Another day to try to feed my wife

Gu Xizhi's eyes moved to the tombstone, on which the word 'Lu Li' was impressively written.

This 'Xiao Li' in other people's mouth is also surnamed Lu?

Gu Xiuzhi's pupils shrank slightly, this Lu Li, maybe Lu Ye's younger brother?

What Lu Ye said next seemed to confirm what Gu Xiuzhi thought:

"The little Li they are talking about is my younger brother."

"He has passed away."

When Lu Ye mentioned the past, his tone lowered unconsciously, and Gu Xiuzhi was also stunned.

"sorry."

"I didn't know he was your brother."

Gu Xizhi's voice was apologetic, "I didn't know he had passed away either."

Although Gu Xixi apologized, it didn't mean that the past was written off, because it didn't change anything.

If it's the younger brother, can't it be a stand-in?Thinking that Lu Ye's unreasonable and inexplicable kindness to him at the beginning belonged to others, and should have belonged to his younger brother Lu Li, Gu Xiezhi's heart was still unstoppably sour.

"This is your brother, and then?" Gu Xiuzhi's throat was hoarse, as if something was stuck in his chest, and it was difficult to even make a sound.

Lu Ye looked at Gu Xizhi, "What next?" He thought he had made it clear.

"Your brother passed away, did you transfer everything you wanted for your brother to me?" Gu Xiuzhi held back his sobs, "Have you asked my opinion from the beginning to the end? You asked Do you want me to accept you? Have you asked me if I want to live in your world as your younger brother?"

Having said such a lot of words in one breath, coupled with emotional agitation and physical weakness, Gu Xiuzhi was almost out of breath, and took small mouthfuls of breathing, trying to calm himself down and stabilize his emotions.

"Gu Xizhi," Lu Ye stared into Gu Xizhi's eyes, and said in a harsh tone, "I may not have lost my temper with you, but today I am very angry."

Sadness was about to overflow from the pores of Gu Xiezhi's skin, and he felt that he was about to faint on the spot again.He didn't know what Lu Ye meant by saying this suddenly. Did he really think that he had a good temper and could let him bully him?

Gu Xiezhi didn't want to spend any more time trying to organize his words to argue with Lu Ye. This would not only embarrass Lu Ye, but also expose his own scars.

Gu Xizhi pursed his lips, stared at the ground, turned around and prepared to leave.

Even if he walked back along this road later, he didn't want to see Lu Ye again.

Seeing that Gu Xiezhi turned around to leave, Lu Ye stretched out his long arms to grab Gu Xiezhi, clasped his wrist, and pulled him to his side, preventing him from moving.

The moment he turned around, Gu Xiezhi's expression was already ugly, and he was dragged back by Lu Ye unexpectedly. Gu Xiezhi's expression seemed to be about to cry for a moment, and he said dryly to Lu Ye, "It hurts."

"I hurt."

Lu Ye let go, but still held Gu Xiuzhi's wrist, "I haven't finished my sentence, why are you running?"

"It hurts," Gu Xiuzhi repeated, "let me go."

Lu Ye shook his head, "You promise me that I will let you go, and if you don't leave, I will let you go."

Gu Xiuzhi raised his eyes to look at Lu Ye, and nodded hesitantly.

"I just said that I was very angry." Lu Ye let go of Gu Xiuzhi's slender wrist, "I'm angry because you don't trust me, let alone give me a chance to explain."

"I don't think there is anything to explain about this matter." Gu Xiuzhi turned his face away.

"As I said just now," Lu Ye pointed to the tombstone, "he is my younger brother, so there is no such thing as the plot of a novel where he is my dead Bai Yueguang, and you are not a substitute wife or the CEO Double lover."

Gu Xiezhi raised his head and looked at Lu Ye complicatedly. The originally serious atmosphere became a little funny when he messed with it like this.

He pursed his lips, tried his best to look expressionless, and continued to listen to Lu Ye's explanation.

"Of course, you may also think that I treat you so well because I treat you as my younger brother. Let me tell you, no." Lu Ye's expression was very serious and his tone was very sincere, "I never thought that way , I treat you well only because you are Gu Xizhi."

"It's not because you're like Lu Li, it's just because you're Gu Xizhi."

The sky was a little gray, it looked like it was going to rain, and the wind was a little bit chilly. Hearing Lu Ye's words, Gu Xiezhi flinched a little. He didn't know whether it was blown by the wind or trembling because of Lu Ye's words. .

"What's more, in my eyes, you don't look like Lu Li at all."

"In my eyes, you are you."

Gu Xizhi was silent, he had never heard words like 'because you are Gu Xizhi' and 'you are you' from others, his eye sockets were a little sore.

"I don't know if you are clear." Lu Ye lowered his head slightly, bent his knees and squatted on the ground, "I grew up in an orphanage."

Gu Xiuzhi suddenly remembered the photo of Lu Ye when he was a child when he was in the orphanage last time, and Dean Hao also clearly told himself that Lu Ye was a child who grew up in the orphanage.

So where did this younger brother come from?Could it be that he and Lu Ye were abandoned by their parents at the same time?

"Lu Li came from another orphanage and has no blood relationship with me," Lu Ye gently wiped the tombstone. "He, like Future, had leukemia since he was a child, and then passed away."

"The reason why I work so hard to help the future is partly because of Lu Li. I don't want to see the future repeat Lu Li's mistakes."

Gu Xizhi suddenly understood why Lu Ye was so kind to the future, not only because he was sensible, but also because he and Lu Ye's younger brother had similar experiences.

"When Lu Li first came to our orphanage, he was very young, soft-tempered, and the kind who could be squeezed by others," Lu Ye recalled, "he had two candies in his hand, and the children in the orphanage were all jealous." Looking at it carefully, there are still a few naughty ones who want to go up and grab it."

"He kept those two candies tightly, and no one would give them to him," Lu Ye smiled. "I was watching at the time, and I still laughed at him in my heart, so I wanted to eat them."

"Later Dean Hao came to hug him, and he gave Dean Hao a candy in his hand," Lu Ye said with a slightly hurt expression on his face, "You know what? It's a very flattering kind of smile, I want Dean to give more Like him a little, don't abandon him again."

Gu Xiuzhi was stunned.

"There is another one, he gave it to me," Lu Ye stroked the word 'Li' on it, "he said, seeing that I don't like to laugh, I look unhappy, so he wants me to eat candy Be happy afterwards."

Lu Ye spread out his palm, as if there was a candy on it, "He didn't eat any."

"He called me brother, and later, I became his brother, my own brother."

Lu Ye continued: "I have never had any illnesses, and I was still a boy, so I have been adopted many times one after another, but Lu Li always stays in the orphanage because of leukemia."

"When I was young, I had a very bad temper and was very weird. On the one hand, I was also worried that Lu Li would be bullied by herself. As long as I was taken away, I would get angry with the adoptive family, causing them to retire in the end."

"It was really naive back then."

Gu Xizhi knew that it would take one to three months of trial adoption first, to give the family and the child a time to adjust and adjust before deciding whether to adopt or not.

"Later I told the dean, don't send me out anymore, I can take care of my younger siblings, and I can also work, as long as I stay in the courtyard."

"I have been growing up in the courtyard. I am studying and working part-time at the same time, treating Lu Li's illness."

"But he still passed away. He called me brother for so many years, but I still couldn't save him in the end."

Gu Xiezhi looked at Lu Ye who was squatting on the ground, his shoulders shrugged slightly, he was so sad that he couldn't control himself, Gu Xiezhi approached him, wanted to raise his hand to pat him on the shoulder, but stopped again, in the end he couldn't help it. did not do.

"When he died, he was one year younger than you now, 20 years old, and I was only 22 at that time."

"Although we are not related by blood, I regard him as my own brother from the bottom of my heart."

Lu Ye covered his face and didn't speak any more.

He grew up in a welfare home, except for Dean Hao, Lu Ye is not very close to others, and the only one who is still by his side is Lu Li. It can also be said that the two of them are dependent on each other.

At the age of 22, Lu Ye is about to face the parting of a relative.Powerlessness, self-blame, and sadness enveloped him anytime and anywhere.

He was afraid that when he looked back one day, he would find that there was no one behind him, and he would find himself so lonely.

If Lu Li died when Lu Ye was very young, maybe the little Lu Ye didn't understand the grief of life passing away and never coming back, and didn't know the limit of life; Lu Ye, who is in the world, will understand that life must be there sometimes, and understand that the moon is cloudy and sunny, and things like life cannot be forced.

The 22-year-old Lu Ye understood the meaning of death, but he didn't know how to face death calmly.Saying goodbye too early, saying goodbye helplessly, is too difficult for a person in his early twenties.

This is the pain of his life.

Lu Ye squatted on the ground for a while, and after he collected his mood, he stood up and looked at Gu Xiuzhi, "Sorry for saying so much, I just think that you should have the right to know this."

"Of course, I haven't mentioned the issue you care about the most until this point." Lu Ye looked at Gu Xiuzhi and then at the sky. It was already gloomy, as if the rain would pour down in the next second. Pulling Gu Xizhi back, tightened his own coat on Gu Xizhi, keeping him as warm as possible, then encircled him weakly: "I'll take you to another place."

This time Gu Xiezhi didn't resist any more, and obediently followed Lu Ye.

He even felt a little guilty. He didn't know why, but from what he said just now, he felt that he could choose to believe Lu Ye.

Because he is different from grandma, Lu Ye is a very good person, kind, responsible, gentle and stable.His disobedience to Lu's explanation, and his almost unreasonable behavior not only made others worry, but also made Lu Ye recall the sad past.

He was looking at Lu Ye's thin back, feeling even more guilty in his heart.

Before walking along the road to the side of the car, there was a rumble of thunder from the distant sky, and then raindrops hit the ground without warning. Lu Ye frowned, wrapped Gu Xizhi tightly, and brought Followed by his footsteps hurriedly walked to the side of the car.

Gu Xizhi was already sick, and it might be worse if he got caught in the rain, so he absolutely couldn't take this risk.