The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, it is me who turns back

58.

His eyes fell back little by little, and a rift seemed to be cut in his mind by a sharp dagger.

There is something, thread by thread, straight to the heart along the gap.

Fu Ziqiu rubbed his forehead, feeling a little uncomfortable.

He couldn't see clearly what the things that slipped in were like a ball of cotton wool, as if a lot of cotton had been stuffed into his head, making him feel light and light.But there seemed to be a tendon in his head that was tugging, causing him to have headaches.

"Hiss." Fu Ziqiu frowned and took a breath.

Long Xiao didn't want to come here, probably because he didn't agree with him.

Fu Ziqiu shook his head, then walked forward.

When he was about to pass the acacia tree in the courtyard, he couldn't help slowing down, his eyes involuntarily chasing Long Xiao's back.

Long Xiao didn't seem to react much, as if all his attention was on Xiaodouzi, and he didn't even turn his head.

"Long Xiao." Fu Ziqiu shouted: "If you have something to discuss, go and discuss it, I... want to walk by myself."

Fu Ziqiu was standing at the front of the courtyard, with the lush Acacia growing behind him.

It can be seen that although the owner of Changxiao Palace has been away for more than 800 years, the palace is still deliberately maintained as it was [-] years ago.

Just like the Wuyue Pavilion after Fu Ziqiu left, after Long Xiao left, Changxiao Palace has not changed a single plant or tree.

Long Xiao inadvertently pursed his lips, and the corner of his vision suddenly dissipated. Fu Ziqiu's fiery clothes were torn into pieces, floating and hanging on the branches, embellishing the loneliness of the tree.

"Aren't you with me?" Long Xiao asked.

"No, if you have any arrangements, please tell me later, I will stay by myself for a while." Fu Ziqiu hesitated, "Your place... can I take a stroll?"

Long Xiao smiled suddenly: "Of course, you can do whatever you want."

Fu Ziqiu responded, and walked into the small courtyard under Long Xiao's increasingly intense gaze.

Long Xiao exhaled cautiously, turned around and disappeared at the end of the corridor.

Long Xiao carried Xiaodouzi to the bed. The child's sleep quality was quite good. She had been sleeping since she went to Jiuchongtian, and all kinds of talking and arguing did not wake her up.

Long Xiao was a little envious.

After all, in the past 100 years, he often kept his eyes open until dawn.

When standing up, Long Xiao pinched Xiaodouzi's nose.Seeing her holding her breath for a long time, she opened her mouth to spit out a bubble, and couldn't stop laughing: "It's so cute."

"Brother Wang." Long Yuan gently knocked on the door.

Long Xiao pulled the quilt over Douzi's stomach, and then went out: "Let's go to the study and talk."

·

In the study, Chu Cheng heard footsteps, and stood at the door a little cautiously.

Long Yuan came in first, and was caught off guard by Chu Cheng who was like a pile: "What are you doing?"

"……His Majesty."

Chu Cheng bowed his hands in salute, and just as he raised his waist, Long Xiao followed him into the room.He moved his lips, feeling really tormented inside.

Chu Cheng and Gu Zhizhou have been at odds for nearly 100 years. They just didn't like each other earlier, but one was too stubborn and the other was too mean, and they forcibly endured to the point of incompatibility.

Now, Chu Cheng looked at Long Xiao and asked him to bow down to salute this face, it would be better to directly break his life.

Long Xiao wasn't very calm either. After all, this man was still yelling at him a few days ago, and the back of a knife hit his spine. The pain made him restless.Moreover, if this person hadn't been reckless and indiscriminately broke the realm of gods and ghosts, he wouldn't have caused the current situation.

Gu Zhizhou would not be struck by lightning either.

Long Xiao is no longer the former emperor who can treat everything calmly and magnanimously.

Having worked for Gu Zhizhou for 100 years, he had a good understanding of what it means to be "arrogant and domineering" and the great satisfaction that this word brought him.

So, even though he couldn't see it on his face, and didn't say anything, he couldn't help scolding Chu Cheng in his heart.

So, when the two met each other, each felt a little turmoil in their hearts.

In line with the "Gu Zhizhou Spirit", Long Xiao teased that if others make me unhappy, I will make him ten times more unhappy, and teased: "General Chu, you can skip the etiquette, and if you lose your waist, you won't be able to keep up. Stealing military workers."

"You..." Chu Cheng pointed at Long Xiao, and when he was about to poke it out, he turned around and grabbed his palm: "Your Majesty, are you sure this man is really the God of War? Speaking evil words, he..."

After all, Chu Cheng didn't dare to speak out: "...it's clearly that villain Gu Zhizhou!"

"Chu Cheng! Don't talk nonsense!" Long Yuan scolded.

"It's okay, it's not a day or two since General Chu has been at odds with me." Long Xiao said with a smile, "It's a pity that General Chu has no desire to bring me down, but he lacks a bit of ability."

Chu Cheng blushed angrily, and tried not to refute.

Long Xiao intensified: "I'm sorry for telling the truth, General Chu, don't mind."

With Gu Zhizhou's bonus, Long Xiao's eloquence, every word and sentence, is rushing to kill people.

Seeing that the momentum was wrong, Long Yuan quickly came out to smooth things over: "Stop standing, sit down." He wanted to change the subject: "Brother Wang, where is Ziqiu?"

Long Xiao found a side seat and sat down: "He's tired and wants to rest."

"That's it." Long Yuan hesitated, probably thinking of the unclear relationship between his brother and Fu Ziqiu.

He had seen it in the past, and felt that these two people had suffered a lot. They obviously had each other in their hearts, and they were holding back their rivalry, so they often reconciled in the middle.That's good, one of the matching partners suddenly became his brother...

That's another story.

"Brother Wang," Long Yuan said solemnly, "Ziqiu is young after all, he is a thousand years younger than you, right?"

Long Xiao's mind is full of demons, so he doesn't know what his brother is worrying about.Hearing the words, he did the math, and said honestly: "It must be more than a thousand years old, it must be a thousand years old or hundreds of years old."

"This is the gap!" Long Yuan reminded: "The age gap is too big, and it is easy for you to have differences in your thoughts and opinions. If you have differences, you will have conflicts, and if you have conflicts, you will hurt your feelings. Brother Wang, teach me Yes, don't be greedy for temporary pleasure, think about the long-term, you have to think twice before acting!"

"..."

what is this...

·

Fu Ziqiu stood under the tree and looked at it for a while, then he flew up to the branch.

A layer of leaves was gently brushed, making a very small rustling sound.Fu Ziqiu bent his legs and leaned on the branch, and he could break off a tender green leaf with a stretch of his hand.

Albizia julibrissin flowering period has passed, and now it is about to enter winter, and we will have to wait until next year to see green trees with red flowers.

Suddenly a trace of regret floated in my heart, as if if I missed this time, I would miss my whole life.As soon as this thought came to his head, that little bit of regret immediately set off a turbulent wave in his heart like a wave.

His head started to hurt again without warning, and Fu Ziqiu suddenly heard Long Xiao's voice.

"Albizia julibrissin is not yet in bloom, but I don't have much time to wait. In this life, I missed the appointment first. If there is an afterlife...well, you'll be angry with me. It's best to hate me to the bone, and don't think about it anymore."

Fu Ziqiu lay on the trunk of the tree and looked around, then called softly, "Long Xiao?"

There was no one around, it was very quiet, and Long Xiao's breath was not nearby.At this moment, he should be discussing important matters with Longyuan Chucheng.That's not a person who doesn't know the importance, how could he appear here in front of the enemy.

But that voice...

Fu Ziqiu closed his eyes and recalled it again, remembering that he had heard this sentence in the illusion he saw when he was blind.

Not only that, this courtyard and that palace wall are exactly the same as what they saw that day.

why?

Why did he see these for no reason?

What about the images that flash through your mind from time to time these days?

Who did Long Xiao tell?

With whom did he make an appointment to enjoy the flowers together, and also to make an appointment in this life and the next life?

Is it an old friend?

Is it the reason why he refuses to step into this place again, and he dare not even look at the silk tree?

Is it the other owner of Changxiao Palace?

The blue bird that Long Xiao didn't want to mention, that Qinghe?

Fu Ziqiu covered his forehead, there were some things that he couldn't think about carefully, and he was the one who felt uncomfortable in the end.

He found himself completely irresistible to Long Xiao. There seemed to be a magnet on that man, constantly attracting him to come closer and closer.Fu Ziqiu could no longer distinguish Long Xiao and Gu Zhizhou rationally. Fanyun Mountain was only a few days old, and he became more and more addicted to Long Xiao, out of control at all.

Fu Ziqiu put his arms across his eyes, and the hem of the red dress hung down from the branches.He suddenly felt very tired, the kind that he could fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.It stands to reason that such a big person should feel aggrieved nestled in a tree, but no, his body and the branch below seem to have been adjusted a thousand times, and just leaning on it is the most comfortable position.

·

"It's getting late, let's stop here today." Long Yuan glanced at the sky and said, "Brother Wang, you should rest earlier."

The dusk of the Jiuzhongtian is orange, and the sky seems to have been rendered by a large area of ​​dye, and it is still beautiful.

Long Xiao nodded: "Let's do this first, please General Chu arrange the countermeasures I mentioned."

Chu Cheng gave him a rare face, and arched his hands stiffly.

"Brother Wang, I'll send you some palace servants to serve you."

Long Xiao refused: "Don't bother, I want to be clean."

Long Yuan glanced at Long Xiao's face inexplicably: "Then this Changxiao Palace is just you and Ziqiu?"

"Huh? No, there's also a little bean." Long Xiao didn't hear his brother's voice-over at all: "The little girl who was picked up from the world, by the way, you can send someone to eat. It doesn't matter to adults, it must be suitable for children." Food. Do you still keep the gadgets your daughter played with when she was a child, and bring them together."

Long Yuan's eyes were a bit complicated, and he didn't say anything: "Okay, then let's go first."

Long Xiao followed behind and sent Long Yuan and Chu Cheng away, and went back to the house to take a look at Xiaodouzi.

Oh my god, this baby is still sleeping, and the little snoring has started.

Long Xiao gave her a thumbs up in admiration, and turned to look for Fu Ziqiu.

Walking around the Changxiao Palace, Long Xiao didn't see where Fu Ziqiu was.I had no choice but to shout out, "Ziqiu?"

Fu Ziqiu was in a deep sleep, and when he heard Long Xiao's voice in a daze, he subconsciously responded, "...I'm here."

"Where is it?" Long Xiao turned around and saw the acacia tree in front of him: "Are you in the yard?"

This time there was no answer.

Long Xiao sighed, and looked for it along the long corridor. The dim skylight cast a bright color on the white jade bricks, and the acacia in the courtyard was flourishing, even better than when he left.

Standing at the entrance of the courtyard, Long Xiao saw a little red in the shadow of the trees, and his heart couldn't help but rippling.

Even the pace of walking over has eased up a lot.

When I got under the tree, I could clearly see the person sleeping on the branch. It was probably because the sky was too bright when he fell asleep, and a piece of arm was pressed over his eyes.The arc of Fu Ziqiu's side face is very beautiful, as if it has been carefully portrayed by God, from the high nose bridge, to the bright red lips, to the small jaw, and the protruding Adam's apple at the neck.

Long Xiao raised his head slightly, the tenderness in his eyes was about to overflow.He called softly: "Ziqiu, can you sleep in your room? I'll help you make the bed."

Fu Ziqiu moved his arm, and slowly took it away from his eyes.He turned his head and looked at Long Xiao from a height.

When he first woke up, his voice was still a little hoarse, Fu Ziqiu asked, "I fell asleep?"

"Yeah." Long Xiao looked at him with bright eyes: "It's uncomfortable to sleep on the tree, go back to your room and sleep, come down."

Fu Ziqiu didn't look sober, probably from sleep.Hearing this, he turned over and was about to get up, thinking he was lying on the bed.As a result, he stretched out his hand, but it was empty, and his body was already crooked.

"Hey!" Long Xiao took two steps forward, and firmly caught the person who fell from the tree: "Wake up!"

Even if you are not awake, you will insult the dignity of the Demon Lord. Fu Ziqiu hugged Long Xiao's neck and looked at him closely: "Awake."

Such a scene was vaguely familiar, as if at some point, Long Xiao had also caught himself falling from a tree like this.

Even accompanied by a clear rebuke.

"Why are you always like this? What if I wasn't at the bottom? Do you want to break your leg? That's fine, so you'll be honest."

Fu Ziqiu couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality, he looked into Long Xiao's eyes and asked, "...What did you say?"

Long Xiao frowned: "I'll wake you up."

"The last sentence."

"What about the last sentence, I just said this one." Long Xiao was speechless, and walked forward with his arms in his arms: "You haven't woken up yet, how long have you been sleeping? Did you start falling asleep after I left? Like a little bean, that girl can also sleep..."

Fu Ziqiu's eyelids were clenched, and he felt that Long Xiao's rambling voice drifted farther and farther away from his ears, so sleepy...

"You two are really..."

Long Xiao stopped and found that Fu Ziqiu had been buried between his neck and fell asleep.

"How can you be so sleepy?"

Long Xiao muttered something in a low voice, and opened a door with his toe.

The familiar environment didn't make Long Xiao feel kind, on the contrary, he couldn't stop feeling sour.

He put Fu Ziqiu on the bed, pulled off the quilt to cover him up, and then sat on the edge without moving.

The memory stays on the day when he left, right here, in this room, Long Xiao fainted Qinghe who wanted to stop him, and then rushed into the abyss without hesitation.

At that time, I thought that we would never see each other again.

Long Xiao raised the corners of his lips, and traced this beautiful face with his eyes.

Really like.

The body couldn't help leaning forward, Long Xiao realized that his face was really thick now, it would be 800 years ago, even if he was killed, he wouldn't be able to do such a thing.

Thanks Gu Zhizhou.

Long Xiao lightly touched Fu Ziqiu's lips.

Not counting 800 years ago, the two of them have kissed several times, no matter how intense, such a simple kiss can actually arouse the most primitive desire in the body.

Long Xiao glanced down and felt that he was worthless.I closed my eyes and silently recited "pure heart and few desires" three times, and recited "no desires, no desires" three times.

Fu Ziqiu fell asleep in the dark, fighting with Xiaodouzi.

After a while, he turned over, faced Long Xiao's direction, and mumbled in his sleep, "...Zhizhou."

Long Xiao was stunned for a moment, and then the smile on his face slowly faded away.

He straightened up, finally felt guilty, and seemed to understand the weight of Fu Ziqiu's words——

You have stolen other people's memories and lives, so please, with this hard-won sacrifice, live forever and ever.