Be gentle

Bai Shuyi didn't know how long Huaran had kept these things in his heart, and it was the first time he realized that such a gentle woman would have such intense feelings.

She seemed to be able to see a little girl crying because she was puzzled and missed her mother on countless nights like this.

Bai Shu's family is wealthy, and she has a gentle and sensible mother, but even so, she has been ridiculed since she was a child without a father.

When she was ignorant, she often asked her mother, why do other people have a father but I don't?Where did my dad go?

And Huaran, and her sister Ran was not even allowed to ask.

Bai Shuyi felt the pain he felt, but felt that all comforts were too hasty.She could only hug Huaran, stroke her back gently, and use kisses to tell her that she was listening carefully.

When he learned that Xiao Zhen might be Hua Ran's mother, Bai Shu was not very surprised when he found out.

Xiao Zhen's concern for Huaran, and the similarity with Huaran became clearer at this moment.

"I don't know what to do anymore, Xiaobai..." Huaran was really desperate, and even started to seek help from children younger than herself.

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her and turned over slightly, letting her press on him, the heavy feeling reassured her, and she also had the courage to speak out her thoughts.

"Do you hate your mother more than you miss her?"

Words like "hate" made Huaran feel a little strange, especially when it came from Bai Shu's mouth.

Huaran said helplessly: "I don't know..."

Bai Shuyi's thin but warm body made her feel safe, and she didn't want to leave this embrace at all at this moment.

"Occasionally, I also wonder how I would react if my father appeared in front of me."

"noob……"

Just as Huaran never mentioned his mother, Bai Shuyi rarely mentioned his father.

"Although my mother seldom mentions him, I know a lot about what happened back then. When I was young, many people laughed at me, saying that I was a child without a father, and that my father made the students' stomachs bigger. Others say that I am the daughter of a rapist, and my father is going to jail."

"Xiaobai..." Huaran hugged her tightly, not only regretted letting her recall bad things, but also had a sense of fate that sympathized with each other.

"At the beginning, I would find reasons for him. I would imagine that he had difficulties, and I would think that my father must not be such a bad person."

"But later, I didn't think about it anymore. Whether he is good or bad has nothing to do with me. No matter what difficulties he has, what he hurts his mother, sister Wan, and me can't be changed."

Huaran heard Tao Wan's doubts, and Bai Shuyi quickly answered her.

"My father cheated on his student, and that student was Sister Wan's sister. Compared with me, she was ridiculed and insulted more. My father and her sister left, leaving behind her uncle and aunt who were seriously ill. , and received the cold eyes of the villagers. It is also because of this that she is unwilling to accept my mother's help."

Bai Shuyi's voice was very calm, so calm that it made Huaran feel distressed.The child finally took off the mask of innocence. She actually knows everything.

"Xiaobai..." Huaran raised her head and saw Bai Shuyi's bright eyes and gentle expression.

As soon as Bai Shu smiled at her, Huaran couldn't bear the heartache and kissed her.

Bai Shu looked very happy, hugged her and kissed her again, until Huaran couldn't take it anymore, then hugged her again, and said slowly: "So, if I have to say it, I think I hate my father. "

Huaran's tears wet Bai Shuyi's skirt again, as if for herself and for her who was smiling.

"But then I thought again, what's the point of hating such a person who won't show up and has nothing to do with me? Obviously, I still have so many people who need to love." Bai Shu looked at Huaran, his words were solemn Make her ears burn.

"Especially after meeting you, I found that I have no time to think about it. I dare not say that I can resist the urge to question him when he appears, but I will never let him affect my life .I am fine now, with my mother, my friends...and you. He made his choice and suffered the result he should bear. As long as he doesn't come to disturb me, I am willing to give up hating him."

Bai Shuyi seemed to be talking about his own affairs, but also seemed to be talking about Huaran.Huaran knew that she was admonishing herself with her own experience, so she began to think seriously.

"Ranran, do you feel happy now?"

As soon as Bai Shu stroked her hair, he rarely spoke with a little nervousness.

Huaran's mood improved a little, and she felt shy to be called that by Bai Shuyi again.But it must be said that apart from the vague memories of her father's life, now is the happiest time for her.

"Um……"

"Then do you want to know about the past? Do you want to know the reason why Aunt Xiao left?"

There was no fluctuation in Bai Shuyi's tone when he called Aunt Xiao, just like she was saying that she hated her father.

"I don't know... But she doesn't seem to be going to confess, I think... I am also a stain in her life."

Bai Shuyi moved suddenly, Huaran looked at her suspiciously, and saw her expression was very excited.

"Ranran, if this is what you care about, then I don't think so. She may be afraid of something... I'm not trying to excuse her, I will support you no matter what decision you make. But I don't think Aunt Xiao sees you as a stain, and no one would be proud of having a daughter like you."

Seeing her incoherent speech, Huaran finally smiled with some relief.

"I know what you mean...but that's not important anymore. You're right, she's irrelevant, and I shouldn't waste my energy on her..."

That's the way it is said, but Bai Shuyi understands that there is a difference between reality and ideals.Although she said it easily now, how would she react when she really met her father?

She looked at Huaran worriedly, "The game..."

"I won't retire." Huaran sighed softly, her eyes looked firm, and this sentence sounded more like "I won't admit defeat".

"But if you see Aunt Xiao..."

Huaran's originally pale face has returned to blood. I don't know if she gained courage from Bai Shuyi, or to prevent the other party from worrying. She vowed: "I am not the one who should be ashamed and guilty, and it is not me who should shrink back. Obviously Having gotten to this point, I'm not going to quit the game because of her."

The second judging recording session is coming soon. Although Huaran said such big words, she has already started to get nervous in the dressing room.

This kind of tension is not the same as the previous one. Not only is her heart beating faster, she even looks pale, dripping with cold sweat, and has shortness of breath.

Makeup artist Jian Man saw that something was wrong with her, and said worriedly: "What's wrong with you, Xiaoran? Is there something wrong?"

Huaran tried her best not to think about Xiao Zhen, and also tried her best not to think about whether she would collapse when she met her later, but the fingers on her knees twitched reflexively, and her stomach began to throb.

"I'm fine..."

"But you look very bad, do you want to tell the director? I think it's better for you to go to the hospital."

"I just have a stomachache, just drink some hot water."

Hua Ran also knew that she looked terrible, but she neither wanted to back down from this nor to show weakness in front of Xiao Zhen.

No matter what reason Xiao Zhen abandoned her, or why she turned a blind eye to her now, she didn't want the other party to see her embarrassed appearance.

She is very glad that she met her mother again after she met Bai Shuyi, because she is better now than in the past.It was really hard for her to imagine what it would be like to meet the accomplished Xiao Zhen when she was in the most embarrassing situation.

What she was most afraid of was that not only did she not have the time to think about whether to give up and hate her, but she would even congratulate her mother for becoming such a successful person without dignity.

At the thought of this possibility, Huaran didn't want to admit defeat.She wanted Xiao Zhen to know that she was doing well without her.

"Then I'll let...forget it, I'll pour it, you sit for a while."

Huaran has been in charge of makeup by Jian Man from the beginning, and the two gradually developed a friendship because of their similar age.Jian Man took good care of her, and often helped her divert her nervousness before the game.

Hua Ran said gratefully: "Thank you, Jian Man."

"Don't be polite to me." Jian Man said as she opened the door, but she was startled when she turned her head.Si Tong stood silently outside the door with a troubled expression on his face.

"...Director Si, are you trying to scare people to death?" Jian Man covered her heart and complained in a bad tone.

Si Tong cleared his throat, "I have something to ask Huaran."

"Then you are knocking on the door! You guys are convinced... go in, Huaran doesn't seem very comfortable."

Si Tong's attitude towards her was quite polite, and she didn't feel angry at all because of the bad words.As he walked into the dressing room, he asked, "Xiaoran, are you uncomfortable?"

Seeing that it was Si Tong coming in, Hua Ran stood up quickly.

"Director."

Si Tong saw that her complexion was not good at a glance, and said worriedly: "The complexion is really bad, what's wrong? Is it sick?"

"I'm fine..." Although Hua Ran wondered whether Si Tong knew about Xiao Zhen and her affairs, she still felt that it had nothing to do with her anyway.

Si Tong obviously didn't believe it, and touched her forehead directly, "Isn't this all cold sweat? You don't want to participate in the rehearsal in the morning. I'll ask Xu Chen to take you to the hospital."

"No, no need, I'm really fine..."

Huaran is most afraid of troublesome others, lest she will delay the progress of the filming because of herself.

While the two were talking, the open door pushed in from the outside.Xiao Zhen's expression seemed a little tense, she first glanced at Si Tong, and then at Hua Ran.

The moment Huaran made eye contact with her, her stomach throbbed violently.

Xiao Zhen seemed to want to say something, but Hua Ran rushed out the door, already retching and covering her lips.

Si Tong was caught off guard, subconsciously said: "Could it be that Xiaoran is pregnant?"

Xiao Zhen's face suddenly became extremely ugly.

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