Temporarily mark ABO

Let go of all the feelings in one breath, like a large-scale operation, but the organ removed is not the kidney or appendix, but the dead heart that once beat alive in the chest cavity.

You Ye could feel how he was put on the operating table, watching the sharp scalpel open the flesh on his chest soberly, seeing the blood that represented the temperature flow little by little, and finally boiled dry as time went by. It was so heart-piercing that it felt like ashes, until the moment it was completely poached, I couldn't even feel the pain.

But the re-stitched scar was still grim, reminding him repeatedly what he had discarded. At the very beginning, every time You Ye saw that scar, his empty chest would reflexively throb, like an overheated scene. A real nightmare.

But over time, the wound will heal, and the dream will eventually wake up, and his life has never stopped moving forward.

So, no big deal.

After that chaotic night, You Ye suddenly thought about it, as if after a collapse, he suddenly realized that he had finally stepped on the bottom line without knowing it, so You Ye retracted his feet after waking up, and divided the distance.

This time he was not decadent, not drunk, and even smiled when he faced Yu Bing later, but the enthusiasm and love from before was no longer in that smile, only cold and perfunctory politeness remained.

This is the attitude that they should have the most.

After returning from the banquet, You Ye didn't go to the company anymore, but stayed at home - this relieved Yu Bing, who was guilty and wanted to make up, and took advantage of the few days off, he worked hard to change meals three times a day Cooked in various ways, and even bought ingredients to make bread and snacks, and delivered them to the door of You Ye's room as afternoon tea.

The latter never refused, as if acquiescing to the other party's approach, which made Yu Bing more attentive, but in the process, he gradually discovered that he knew very little about You Ye's preferences.

He doesn't know what he likes to eat, his preferred taste, he can only guess little by little based on the short-term changes in his expression when the food is delivered to his mouth... Yu Bing did ask, but what he got was always the same perfunctory The answer, which made him helpless, but also a little tangled and sad.

When she knew that the other party finally chose to take the contraceptive pill, Yu Bing did not feel relieved as expected—the delivery of the pill was mainly out of time considerations, the higher the level of Omega, the easier it is to conceive, and the emergency contraceptive pill can The time to take effect is also shorter. You Ye was in a coma for nearly [-] hours at that time, and the node that was already on the verge of failure, if you find someone to buy it afterwards, it may not be in time.

He didn't want the other party to regret it in the future, after all, it was a living life... And You Ye, who was still so young, if it was just for the benefit, he would not have to sacrifice himself at all.

And the other party's final choice did make Yu Bing gratified and contradictory. Perhaps it was the attraction of pheromones that made him subconsciously want the other party to have a child. tag him...

This is wrong, the young Alpha bit his lower lip, I can't be so selfish, I can't let You Ye show that...painful expression again.

So he tried his best to make up for it afterwards, like now, listening to the family meeting with a Bluetooth headset on, while he was mixing the sweet batter and the prepared paper molds in his hands.

According to his observation, You Ye seems to prefer something sweeter, because out of all the dishes the night before, he ate the most sweet and sour pork ribs...

Thinking absent-mindedly, even the content of the meeting was missed a lot, Yu Bing glanced at the recording that had been turned on, and planned to replay it before going to bed at night.

At this time, there was a sudden movement upstairs. Yu Bing took off half of the earphones, turned around and saw You Ye going down the stairs unhurriedly. He was wearing simple casual clothes, as if he was about to go out.

Not caring about putting down the piping bag in his hand, Yu Bing said reflexively, "Where are you... are you going?"

According to the past, he never took the initiative to ask this point, just like the other party never asked him.But maybe it's because of worry that it's messy. His mouth always opens his mouth one step ahead of his brain, and when he reacts, he can't take it back.

Fortunately, You Ye didn't intend to embarrass him, and politely hooked the corners of his lips, put a cashmere hat on his head, and walked to the entrance: "Go and see my dad."

Years ago, he was too busy, so he didn't get to see it in person. Most of the time he listened to the hospital's report... Now he just has time, and he can catch up with the end of the new year.

Yu Bing let out an "oh", and for some reason quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "Then are you still...uh, coming back for dinner tonight?"

Maybe his voice was too quiet, or You Ye walked too hastily, all Yu Bing got was the sound of closing the door.

"..."

The meeting at the ear was still going on, Yu Bing silently put on the earphones that he took off just now, listening to the dull and boring conversation of the elders, barely suppressed the flash of emptiness in his heart.

The cake batter had been completely poured into the mold, Yu Bing knocked it on the table to shake off the air bubbles, and put it into the baking tray.

The good thing about cupcakes is that they won't affect the taste too much when they are cooled - thinking of this, he seemed to be quietly relieved.

……

During the Chinese New Year, the hospital was much deserted than before. You Ye went upstairs only to find out that You Wenxing had changed wards, so he had to go back downstairs again.

When he entered the door, the nurse was checking his body temperature, and his father, whom he hadn’t seen for a long time, was sitting obediently on the bed, with a book upside down on his lap——You Ye walked over, but found that it was a book about Long Aotian’s routine. Shuangwen couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth.

"...I thought you would watch something with more content." He said half-jokingly, and pulled out a chair to sit beside him: "How do you feel recently?"

I don't know if it's You Ye's illusion, but You Wenxing seems to have lost some weight, but he is in good spirits, and looked at him with a smile: "Human, there is always a time to relax... Do you think I really like watching those financial dramas?" A book? It’s written like a password, and it hurts to read it..."

Although already over half a century old, You Wenxing's tone sounded like a college student who had just graduated, revealing a bit of inexplicable childishness.You Ye shook his head helplessly: "Then we should be genetic at this point."

As he said that, he reached for the book and flipped through it briefly. On the way, the nurse retreated quietly, leaving the room for the father and son.

You Ye looked at it very roughly, and after a few glances, he turned to the end: "Tsk, why is this not over..."

"I heard that the last one will be released in one and a half months." You Wenxing happily took back the book, folded a footer where he saw it, and put it aside: "Why did you come here suddenly?"

"It's just the new year, let's come and see you." You Ye crossed his legs and folded his hands on his knees. He was silent for a while, even the smile on his face dimmed a little, and finally he restrained himself.

"Dad," the young man who took off the mask raised his head, his eyes flashed a rare fragility, he didn't smile, let alone cry, he just said calmly and clearly: "I want a divorce."

The marriage with Yu's family was led by You Wenxing. In the past, You Ye still hesitated, so he hesitated to make a decision... After everything he experienced, he was extremely determined to leave that person, just because he couldn't fall into it any longer. .

You Ye doesn't want to become a love brain that is only touched by himself, but the influence of pheromones is real. Napa is so reluctant that his body will always desire to be one step ahead, and he will repeatedly break the bottom line and eventually lose himself.

A good businessman must learn to stop losses in time.

You Wenxing didn't seem surprised when he heard the words, he looked helplessly at his proud son in front of him with some pain, and after a while, he let out a long sigh.

"But you can't find a second "destined person"."

"...I know." You Ye shrugged his shoulders relaxedly, and said calmly: "I will consider gland replacement surgery... I have already sent someone to find a suitable gland."

The risk of gland replacement surgery is determined according to the patient's original pheromone level, and it can only be increased upwards, and the last is the same level. Only in this way can the pheromone disorder caused by the removal of the gland be compensated, and the risk can be reduced as much as possible. Concurrent sequelae.

You Ye's glands are S-level, so he can only look for S-level Omega glands, but in this world, S-level Omega glands are either rich or expensive, and there is a huge risk just to remove them, and who can take the initiative to take their own? Are you joking about your life?

This possibility is really slim, and You Wenxing is naturally aware of this: "What if you can't find it?"

"Then cut it off." You Ye's answer was very decisive, as if he had thought about it ten thousand times in his heart: "Without glands, I won't die immediately... But Dad, if this continues, I will..." died."

Alpha's pheromones have a huge temptation for him, and it is only a matter of time before he falls in love until he completely loses himself. Besides, after experiencing the taste of union, You Ye will recall the scene of that night even in his dreams—that is the dissatisfaction of desire. He was powerless to stop the instinctive protest of his body, so he could only cut it off from the source.

You Wenxing fell silent again.

After a long time, he suddenly smiled, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes rolled together, more nostalgia than sadness.

He said: "Back then, your mother felt that the matching of pheromones could not determine the emotional relationship, so she resolutely chose me...but I couldn't save her."

The young You Wenxing once also firmly believed that personal wishes and mutual sincerity can break through all worldliness and prejudice—but eventually lost to illness and death.

That's why he resolutely chose to marry when Yu Bing appeared, but now it seems that he made a mistake again...

"...I'm sorry." Seeing his father's sorrowful affection, You Ye's eyes were red, he quietly clenched his fingers, and said with difficulty but firmness: "But I don't want to live like this... not living according to my own wishes, even if I have to pay the price."

Even if the removal of the glands will shorten the life span, it is better than suffering day and night under the curse of "he doesn't love me", the self-esteem is worn down, and the ego is consumed...

He doesn't want to be like that.

You Wenxing looked deeply at his son, looking at his stubborn and proud face, as if seeing his wife who had passed away for many years.

In the end, he sighed, as if he had aged a lot all of a sudden.

"Give me a little more time..."