don't sacrifice

Qin Chuan did not give up.

In the month after he confessed, Qin Chuan almost became Haojun's follower.Take classes with him, eat with him, and almost go to sleep in his bed.Whenever Haojun showed a slightly disgusted expression, his eyes immediately twinkled with stars, with a pitiful expression that no one could refuse.

It's not that Haojun was not moved. Many details of getting along with Qin Chuan seemed so cute and cared for.But Zhou Qichen had always been in his heart, and suddenly he realized that he hadn't looked for Zhou Qichen for a month, and Zhou Qichen didn't take the initiative to contact him.

He was a little disappointed, wondering if Zhou Qichen didn't like him, and all that before was because he was self-indulgent?Qin Chuan's offensive became more and more fierce, and it almost spoiled him to the apex of his heart, but he gradually got used to that feeling, and had a strange dependence on Qin Chuan.

Once, in winter, Qin Chuan took a three-hour long-distance bus, went to the next city to buy a basket of steamed buns, and took a three-hour bus ride back, just because Haojun accidentally mentioned his favorite food there. steamed stuffed bun.When Haojun took the steamed stuffed bun, it seemed to be still warm.

"I searched for the store you mentioned for a long time, and then I heard from a passer-by that it closed down a few years ago. I found another one, and they said it tastes good, so I bought it. I don't know if you like it or not. ..."

Looking at the boy in front of him looking at him expectantly, in Hao Jun's heart, this seems to be a routine used to chase little girls, and it has suddenly sublimated a lot.He took a small bite of the bun, because it had lost its original taste after being bored in the car for a long time.

"Are you a pig, doing such a stupid thing!" He said to Qin Chuan, "To please me?"

"I know it's stupid, but I still can't help but do it." Qin Chuan scratched his head, like a child who made a mistake, "When I think that this thing is going to be done for you, I can't help but feel the urge .”

It was the first time someone said such words to Haojun, and Haojun's heart seemed to stir up a thousand waves.It's just that the words that stirred his heart didn't come from the mouth of Zhou Qichen, whom he was thinking of.

How about this, he came up with a way, I went to explain my intentions to Zhou Qichen, and then as long as he rejected me, I would die of that intention.

That day he called Zhou Qichen and wanted to ask him out tomorrow, but Zhou Qichen shirked that he was busy at school tomorrow and couldn't go out.Hao Jun waited for another two days, and when he called him again, he hung up the phone in a hurry before finishing his sentence.So Haojun was patient again, and waited another day before calling him, but he seemed to have not woken up on the other end of the phone, which instantly aroused Wei Haojun's patience for several days.

"Zhou Qichen, let me tell you, I was confessed by a boy!" He almost yelled that sentence viciously, and what he said was also without thinking.The procrastination of the past few days has wiped out his shyness and patience, and his heart is full of feeling that Zhou Qichen doesn't like him and still hangs on to him like this, "He treats me very well, a hundred times better than you. But I and him Said that I like you, so I will not agree to him!"

"But it's different now." His tone changed, and his words were choked with sobs, "You don't actually like me, right? I advise you not to get so close to people you don't like in the future, otherwise it will make others feel uncomfortable of."

After saying those two sentences, he slammed the phone shut, and tears flowed out of his eyes unconsciously.Don't cry, don't worry about him... Haojun said to himself fiercely in his heart, try to like the person who likes him.

At that time, he knew that Qin Chuan had a plan and would confess his love to him on his birthday next week.Maybe I can agree with him, Haojun thought silently, he didn't want to hurt another infatuated person.

His birthday is on Friday, and he spent almost all of his birthdays alone.That day, after evening self-study, Qin Chuan disappeared.He had a hunch that he deliberately didn't look around when he was walking alone on the playground, which gave Qin Chuan enough chances to surprise him.

There were light steps behind him, and a person crept up and covered his eyes.

"Who is it!"

Haojun was startled.

"Don't be afraid, come with me..."

It was a voice that squeezed his voice on purpose, it seemed to be one of his classmates.

Someone beside him came to pull Haojun, and he walked step by step under the guidance.After walking for a short distance, those who led him stopped and ran away.

Standing still, the person behind him also slowly let go of his hands.Haojun's vision was in a trance, but what caught his eyes was the warm and romantic orange light.He blinked vigorously, and saw clearly the circle of candlelight gathered by candles, and he was standing in the center of the circle.

The ground was covered with crimson rose petals, and the circle was full of people, all with smiling faces.And in front of him, Qin Chuan stood there nervously, with a bright smile on his face.

He walked towards Haojun step by step, stepping on the petals on the ground, facing the soft light.The smile on his face seemed to have said everything, all tenderness and love.

However, Haojun's heart was filled with another kind of emotion, not to mention whether he was happy or not, he just felt empty.

"Wei Haojun." Qin Chuan walked up to him, gently grabbed his hand in front of everyone, "I like you."

"I've confessed to you once, but that time it might have been too abrupt and scared you." The light reflected on his face, it didn't look very real, "It's been another month, and I started to boldly talk to you. You got in touch. I got to know you better, and then I found myself liking you even more. Now I want to bring you over, whether it’s the buns in the next city, or the moon on the sea of ​​swords and fire. Whether it’s a peaceful and peaceful life , or the future of wandering, I want to participate with you."

Hao Jun's whole body trembled when he heard this, and his fingertips also trembled slightly.He knew these things a long time ago, and he was prepared for them a long time ago, but when he faced all these things, he was still a little panicked.

"I know that the love between two men is very difficult in this world. But please believe me, I will bear all the ups and downs, and I will love you for a long, long time."

"So, can you be my boyfriend?"

When Qin Chuan said this affectionately, the students around him applauded and shouted, "Promise him, promise him!"

"I..." Hao Jun looked up at Qin Chuan in front of him.There were warm candlelights in his eyes, and he looked at Haojun with gentle anticipation, which made him almost soften his heart.

"I……"

"Hey, Wei Haojun, I'm here!"

Suddenly, a familiar shout interrupted the answer he was about to blurt out, and interrupted all of this.It was him, it was him!Haojun suddenly raised his head to look at the source of the voice.

I saw his sweetheart standing at the top of the crowd.That figure seemed to cover everything in this hustle and bustle, as if the candlelight and the petals were all prepared for his appearance.

"You are……"

Qin Chuan looked back at the strange visitor in puzzlement, and then at Haojun beside him.

However, at this moment, Zhou Qichen's one sentence has surpassed the tens of thousands of sentences just now.There was also a flame in Haojun's eyes, and the two of them looked at each other, and everything had an answer at that moment.

"I'm sorry, Qin Chuan..." Hao Jun turned to Qin Chuan, with infinite guilt rising in his heart, "I can't promise you."

The crowd around became restless, and they all noticed the relationship between Haojun and this person, and started talking about it.

"I know you have done a lot for me, and I seem to have broken your heart by doing this...but..." Looking up and seeing the face of that person again, Hao Jun's voice suddenly raised a bit, "That person, he is Zhou Qichen."

He is Zhou Qichen.After hearing these words, Qin Chuan also understood everything. In fact, from the moment Haojun heard Zhou Qichen's voice just now, he saw the emotion in his eyes.

"Okay." Qin Chuan was still gentle, and there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth.He seemed to want to say something more, but he never spoke.Looking at Haojun's guilty eyes, he rubbed his hair, pretending to be relaxed and said, "Then let's continue to be friends from now on."

He turned around and shouted to the crowd of onlookers, "It's all gone." Then he walked out straight away.

The onlookers understood what was going on, and looked back and forth between Zhou Qichen and Haojun, still discussing in low voices, but seeing that Qin Chuan had gone far away, they dispersed one after another.

Some of the candles were blown out by the night wind, and the petals were scattered everywhere.There were only the two of them left on the empty playground, still looking at each other from a distance.

"Fool." Zhou Qichen walked towards Haojun with a smile, the two stood facing each other, and Haojun's hands began to tremble slightly again, "If I don't come, you will agree to him."

Zhou Qichen noticed his trembling, and wrapped his hand with his own.A warm current rushed over Haojun's body.

"I..." Hao Jun blushed a little, "How did I know you came back, I thought..."

"I did have something a few days ago. I found something wrong with me, so I left you out a little bit." Zhou Qichen interrupted him, "The problem is that I seem to pay too much attention to a boy next to me. Eating a meal with him can make you happy all day, every word and even punctuation mark of his speech will be guessed back and forth, and you will even imagine what every day in the future with him will be like..."

He winked playfully at Wei Haojun, "Guess who that boy is?"

"Who is it?" Hao Jun asked knowingly.

"It is you."

Zhou Qichen stretched out his hand pamperingly, and pinched his cheek.The moment his fingertips touched his skin, Hao Jun felt like a garden bloomed in his heart, and the night seemed to turn into day.

"But you know, I was a straight guy at first. I thought about it for a long time and couldn't figure out why this felt like this to you, until the day you called me. I was still dumbfounded the moment you hung up the phone Yes, and then those words echoed in my mind repeatedly for a long time, so I finally figured it out, I think I like you too."

Zhou Qichen looked at him again with an expression, and there were some crystal drops in his eyes, "I think it through now, I don't care about the gender barrier anymore, I will love you well."

"How about you, would you like to spend the rest of your life with me?"

"I am willing." Haojun's tone seemed to be choked with sobs, he nodded fiercely, "I don't care about gender for a long time, I just care about whether you will love me or not."

"I will."

Zhou Qichen held him in his arms, as if the gentleness turned into evening wind, pouring into every sense of Haojun.

"I will Always Love You."

……

This sentence is really ridiculous when I think of it now.

Hao Jun looked at the darkness in front of him, it seemed that the night sky didn't even have a few stars left for him.At that time, people were teenagers, and they were the water in the glass all their lives. They thought they could see the ground with a clear glance.But now the billowing world of mortals has broken through, and has become the sand in the hands for a lifetime. When the wind blows away, it can no longer be held.