don't sacrifice

Three days ago

When the first ray of sunlight in the morning fell on Xiao Bai's face through the curtains, he limply raised his hands to cover his eyes.And there seemed to be something wriggling in the quilt beside him, and a fluffy head protruded from it.

It seemed that the long hair of the person beside him scratched his cheek, so Xiao Bai turned over and slowly opened his eyes.

Even though he already knew that the person next to him was not the usual pillow person, he was still stunned for several seconds when he saw the new face.

When he recalled what happened last night, he suddenly sat up again.

"Hmm..." Jiang Yuan seemed to be woken up by his large movements, stretched his waist and hugged the quilt beside him, with morning tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, "Are you awake?"

Xiaobai didn't move, just hummed softly in response.

"This bed is so hard, it hurts so much that my back hurts..." Although Jiang Yuan woke up, he still lay still on the bed, and buried his face deeply in the quilt again.

"Hey, are you a fool?"

Xiao Bai, who had been standing still all this time, suddenly opened his mouth, and what came out of his mouth was this kind of impolite vocabulary.

Jiang Yuan didn't seem to wake up yet, so he didn't react too much to such words.He still maintained the posture of being buried in the quilt, and replied inarticulately, "That's not it..."

The curtains were blown up by the wind, and the sunlight moved up along with it, rising from the white mattress to Xiao Bai's face.The light stung his eyes, but he didn't cover his eyes again, instead he spread his hands apart, staring down at his own pair of slender hands with well-defined joints under the sun.

After sitting like this for a long time, he suddenly turned around like crazy, and grabbed Jiang Yuan who was buried under the blanket.Jiang Yuan was taken aback by his sudden attack, his eyes suddenly widened, like a frightened little squirrel.

"you…"

Suddenly Xiaobai's breathing became heavy, like an angry lion.And Jiang Yuan was completely awakened by fright, his big eyes suddenly became watery, and he looked at Xiao Bai as if he was about to cry because of grievance.

"..." Xiaobai approached Jiang Yuan's face again, his breath blowing on Jiang Yuan's face, drying the remaining tears.

"Do you remember what we did last night?"

Jiang Yuan bit his lower lip and shook his head lightly.

"Really?" Xiaobai asked strictly.

"I only remember that I had a dream." Jiang Yuan still said with an aggrieved face.

"What dream?"

"I dreamed of a person, and then he hugged me and cried, and finally..."

"Enough, it's just a dream, you know!"

Xiaobai suddenly roared like crazy, while Jiang Yuan, who was much older than him, was startled by him, and two lines of tears suddenly fell from the corners of his eyes...

At this time, Xiao Bai realized that he might be too angry, and he couldn't understand the anger of such a mentally handicapped person.His hand suddenly lost strength and loosened Jiang Yuan's clothes...

Just when he was about to apologize and say a few more gentle words, the cell phone on the bedside table suddenly rang.At this moment, he suddenly remembered that there was a big event waiting for him today, so he flew to the phone and saw that it was indeed the call from the director.

"Don't cry, go on to sleep." Xiaobai hurriedly put on his shirt and pants, and quickly ran out of the bedroom door holding his mobile phone.There was a sound of rummaging through the living room, followed by the sound of the door being slammed shut...

Jiang Yuan curled up in the quilt, the tears in the corners of his eyes had already frozen.He stretched out the back of his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, recalling what Xiaobai said just now, and muttered to himself, "Why do you say I'm a fool..."

He sat up straight and realized that his shirt had been ripped open.Looking down, he saw a few crimson marks on his chest, which awakened the vague memories in his mind...

That dream was full of tears and excruciating pain.It seems to be fresh, but it is so familiar as if it has been repeated thousands of times.Only the face of the person in the dream, he can no longer be sure, it seems that there are countless different scenes, countless different faces connected together, like a stone being kicked into the mire, countless dirty things tumbling back .

Something seemed to have been pried open in his mind, and some horrible monsters crawled out.In the TV series, every time a person with amnesia recalls the past, he will have a terrible headache and struggle with the headache.But Jiang Yuan is not like that.

The process of recovering his memory was very peaceful.In his mind, countless scenes of acquaintances flashed past, like a malicious reverse, gradually became clear, and merged into a big net full of stench to cover him.Every time he thought of it, his whole body felt as if he was soaked in cold water, until finally, he suffocated and drowned.

At this moment, there was another rustling sound of unlocking the door of the living room.Jiang Yuan remained motionless, frozen there.

The bedroom door was pushed open, and he just looked up numbly.It wasn't Xiaobai or Zhou Qichen who came, but someone he didn't want to see.

And when Chang Feng pushed open the bedroom door, he was also shocked by Jiang Yuan's gaze.He instantly understood that the little white rabbit who was slaughtered by others finally woke up.

But what good is that?Because in the next second, he understood that look.That person's eyes were once lively, but now they are somewhat desperate.Like a little beast that stopped struggling, it was swallowed up by despair.

All.

Chang Feng cleared his throat and said in a deep voice, "Mr. Gong asked me to pick you up."

Jiang Yuan ignored him, but secretly held the quilt tightly in his hands.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Chang Feng was about to step forward to help her up.

But just after he bent down, Jiang Yuan suddenly turned his face to him. At that moment, there was not a single drop of water in his eyes, as if he had been squeezed dry and empty.The pitch-black eyes looked like a bottomless abyss, with no light to be seen.

He finally threw in the towel.

Why did everything become like this? The child woke up from his dream, and his past seemed to be so scattered and broken, thrown in the mud in the deep alley, and there were traces of mice crawling on it.

Chang Feng had never seen such eyes before, and he was shocked at that moment.

"Please, let me go." Jiang Yuan finally spoke, his lips were instantly dry and white, and a line of bright red nosebleeds also slowly flowed down...

"I shouldn't have provoked them in the first place. I'm not qualified to touch someone like him. I'm not even worthy of a mouse."

"... "

Chang Feng was surprised to see that line of bright red blood flowed onto his pale lips and teeth, instantly staining half of his cheeks.

"I've done everything he asked me to do, please, can I die?"

The crimson blood drops rolled onto the quilt, and a beautiful flower bloomed...