Laws of Spirit Recycling

When they walked out of the teaching building, Yu Yan found that the people around him remained silent all the way, without the slightest chattering activity. After thinking about it, it might be because of Wang Xiuyuan's reaction just now that made him feel unusually depressed.

"Do you care about what Wang Xiuyuan said just now?"

Gu Qi glanced at him, and did not refute as hard as before.

"It's just a matter of time, you don't need to be discouraged."

"I'm not discouraged."

It's just that he found that in Wang Xiuyuan's world, he was far from being familiar with him. Although this was a fact he knew well, he thought of the person who had been following him for more than a year and chasing him day and night just to get closer. The first reaction after going to him about this matter was to deny it flatly, and felt that the previous efforts were like standing still.

It turns out that the ranking list that only changes once a month is getting closer. For Gu Qi, since Wang Xiuyuan is still in the unfamiliar stage of "not even saying hello", this recognition makes him feel inexplicably bitter, and he falls into hesitation again. realm.

"Then why are you unhappy?"

"Suddenly feel that I have failed." Gu Qi's voice was like a leaking ball, leaking out his self-esteem and pride little by little.

Yu Yan didn't expect him to say such words, and silently observed his expression.

"Although I worked hard and got good grades, I didn't have a single friend."

As twilight was approaching, the gray sky pressed a little towards the star-studded academy, casting a shadow on the youthful and soft face.When he said this, Gu Qi glanced at the teaching building and then turned his eyes away. It seemed that, as he said, every classroom was full of people, and there was really no one who was in trouble with him.

The only person he silently pays attention to, appreciates, and targets like an opponent is not his friend, not even an "acquaintance".

"Maybe it's because you are too busy, you have to squeeze in time for dinner, and you are busy studying every day, so you don't have time to make friends." Yu Yan comforted.

"But other people who are also very busy, they have a lot of friends."

That's your personality.Yu Yan originally wanted to say this sentence, but he turned his lips again, and said tactfully: "Make friends also depends on personality, personality conflict is difficult to maintain friendship for a long time."

"I know I have a bad personality, but it's not that bad, is it?" Gu Qi retorted as if he was holding on to the last stronghold, "I used to have a few close friends when I first entered this school. I don't know why. When I wanted to work hard When I was number one in the class, they ignored me, no matter how much I tried to please them and wanted to play with them, I was not lukewarm, and I was so kind to them before the loss!"

Yu Yan said: "It's normal. Human beings will be alienated from each other because the gap is too great." Although he always felt a little incomprehensible, compared to the gap between the human world and the underworld, life and death, these seem too insignificant.

"So I just concentrate on my studies and set myself further goals. Friends or something, I believe that when I am good enough, I will attract people who agree with me, although I haven't waited for it yet..."

His words made Yu Yan more sure of his inner guess, he said: "You take Wang Xiuyuan as your goal, and you always want to surpass him, just to be friends with him, right?"

Gu Qi lowered his eyes, looked at the pitch-black ground, and said, "Who knows."

"Tell me what you know about him." Yu Yan said softly, trying to make him continue to open up.

"I know him...?" Gu Qi raised his head, pondered for a moment and then said: "I saw him at the time of raising the flag. He was speaking on stage as a representative of freshmen in high school. Later, he found that every time he passed by the school's ranking list, he It’s all on the top, so I have a little impression. I haven’t had much contact with him, but every time I see him, there are friends around him, and he looks very happy. It’s not like the kind who wears thick glasses and hugs him everywhere The master of this book."

Gu Qi's eyes drifted into the distance, looking for the flashing details of the other party in his memory: "He also loves sports, every time the school organizes the basketball league, he will participate in it, I think it is a waste of time, why not do more questions. Yes Oh, he is also very easy-going, and he will not look down on others because of his good grades. Although I heard this, but it was finally confirmed today. You see, he was talking to that stuttering Yao Yu lecture questions, just Because the other party gave him two Band-Aids."

"If it was you, would you give others exercises?" Yu Yan asked curiously.

Gu Qi took it for granted: "Such a simple question can be solved by thinking about it. Of course, I won't spend this time explaining it to others."

"You don't take the initiative to give others Band-Aids."

Originally, it was just Yu Yan's subconscious words, but Gu Qi was stunned. He moved his lips but didn't say a word.

Yu Yan said: "The distance between you and Wang Xiuyuan is not a score, but a lack of courage."

This is what he just summed up from Gu Qi's words, and it can be seen how much the young man in front of him wants to get close to the only "excellent person" recognized by him.Just like some plants that are accustomed to light, they can't help growing and thriving, thinking that the light source gives them all, but neglecting the soil that nourishes them.

The so-called bystander is clear, even Yu Yan, who is ignorant of human feelings and pure in heart, can explain the appearance in one word.The distance Gu Qi created for himself was in the wrong direction from the beginning.

When the teacher gave an order to announce the end of the get out of class, the students seemed to be exhausted, all relieved their tense faces, and walked out of the classroom together. They discussed whether to go to the cafeteria for dinner, or buy snacks and go to the playground stands to chat and eat.

"Hey, you're not going to eat again?" Wang Xiuyuan didn't put down the pen in his hand until the people had almost left, and walked towards the back door near the staircase.

Yao Yu, who was thinking deeply about the topic, looked at him and nodded in embarrassment.

"Seeing that you haven't eaten dinner for the past few days, you've been using it all on writing questions. How's the effect?" Wang Xiuyuan walked closer and stood next to Yao Yu to see which subject he was writing.

Yao Yu hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.

Wang Xiuyuan raised his lips and said, "You really cherish words like gold." Sitting on the stool next to him, he suddenly thought of something and asked, "Is it because of family matters that you work so hard?"

Unexpectedly, he would be right, Yao Yu looked at the other party with surprised eyes, nodded before adding words, and said "yes" in a crisp voice.

"Do you need my help then?"

Before Yao Yu could answer, Wang Xiuyuan took the exercise book on his desk and looked at it, "It's physics again. Fortunately, it's the only subject I'm good at. You haven't finished this problem yet, and the way of solving it is wrong..."

Gu Qi leaned against the blackboard wall at the back of the classroom, watching this scene in disbelief, his eyes full of incomprehensible surprise.

Yu Yan was standing in the corridor outside, lying on the railing and looking sideways at the people in the classroom. Wang Xiuyuan didn't notice him, or even if he saw him, he wouldn't say anything.In the past few days, Yu Yan often wandered around outside the classroom. He didn't talk to Wang Xiuyuan again, and the other party turned a blind eye to him, doing his own things regularly every day.

In fact, Yu Yan wanted Gu Qi to figure it out and contact Wang Xiuyuan according to his inner thoughts, but they spent most of their time in the teaching building, and the other party had no other actions except for close observation.

well.Yu Yan sighed in his heart.

"You can solve this question by following the train of thought I just said." Wang Xiuyuan rested his head on one hand, and watched the other party slowly write the answer on the blank paper after speaking.

Yao Yu buried his head very low, and if it wasn't for his glasses, he would have put his face on the paper. He stared at the thin silver nib, and followed the inspired and clear thoughts to write down every symbol, just like the reason in his heart. The other party's kindness to help, and the thick warmth filled with truth.

"They're all short-sighted and still bury their heads so low." Hearty laughter came close to his ears, and Wang Xiuyuan stretched out his hand to pull Yao Yu's collar at the back of his neck. "It's much better this way, is it finished?"

"Written, finished." Yao Yu pushed up his glasses and gave Wang Xiuyuan the exercises to check.

"It's all correct. You can write answers to this type of questions just by thinking along this line of thought. In order to take care of most of the students in class, the teacher explained each step in detail but diverged a lot. After you find the skills, you will compare them. It's easy." Wang Xiuyuan turned a page, saw that he had marked a question with an empty circle, and said, "I just did this question this morning, and it's a bit difficult, so let me tell you about it."

Yao Yu shook his head and refused, "You go... go eat, eat!"

"There's still time." Wang Xiuyuan glanced at his watch, "I'll go there 10 minutes before evening self-study."

Yao Yu looked at the exercise book in his hand and said gratefully, "Thank you."

Wang Xiuyuan smiled and said, "These are just some small things I can do. Let's take a look at this set of questions..."

Wang Xiuyuan's explanations were clear, concise and clear, which cleared Yao Yu's doubts every time, and made him a lot more cheerful. He listened carefully to the key points that the other party wrote down on the paper while speaking, and suddenly there was a "Gu——".

"Don't worry about it." Wang Xiuyuan put his hand on his stomach, and smiled to ease his embarrassment: "I did some exercise in the physical education class in the afternoon, and I'm hungry faster, but I can still hold on."

Yao Yu opened the desk, took out a piece of bread from the drawer and handed it over. "Give."

Inside the hard transparent packaging bag was a round red bean paste bread. Wang Xiuyuan said "thank you" and tore it open, took out the bread and broke it in half, and said to Yao Yu, "Are you hungry too?"

"No, no."

"I can't finish your dinner, so hurry up."

Yao Yu took it, took a bite of the hardened bread, and looked sideways at the people around him. Wang Xiuyuan had already taken two bites, and when he noticed his gaze, he showed a frank smile.

Yao Yu also pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.