Another day to try to feed my wife

Gu Xiuzhi didn't answer Lu Ye's question directly, but lowered his voice, with a certain indescribable meaning in his tone: "Are you so nice to everyone?"

"How long have we known each other, and you said you would wait for me."

"Are you being so nice to everyone?"

Lu Ye didn't say a word, and directly grabbed Gu Xiuzhi's hand, which was slender and fair, "If you have to find a reason to believe me..."

"I've seen you play the piano."

Gu Xiuzhi's hand was held tightly by Lu Ye, and he looked at Lu Ye unexpectedly.

He appeared in the piano world for a short time, quickly became famous and quickly faded out of the public eye. Apart from his name and several reports on his award, there is almost no other news about himself.

In recent years, due to his physical condition, all news has been blocked from the outside world. Even the reports and videos of his previous participation in the competition have been deleted a lot, so Lu Ye should have known himself a few years ago?

"I've watched your match." Lu Ye let go of Gu Xiuzhi's wrist.

"You are very powerful and excellent, but for some reason, you don't play the piano anymore."

"I recognized you the first time I saw you in the restaurant."

"The way you look on stage... you are so eye-catching... If you weren't sick, you should have had a better life."

After saying this, Lu Ye fell silent. He didn't know what to say to persuade Gu Xiezhi for a while, but he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything, he just waited silently for Gu Xiezhi to respond.

Gu Xizhi's hands were hanging by his side, and he murmured, "Really?"

"Should I have a better life?"

Gu Xiuzhi gritted his teeth, "I don't plan to touch the piano anymore, so I shouldn't have a better life."

"The me who you think is excellent is the me when I was playing the piano, the me standing on the stage, not the me now."

"Perhaps you have seen that I am like this now," Gu Xiuzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, "I despise myself for being so self-defeating, but the me now is the real me."

"I must be hated by people like this," Gu Xiezhi's voice was trembling, and the words he said were extremely indifferent: "I don't like to hear things like you trust me, you will accompany me, you will wait for me, I think Very fake."

"I can live my own life well, and I don't need you to intervene." Gu Xizhi said the last sentence stiffly, then turned and left the parking lot.

His body was also a little stiff, and he even knew that his walking posture had become absurdly simulataneous. He didn't know where he should go later, but he left Lu Ye without a trace of hesitation.

Lu Ye stood on the spot and looked at Gu Xizhi's back, feeling a little complicated in his heart.He didn't know which sentence he said wrong, but from the moment he opened his mouth and said that he had seen him play the piano, things began to develop out of control.

Gu Xizhi's back is a little thin, he is tall but looks slender and thin, and his lonely and confused appearance makes people feel a little heartbroken.

Lu Ye made up his mind and quickened his pace towards Gu Xiuzhi, walked behind him and grabbed his wrist, he was very light, he only resisted for a moment before being dragged away by Lu Ye.

Knowing that he couldn't break free, Gu Xiuzhi stubbornly turned his face away from Lu Ye.

Lu Ye pushed Gu Xiuzhi into the co-pilot with a few strokes, and quickly closed the door and got on the car to start the car: "I don't know which sentence I just said offended you, if it made you feel uncomfortable, I'm sorry, I apologize .”

"You are very emotional now, I will take you home first, can you calm down?"

Although it was a discussion tone, Lu Ye drove towards Gu Xizhi's house without hesitation.

Gu Xixi closed his eyes, leaned on the back of the seat, and put his hands in his pockets.

As soon as he reached in, he touched the candy that Lu Ye handed him just now. He rubbed the wrapping paper of the candy, wondering what he was thinking.

After about 5 minutes, Gu Xiuzhi tightened his throat, and said the first sentence when he got into the car: "I'm sorry just now."

"It's my own fault, it has nothing to do with you."

Gu Xiezhi stretched out his hands and waved them in the air, stared at them for a few seconds, and took a breath: "You should know that the winning competition was the only time I appeared in public view. .”

"Well, you disappeared for many years." Lu Ye held the steering wheel with his hands.

Gu Xixi put his hands back into his pockets and held the candy tightly: "For some reason, I will never play the piano again."

"And I hate the piano."

Lu Ye looked at the red light ahead and was silent for a long time.

"Will you...will come here again?"

Gu Xiezhi knew that his refusal to cooperate was pushing everyone away from him. He blatantly refused, but he still wanted to be loved and cared for.

He knew that his request was unreasonable.

But he heard Lu Ye say without hesitation: "Yes."

"If it makes you unhappy, you can forget about the fact that I know you play the piano," Lu Ye organized his words: "I can continue to look for you as your friend, just like Lin Chenqin."

"Is it okay?" Lu Ye turned his face to look at Gu Xiuzhi, his eyes were extremely serious.

"Yes." Gu Xiuzhi was a little embarrassed by his eyes, and sincerely thanked: "Thank you."

After arriving home, Lu Ye didn't come in but drove home. Gu Xiuzhi immediately went back to his room, locked the door tightly and locked himself in the room.

After locking the door and closing the curtains, Gu Xiuzhi immediately took out the medicine from the drawer, hurriedly stuffed it into his mouth, took a sip of water, swallowed it, and lay down on the bed.

Now is not the time to take these medicines. His medicines are given regularly and quantitatively. Taking medicines indiscriminately may lead to recurrence of the disease and harm to the body, but he is afraid that he will not be able to control his emotions.

He really didn't expect that Lu Ye knew himself at that time.

Maybe he felt that he was excellent and outstanding at that time, and wanted to help himself return to that time?

But the current self is Gu Xiuzhi's original face: cold, introverted, and weird.

Would Lu Ye still want to be friends with himself like this?Gu Xiezhi didn't think so, he had always had a clear understanding of himself.

Can't think like that anymore.Can't think like that anymore.Gu Xizhi knew that he had gotten into a dead end, he didn't want to think about anything now, he just wanted to let himself fall asleep quickly.

He touched his face, already dripping with sweat.

After sending Gu Xizhi home, Lu Ye did not go home immediately, but called Lin Chenqin.

"Do you have time right now?"

Lin Chenqin knew that Gu Xiuzhi went out with Lu Ye today, and now that Lu Ye called him, something must have happened, "I'm free, what's the matter?"

"I'll wait for you at the coffee shop at the corner of your hospital entrance, let's discuss something." Lu Ye's voice was rare impatience and anxiety.

Lin Chenqin took off his white coat while answering the phone: "Okay, wait a minute, I'll find someone to take my place for a while, and I'll be there soon."

When Lin Chenqin arrived at the cafe, Lu Ye was already sitting on the seat waiting for him.

Lin Chenqin sat down: "Tell me, what do you want to ask?"

"Then I'll get straight to the point," Lu Ye said dryly, "Today I talked to Gu Xiuzhi about his previous award in the piano competition."

Gu Xizhi looked at Lu Ye in surprise. This happened four or five years ago, and few people know about it now.

"So you knew Gu Xizhi before?"

"It's not important. I want to know why Gu Xiuzhi stopped playing the piano. Also, when I mention the piano, his mood is very strange."

The piano should have accompanied Gu Xizhi for many years, and it should be the most important part of his life, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.

Lin Chenqin lowered his head: "I'm sorry about this."

"I was abroad at the time, and I don't know the specific reason. I only know that after Gu Xiezhi's grandma passed away, he stopped playing the piano."

"Grandma?" Lu Ye suddenly recalled that when he happened to see a photo of Gu Xixiu and his grandma, he said that his grandma had passed away.

"Since his grandma passed away, Gu Xiuzhi has become taciturn, has given up the piano, and even suffered from anorexia."

Lu Ye stared at the table without saying a word, his pupils trembling slightly.

"I regret that I couldn't be with him during that time. His parents passed away when he was very young, and he didn't have any brothers or sisters. He was raised by his grandma since he was a child. I didn't expect his grandma's death to affect him. He hit so hard that he even gave up the piano."

"If I knew he would become what he is now, I would definitely have returned to China to accompany him, but when I came back, it was too late."

Lin Chenqin sighed: "No one knows the specific reason, but he stopped playing the piano after his grandma passed away, and his condition gradually deteriorated."

Lu Ye didn't know what grandma meant to Gu Xiezhi, nor what the piano meant to Gu Xiezhi, but he felt sorry for what he said to Gu Xiezhi in the parking lot.

"The only doubtful thing is," Lin Chenqin felt the need to tell Lu Ye, "When I forced Gu Xiezhi to see a doctor, the doctor told me that Gu Xiezhi had been suffering from depression for a long time."

"The long period of time I don't mean after his grandma passed away, but before his grandma passed away, Gu Xiuzhi had been suffering from depression for quite a long time."

Lu Ye didn't know how to describe his current mood. He had mixed feelings for a while, and he felt that nothing he said was powerless, and he couldn't erase the hurt that Gu Xiezhi had suffered before.

When he didn't know the children, how many things did he experience alone?How many sad things did you go through to become what you are now?

Lu Ye was surrounded by a deep sense of powerlessness, his hands clenched into fists, until his fingertips turned white.

"However," Lin Chenqin cleared his throat, "your presence has brought him a difference and changed his life."

"I hope you can help him out."

Lu Ye raised his head and looked at Lin Chenqin firmly, "I will."

He will let Gu Xiezhi know that he is loved by many people and should have the courage to do anything.

作者有话要说：呃……昨天的我该死！我考虑了一下自己昼伏夜出的作息情况，还是决定以后早上九点更好啦，这样不管我写到多晚，我一定会写完再睡。感谢在2019-11-2122:45:31~2019-11-2202:14:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Rock Sheep;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!