Double look at Liu Shu

37.

Jiang Qi opened the door and saw that they were all sitting on the sofa obediently. The two dogs seemed to understand people's thoughts, lying obediently on the side without making any noise.

Seeing her coming out, Old Su went over and rubbed his head against her palm, as if to comfort her.

Jiang Qi lowered his head and patted its head, and smiled: "It seems that Su Mu has taken good care of you."

Gao Yi vacated the seat and let Jiang Qi sit aside.He and Liu Zhe squeezed together.

"Are you hungry? What's in the refrigerator? I'll cook for you."

"No, no, auntie, sit down, we can cook."

"Sit down, I want to know how Su Mu usually cooks." Jiang Qi said: "He said that you all like his dishes and say they are delicious. I taught him his cooking skills. You're sure to like it."

Liu Zhe stood up and said, "Auntie, let's come. You came from a long way, how dare we ask you to do things for us."

"It's okay. I just want to know how my son lives. He didn't let me come when he was here, saying that he was afraid that I would work hard. You can't stop me now."

Gu Yan and the others didn't know what to say, as if everything they said would touch her wound.Whatever you say will involve Su Mu, and you can't say anything without him.

They can only sit here quietly.

The familiar voices from the kitchen sounded again. Gu Mingshi looked at the kitchen through the window. He always had the feeling that Su Mu had come back, but he clearly knew that it was only Aunt Su in the kitchen.

If only he could deceive himself that it was Su Mu.

The dishes made by Jiang Qi are very similar to Su Mu's, but they can both taste the difference between the two people's cooking.

This meal, everyone ate very unpleasantly, and felt very uncomfortable.

Knowing it's not him, but always feel it's him.But you can't fool yourself.

After eating, Gu Mingshi went to clean up the dishes silently. They used to clean up the dishes, but these days, Liu Zhe took care of them.

Liu Zhe didn't dare to let him go alone, and stayed with him as well.

There was no sound at all in the room, only the sound of bowls and chopsticks clashing in the kitchen.

Gu Yan couldn't stand the silence, so he turned on the TV and played the sound.

Jiang Qi took out a photo album from the room, put it on the coffee table, and said: These are the photos that Su Mu usually sends back. After I sorted them out, I posted them. I originally planned to let him see them when he came back. watch. "

Gu Yan flipped through the pages, and there were photos of them together, some of which were secretly taken by Su Mu, and some of them together.

Watching and watching, their hearts were twisted again, very uncomfortable.

When Gu Mingshi came out, he happened to see a photo of him and Su Mu together. Old Gu Laosu came over and took a photo of their heads.

The two sat down silently, watching Gu Yan flip through one by one, most of them were photos when they were together.

"Su Mu said that he is very happy to live with you. You care about him very much." Jiang Qi looked at the photo and said softly.

"Su Mu usually cares about us very much. He takes care of us very much. We are like children, no matter how big or small, and he is used to it." Liu Zhe said a little sadly.

"Su Mu has been very self-reliant since he was a child." Jiang Qi said, "Do you know that I raised him alone."

"He mentioned it."

Su Mu said that his father was not around.If asked again, he refused to speak.

"Su Mu's father is an irresponsible person. He left our mother and son alone." Jiang Qi recalled the past, still feeling very bitter: "But Su Mu turned around to comfort me, and he said, Mom, you Don't be afraid, I will protect you, and I will take good care of you."

Liu Zhe handed her a glass of water.

Jiang Qi lowered his head to stabilize his emotions, and said: "I am sorry for him. He has endured a lot."

"Su Mu doesn't think so, he loves you very much." Gu Yan said.

"Yes, Su Mu is a very filial child,"

"Auntie," Gu Mingshi called out, but he didn't know what to say.

"Su Mu often said that you are all very good people. He was very kind to him. He said he would bring you all back to me to meet, but I couldn't wait, so I came here by myself." Jiang Qi held Gu Mingshi's hand Hand said: "You are really good people. Don't be too sad for him, you know? If my old man can't see him one day, I will believe that he is still alive."

"Auntie, you're tired, take a rest first, okay? If there's anything else, we'll talk about it tomorrow." Gao Yi said.

"You all go to bed, Gu Mingshi, come in and talk to me, okay?"

Gu Mingshi nodded and said, "Okay."

They all knew that Jiang Qi probably had something to tell Gu Mingshi.

Gu Mingshi followed her into Su Mu's room.

Gu Yan turned off the light in the living room. There are many sleepless people tonight, but they don't know what to say when they get together, so they should go their separate ways.

Gao Yi followed Liu Zhe into his room, Liu Zhe wanted to drive him out, and said, "You come here, where do you let Gu Mingshi sleep?"

"He slept with Gu Yan."

"he does not know."

"I don't care, I'm going to sleep with you."

Liu Zhe wanted to use a broom to sweep him out of the house. What the hell are you doing with me now?

Gu Yan said: "It's okay, I can just stay with Gu Mingshi tonight, you can let Gao Yi in."

"Gu Yan, thank you." Gao Yi pushed open the door and went in.

Liu Zhe looked at him helplessly, and said, "Send him a message, and take a good look at Gu Mingshi."

"Ah."

Gu Yan returned to the room, turned on a small dim light, lay on the side of the bed and stared at the ceiling with his eyes open.

He hadn't contacted Li Yiqi for a long time, and Gu Yan didn't dare to call him.

There were too many things going on recently, he was very confused, and wanted to tell Li Yiqi very much, but he couldn't press the dial button when he picked up the phone.

Does he have to wait until he loses it before he has the courage to explain everything to him?

It's very uncomfortable, and there is always a feeling that I can't go on.

Jiang Qi pulled him to the side of the bed and said, "Sit down."

"Auntie, what do you want to tell me?"

"Do you know that Su Mu never hides anything from me?"

"I know, Su Mu said, since he was a child, he will tell you about his affairs, because he can discuss anything with you."

"Yeah, it seems that he didn't hide anything from you." Jiang Qi said, "But there is one thing that he definitely didn't tell you."

"Really?" Gu Mingshi said: "On the contrary, I feel that there are many things he doesn't tell me."

Jiang Qi took out a photo from his purse and said, "He said, this person is also very important to him."

It's a photo of him and Su Mu.Gu Mingshi looked up at Jiang Qi in surprise, and said, "Auntie, I, I don't quite understand what you mean."

Jiang Qi took the photo back, touched Su Mu's smile with her thumbs and said, "He told me that he likes you. But he dare not confess his love to you."

How can this be?But Gu Mingshi recalled every detail of how he got along with Su Mu.There is a voice in my heart telling me, how is it impossible?

Maybe he has been waiting, waiting for Su Mu to pick up the conversation.Or maybe I didn't have enough courage to face it, so I selectively ignored all of this.

He accepted Su Mu's kindness to him with peace of mind.

She clearly knew that Su Mu treated him differently from Gu Yan and the others.

But these words were suddenly uttered by Su Mu's mother, and Gu Mingshi still didn't know how to react.

Especially, now that Su Mu is gone, how should he face all this?

Gu Mingshi felt his head hurt.

"Don't you believe it?" Jiang Qi asked, "Or if I say it now, you can't accept it?"

"No, it's not."

He just, really, didn't know how to react.Only then can I face Su Mu's relationship.

"Maybe you think it's too cruel for you to say it now. Do you think I'm selfish? Make you feel so uncomfortable?"

"Auntie, I don't." Gu Mingshi looked at the photo, and tears wanted to fall again: "I just can't change my mind for a while, I need some time to face it."

"Su Mu told me that he fell in love with a boy. He liked it very much. I felt very sad, but I knew it was out of his control. If he could, he would not make me sad." Jiang Qi said .

"That boy?" Gu Mingshi said with difficulty: "Was it always me?"

"Yes." Jiang Qi couldn't control the tears, and they fell one by one, dripping on Su Mu's photo: "He said that every time he was with you, he felt very happy, but He doesn't know whether you like boys or not, and whether you can accept him. Sometimes he talks, and when he's sad, he can't help crying. "

Yeah?Gu Mingshi has never seen Su Mu shed tears. In his eyes, Su Mu is a very tough person.A person who seems to be able to carry through everything and do everything well.Gu Mingshi always felt that if he was by his side, he would not have to worry about the sky falling.

Would such a strong person shed tears for him?

Gu Mingshi desperately held back his tears.

"Did you know? Every time he calls back, he will mention you. After you graduated from university, he decided to live together. He was very happy. That day, he called back three times." Jiang Qi said: "You met He will tell me about sad things, but he never tells me about sad things when he encounters them himself."

Jiang Qi held his hand and said, "Sometimes I don't even dare to think about what Su Mu would do if you fell in love with someone else and had a girlfriend. How could he let go of such deep feelings."

Gu Mingshi lowered his head. He has been trying to digest this matter, but the more he listened, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he felt that he owed Su Mu more.

Unfortunately, there was nothing he could do.

"What Su Mu hopes most is that you can be happy, you know? If he knows that you worry about him every day, he will be unhappy." Jiang Qi said softly: "I tell you, I don't want to restrain you. What about you, I just hope you can understand Su Mu's intentions, and I hope you can live a good life. Don't want anything for him, you all have to live a good life, you know?"