don't sacrifice

It's just that the claws of fate finally stretched out to them, cruelly breaking off their interlocking fingers.

When Bai Zhongli was a sophomore, Wan Yunmu graduated.Because of the passion and sense of responsibility in his heart, he finally chose to work in Maicheng, where the law and order is relatively weak.

On the day of parting, Bai Zhong left the airport to see him off.The two were still talking and laughing happily, Bai Zhongli made an agreement with him that he would also go to that city in two years and fight side by side with him.At that time, they thought it was just a short farewell, and how could they have expected that the most solemn farewell to each other in their lives had already been completed in the calm farewell that day.

Only three months after Wan Yunmu went to Maicheng, he died in an anti-drug incident.

Finally, the painful news reached Bai Zhongli's ears through thousands of rivers and people's mouths.At first, he was angry with the person who passed the news, how could he make a joke about such a serious matter!But when he frantically dialed Wan Yunmu's number over and over again, there was always a blind voice that no one answered.He started to panic.

What... Could it be that he just died like this?Just like that, left quietly?

Bai Zhongli didn't see him for the last time, because Wan Yunmu's parents didn't know his existence at all.He can only attend his funeral as a junior.

In front of the altar, in the cold black and white photo, Wan Yunmu at that time was still smiling so brightly, and his eyes were still crystal clear.But now, how could such a tall person be packed into this small box?He used to be so tall, almost two heads taller than himself, almost able to shield himself from the wind and rain with one hand, almost the embodiment of justice in his heart.But why, why did it suddenly become so small?

That day, Bai Zhongli cried so much that he almost passed out.He wanted to rush to the altar like crazy, to rescue that person from the small box, to hug him, to kiss him, to do all the unfinished things between them.In the end Wan Yunmu's father thought he was causing trouble, so with a gloomy face, he drove this crazy junior out of the funeral.

A few days without eating or drinking, a few nights without sleep.In those few days, Bai Zhongli almost exhausted all the sorrows in his life.And what saddened him the most was that he never thought that the goodbye three months ago would turn into a forever farewell.In those dark days, he always wondered whether he would be like himself in the days before Wan Yunmu's sacrifice, and he would have accumulated a lot of thoughts about each other, and simulated the future of having each other hundreds of times.But in the end, the yearning of the two was scattered all over the place, he had been cremated to ashes, and he was still in the world guarding regrets and suffering.

In the end, he followed the agreement and went to the city with weak law and order after graduation.It's just that there is no one waiting for him in that city anymore.

Recalling this, Bai Zhongli's heart began to ache again.It was strange, the two of them had so many good memories in those days, but at this moment he couldn't remember them all.Only that parting between life and death has always been firmly entrenched in his mind, and it seems to always remind him of the relationship that passed away without a good farewell.

But at this moment, Wan Feiguang, who was pillowed on Bai Zhongli's lap, seemed to be influenced by him, and had a dream related to Wan Yunmu.

In the dream, he seemed to be back as a teenager.As soon as he raised his head, he saw Wan Yunmu standing at the entrance of an alley not far away. He was looking back, his eyes full of disappointment.

Time went back in the dream and went back to the day when the two brothers parted.Wan Feiguang knew that the person who disappointed his brother was really himself.

His footsteps seemed to become lighter in the dream, and he ran towards Wan Yunmu waving his hands.Step by step, approaching step by step, the outline of Wan Yunmu became clearer and clearer.He also seemed to feel that Wan Feiguang was coming, and his eyes gradually revealed a brilliant light...

"Buzzing..."

At this time, the phone on Bai Zhongli's waist suddenly vibrated.He hurriedly picked up the phone, and even glanced at the sleeping Wan Feiguang, worried that he would wake him up.

On the screen, a familiar number was displayed.

"Zhongli, where did you go?" Zhou Qichen's slightly anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.

It was only then that Bai Zhongli realized that it was still working time, and hurriedly explained to him, "Sorry, Brother Chen! I was busy catching that thief on the subway just now, but I forgot to return the lost property to the owner, and now I'm in his company..."

And it's being used as a pillow by him...

"Okay, you can go back to the bureau now!" On the other end, Zhou Qichen's tone was very serious, as if it was something difficult, "The smuggling case we were involved in a while ago now has a new one. Trend, come back quickly!"

"Oh, ok, I'll be right back!"

After hanging up the phone, Bai Zhongli looked helplessly at the big guy on his lap.He seemed to be sleeping soundly, with a smile on his lips.

You slept soundly, my legs are almost numb from your pressure!Bai Zhongli really wanted to kick him away.

But still couldn't bear it, in desperation, Bai Zhongli lifted him up again, trying to make himself get up and leave.

And at this moment, because of this slight movement.Wan Feiguang's dream suddenly became dim, and Wan Yunmu in the distance was not so clear.He lowered his head and rushed towards his brother with all his strength, but he was getting further and further away...

"Don't go!" In the dream, he stretched out his hand to the distance, trying to catch the figure who was about to leave.But in reality, he also yelled that sentence, struggling to grab Bai Zhongli's sleeve, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, he would not let go.

"..." Seeing his reaction, Bai Zhongli was at a loss.All he could do was stop and let him grab himself firmly.

A drop of tear flowed slowly from the corner of Wan Feiguang's eye, his expression was very sad, looking for a warm embrace like a child.

"I was wrong...forgive me, please don't go...I was wrong..."

In the dream, he suddenly realized that his brother disappeared because he didn't want to forgive himself.Blame me!The guilt in Wan Feiguang's heart overwhelmed the line of defense, turning into coldness in the corner of his eyes and slowly falling onto Bai Zhongli's lap.He shouted hard, trying to let his brother hear the belated apology, but it seemed to be in vain.

Seeing him crying like this, Bai Zhongli's heart instantly softened.He gently wiped away the drops of water from the corners of his eyes with his hand, stroked the back of his hand as if to comfort him, and accepted his apology in a very gentle voice,

"Hey, don't cry. I forgive you, I forgive you everything..."

This sentence seemed to be heard by Wan Feiguang in his sleep.He stopped struggling for an instant, as if he had received the greatest comfort, and gradually calmed down.He returned to that kind of warmth again, and continued to sleep deeply in it.

Seeing him calm down, Bai Zhongli breathed a sigh of relief.This time he was even more gentle, and finally moved Wan Feiguang away, and stood up.

"Ouch..." As soon as he stood up, his legs seemed to have lost all feeling, and he almost lost his footing.He took out Wan Feiguang's wallet from his pocket and carefully put it into his pocket.

Looking at the guy's thick dark circles, he sighed, "Don't be like this next time, if you fall asleep at the bathroom door, no one will come to catch you."

After thinking about it, he took out a pen and paper from his pocket, wrote that sentence on a note, and stuffed it into his pocket together with the wallet.

"You don't go..."

Wan Feiguang was still muttering those words in his sleep, Bai Zhongli put his hands and feet in place, and pushed him into the bench because he was worried that he would fall off.

Looking at that face so similar, he seemed to return to the year when he regretted it, and returned to that person's side again, which made him suddenly feel a little bit reluctant.After staring at it for a while, he slowly bent down...

And in Wan Feiguang's dream, there seemed to be a butterfly resting lightly between his lips, that feeling was strange and wonderful to him.But it’s like someone put his childhood favorite marshmallow in his mouth, and just about to open his mouth to taste it, but it’s just gone...

-

"Hey, you guy, how long are you going to sleep for?"

Wan Feiguang slowly opened his eyes, and saw Qin Chuan crossing his arms, with that sneer still on the corner of his mouth, standing beside him, looking down at himself lying on the bench.

"Qin..." This glance was enough to wake him up completely, and Wan Feiguang sat up with a jolt.Only then did he realize that it was already dusk outside the window, and he seemed to have slept on this bench for a whole day...

"Boss Qin, I'm sorry, I..." He stood up timidly, lowering his head, not daring to look into Qin Chuan's eyes.

Even with his head down, he could feel Qin Chuan's piercing eyes shooting at him.I really went too far, actually slept in the company for a day, will I be fired now?Then this month's rent can't be paid at all...

"Did you work in the bar downstairs last night?"

Qin Chuan's cold voice sounded in his ears, as if to announce his final execution.

"Yes..." Wan Feiguang's voice was as soft as a mosquito, and he twisted the corners of his clothes unconsciously with his hands, "I originally wanted to do odd jobs to earn some rent, but I accidentally... Boss Qin is really sorry, don't be angry ..."

"I'm not angry?" Qin Chuan raised his eyebrows, "How can I not be angry? You missed work for a day today, and you dare to sleep in the company. Do you think I can forgive you?"

Sure enough, sure enough, this job is going to be lost!Wan Feiguang closed his eyes, ready to wait for the final verdict.

But I heard Qin Chuan say, "Today's salary is deducted, so don't even think about full attendance this month. But come to me at the end of the month to receive entrepreneurial employee subsidies, and there will be every month in the future!"

What?Wan Feiguang raised his head in surprise, and couldn't believe what he heard.Qin Chuan looked at his surprised eyes, and gave him a blank look, "Don't do that kind of odd job in the future, what should you do if you delay your regular work? Don't worry about the rent, the employee subsidy I gave is enough for you."

"Really, Boss Qin?" Wan Feiguang was so excited that he was about to jump up, and the dark clouds were wiped away from his heart, and he saw the sun again.

"Thank you so much, you didn't blame me..."

"Don't thank me." Seeing him so grateful, Qin Chuan chuckled, "If you want to thank you, thank you for having an enlightened boss lady. After he heard the reason for your lateness, he kept blaming me for being impersonal and treating me badly. Entrepreneurial employees. If it weren't for his face, you thought you would have this kind of benefits, huh?"

Wan Feiguang knew in his heart that the proprietress that Qin Chuan was talking about must be Haojun.He has been in the company for some time, but because Qin Chuan and Haojun have been keeping a low profile, he has not seen through their relationship.But under the current circumstances, Wan Feiguang naturally accepted this setting,

"Thank you boss and wife, long live the boss!"

Qin Chuan nodded to him in satisfaction, looked down at his watch, "It's time to get off work, you can go back. Remember not to go to work tonight, start tomorrow, work hard, don't disappoint our expectations of you .”

"No problem!" Wan Feiguang happily agreed.

After watching Qin Chuan leave, he stretched himself and prepared to go home.When he put his hand in his pocket, he brought out a piece of paper.

The white note slowly fell to the ground, Wan Feiguang hesitated for a second, stepped forward, bent down and picked it up.

He unfolded the note and saw the gentle words written in Lang Xiu's handwriting.He read it carefully, and seemed to recall the hands that caught him in the dark just now, the dream of warmth and forgiveness, and even felt that there were traces of cotton candy on his lips just now.

He gently touched his lips with his fingers, which felt soft and moist.At this moment, he was clutching the note, as if lost, unable to distinguish dream from reality.