But in the rivers and lakes

The snow seemed to have stopped, the candlelight was flickering with a dim light, Su Lianmo drank a lot, the whole jade pot had bottomed out, his cheeks were slightly flushed, his eyes were a little more blurred, looking at Shen Yun Smiling: "Although there is no one to drink with, but with Brother Shen at your side, this wine is much more interesting to drink."

Shen Yun took the wine glass from his hand and said, "You're drunk."

Su Lianmo stood up staggeringly and said, "This small jug of wine, how...how can it do nothing for me."

People are very easy to get drunk under two circumstances, one is when their minds are heavy, and the other is when they are in a good mood. Shen Yun doesn't know which kind Su Lianmo belongs to, but he is indeed drunk.Shen Yun supported him, and said softly: "You are tired after a long journey for a day, go to rest earlier."

Su Lianmo's figure flickered, and she fell into his arms: "What I said that day was just to persecute you, not from the heart..."

Shen Yun gently hugged him: "I know."

Su Lianmo grabbed his neck and looked up at him: "If I don't use these methods, will you never admit it?"

Shen Yun said: "I have always been unwilling to be passionate."

Su Lianmo said unwillingly: "I've made it so obvious, didn't you see it?"

If those extremely ironic words, or the actions of trying to frame him every time are considered obvious, Shen Yun can only lament that Mr. Su's method is really not very clever, but now when he thinks of those things, he feels even more distressed. people.This young man seems to be omnipotent, but he has always been in a state of worrying about gains and losses. It is because he is afraid of losing that he dare not even do what he gets.

Shen Yun tightened his arms and said in a low voice, "It's my fault."

Su Lianmo leaned into his arms and said vaguely: "Fortunately, it's not too late for you to understand..."

His voice became softer and softer, and finally disappeared between his lips. Shen Yun looked down and found that his eyes were closed, and he seemed to be in a deep sleep.Shen Yun picked him up and put him on the bed, pulled the quilt to cover him, Su Lianmo moved, unconsciously grabbed his hand, and breathed evenly.

On the way to Luoyang, they had been lying on the same couch. Shen Yun could feel that Su Lianmo was a very insecure person, and whenever he was alone in a dark environment, he would feel extremely frightened.The closer you get to him, the more you understand his fragility, the past that he cannot change or participate in, the only thing he can do is to hold his hand at this moment, so that he can sleep peacefully.

The sky was getting brighter, Su Lianmo was in a deep sleep, and there was still no sign of waking up, Shen Yun pulled out his hand, tucked the quilt for him, and then closed the door and left.He sat in that posture for a whole night, his whole arm was numb, and he walked in the courtyard while pressing lightly. The snowfall yesterday made the courtyard completely covered in silver, and it was a pure white color. Two maidservants were holding Sweeping snow with a broom.They didn't notice Shen Yun in the corridor, Gu Zi was talking to Zheng Huan, and the green-clothed maid said: "The sisters in the backyard heard that the young master is back, and they all dressed up and waited eagerly. They didn't expect that the young master didn't summon anyone and told them to come back. Waited all night."

The maidservant in pink replied: "Isn't that right, I saw them asking if the young master has brought a newcomer back this morning!"

The green-clothed maid said: "Our young master never sleeps alone, so it's no wonder they think so. Unfortunately, the young master has already ordered that without his order, no one can leave the backyard. Otherwise, they will see that the one brought back by the young master is a man." , I really don’t know how to feel.”

The maidservant in pink looked left and right, and asked mysteriously, "What do you think is the relationship between the young master and that man?"

Everyone has curiosity, not to mention two women get together, once the chatterbox is opened, they can't stop, the green-clothed maid said: "Mr. It’s nothing unusual for my young lady to forget about it after a while.”

Little boy?

Shen Yun lowered his head and glanced at his attire, somehow he looked like a young lady with oily hair and pink noodles.The pink-clothed maid probably also thought it was unreliable, she shook her head and said: "It doesn't look like that, that man looks quite majestic, I heard that the young master also called him Shen Daxia, he must have a lot of background."

The green-clothed maid said disdainfully: "Our young master is a playful person, look at those sisters living in the backyard, none of them are beautiful, but when did the young master take them to heart? I don't think the one named Shen is anything special. When the son is over the mood, he can't be thrown in the backyard and ignored!"

They talked more and more vigorously, Shen Yun gave a wry smile and left from here.The old man came here with a basin of hot water, Shen Yun went up to take it from him, and said: "He hasn't woken up yet, leave it to me."

The old man saluted him, and before he said a word, the two maidservants turned their heads when they heard the movement, and when they saw Shen Yun standing there, their expressions became extremely strange, and there was obvious fear in their eyes.Naturally, Shen Yun was not interested in caring about those gossips, and returned to the house with water. Su Lianmo had already woken up and was sitting on the bed in a daze.His hands were still weak, Shen Yun wrung out the handkerchief and wiped his face, Su Lianmo's eyes were moist, as if he was still sleepy: "I just dreamed that someone was speaking ill of me behind my back."

Shen Yun Moming thought it was funny: "You are quite vigilant."

Su Lianmo quickly got up from the bed: "No, I have to thoroughly check the village!"

Shen Yun said: "Why don't you check the people in the backyard first."

Su Lianmo was taken aback, and looked back at him strangely: "How do you know about the backyard?"

Shen Yun said with a smile: "At least I didn't know that Mr. Su lived in the Feiyu Pavilion like a harem choosing a concubine. Every night, the jade is soft and fragrant. I think it's very happy."

Su Lianmo blinked her eyes, and her thoughts finally cleared up a little: "Huh? It smells so sour, who knocked over the jar of vinegar?"

Shen Yun approached him: "Even if I'm jealous, so what?"

Su Lianmo was forced by him to keep stepping back: "At least you are the only man..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Yun interrupted: "So, I am the same as them?"

He was still smiling, but his eyes were aggressive. Su Lianmo couldn't help but feel guilty: "It's not unusual for a man to have three wives and four concubines. Besides, I haven't married any of them. It's just to warm the bed..."

He spoke softer and softer, because he noticed that Shen Yun's face was becoming more and more gloomy, but he also felt that he was too useless, so he raised his head and said in disbelief: "As a man, you should be more magnanimous, why bother about these trivial matters!"

Shen Yun originally just wanted to make a joke with him, and really didn't mean anything to him, but seeing his upright look, especially when he thought that there were many girls like Jiaozi who were courting him , Shen Yun's heart felt like it was burning.Yes, these are all things in the past. If he cares about them again, he will be too stingy. He never knew that his belly is so small, but he really has no way to accept the existence of those women.

He pressed Su Lianmo against the wall, making him unable to escape: "From now on, you can only have me alone."

Su Lianmo refused to give in: "Why didn't I know that Shen Daxia has such a strong possessive desire?"

Not only did he not know, even Shen Yun himself didn't know, he thought he was free and open-minded, and never forced anyone or anything, but because of this person in front of him, he broke his principles again and again.He looked down at him and said, "It's just for you."

Su Lianmo giggled, and said cunningly: "In this case, I will fulfill your wish and send them out, but from now on, you will not be able to leave me one step further, are you willing?"

Shen Yun said with a smile: "That depends on whether Mr. Su can bear the loneliness."

Su Lianmo grabbed his hand and clapped herself: "It's a deal!"

He did things happily. After changing his clothes, he went to find the old man, and ordered him to arrange the whereabouts of the girls in the backyard. Those who want money will give money, those who want houses will give them houses, and those who want land will not be stingy. They send it out.Su Lianmo didn't want to hear those crying voices, and told them not to come to say goodbye. If they didn't want to leave, all they would leave behind would be corpses.

These words were really ruthless, and after he finished speaking, he still did not forget to cast a meaningful look at Shen Yun.Shen Yun will not let him kill easily again, but he will not stop him from dismissing those women either. He wants to be selfish once, and monopolize this person in front of him during his time in Feiyu Pavilion.Although the old man showed a look of astonishment, he didn't ask a word, and went to do it after receiving the errand.

Su Lianmo sighed heavily as he sat on the chair, as if he had just concluded a major event, he looked up at Shen Yun and said, "Brother Shen is satisfied with what I do?"

Shen Yun smiled: "I will remember it in my heart."

Su Lianmo stood up and stretched, "There's nothing left and right, why don't we go out and see the snow scene, how about?"

He wanted to avoid them because he didn't want to see those women in the backyard, and Shen Yun naturally wouldn't refuse.The Feiyu Pavilion is located in a remote location, surrounded by barren mountains and wild ridges, with a thick layer of snow piled up on the grass and trees. As far as the eye can see, it is a vast expanse of whiteness, the cold wind is blowing, and it is full of depression.They were walking on the empty mountain road, Su Lianmo's snow-white fur coat gently slid across the snow, leaving a layer of faint marks.

The sun was very good, warmly sprinkled on the snow, a bit dazzling, Shen Yun took Su Lianmo's hand, the dead branches of the high mountains in front of him were already a beautiful scene.Feiyu Pavilion should have been built not long ago, and the walls are still new. Where did Su Limo live before Feiyu Pavilion?

Shen Yun remembered what Xiao Chen said that day. He said that Su Lianmo lived with his father in the mountains when he was young, and received extremely harsh treatment, and finally stepped into the rivers and lakes with hatred in his heart. In another unknown place?Shen Yun looked into the distance, his eyes dimmed a bit, Su Lianmo saw his expression, and asked curiously: "What did you see?"

Shen Yun replied: "I saw you and me."

Su Lianmo smiled and said, "If you and I are far away, then who is standing here at this moment?"

Shen Yun stared at him: "It's also you and me."

Su Lianmo didn't seem to understand, and joked: "That's true, the name of Ranger Shen Yun is very famous in the Jianghu. Even if you live here with me, there will be less rumors about you in the Jianghu."

Shen Yun sighed and said: "Everywhere is a river and a lake."

Su Lianmo said: "After so many years of blood and rain, have you ever been tired of it?"

Tired?

Shen Yun didn't know, he only knew that what he wanted was happiness and enmity, not fame and fortune, so he has been walking on this road, hoping to be ashamed of his heart.But whose heart is this heart, is it oneself, or the people of the world?Sometimes, if you live up to the world, you will fail yourself. There is no boundary between right and wrong, right and wrong, and it only depends on the position and purpose.

Shen Yun looked at him and said: "You and I have been in the Jianghu, but we can choose not to be in the Jianghu."

Su Lianmo laughed: "However, the whole world is in the rivers and lakes."

He seemed calm and clear, but just a few words hurt Shen Yun's heart, but they were in the Jianghu, he could give up, but Su Limo couldn't.