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"Come back? When did it happen?"

"A few days ago - I saw He Wen drive them back at night with my own eyes."

"Ouch." An old woman sighed: "It's a shame to come back, these two unfilial sons have both run away from home, why is Yin Rou looking for them!"

"What can I do if I don't look for it, and I can't have a child. I finally have two adopted children. The money can't be wasted. I really don't want to contact anyone to provide for them!" The aunt who spoke did not lower her volume, and laughed a few times after speaking .

Another echoed: "You're right, it's really embarrassing for me to do something like this."

"He Wen is still a doctor, he should be the one who should cure his brain—"

Several people were chatting under the shade of a tree, and the figure standing not far away could hear clearly.She looked at the alley of He Wen's house, stood there for more than half an hour, but still dared not enter.

The past few days have been cloudy, with a dull wind blowing in the sky. Sheng Shishi paced back and forth under the tree, glanced into the alley from time to time, and looked up again, seeing the figure she hadn't seen for a long time.

He Wen had lost some weight during this period, and his thin face added a bit of indifference and alienation to him. Several aunts also saw it, lowered their voices, and whispered while watching him.

Seeing him coming out alone, Sheng Shishi hurriedly followed: "He Wen!"

He Wen's footsteps stopped, his eyes swept over lightly, and he retracted within a second, without even stopping his footsteps.

Sheng Shishi was anxious, ran up to him and blocked the way with her hands outstretched, glaring at him.There were people watching the fun, He Wen looked down at her and didn't speak.

"You're back."

He Wen didn't speak, and Sheng Shishi was not surprised.With red eyes, he asked, "Where's your younger brother Hecheng? Has he come back too?"

He Wen still ignored him.

"Have you separated?"

He Wen frowned, with a cold expression: "You can control it?"

Sheng Shishi sneered, her eyes were filled with hatred: "Why do you have the nerve to come back? Don't you feel ashamed for doing such a thing?"

"What are you waiting for if you haven't separated yet? Waiting for everyone around you to agree to accept it? I tell you it's impossible!" Sheng Shishi gritted her teeth and said, "You can have a good life, why do you ruin it yourself? ah?"

"Sheng Shishi!" He Wen's eyes were cold, and he looked straight at her: "You should save your mind, not come and teach me."

Sheng Shishi was startled by his eyes, laughed again after hearing this, chased after her and said, "My thoughts? I'm normal, but you are abnormal. You fell in love with your brother, you fell in love with a boy , you have violated your conscience, you have done a conscienceless thing!"

He Wen's clear gaze swept over Sheng Shishi, he didn't speak, but just at that glance, Sheng Shishi felt a chill all over his body.He curled his lips into a smile, his voice was low but powerful: "It's against conscience to cringe."

After he finished speaking, he strode away, Sheng Shishi looked at his back, long nails stuck into the palm of his hand, a glint of predation flashed in his eyes, full of resentment.

Hewen went to see the house alone. It was near Qingheng, not too far away. It had two bedrooms and one living room. It was about the same size as the house in C City, and the environment was not bad.

Sun Lele and Xu Nuosen found out that Hecheng had returned, so they called and asked him out.In a coffee shop, the two of them were taken aback when they saw He Cheng, and Sun Lele said, "Why have you lost so much weight?"

"Ah." He Cheng twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's okay..."

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm much thinner than before." Sun Lele said to him.

Xu Nuosen pushed the cold drink he asked for in front of him: "You are so mean, you didn't tell us when you transferred to City C, just leave as soon as you say, do you still treat us as brothers?"

"Of course, you are my best friends." He Cheng said hastily, then lowered his head after speaking, "I'm afraid...you won't be able to accept it, and you will think that I..."

Xu Nuosen sat next to him directly, patted him on the shoulder, and said lightly, "Are we that kind of people in your eyes? What's wrong with homosexuality? You are my brother, can I discriminate against you?"

"Yes!" Sun Lele nodded.

He Cheng was stunned for a moment, seeing the two of them smiling, his throat was a little sore, he said, "Thank you."

"Thank you!" Xu Nuosen bumped him with his arm. Seeing that he was not in a good mood, he changed the subject: "You kid is famous in your school, right? I've seen it all. The reporters took pictures of you and praised you. Hype falls."

Before Hecheng could speak, Sun Lele interrupted: "You don't know, Wu Jiang is crazy, it's true to be happy for you, but it's true to be angry too."

Xu Nuosen laughed loudly, and said: "My top student for three years changed schools when he was about to take the college entrance examination, and the duck flew away from his mouth. I am also angry." Friends for so many years, why am I not as smart as you, my dad praised you for several days when he saw the news, and scolded me every time he saw me."

He Cheng couldn't help laughing, and Sun Lele gave him a thumbs up: "Our whole school is a sensation, number one in the province - what a concept! How did you get full marks in English? How could you get 139 in Chinese? ?”

"I can brag with my college classmates in the future."

He Cheng listened to the two singing together, smiled and said nothing, Sun Lele tilted his head to think about life, and said, "It's great that you were admitted by Qingheng, unlike me, who didn't do well in the exam this time."

He Cheng looked at him and asked, "Are you still in City A?"

Sun Lele shook her head: "No, I was admitted to a university in S city, and that school is not bad."

City S is too far away.He Cheng nodded, and asked Xu Nuosen again: "Are you still in City A?"

Xu Nuosen shrugged and said, "I'm not here either."

He Cheng was immediately discouraged: "Ah, you will all be gone soon."

"Hey." Sun Lele also sighed: "That's how it is when you go to university, separation is inevitable, S city is very prosperous, you can come and play with me when you're free."

"I'll go too." Xu Nuosen interjected, "I heard that there are many beauties in S city."

He Cheng was amused, and lowered his head to drink the iced drink.

It was already evening, and He Cheng was sitting on a roadside bench waiting for He Wen. He Wen went out all afternoon and hadn't come back. The two agreed to meet here.Bored, he stood up and kicked stones. After a while, He Wen's figure appeared on the long street, and when he saw him, he ran over.

"Orange."

He Cheng looked up and asked, "Where did you go this afternoon?"

"I did some work." He Wen pretended to be closed, changed the subject, and said, "I went to see the house, it's not bad, Cheng Cheng, let's move out in a few days."

They walked towards the station side by side, He Cheng was slightly taken aback: "Parents..."

"Cheng Cheng." He Wen looked forward and said, "We live alone, and we are good to each other."

He Cheng thought about it, nodded and agreed.

On the day they moved out, Yin Rou and He Zhiming didn't stop them, and called a taxi outside.Rhubarb, which I hadn’t seen for a long time, came out wagging its tail. Aunt Cheng came out with a basin and called for it. When she saw Hewen, she hurriedly averted her eyes and shouted, “Rhubarb! Come in!”

He Cheng's footsteps froze slightly, and in just five words, he clearly heard the meaning of disgust.He turned his head to look, only to see Aunt Cheng's door slammed shut.

He may finally understand why his parents have lost so much weight and why they want to leave here and go to the United States.

There are many good memories in Yicheng where I lived since I was a child. Xia Tian took He Wen to buy popsicles. The boss recognized him, and sometimes he didn't take money.The sliced ​​noodles at Uncle Zhang’s house have always been delicious. When someone walks in the summer, he always smiles and says hello when he sees them, and those uncles and aunts always tease him.

Aunt Cheng's family always brings a plate of whatever meals they make, watermelon in summer and eight-treasure porridge in winter.The sound of cicadas in summer, the silence in winter, the sweat from running through the alley in summer, and the snowman made in the snow in winter.

The Forgotten City is his home, and he will never forget it.

But when all the good things in the past are gone, people don’t think of them, and all that is left now is to treat each other with cold eyes and avoid them.

This is the place where he has the most memories of He Wen, but now he really wants to leave.

He Wen stretched out his arms to hug him, expressionless and silent, and went into the room to get his luggage.It's almost there, the trunk is very full, He Wen took He Cheng to the north room, looked at the old man sitting on the sofa, and said: "We live on Yinghua Street, not far away, parents, you can come over anytime."

Yin Rou didn't answer.

He Wen took He Cheng's hand, turned around and left step by step.

He closed the gate with his own hands, got into the car, and drove. He Wen lowered his eyes at the familiar alley in front of him, and said goodbye in his heart.

He Cheng stretched out his hand to hold him, and leaned his head on his shoulder. No one spoke, and needless to say, they both knew what the other was thinking.

Do you regret it?No regrets.

Is it important to be hated by someone?

Not really.

The important thing is to be loved by you.