Double look at Liu Shu

47.

Li Yiqi told his friend that Gu Yan was not feeling well, so he didn't let him down.He just lay on Li Yiqi's shoulder, without raising his head.

"Let me call a doctor for you."

"He's already seen a doctor, don't bother."

"Okay, I'll take you to your room."

"it is good."

Li Yiqi followed behind him, walking slowly with Gu Yan on his back.

After his friend left, Li Yiqi put him on the bed and said, "Are you hungry? Let me get you something to eat?"

Gu Yan cried until his eyes were red, he hugged him and said, "Li Yiqi, don't go."

Li Yiqi patted him on the back soothingly and said, "Okay, I'm not leaving, I'm not going anywhere. Are you tired? Do you want to sleep for a while? Can we talk about it tomorrow?"

"Will you stay with me?"

"meeting."

Li Yiqi poured him a cup of hot water and said, "Drink the water first to warm up your body."

Gu Yan took the water glass obediently, held the water glass with both hands, drank the water slowly, and then raised his head to look at Li Yiqi.

Li Yi took off his coat and said, "Go to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Gu Yan hugged him, and the tears came out again in disobedience.He wiped away the tears with his hands, only to realize that his face had been blown painfully by the wind.

Li Yiqi pulled him away and said, "Wait for me."

He ran into the toilet, washed his face with warm water, then wet the towel, took it out, and said to Gu Yan, "Wipe your face."

Gu Yan blinked.

Li Yiqi sat beside him and wiped his face carefully.

The moment the warm towel touched him, Gu Yan felt that his body wasn't getting warmer, but a warmth slowly rising from the bottom of his heart.

Li Yiqi put the towel away, turned off the light, and returned to the bed to hug him.

Gu Yan leaned against his chest and hugged him tightly.Soon fell asleep.

Su Mu was also here, but Li Yiqi did not choose to meet them.

Su Mu drove Gu Mingshi to their village, parked far away, and did not dare to approach.Didn't even dare to open the windows.

Gu Mingshi looked at his mother busy in the field outside in the car, feeling bitter in his heart.

The place is indeed beautiful.With green mountains and green waters, Gu Mingshi said before that he would bring him here, but he didn't expect it to be so embarrassing when he actually arrived.

The mother seems to have finished the work in the field, and got up with a pole to chat with the woman next door.

Not long after, my father came home from the city on a motorcycle.Gu Mingshi lay in front of the car window and looked at his father, with tears in his eyes.

Holding the door handle of the car tightly, I really want to go down and go home.This is already his home, why did he hide and can't go back openly.

Su Mu grabbed his hand and said, "Gu Mingshi, don't be impulsive. This matter cannot be resolved in a day or two."

Gu Mingshi lowered his head and said: "Let's go, if we stay here any longer, I will definitely not be able to bear it."

"it is good."

Su Mu drove the car and left here slowly.Gu Mingshi looked at the familiar things outside the car window, feeling infinitely bitter in his heart.

I don't know when will be the day when I can come back here again?

Liu Zhe didn't sleep well, Gao Yi watched over him all night, until it was almost dawn, he fell asleep beside the bed in a daze.

Because the curtains are drawn in the hotel room, the light in the room is not very sufficient even at dawn.

The streets below began to be noisy, the voices of people and cars slowly boiled over.

Liu Zhe was still awakened. When he woke up, his head was not very clear, but he felt his palms were warm.

Slowly, the eyes began to see things clearly, only to see Gao Yi holding his hand and falling asleep beside him.

Looking at his sleeping face, Liu Zhe began to connect everything that happened yesterday, and remembered everything.Quietly clenched his hand.

Gao Yi woke up soon, but he held his hand tightly and said, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

Gao Yi's hand was a little numb, and when he lifted it up, it felt sour and numb.Wait for it to slow down slowly.

Liu Zhe rubbed his arm and said, "I'm going to wash my face."

"Liu Zhe."

"What?" Liu Zhe asked looking back at him.

"Sorry for turning you and your family against each other."

Liu Zhe forced a smile and said, "I'm very happy that you can come."

Gao Yi watched him silently from behind.

Liu Zhe closed the door in the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror under the light, not angry at all, how could he become so embarrassed?

Turn on the faucet, and the water is rushing.He poured water on his face over and over again, trying to wake himself up a little more.

Weakly squatting in the toilet, hugging himself.

"Liu Zhe, are you alright?"

"All right."

When Liu Zhe got up, he supported the wall and stood up slowly. After standing up, his eyes were a little dark.Opening the door and seeing him standing there anxiously, he said with a smile: "Gao Yi, I'll be fine, don't worry."

Gao Yi went to hug him and said, "Liu Zhe."

Liu Zhe pushed him away and said, "I'm hungry, let's go eat something."

"it is good."

On this day, Liu Zhe sent a text message to his parents.It says:

Dad, Mom, were you all disappointed in me yesterday?After you closed the door, I couldn't help crying, do you want me anymore?I walked for a long time, I don't know where I went, I just sat there for three hours.I have been wondering if my father is particularly disappointed in me, what should I do to forgive me?I want to go back and tell you that I don't want to leave you.

Dad, Mom.I met him at work. He is a very good person. He takes good care of me and treats me very well. Many times when there are difficulties, he will help me when troubles arise.I met him and got to know him, and I can't deceive you.I like him, and I don't know why I like a boy, but I just like him, and I can't control myself.

I know I am selfish, it is difficult for you to understand me, because I understand you.You are worried about me, afraid that I will not be able to gain a foothold in this society, afraid that others will look at us with strange eyes, and afraid that we will not be able to go on in the future.I understand, I understand why you can't accept it, I understand why you can't understand it.

But because of this, I am also in great pain. I don't know what to do is right, and I don't know what to do.I have hurt you and left a scar in your heart.

But, Dad, Mom, you can't let me go.I am a child raised by you for more than 20 years. In the past 20 years, I have taken you every step of the way. I cannot do without you.

Can you give us a moment?

I sent a text message, but haven't received any response for a few days.

It didn't take long for them to return to the city where they worked.

Liu Zhe insisted on sending a text message to his parents every day, telling them about his life. He didn't know if it was useful, and he didn't know whether his parents had received it.

He just wanted to persevere, maybe because he still held a little hope in his heart, and his parents could see it. One day, his parents would understand him and accept his choice.

It's like writing a diary, except that this diary has readers in his imagination.Someone accompanied him to chatter every day.

On this day, when Gao Yi finished his work and left from the shopping mall, several people pointed at them and whispered, "Isn't that the star who is with men?"

"What kind of star is he, isn't he just filming a few scenes?"

"Look at the person next to him, he seems to be his assistant."

"Is that the boy with him?"

"I think [-]% of them came in through unspoken rules."

"Isn't it? How could it be really working."

"What do you say in front of others? Can't people hear you right now? Don't you know how to respect people when you grow up so old? What does it matter to you who you are with? What does being with boys hinder you?"

A girl couldn't stand it anymore and scolded them.

"Hey, who are you, you didn't learn well at such a young age, and scolded people here, how did your parents teach you? Do you have a tutor?"

"Me?" The girl pointed to her nose and said, "I'm more polite than you, at least I know it's ugly to make irresponsible remarks in front of others."

"Yo, I said they care about your business, who are you?"

The girl pulled Liu Zhe over and said, "He's my brother, what's the matter?"

"So it's a family." The man said in a strange way.

The girl raised her sleeves and said aggressively: "What's wrong with the family? Tell me, tell me, I want to know who is so unlucky to be in your family?"

"What's the matter, do you still want to fight?"

"Come on, who is afraid of whom?"

When Liu Zhe was pulled over, he signaled for Gao Yi to leave first. He is a public figure, and if he provoked the reporters, he would have to make a fuss if he didn't want to.

The woman on the opposite side raised her hand and wanted to slap her, but Liu Zhe quickly grabbed her hand and threatened, "Do you dare to hit my sister?"

The girl took the opportunity to step on her feet hard, and she screamed in pain, struggling to hit her.

Seeing this, other people came up one after another, grabbed Liu Zhe and cursed: "What are you doing, a big boy bullies a girl, you are too embarrassed, help me, I beat someone."

"Indecent, bullying."

Several women were crying like ghosts and howling like wolves.

Seeing that something was wrong, Gu Qiu pulled Miao Anhe and said, "What to do, you caused trouble for your brother."

Miao Anhe said: "What are you afraid of, call the police and say that they are bullying our two female students because of their numbers."

"it is good."

Immediately, Miao Anhe rushed over and forcibly pushed aside the women surrounding Liu Zhe. After all, Liu Zhe was also a boy, and if there was a real fight, it would be difficult to do it in public.

Just when Gu Qiu was about to call 110, more than a dozen security guards came, forcibly pulled the two parties apart, and said respectfully to Liu Zhe, "Mr. Liu, Mr. Li asked us to send you out, please."

"Thank you."

Liu Zhe took the two girls away, and there were more and more people watching. He didn't like being surrounded by people who were purely watching the fun, like being surrounded by animals in a zoo.

The author has something to say:

Originally, the two essays were planned to be concluded together, but now it is impossible to conclude the progress.

That one started in March, and this one started in June, and it’s been half a year before I knew it.The last semester was delayed because of something, so it was delayed until now.

But the next door is over, and this one won't last long.Um.

Thank you for your company along the way~