I broke my sleeves with the son

Mrs. Jiang gently put the teacup in her hand on the table, and there was a soft "da". She looked at Jiang Luoqing and smiled softly: "Luoqing is back? Come and sit down and talk with us." She Su Bai patted the stone chair next to him.

That hand glowed a comfortable whiteness under the sun, and Jiang Luoqing's white skin that couldn't be tanned was obtained from her.

Prime Minister Jiang's pressure has decreased in the past two days, and he has the interest to discuss the chess game with his wife leisurely. He slowly put the white chess piece held between his fingertips on the chessboard, and with a "pop", he lifted it up. He lowered his head and said, "Your mother told you to sit down, so you sit down."

Jiang Luoqing looked up and found that her parents' sideburns had been dyed back at some point, turning into black hair again.

He said, "I, I saw a man who looks very similar to me."

Prime Minister Jiang and his wife paused for a moment, looked at each other, and looked at Jiang Luoqing. Mrs. Jiang frowned slightly and said, "Luoqing, I didn't expect you to see him so early. I haven't figured out how to talk to you yet." explain."

She said so, but Mrs. Jiang knew it well in her heart, why didn't she think about it, both of them are in this Jiangfu, and they will meet sooner or later.

Prime Minister Jiang took a sip of his tea, and said lightly: "You should know about this matter. At the beginning, our Jiang family was an extremely personable minister, and we were taken care of by the late emperor. Naturally, there were many eyes staring at us, and we couldn't eat a little bit of it." Wrong. You, no, you, were born at that time."

Mrs. Jiang's eyes were filled with water, and she answered, "When I was in the seventh month of pregnancy, the doctor diagnosed two pulses. Since ancient times, the birth of twins has been an ominous sign. If people know about it, they will definitely catch us. attack. At that time, the former emperor was in full swing, and no one dared to touch the bad luck."

She raised her hand to wipe away the wetness from the corners of her eyes, and gradually sank into her memories, "I knew you existed at the time, and I didn't want it, but it's been seven months, if I lost it, I guess it would be hard for me to survive .”

Jiang Luoqing's face remained unchanged, but his hands hidden in his sleeves were tightly squeezed together, and the phrase "I don't want it" was always in his mind. It turned out that his existence was never expected.

Prime Minister Jiang glanced at his wife who was lost in memory, and took the words, "At that time, after the two of you gave birth, one was sent away, and the other one was left behind because of his weakness after birth. The one who stayed, It's you."

Jiang Luoqing was a little dazed, so it wasn't someone else who hurt his things, his parents, but he alone took other people's share, so the appearance of that person was just to take back what belonged to him.

Jiang Luoqing didn't know how to react, so he didn't react.

Mrs. Jiang recovered a bit, and she said: "The child suddenly fell ill a few years ago. I was worried, so I brought him back, and I didn't let him go back later. He is very sensible and knows that twins are not to be tolerated. Therefore, I offered to stay in the mansion under your identity, so as not to cause trouble for us."

"In order to make himself more like you, he even imitated those disguises in the Jianghu, wearing a face that doesn't belong to him all day long..."

"So, it's my fault?" Jiang Luoqing said stiffly, "I shouldn't have come back, I should have honestly let him replace me, and gradually erase my identity and traces of me, right?"

Mrs. Jiang was startled, and raised her eyes to meet his gloomy expression.She explained in a panic, "No, mother didn't mean that, I just, just, just said it casually."

"Tell me what you want." Jiang Luoqing looked at the two people in front of him, and he couldn't tell what it was like. There was a hole in his heart, and the air was leaking all the time.Feeling empty.

He blinked, "So that's why you didn't come to see me after I was on the mountain for so many years, because another son showed up."

"From the beginning to the end, you think that only one of your original twins is your own child. So, when one appears, the other is dispensable to you."

"I'm the one who is dispensable."

"You feel that I have been taken care of by you since I was a child, and that I went to learn martial arts if I wanted to live very well. So you are very kind to the other person who was wandering outside and was brought back by you after a serious illness. You think you are making up for it. he."

"So he can replace me. I met him today." Jiang Luoqing opened his eyes and looked at the two people who looked at him in astonishment, and said slowly: "He used the third son of the Jiang family, Jiang Luoqing, oh , or rather, Jiang Shu’s name, go to the banquet.”

Jiang Luoqing frowned and loosened his eyebrows. He tilted his head and even smiled. He said, "What about me? What am I?"

"My existence is taken away by another, my name is taken away by another person, even my friends, my relatives. And I, can only live in the shadows, can't I?"

Jiang Luoqing looked at his mother, this woman who had always been calm and elegant, with veins throbbing on his forehead, and he was trying his best to suppress his emotions.

The voice was hoarse, "I have lived for so many years before I realized that my existence was not welcomed by you."

He looked at Prime Minister Jiang and smiled, "Didn't you say that I have no achievements in the capital, no friends, and it is useless for me to come back? Then that child of yours has been in the capital instead of me for so many years. Nothing? What did he do for you?"

Prime Minister Jiang's hands trembled, he put down the teacup in his hand, and said slowly: "He is very close to King Zhen, because of him, King Zhen has started helping our Jiang family recently, isn't that enough?"

Jiang Luoqing didn't know who the King of Zhen was at all, he smiled when he heard the words, he really did nothing, at least others saved the Jiang family, didn't they?

He laughed twice, nodded in agreement and said, "You're right, compared to his existence, I've really caused you more trouble. Really, I've done nothing."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left. After taking two steps, he felt that it was too slow. He started his lightness kung fu, tapped his feet lightly, and flew past the blue bricks and black tiles to leave the Prime Minister's Mansion.

He landed in a dead end alley with no one around.

His back seemed to be crushed by an invisible thing, he leaned against the wall weakly, and slowly slid to sit on the ground.

The rain had stopped, and there were still water marks on the ground, which wet his robe and stained it with stains, making him even more embarrassed.

With Jiang Luoqing's eyes closed, he gently bumped his head against the wall behind him. He kept bumping, and he felt very uncomfortable, as if everything had been rejected.

His parents didn't love him either, Jiang Luoqing's heart was so empty that he curled up weakly like a child, and after a long time, he let out a well-behaved whimper like a wounded puppy.

Embarrassed and pitiful.