshot.

The long night has finally passed, and the equally long day has just arrived.

Du Xun was awakened by the sharp pain on his feet, he frowned, took out the medicine box and bandaged himself.

I don't remember the last thing that happened yesterday, but according to the reaction on my feet, maybe I took the opportunity to stab myself and ran away.

Angry and funny in my heart, I can only run this trick, right?

Like Du Yan, he noticed the stone statue first, but what he saw was a single one, and then the video and the birth certificate, even the reaction was the same.

Then he went to the bathroom and saw the broken mirror and another stone statue.

This stone statue is the same as him, so you don't need to think too much, the truth is already very clear.

He stands like a statue in a broken mirror, surrounded by millions of himself, which is ridiculous.

If the green hat incident made him angry and a little bit sour, then the fact that he was the same person as Du Yan almost caused him a devastating blow.

He remembered what Shang Yan said yesterday, he only came for the one he loves, so the other party must have known about it long ago.

However, Du Yan couldn't accept this matter, so how could he easily accept it?

He has never experienced everything that Du Yan and Shang Yan have experienced. Are they really the same person?

Pain and joy entangled him like twin flowers. The joy was that the other party had not betrayed him, but the pain was that he could not remember. He and Du Yan had different memories and consciousness.

From this perspective, the other party betrayed him, but in the other party's eyes, they were one person, and he didn't even have a position to criticize.

Who is he?Did it ever exist?

Will one day, he will be slowly assimilated like this, and will no longer exist.

For them, fusion is equivalent to another kind of demise.

He and Du Yan had supported each other for more than twenty years, but because of the recovery of memory, they began to repel each other.

They are all afraid of becoming the consciousness to be controlled, afraid of liking each other more than themselves in Shang Yan's heart.

It seemed like a dead end with no solution.

Du Xun just stood quietly in the bathroom, his limbs were all numb and seemed unconscious.

For the next three days, Du Yan hid under the quilt, and Du Xun stood quietly in the bathroom, neither eating nor drinking.

And Shang Yan silently accompanied the other party in the closet.

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