Ginger Soda

This word turns out to have such a heavy side.His parents loved each other very much and respected each other, and his family was very happy, so he really didn't understand why the other party tortured his cousin so much, yet Su Jinya was willing to forgive her again and again.In Su Ji's heart, this kind of mistake can never be made, and can never be tolerated.The glamorous cousin in his heart quickly withered and withered in this failed marriage, but she still had no intention of cutting off her fate.

Such a gray life finally came to an end when my cousin was 27 years old. The third year of this marriage came to an end. Su Min, who had a solid foundation, was finally able to intervene. happy for her.Later, when I talked about this topic with my mother by chance, Su Ji expressed all the doubts in his heart. His mother smiled and touched his head, her eyes were filled with relief and admiration.

"Colin*, I'm glad you have a certain amount of gentlemanly character, worthy of your name and family, but my dear boy, you are still too immature." Mother Su said in French, her sweet and sexy voice seemed to be reciting a song Love poems, "You have to know that love is accompanied by many emotions, which is why countless people desire and fear it. For example, if you love us, if your parents quarrel, you will be sad; if you love your cousin, look at her You will be angry if you are hurt. If you fall in love with someone later, you will be jealous if the other person has a close relationship with someone else. The emotions related to love are all positive and warm. Love is a double-edged sword. It will bring you honey and scars, but after Jinya and her husband get married, only scars are left, but that It's also love."

"Then this kind of love, can't I not want it?"

"My dear, you are so cute. They are adults and should be responsible for every choice they make. The love of adults is not so pure. In addition to those complicated emotions, it is also accompanied by a lot of pros and cons," Su Mu looked at The child was a little confused, and kissed Su Ji on the cheek, "You are still young, and there are still many things you don't understand. For God's sake, my son is so good that he has never even held a girl's hand." .Your cousin-in-law is a powerful person in this city and even in this country. Even if he committed violence against Jinya, there was no way to stop him with our strength back then. If Jinya knew that we were restrained because of her, she would Will be more sorry."

"Their marriage was beyond everyone's expectations. Although they urgently needed allies to develop in the new city, they never thought of Jinya or any of their children as political chips, but at that time Jinya was completely stuck, that person There is no sign of bad character. Children, love is so blind."

"The novelty of a person comes and goes quickly. Gradually, he seldom goes home, hangs around banquets and banquets all day long, and when he is not happy in the business field, he will go back to talk to Jinya to vent his anger. Although he apologized and apologized after waking up, it took a lot of time. I spent a lot of time trying to make Jinya happy, but if I was wrong, I was wrong, let alone a thug who keeps making mistakes and has no conscience. This can never be changed."

"Isn't sister Jinya very pitiful? She was such an excellent and shining person before." Su Ji stretched out his hand and drew the outline of a cousin, with a youthful voice, "I love her very much, I don't want to Watch her cry."

"Oh Colin, no one is innocent in this relationship. Even if that man no longer loves Jinya, he can't let go of the glory and power brought by marrying Jinya. His apology is just to maintain this kind of life , This is not just the harm caused by love, but Jinya should not tolerate it unconditionally, it will develop into a kind of connivance, and she is also an accomplice in this broken and twisted marriage." Mother Su sighed, "When a relationship There are only trade-offs and unrequited love, and one day it will die, even if it is love."

"Mother, why did my sister divorce him? She didn't choose to separate after suffering so many grievances before."

"Man is a wonderful creature. Jinya is willing to grit her teeth and endure it because of that person's rhetoric and hypocrisy. She is too simple, not like an adult who has stepped into society. She naively thinks that there is a relationship between them. Loving, until she watched her husband kiss other women. The faith she lived and breathed on was shattered and she couldn't hold it."

"Then do I need to give her a hug?" Su Ji was a little worried about his cousin.

"It's best not to, people need a healing process. At this time, my cousin is not strong. After all, what she met was the love she longed for the most. This enemy is too powerful, and it hits her so hard that she can't even respond to your hug. Do it. We let her stay alone for a while, and when she picks up her armor and jersey bit by bit and puts it together, she can respond to you and all of us. Baby you said, she is a gentle and powerful person."

"Okay, then mother, can I not want this kind of love? It sounds really terrible." Although Su Ji didn't understand what he heard, he still felt depressed. If "love" is such a terrible thing, then he will spend his whole life. I don't want it anymore.

"My child, it's like a comet, you can never escape it." Mother Su smiled, "The crater it hits on your heart can be either gentle or hard, because you can't just love one person all your life." People, we meet too many people in our life, but we will always meet your soul, and your sister will meet too."

"While it's a wonderful emotion to be addicted to and depend on, you can't live as a child who breathes only on love, Colin, because..."

"Love can make you invincible, but it can also make you defeated."

Su Ji sniffed out the cigarette butt and put it in the ashtray, which was a way to end the memory.The place where he and Qi Shu had dinner was near Liuxiang. He met the enthusiastic and optimistic lady at the food stall, and it seemed that everything with Jiang Yan officially started from here.He pulled people to ask for another bowl of wontons, and the aunt asked with a smile why she didn't come with Jiang Yan.Last time when the young man came to eat by himself, he ordered the same thing as now, a bowl of shrimp wonton without coriander, and he got red circles while eating.

Staring at the steaming bowl of wontons, Su Ji felt that his eyes were hot from the smoke, and he was burnt after eating it whole, so Qi Shu had to rush to get some paper for him as an emergency.The man covered his face with a tissue, and sobbed silently.

Mother, I failed to be a good adult.

The pit in my heart hurts unbearably, I think it must have hit the softest place.

Otherwise, why would it hurt so much, it hurt so badly.

*Colin: Su Ji's mother's pet name for him is his French name.

No.70 Four Acts

After meeting Zhou Fu, Su Ji experienced that terrible emotion for the first time.But the bad luck is that the comet is too big and too powerful, which made him no longer believe in love after graduation.Before he was about to leave for the university with his luggage, his mother came to his room again and had a conversation about the same depth as that of his cousin. My mother always understood everything.

"Colin, I know what's going on with you recently, but this can't be an excuse for you to be decadent. You've been too outrageous recently. Your father is very worried about you."

"Then what should I do? I don't think there will be anyone who can replace Zhou Fu, and I will love him more." Su Ji fiddled with a photo with Zhou Fu, the corners of which were already a little bit uninterested. wrinkled.

"Yes, you are still young, and you will meet all kinds of interesting souls or beautiful skins. As long as you become a good adult, learn how to love someone correctly." Mother Su touched her son head.

"Don't I love him enough? Am I doing something wrong?" Su Ji was a little angry, and his voice became a little louder when he got emotional, "I tried my best, but I still couldn't keep him."

"Although I don't know exactly what happened to you, but in terms of one or two parent meetings, I think he loves you too, but it's only possible that your love can't support what he's going to face now. "Su's mother helped her son pack a few more coats. The new school is very cold." It takes a lot of determination and courage to stay with another person. You have to cherish this person, whether it is male or female. It's a woman, looks strong or not. Every choice is accompanied by sacrifice, he must love you very much, so he will give up other things for you."

"But having said that, everyone is an individual, with their own social circle and lifestyle. No matter how much you love each other, you must leave room for each other. There can be no perfect lovers. You can't be like your ex-brother-in-law If you don’t like yourself, you can vent your anger on your partner and trample on other people’s feelings. Never swing your fist at the person who loves you and the one you love. If you must swing your fist, it can only be when you protect the one you love. This is what your father said Well done. If he has any worries, he will resolve them first. If there is nothing wrong with him, he will come to talk to me in a friendly manner, never being violent, and absolutely rational. No one will unconditionally pay for your indirect negative emotions , even someone who loves you." Su's mother probably thought of Su's father, showing a girly smile.

"For a perfect love, the two parties must have constructed the most comfortable way of getting along, but it definitely includes mutual admiration, mutual respect, and relative freedom. It is a subtle and wonderful balance of power."

"You have to trust each other and protect each other. Anyone who encounters love will become fragile, but you have to be firm yourself. You are better than anyone in the world.