Another day to try to feed my wife

Gu Xizhi's eye sockets were hot and itchy, he stretched out the back of his hand and touched his eye sockets, letting the tears that hadn't come out quickly roll back.

"When did this happen?" Gu Xiezhi stretched out a finger and pointed at the screen.

He is talking about this video.

He only knew that Lu Ye said before that he had seen the game where he played the piano, and he thought that Lu Ye hadn't heard about it, or he saw it on the Internet at random, and remembered his face. 'That's all.

He didn't expect that what Lu Ye said, seeing him playing the piano, turned out to be like this.

Lu Ye just said 'how many times have I watched it day and night', which made Gu Xiuzhi's face burn.

Putting down the remote control, Lu Ye walked up to Gu Xiuzhi and took out the photo.

"Look at this first."

Gu Xixiu took the photo in his hand, lowered his head to look at it seriously.

In the photo is a young man, with a delicate and gentle appearance, but there is a weakness, which looks a little morbid.

"He is Lu Li." Lu Ye looked at the photo, then at Gu Xiuzhi, "Do you think you two look alike?"

Gu Xiezhi shook his head, and answered truthfully, "It's not like that."

"I don't think so either. You are you and he is him." Lu Ye seriously explained: "The reason why Manager Ge thinks you are similar is because when Manager Ge met Lu Li, Lu Li was about the same age as you are now. He was sick all the time and always looked pale and weak."

"Don't you think you are somewhat similar to him?" Lu Ye pointed to the photo.

Gu Xiezhi hesitated for a moment, "It's temperament...it gives people the feeling."

Looking at the photo, although Gu Xiuzhi felt that Lu Li didn't look like him, there was always an indescribable similarity in temperament, even he had to admit it.

"Look, your situation is actually very similar to that of Lu Li at that time. You are thin and always sick. You don't like to go out or talk on weekdays. You are about 20 years old. You can't escape the jubilation. These adjectives are beautiful, but they definitely don't look alike." Lu Ye thought for a long time, "After you fainted, I didn't have time to refute Manager Ge, but I guess I refuted, and you couldn't hear me."

Gu Xizhi was already unwell, and when he stood outside the toilet door and heard such a passage, he immediately fainted, how could he have time to listen to Lu Ye before answering.

"Manager Ge may just think that you are similar in temperament," Lu Ye added, "Manager Ge met Lu Li many years ago, and only met a few times. After so many years, his It's not out of the question that the memory is a little off."

"Who knew it was such a coincidence, you have a heart knot, and you just overheard it outside the door." Lu Ye looked at Gu Xiuzhi apologetically, "Blame me, if I found out that something was wrong with you earlier, I would have explained it to you earlier Clearly, things will not get to the current scene.”

"I'm sorry." Lu Ye looked at Gu Xiuzhi face to face, and said solemnly.

Gu Xizhi also whispered, "I forgive you."

Lu Ye stretched out his hands to ruffle Gu Xizhi's hair. His hair was not dry yet, and it was damp. "Thank you for forgiving me."

"That... I'm sorry," Gu Xiuzhi also apologized to Lu Ye, his eyes averted a little, "If it wasn't for my willful unwillingness to listen to your explanation and not believe you, this matter would have ended long ago."

Lu Ye hooked the corner of his lips, then rubbed his head again: "It's good to know that I'm wrong."

Gu Xiezhi: "..."

That's not how the script was written!

I just said I forgive you!

Lu Ye was like a fox who had succeeded, and smiled wantonly: "You remember to write me an [-]-word self-criticism, and I will ask for it next week."

"Actually, I didn't ask you to trust me 100%, and I wasn't really angry with you. I was just anxious," Lu Ye began to smoothen Gu Xizhi's hair, "I know we haven't known each other for a long time, you don't trust me It's normal."

"But what's next time, it's about me, about whether you want to talk to me in the future, can you give me an explanation?" Lu Ye looked at Gu Xiuzhi sincerely.

Gu Xizhi was a little ashamed, and hummed in a low voice.

Then Gu Xiezhi raised his eyes, the eyes were shining, and asked Gu Xiezhi: "What's the matter with that disc?"

"As I said before, I've seen you play the piano, that's all."

"But I've seen it for years."

During the long period of time after Lu Li's death, Lu Ye once lost hope in life. He didn't understand why God was so unfair to deprive a young life so early.

During that time, he was muddled and decadent for a long time, and he also learned to smoke at that time.

Until one night, he accidentally saw a video and saw the boy on the stage.

The boy was playing the piano, his body seemed to be full of light, his slender fingers danced on the black and white keys, flowing out beautiful and smooth notes, his eyebrows were lowered, and the beautiful melody touched his heart.

It was at that time that Lu Ye realized that music really has the power to soothe people's hearts.

It was also at that time that he knew that there was a boy named Gu Xiuzhi in the world.

He wanted to look up Gu Xizhi's information on the Internet, but found that, except for that name and that match, he couldn't find any information about Gu Xizhi.

After that game, the boy seemed to disappear from this world, as if he had never appeared before.

He watched the video of that game countless times, and even engraved him into a disc, wanting to keep it forever.Whenever he feels that life is meaningless, he goes to take a look at this proud and willful boy. He thinks, maybe he will be able to get over it after a long time, and maybe he will see this boy after a long time.

With this belief, he started a new life. He began to learn to pack up the past, bought a new house, started to work seriously, and made new friends.

It's just that occasionally in the middle of the night, he watched this video repeatedly, thousands or tens of thousands of times, he couldn't remember clearly, but Gu Xiezhi's face was deeply imprinted in his mind.

Until he met Gu Xiuzhi at the restaurant.

Only then did Lu Ye realize that during the time when Gu Xingzhi disappeared, he was also fighting hard against life.

That's why he wanted to help Gu Xiuzhi, help him go out, and help him become better.

Gu Xiezhi didn't expect that Lu Ye knew himself in this way, and had experienced so many bad pasts. He reached out and patted him on the shoulder, stumbled and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier."

"If I tell you as soon as we meet, I have been secretly watching you for many years, will you think I am a pervert?"

Gu Xiezhi thought about it, if Lu Ye told himself at the very beginning that he had known him for a long time, it would feel really weird.

"Are you relieved now?" Lu Ye gently pinched him, "You are no one's substitute, you are Gu Xizhi."

Gu Xiezhi nodded and responded lightly.

Gu Xizhi sat on the floor with his legs bent, his hair was not dry yet, Lu Ye sat on the sofa, took Gu Xizhi's towel and began to wipe his head, "Don't wait until you catch a cold."

After wiping his head, Lu Ye asked, "Are you going home tonight?"

"Go back." Gu Xiuzhi hesitated.

Lu Ye's tone remained unchanged, "It's raining heavily outside."

"If it's inconvenient for you, I'll ask the driver to pick me up."

Lu Ye gave him a pause for wiping his head, "It's raining so hard, don't bother the driver."

Gu Xiezhi hesitated, "Then...shall I take a taxi?"

"Don't go back."

Gu Xiuzhi kept silent, and hesitated a few sentences, not knowing what he was talking about.

"I'll cook for you."

Gu Xiezhi felt that he would not be able to go back today.

Lu Ye dried his hair, found him a hair dryer and let him blow it for a while, then went to the kitchen.

Gu Xiuzhi was still not feeling well, so Lu Ye planned to make some checklists and make some soup.

There was a piece of fish in the refrigerator, so Lu Ye decided on corn radish crucian carp soup and a few side dishes.

Gu Xixi sat on the carpet in the living room and watched his own video over and over again. Lu Ye took advantage of the hot pot and warmed up a cup of milk for him to drink while watching.

Gu Xiezhi accepted it obediently.

Hearing Lu Ye was busy tinkling in the kitchen, Gu Xiuzhi felt that staying at his house was also a good choice. This kind of feeling was something he had never experienced before, and it seemed to feel a little bit like home.

After a while, Lu Ye brought the food to the table and asked Gu Xiuzhi to come over to eat, but Gu Xiuzhi was unwilling, so Lu Ye came over and turned off the TV that Gu Xiuzhi was watching.

In desperation, Gu Xiuzhi had no choice but to go to the table reluctantly, and started to fight with Lu Ye again, one would not eat and the other would not drink, and Lu Ye scolded him sternly, but he just turned a deaf ear to it, as if he didn't want to eat properly young children and anxious parents.

After coaxing and cheating, but in the end Gu Xizhi ate less food, drank another half bowl of fish soup, wiped his mouth with a paper towel, and then Lu Ye let him go to the table.

After dinner, Lu Ye went to help Gu Xiezhi clean up the room. His bedroom bed was more comfortable, so he planned to let Gu Xiezhi sleep in his bedroom, and he went to the guest room.

After changing the bed sheet and quilt cover, Lu Ye told Gu Xixiu where the lamp was and where the toilet was, teaching him everything again.

Before going to bed, he took his temperature again, and if he didn't have a fever, Lu Ye didn't let him drink ginger soup.

After Gu Xixiu got into bed and put on the quilt, Lu Ye helped Gu Xixiu close the bedroom door.

Instead of going directly to the guest room to sleep, Lu Ye went to his study lightly.

Sitting at the desk, Lu Ye took out a brand new hardcover book from the drawer. He didn't have the habit of keeping a diary. Today, for some reason, he suddenly wanted to keep a diary.

Maybe those bad memories from the past are not worthy of being recorded by him, but from now on, his life has been illuminated by a ray of light, and he suddenly wants to take a pen to record, to record the bits and pieces that he has experienced with Gu Xiezhi Drip, and the bits and pieces that we will experience together in the future.

Saved into the future, it will be a very precious memory, enough to withstand the painful past of both of them.

When I think about it, I also smile, and feel that life is not particularly difficult.

Lu Ye picked up the cold pen on the table, solemnly opened the first page of the hardcover book, and wrote the date on it:

In [-], September [-]th, heavy rain.

The heavy rain is followed by a small rain symbol.

After writing the date, Lu Ye picked up the pen, then put it down, picked up the pen, then put it down again, several times he finally made up his mind.

Then wrote a few words on it:

I borrowed a light from you.

From now on.

I am your light.