Another day to try to feed my wife

In a daze, Lu Ye thought there was something wrong with his ears.

"Say it again?" Lu Ye walked slowly into Gu Xiuzhi.

This is the first time Lu Ye is so close to Gu Xixi and his piano.

Gu Xizhi froze and sat in front of the piano, looked up at Lu Ye, and repeated what he said just now, "Do you want to listen to me play the piano?"

"You..." Lu Ye hesitated, put his hand on his shoulder and squeezed it lightly, and asked softly, "Can you? If not, don't force it."

He didn't know why Gu Xizhi suddenly brought up the matter of playing the piano today, but now it seemed that Gu Xizhi's mood seemed normal, and there was nothing weird about it.

He didn't want Gu Xiuzhi to force him to do something he didn't like to do.

He just wants Gu Xiu to stop doing what he feels comfortable and happy about.

Gu Xiuzhi did not answer Lu Ye's words, but sighed softly.

This was also the first time Gu Xiuzhi saw Gu Xiuzhi sigh, and Lu Ye did not move his hand on his shoulder, "Gu Xiuzhi, there is no need to force yourself."

A momentary confusion appeared on Gu Xizhi's face, and then he stretched out his left hand to touch Lu Ye's hand on his shoulder, "Actually, I don't know what I can do in the future."

"I'm still young, but the future seems to be out of sight." Gu Xiuzhi put his hand against Lu Ye's, feeling the warmth from his body.

"I really want to change." Gu Xiuzhi glanced at the piano, and clenched Lu Ye's hand tightly, as if he was drifting helplessly trying to catch something: "The piano is something that has been with me for many years."

"I don't seem to be able to tell now whether it is a tool for me to please others, or something I really love."

Lu Ye's heart ached, and he shook Gu Xingzhi's hand forcefully, "It's okay, it's okay, we can find the answer slowly."

"Did you know? There are many problems in this world that are plausible, and it is not so simple to find out the reason or make a decision." Gu Xiezhi pulled out his hand, "I'm afraid, I won't be able to find an answer in the end. "

For a moment, Lu Ye didn't know how to answer the conversation.It is probably very difficult for Gu Xizhi to cross this hurdle.

"Don't think so much," Lu Ye put his hand on Gu Xi's head, and rubbed his soft hair twice, "Why don't we go down first and eat something."

"Let's go."

Gu Xiuzhi didn't want to stay in this room anymore, so he went downstairs with Lu Ye.

The dessert packed from the coffee shop was placed on the table in the living room. Lu Ye took Gu Xiuzhi over and helped him unpack it, "I tasted this today and thought it was delicious, try it."

Gu Xiezhi had no appetite at all, but he obediently took the spoon and sat on the sofa.

"You eat first, I'll make dinner." Lu Ye touched the back of Gu Xiuzhi's neck with a feeling of affection and comfort, then turned and went to the kitchen.

Gu Xixi sat on the sofa and huddled into a ball, the air was filled with the smell of desserts, the aroma of cream and the sweetness of sugar, sticky and greasy.

Hearing the clanging sounds in the kitchen, Gu Xiuzhi looked up at the ceiling with a confused expression.

Sometimes Lu Ye often calls him a kid, but he doesn't want to be a kid.

This means that he needs to be taken care of, that he can do nothing, that he will never grow up.

If this happens for a long time, one day Lu Ye will not be able to accept himself like this, and then gradually move away.

He couldn't help thinking about it.

He thought, obviously changing is a very simple thing, but when he stepped into the piano room, all kinds of previous scenes could not be restrained in his mind.

He sat in front of the piano, thinking that pressing the keys should be an easy thing to do, but when he really wanted to act, he lost the courage.

Starting to play the piano again means that he has to choose to face the past, choose to reconcile with his past self and past things.

But he wasn't ready for that, at least not yet.

Lu Ye was cooking in the kitchen, worried about Gu Xizhi in the living room, wanted to go out to take a look, and then saw Gu Xizhi's fragile appearance, like a fragile porcelain doll.

Lu Ye walked over, stood behind the sofa, and covered his eyes with his hand, "Gu Xiuzhi, sometimes I really love you."

In an instant, Gu Xiuzhi knew it was Lu Ye.The warm palm covered his eyes, and there was darkness in front of him.

"Sometimes like a child, sometimes like an old man." Lu Ye sighed as he said.

"Why do you have to live so clearly? You have to force yourself to find out a reason and result," Lu Ye could feel Gu Xiuzhi's eyelashes trembling slightly, scratching his palm, a little itchy, "Some people, It is also very confused to live a lifetime, we just live in a confused way, so what can we do.”

"I'll be with you for the rest of your life."

After saying this, Lu Ye felt warm liquid flowing under his palm, wet and flowing continuously.

"Don't cry." Lu Ye panicked, "Don't cry."

With his fingertips, he kept wiping away the tears flowing from the corners of Gu Xiezhi's eyes, and coaxed him in a warm voice, but Gu Xiezhi's tears couldn't be stopped no matter what, and kept coming out.

Gu Xiuzhi was crying, but he didn't make a sound, he didn't even sob and choke, he just shed tears silently.

Lu Ye went to get a tissue, wiped Gu Xiuzhi's tears, and carefully wiped away the tear stains on his face. This lasted for about ten minutes before Gu Xiuzhi's tears stopped.

In the past ten minutes, Lu Ye felt that his heart was being tormented by Ji Da, and he even wondered if he was pushing too hard, and Gu Xiuzhi was like this.

"Lu Ye," Gu Xiuzhi grabbed his hand that was wiping his tears, "Am I being too hypocritical? I cry a lot recently."

"How could it be?" Lu Ye shook his head.

"Then it's all your fault." Gu Xiuzhi shed two more tears.

"Okay, it's all my fault." Lu Ye agreed without asking why he blamed himself.

"Why don't you ask?" Gu Xiezhi glanced at him.

When Gu Xiuzhi cried, Lu Ye's heart was broken, there are so many reasons why, at this time, Gu Xiuzhi would answer whatever he said.

"Why?" Lu Ye asked with a warm voice following Gu Xiuzhi's words.

"Because you are so kind to me, you used me like this," Gu Xiuzhi became emotional and began to twitch, "Why are you so kind, I really want to work hard to be as good as you."

"I worked very hard, but found that I had no courage and could not do well."

Lu Ye couldn't help laughing, "Then if I beat you and scold you in the future, will you feel better?"

"No." Gu Xiuzhi sniffed and muttered.

"I'm fine. I feel much better after crying." Gu Xiezhi stood up from the sofa.

"I've sorted out my mood, and I'm going to start practicing the piano."

Lu Ye stared at him, "Have you really thought about it?"

"Really." Gu Xiuzhi hoarsely said, "This time, no matter how difficult it is, I will never give up."