Laws of Spirit Recycling

The night is thick, and everything in the room will be hidden in its entirety, and a corner of the outline can be faintly exposed.Familiar environment, familiar face, it seems that after a long time, Wang Xiuyuan actually felt as if he had passed away.

He approached the bedroom directly, opened the door softly, and saw the peaceful sleeping face under the moonlight.

It seems to have found the only truth in the illusion.Wang Xiuyuan walked to the bedside and stared at him for ten years... Those eyes that were too cowardly to look at others were always hidden under the old-fashioned glasses, even if the eyes touched accidentally, they were always flustered Looking away, as well as the stumbling way of speaking, in order to prevent the other party from showing impatient expressions, the sentences are always short and short, and in the end it becomes an inertial nodding or shaking the head.

The only thing that has not changed is the clear and clear sound of raindrops falling to the ground. No matter where he is, Wang Xiuyuan can quickly identify that person is him.

If it wasn't for listening to the radio programs on the in-car channel, maybe I'm still indulging in a noisy bar, sniffing the alcohol that paralyzed me during my lifetime, and being with the frenzied music, I don't know what day or night it will be.

But so what if I hear it, there are thousands of mountains and rivers between them.

"You're here." Yao Yu opened his eyes without warning, his voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, "I've been sleeping with the curtains open for the past few nights, just to see your appearance clearly. "

"Did you see clearly?" Wang Xiuyuan, who was backlit, was wearing a hat, and behind him was a white and blue moonlight.

Yao Yu had complicated eyes and said, "I'm not sure."

Wang Xiuyuan smiled wryly, "Then keep this as your dream."

"Why haven't you shown up these days?" Seeing that Wang Xiuyuan didn't say a word, he continued: "I know you don't want to see me, do you remember the person I said before who looks like you? I found that For a long time, I thought I would never find it again, but later I realized that it wasn't that I couldn't find it, but that he had been hiding from me."

"Since he is avoiding you, why do you still look for him?"

"Because I have something to say to him. He left without saying goodbye and didn't have a chance to speak. Now I can speak normally and tell him all those words smoothly." Yao Yu squeezed the corner of the pillow with his hand, his voice Floating in the quiet night.

"I want to tell him that the stutter he taught before is no longer timid and inferior. He has worked hard to get into a good university. In order to be able to communicate with others, he practiced speaking until 2 o'clock in the morning every day. He also took off his glasses, didn't care about the eyes of those who had nothing to do with them, accepted that after divorce no one wanted his parents, single parent family or self-reliance can live well, these... all because of that person , It was he who helped a stuttering classmate with poor grades and no friends when he was young, and it was his giving that made people change in a better direction."

"But some people get better and better, and some people plummet. For you, his little help changed someone's life, but in fact, from that person's point of view, these are not worth mentioning, because in his On the road of life afterwards, if he didn't meet a person who gave him a helping hand, he didn't have the good luck of others."

Yao Yu's eyes flickered, and he wanted to say something but didn't make a sound, so Wang Xiuyuan continued on by himself.

"After he was forced to transfer to another school, rumors and gossip still haunted him. There were people talking about it wherever he went on campus. He had heard the words '** criminal' and 'murderer' more than once in person. His proudest grade line Falling down, my mother couldn't bear to be pointed at by others, and she had a big fight with her neighbors over these things, accidentally broke her waist, and finally dragged her weak body to do some light work. In order to reduce the burden on the family, after failing the college entrance examination, He didn't apply for university, but chose to leave his hometown to work in other places. He didn't want to see those ugly people again, and he didn't want to face some people who couldn't face him, so he didn't go back home once in five years. His mother's condition worsened and she had to tell him that maybe he still didn't know how to re-enter this familiar land."

"After his mother passed away, he had nothing left. Anyway, he had nothing to worry about, so he might as well do as he pleases. After working for a period of time, he quit his job and used the money to play and entertain himself. He began to like drinking, and became fascinated by the feeling of alcohol paralyzing his brain. From dark to dawn, being drunk every day made him feel fulfilled. After the money was spent, he found a job to continue doing. He washed people's hair in a barber shop, worked as a guard at the gate of the community, a cashier, a waiter, a courier... He has done everything, no need to think about the future and development, as long as he can get a little salary enough for him to have fun after resigning, he is this kind of person, this kind of mud who is lower than the bottom of society and can't support the wall."

Hearing this, the person on the bed finally couldn't help but sat up, his eyes glistened, and he kept whispering, "I'm sorry, Wang Xiuyuan, I'm sorry..."

Seeing the expression on Wang Xiuyuan's face in the shadow, he said in a toneless voice, "Why do you want to apologize?"

"If I could have told the truth smoothly and convinced the teacher, everything would not have turned out like this." Yao Yu's choked voice was full of self-blame, he lowered his head, and the arms supporting his body trembled slightly, "It's me, it's me hurt you..."

"This is what you've been trying to say to me all this time?" His voice was unusually calm.

Yao Yu was slightly stunned and nodded.

Wang Xiuyuan got up and went to the window, and took off his hat. In the dark, he was tall, but he was no longer straight.The halo of the moonlight is like a time-reversing distortion effect, and Yao Yu thought of the scorching sun and the eye-catching boy.He always has a bright smile on everyone, never hesitates to help his friends, always occupies the first place in the rankings, and is always calm and calm in the game.

Yao Yu remembered his figure running on the red track, with a determined expression that never gave up. He was destined to be the winner who greeted the cheers of the crowd. He should have a future of overcoming obstacles and recruiting everywhere.

But all of these were destroyed by rumors made out of nothing. The single-plank bridge of Wang Xiuyuan's life was eroded by bad words and finally collapsed. The wheel of his fate drove to the opposite black tunnel...

The moonlight lay flat on the ground like a piece of snow-white gauze, so transparent that there was no shadow at all. Yao Yu stared blankly for a long time, and then took out the yellow talisman that had been spread out from under the pillow.

He got out of bed and approached Wang Xiuyuan, looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar side face, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Don't you blame me?"

"Blame you?" There was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of Wang Xiuyuan's mouth, "I thought about why he still refused to believe me after you talked to the head teacher, and I also thought about how you told the head teacher and whether you told the head teacher completely. Things have happened, I even thought about it... If you were not the one who saw Chen Huijia with other boys that day, why would it be you?"

Wang Xiuyuan turned his head and stared at the ashamed Yao Yu, "No matter how hard I try to compete, I understand that there are many things I can't go back...Are you crying?"

As if he had just noticed the tears on the other party's face, he subconsciously raised his hand to help Yao Yu wipe away the tears.

But as soon as he stretched out his hand, he retracted it stiffly. He turned around and looked out the window, his eyes dimmed a little in the moonlight.

Yao Yu didn't notice this movement. He lifted his sleeves and wiped away his tears. After calming down a little, he said, "I went to the homeroom teacher for self-study that night, and told all about what he saw Chen Huijia, but he just didn't believe it, and blamed me for my lisp. Unlucky, stuttering, no one wants to hear it, and no one wants to believe it. I didn't do what I promised you, Wang Xiuyuan, I owe you..."

He didn't dare to ask for forgiveness, and he didn't even dare to blink his eyes filled with tears.

"You don't owe me anything, because I never blamed you."

There was an inexplicable stubbornness in Yao Yu's eyes: "Even so, I can't forgive myself."

"It's too late, you have to go to work tomorrow, go to bed."

Looking at the back of Wang Xiuyuan leaving, the yellow talisman attached to his back had already taken effect and disappeared, Yao Yu's eyes fell, there was no shadow under the other's feet, only the dazzling moonlight.

"It turns out that you guys had a gap because of this incident. I seem to have a little impression."

As soon as Wang Xiuyuan walked out of the bedroom, he saw Yu Yan standing by the door wall, "Did you hear everything?"

Yu Yan nodded as a matter of course: "Yes."

When they came to the balcony, Fu Jianchi faced them and leaned against the fence, while Wang Xiuyuan put his hands on the railing and looked at the bright moon hanging high in the sky.

Yu Yan suddenly thought of a question: "How did you die?"

Wang Xiuyuan replied casually: "Drunk, he stumbled and fell to his death."

"No wonder you run to bars all day."

"It's useless to run there. I can only see if I can't drink. I don't know if it's a lesson given to me by God. I used to get drunk every day, but now I become a ghost and become sober after I die."

Yu Yan observed the other party's expression, and said, "You really didn't blame Yao Yu?"

"Since you've heard it all just now, why bother to ask again, or do you think he should bear the responsibility for all this?"

Yu Yan was silent, he swallowed back what he wanted to say, originally thinking that if the other party really blamed Yao Yu, he would tell the truth about what he saw in the office that day - it wasn't that Yao Yu's words didn't convince the class teacher, but It was the head teacher who had already been bribed by the suspect's parents.

No matter who it is, this matter will be suppressed by the head teacher. As Wang Xiuyuan said, he is indeed unlucky and has become a victim of scapegoating.