[Ancient Sword] Senior Brother Does Not Cultivate Immortals II

"In my opinion, Tu Su is just a temporary attachment to me."

[Why do you think so?I want to listen to the analysis and explanation, don't just tell me simple conclusions. ] The system scratched its head, eager to know what Jiang Cheng really thought.

"You gossip-minded." Jiang Cheng said helplessly.But after thinking about it, it’s also good to talk about it.He pondered for a while, and started from the beginning.

"You know, only two people participated in Tu Su's growth."

[Reverend Ziyin and Lingyue! ] The system said immediately.

"Men's love is always silent. They are very kind to Baili Tusu, but they are a little restrained."

Jiang Cheng felt that the way the ancients expressed their feelings was always restrained and tactful, and it was impossible to directly talk about love and love.Where is it like modern times, "Daddy loves you" and "Mom loves you", the way of expressing feelings is much more straightforward than it is now.

"It's just that one of them was injured by the evil spirit and had to retreat for recuperation; the other was disturbed by various trivial matters in Tianyong City, so the time to accompany Tu Su is naturally limited."

"Tu Su has undergone a sudden change, lost his memory, and possessed the evil spirit of burning silence. He was afraid of hurting others and dared not communicate with others. Even with the real Ziyin, his heart was full of guilt and fear. He will die at any time, and even the fear of hurting those who love him has forcibly drained all his vitality and vigor. He has become taciturn and self-enclosed. He rejects all those who approach him with indifference."

"Otherwise he will be like Fang Lansheng, carefree, even the troubled things are cute. At least it won't be like this now."

When Jiang Cheng said this, his heart was full of regrets.

"I can be regarded as the first person who cared for him, no, it should be said that he directly expressed his concern and love for him."

"Don't reject him because of Fenji, don't misunderstand him because of his bad words. Trust him, support him, know what he means, and I understand what he wants to say before he says it."

"When such a person appears at this time, I'm afraid it's not just as simple as being a friend."

"Except for Master Ziyin and Lingyue, who are more important than others, I filled his long-unsatisfied emotional lack, made up for his emptiness."

"His eyes have been on me all the time, so he mistakenly thinks he likes me, it's perfectly normal."

Jiang Cheng paused and said:

"It's not love, it's dependence, need."

"The person he likes should be Feng Qingxue. She loves Tu Su thoughtfully and firmly, and she will never leave. Even a rock is warmed up, not to mention that Tu Su is not unintentional towards Qingxue."

They should have been together, after all, in the original history, they were together, but unfortunately they did not end well.

[Maybe you are too charming?Straight man bender?man killer?After all, you've never had a girlfriend before. ]

"..." Jiang Cheng picked up his teacup and took a sip of tea, ignoring what the system said.How does this bastard system talk? It's rare for him to be long-winded and a little shameless to analyze that Tu Su likes him because of how good he is to him.

[Although what you said makes sense, you wouldn't unconsciously misinterpret Susu's feelings because you didn't want to accept it? ] The system's tone was light and airy, and it was obvious that it didn't hold water after speaking.

"It's not misinterpreted because it can't be accepted. It's like a young crush, who mistakenly thought he liked it because of various accidents, but in fact he doubted his own vision when he grew up. After he grows a few years older, he may find that he is not at all. Don't like me, but like Qingxue, if you wake up at that time, wouldn't you want to torture Qingxue to death?"

[When you say that, it seems a bit cruel, huh? ] The system brainstormed a bit: Qingxue fell in love with a man who loved the same sex, was abused by this man, and left because of sadness. In the end, this man woke up and found that he had always been straight.

emmmmmmmmm, it seems that it is really not very good. I will not be able to be a good friend in the future.

"Baili Tusu is stubborn. He is nervous and cautious about feelings. Whenever he realizes that he will hurt others, he will close himself and stay away from others."

"But I'm different to him."

"Even if I am with him, I may be in danger because of the evil spirit of burning silence, but he knows that I am more willing to face it with him than harm. At first he only wanted to look at me from a distance, but now he is willing to come by my side."

"Because of this, after he identified me, it was more difficult to empathize with others."

[Then if you don't point it out and let him stay with you, won't he be very happy too, who cares why?If it's as you said, just leave it to time, and if Baili Tusu doesn't like you anymore, you can pretend that you don't know anything at all. ]

"I don't want to take away his right to choose who he really likes."

"He shouldn't just be around me and just have his eyes on me."

"I hope he can get in touch with more people, see more scenery, and understand what love is and understand his own heart after getting along with many people."

"Presumably at that time, he will be able to build trust with people, and he can come out of the past. He will not be cautious in the process of interacting with people, worrying about gains and losses. He straightened his chest and interacted with people without any fear.

"He is a good person, a gentle person, he doesn't have to be restrained, and he doesn't have to be cautious. He deserves to be loved by others, not as long as someone treats him well, he will fall in love with this person." Jiang Cheng was referring to himself.

Jiang Cheng thought, only then could Tu Su know who he really likes.

"I just hope that he can truly love and trust with peace of mind. His eyes and mind are on me at this time, but my existence limits him. Leaving is the best choice." He only needs to ensure that the plot can be completed , and finally saving Baili Tusu is enough.

[You think so much, and you want to leave suddenly, aren't you afraid that Susu will suddenly become black when she finds out? ]

"Blackening?" Jiang Cheng smiled suddenly, his eyes were gentle, "It's so easy to blacken. If he is really blackened, it will prove that my idea is right."

"Because of distrust and uneasiness, it is necessary to possess. The need to confirm the love of the other party makes me worry even more. Because in this way, he has to keep confirming to be at ease. How can I be willing to let him worry about gains and losses all the time and feel insecure? .”

[But if this is the case, isn’t Susu’s feelings love? ] The system turned around and felt a little dazed. Her simple head couldn't figure out what Jiang Cheng was thinking.

"To put it another way, if a child who doesn't feel safe and doesn't get enough love always feels uneasy when they go out to play, he has to look back to see if his parents are still there. If a child gets enough security and love, He believes that his parents are there, and their love is with him no matter where he goes. When he goes out to play, he will not be so nervous. Because he has the courage to be alone."

[ah. ] The system thought about it, [Do you hope that Baili Tusu can get out of the lack of emotion and develop the side that was stuck in the past again?Then go to really love someone? ]

"In my opinion, many parts of him are still stuck in the past, at the moment when his life was hanging by a thread and he lost his memory."

Baili Tusu is resolute enough, indifferent enough, and transparent enough to face his own destiny.

But in Jiang Cheng's view, he is still the child who has lost everything and is full of fear and anxiety.

He is still stuck in the past.

That child didn't mature because of the passage of time, he was always there, rooted in Baili Tusu's heart.

The system was silent for a long time. She didn't expect Jiang Cheng to always smile and be so thoughtful. After all, he always acted like nothing to me. He also went with the flow when it came to friends and never had too much obsession. .

But considering that Jiang Cheng would rather risk his life to make a deal with himself in order to keep Baili Tusu alive, all this is not so strange.

[Then have you ever thought that all your thoughts are just that you think that Baili Tusu is not so fragile and cannot withstand wind and rain. ] The system asked cautiously.

"I know." Jiang Cheng didn't waver because of system problems, "For Baili Tusu, he may think that my thinking is not correct."

[Then why do you...]

"Because I think it's right. A man believes his own way of thinking is right, and that can't be easily changed by others. I think it's good for him, and that's enough."

[You can go and confess to Baili Tusu. ] The system suggested urgently. She didn't understand that Jiang Cheng had made such a big detour, so he just used the simplest method.Why do you have to leave?

"Of course not. After everything is over, I don't know how many years I can live. I planned to leave after Tu Su and Feng Qingxue are together after everything is over."

This is the future he envisions.

Baili Tusu and Feng Qingxue live happily together. If he can come back alive, he must be their child's godfather.

It's just that Baili Tusu unexpectedly fell in love with him because of an accident in the key link.

Only at this time did the system understand that all the previous considerations were based on the fact that he would die.

The system suddenly felt sour, and she didn't know why she felt that way. She followed her heart and asked:

[Aren't you going to tell Tu Su to let him take care of you?After cultivating the deprivation, your body can't stand the big torment, and you still want to leave]

"Of course I want to leave. Is it possible that I will stay and make trouble for Baili Tusu?" Jiang Cheng said in surprise, he never considered the possibility of staying.

Jiang Cheng was puzzled by the system's surprise, [But if you die, he won't know...QAQ]

"Don't curse me, I'm a man with strong vitality." Jiang Cheng complained, but seeing the system worrying about him, he felt warm in his heart.

[Then just in case, you can hide the truth and live with Tu Su Qingxue...]

"Should I be a light bulb? And... don't look at Tu Su, who is silent and straightforward, but smart. Although he is unsophisticated, it is because he has no experience in normal communication with people. I have been with him for so long, He knows me too well, and with clues, he will definitely be able to deduce the ins and outs of the matter."

"I saved him only to let him live happily. Let him know the truth, wouldn't it be counterproductive. And don't worry too much, it's not a big deal. Auspicious people have their own destiny, and I will live for a long time , you are a high-cold system, come on, come on, don't cry."

[But if you are like this, who will take care of you after you leave, I will not be here at that time. ] Tianyong City must not go back, after all, the news will always be leaked.

[I'm rich, talented, and suave-looking, so I'm afraid I won't find a place to stay? ]

[…] The system kept quiet and secretly wiped away tears.She knew that Jiang Cheng had made up his mind and would not change it, nor would he persuade him any more.

[Why are you being so nice to Tu Su? ]

"He is my friend, and we have a lifelong friendship." Jiang Cheng said with a smile, "He is for me, regardless of the danger of his life, so I naturally have to treat each other as equals."

In the illusion, they desperately rescued each other again and again, and came to him again and again.

At that time, Baili Tusu was different to Jiang Cheng.

It's just that.

emmmmm Although he did not expect that Tu Su would love him, but the importance of him to him will not change because of this.

The system stopped talking, and the circles of eyes were red after wiping off the tears, "...I will find a way to help you hide the truth, so that Heavenly Dao won't find out."

"Thank you!"

"What if Tu Su really loves you?"

The system went blind from crying, and she felt that she was abused by herself again.What if Tu Su really loved Jiang Cheng, after being rejected by Jiang Cheng, he gave up after a long time, and then got together with Feng Qingxue because of Qingxue's company, and Jiang Cheng kicked his legs and died in an unknown place.

The system barked again and became an idiot.

"Although I don't know what you think, but it doesn't feel too wonderful."

Jiang Cheng's scalp was numb from the system crying, why did he cry like this so well?

"Men and men are not that simple. Many men think that they like the same sex, but after they are really together with men, they have to get in touch with each other, and suddenly find that they feel sick when they kiss. The love they think is just a momentary curiosity, misunderstood I thought I was bent, but I was actually straight like steel."

Jiang Cheng joked.

The system was not comforted, she was immersed in the 300 million word sadomasochism novel that she had made up in her head, unable to extricate herself, crying loudly.

Jiang Cheng: ...

At this moment, there was a knock on the door.Jiang Cheng thought in surprise, who could it be at this time?

Except for Jiang Cheng's deal with the system, Baili Tusu heard everything Jiang Cheng thought about.

His hands covered his eyes, and his lips were drawn into a line.

He thought... the senior brother would be surprised and displeased when he knew what he was thinking, and would leave because of it.

But I didn't expect my brother to...

[I hope that he can get in touch with more people, see more scenery, and after getting along with many people, understand what love is and understand his own heart. ]

[Presumably at that time, he will be able to build trust with people and get out of the past.Will not be cautious in the process of interacting with people, worrying about gains and losses.He straightened his chest and interacted with people without any fear. ]

[He's a good guy, a gentle guy, he doesn't have to be reserved, he doesn't have to be careful. ]

[He deserves to be loved by others. ]

The fragility that was suppressed in his heart was revealed in one word, and all his uneasiness and tiny hopes were carefully noticed by him.

There seemed to be a fire in Baili Tusu's heart. They were hot and intense, illuminating the darkness and obscurity in his heart, driving away all the loneliness and pain, and burning away all the unwillingness and resentment.

His heart was beating violently, and he felt alive like never before.

The fire was beating and burning violently, burning in his eyes, forcing his eyes to heat up, and he couldn't help but want to cry.

The light shone down, awakening Baili Tusu who was in the shadows.

Baili Tusu looked up, only to see that the sky was bright and the sky was clear.

The dark clouds have already dissipated, leaving only the vast sky!

Baili Tusu stood up, stepping out of the shadow behind him.

He seemed to be breaking free from heavy shackles, and like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon.

I never thought that this kind of me is worthy of your heart.

Baili Tusu's gaze became clear and firm, without any hesitation, and even the loneliness lurking in his eyes was burned away by the fire.

"Senior brother, it's me, Tu Su." After receiving permission, Baili Tusu pushed the door open.

The sun was bright outside, casting a layer of silver light on his body.

Jiang Cheng's Baili Tusu seems a little different today, and he feels a lot more relaxed?

"Tu Su, you came just in time, I..." Jiang Cheng thought, Tu Su seemed to be in a good mood today, so choosing another day would be better than bumping into the sun, and bid farewell to Baili Tusu now.

"Brother, I have something to tell you."

"Okay." It was rare for Baili Tusu to insist on speaking first, but Jiang Cheng agreed without thinking too much, and asked to leave after he finished speaking.

"I am pleased with senior brother."

"????"

"My brother is not a brotherhood, but a love between a man and a woman." Baili Tusu's eyes were burning.

Jiang Cheng was dumbfounded.

"Telling my brother is not to make my brother respond to me. I never want to cause trouble to my brother, and I hope that my brother will not leave because of this. Admiring my brother is my own business, and it has nothing to do with my brother."

Baili Tusu stood up, saw that Jiang Cheng was still in a daze, walked to his side, lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the lips.

The soft touch came from his lips, Jiang Cheng suddenly woke up, and looked at Baili Tusu in surprise.

Baili Tusu's eyes were firm, and those black eyes expressed his feelings frankly, without any discomfort or retreat from intimate contact with the same sex.

"My feelings for senior brother are not child's play, nor is it a momentary infatuation."

"I know what I want, and I know who I love."

The author has something to say:

emmmmm, what am I

Chu Touch didn't say anything, you guys just look at it and express it [Put your chest out proudly, and hold the crown on top of your head]

Thanks to the little babies, the little fairies, the big cuties, mines, I will put him away as Cheng Cheng's mental comfort fee! ! ! [Refills love you all! 】

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