It was me who attacked

Only then did I realize that the relationship between Xia Huiping and I was actually not as good as I thought...

No, it should be said that she may not regard me as a friend!

I thought she would come to coax me when she saw that I was angry. After all, it was the first time I talked to her like that, but after several days in a row, if I didn't take the initiative to find her, she would definitely not take the initiative to find me!

Especially for Ling Fei's birthday a few days ago, Xia Huiping bought her a big colorful lollipop!The two took a photo together and sent it to Qzone.

This made me feel a little stuck, and I felt like crying. We knew each other first, but she never gave me a present on my birthday.

Then I started a one-sided cold war. Where there is her, there is no me, and where there is me, there is no her!

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My parents said that I was a child with weak willpower, and I think so.

I started talking to Xia Huiping again, and I had already secretly decided that if she didn't speak first this time, I would definitely not talk to her.

But seeing that her relationship with Ling Fei is getting better and better, and they even sleep together every night, I feel very uneasy and unwilling.

That night, he couldn't control his mouth and said, "Huiping, can you wake me up in the morning?"

She was a little stunned, but she nodded and agreed.

I was very happy in my heart, but I didn't express it, so I said thank you.

She started making the quilt for me again, having breakfast and chatting together.

We reached an agreement by coincidence. In the morning, the two of us were as close as best friends, talking about everything, (although I was the one talking) at other times, we were like ordinary classmates, and we were just nodding acquaintances when we met.

It was like this until the internship, maybe God was looking after me, this time Ling Fei couldn't go to the internship because of her health, Xia Huiping became a person again, I took this opportunity to build a good relationship with her.

As autumn was approaching and the temperature gradually dropped, the students only brought a blanket, so they had to share a bed with each other to keep warm.

I was naturally with Xia Huiping. She seemed to be less defensive towards me. She hugged me tightly when she slept at night. To be honest, I was very nervous. Her breathing was always next to my ear, and her feet were on my lap, like a koala. The same, with one hand around my neck, not even daring to breathe.

I kept telling myself not to be nervous, not to be nervous, maybe my hypnosis had an effect, or because my heart was bigger, I fell asleep not long after.

Later, I gradually got used to it, and my heart would not be beating so hard, because she was very afraid of the cold, and sometimes I would hold her hand tightly and stick my feet to her feet to keep her warm.

She is more and more clinging to me, she will follow me no matter what she does, she will take the initiative to find topics, and she will act like a baby to me, whenever I talk to others, she likes to touch my thigh with her hand, as if to attract my attention , I also began to get used to her always staying by my side.

Our relationship remained the same after returning to school. Although the school bed was small, we still slept together. I spent more and more time with Xia Huiping, and she became closer to me.

She likes to hold hands with my fingers crossed, likes to lean on my shoulders, likes to approach me suddenly with her face and make a gesture of kissing me. Whenever this happens, I will step back unconsciously.

I don't know how these behaviors look to others, I just know that the people around me started to call me different, from "Le Xin" to "Xia Ge's family"

Sometimes they would tease Xia Huiping, and whenever I looked over, they would disperse and say with a smile: "It's over, Brother Xia's family is jealous!"

The voice was so loud that the whole class could hear it, and I just smiled and replied, "Why are you jealous?"

Yes, I was pretending not to understand, maybe I panicked, I thought it was well hidden, but they still saw it, but I didn't care, because they didn't show it directly, so I still pretended I didn't understand anything .

Until later, when I had dinner with Wang Yi after a long absence, I was the one who talked all the way, and Wang Yi was rather indifferent, "Yesterday Huiping and I were at..."

"You don't like women, do you?" Before I finished speaking, my words were interrupted by Wang Yi, with a stiff smile on my face: "Why?" I pretended to be joking.

But Wang Yi didn't smile, and looked at me with a serious face: "Could you know it in your heart!"

My heart speeded up, my hands trembled unconsciously, I stopped looking at her, and started to eat silently, refusing to answer her questions, she didn't speak anymore, sat by the side after eating and played with her mobile phone, waiting for me to finish eating and then we went together leave.

After school, it started to rain heavily. Fortunately, I have the habit of carrying an umbrella, but I didn't expect Wang Yi and Xia Huiping to stop me. Now the last thing I want to see is them two.

They didn't bring umbrellas, but Wang Yi wanted to go to the dormitory, and Xia Huiping wanted to go to the cafeteria. I knew Wang Yi wanted me to choose, because Xu Yunfeng was standing next to her, and she also had an umbrella in her hand, obviously waiting for Wang Yi Let's go to the dormitory together.

I didn't want to look at the faces of the two of them. I lowered my head and played with the umbrella line: "I'll go back to the dormitory first... I have something to get." I almost said the following words to myself, Xia Huiping heard The word dormitory has already run to the cafeteria alone in the rain.

Our relationship has changed back to ordinary classmates. Although we still sleep together, we no longer hold each other tightly to keep warm.

Later, when the examination of the certificate began, the students began to review frantically, but the results were still unsatisfactory. Only seven of them passed the test, and Ling Fei and Xia Huiping were among the seven.

They were assigned by the school to an accounting company in Shenzhen, while the rest of the students were assigned to a factory in Dongguan for a three-month graduation internship.

Maybe it was the first time to leave home, or maybe it was the first time to work. The students were very emotional, but within two days, everyone started to abuse and complain, and they called their parents to complain, and they wanted to go home.

Perhaps affected by the emotions at the time, I also cried and called my parents to say that I would go home, but my parents refused to agree to it. I watched the students around me leave one by one. In the end, even Wang Yi and Xu Yunfeng who played well We all went home, and my mood slowly became heavy and depressed.

Gradually, I stopped taking the initiative to call home, and I seldom talked to my classmates, and my smile gradually decreased. The only one who talked a lot was Jiang Li, a classmate in the same dormitory. She seemed to be suffering from depression.