grab that pudding

After Song Huan finished typing a line, he moved his stiff shoulders, and heard a few muffled "clicks", and his neck turned 360 degrees a few times, and there was another muffled sound.He closed his eyes tightly and rubbed his temples a few times with his fingertips.

At this time, the little pudding on the small rug behind him threw down the picture book in his hand, ran over joltingly, and crawled up Song Huan's lap. Song Huan didn't open his closed eyes, but stretched out his hand Protecting the child's small body, he asked, "What is Little Pudding doing?"

The little pudding giggled and laughed, his round eyes were moist, and the little stars blinked mischievously in the water, and he put his arms around Song Huan's neck for a short while, and then he hammered his little hands Song Huan's shoulder, said while hammering: "I'll give Dad a hammer~"

"My cub is so sweet~Thank you, little pudding~" Kissed little pudding.The baby has a faint milky scent and is soft and sticky, really like a small pudding.

Little Pudding's small body gradually lost its energy after hammering and hammering. Song Huan stood up suddenly holding the child's armpit, then threw the child into the air, and then pulled it back. "Wow~~" the child let out a cry of joy, "Dad, come again~".

"No problem! Take off~~"

The sound of playfulness came from the small bedroom and lasted for a long time.

The night is getting darker, and there are small windows of succulents and cacti standing, and gentle and delicate voices come out...

"It's raining. The rain hit the lotus leaves with a crackling sound. The rain stopped, and the rainwater on the lotus leaves shook like mercury. There was a strong wind, and the lotus leaves toppled over, and the rainwater poured down... It snowed heavily, and the lotus leaf tank also It's full of snow."

Sleepy, the child muttered in a low voice: "Father... I also want... want... look... snow..."

"Okay, let's go to see the snow..." Seeing the child slowly falling asleep, Song Huan kissed his little white head lightly, put down the book in his hand, and lay down with him. Little Xiami's little pudding, looking at the sharp little moon outside the window, gradually fell asleep.Dimly thinking "I also want to see the snow...", it seems that someone said that back then, I went to see the snow with him, but I broke my promise, how disgusting...

"Song Huan, bring the little pudding to my house for dinner tonight, my mother has been arguing for so many days and misses the little pudding..." When Teacher Chen handed the book to Song Huan, she said with a smile, Song Huan wanted to refuse , but remembering Little Pudding's cute and well-behaved appearance when he was talking about Tuantuan last night, he smiled and said: "Okay, I will cause you trouble again tonight."

"What are you talking about? My kid is looking forward to Little Pudding playing with him. Little Pudding is cute and obedient. Everyone in our family likes it so much!"

"Sister Chen, you have to watch the shift in the afternoon, right? I just don't need it today, so I'll pick up Tuantuan and Little Pudding after get off work."

"Okay, wait a minute, I'll get you a transfer card..." After saying that, she went back to her office, and when she reached the door, she suddenly turned her head and said to Song Huan, "Oh, I almost forgot, look at my memory, maybe The director just asked me to find you in her office."

"Okay, thank you, Miss Chen."

In the director's office, Song Huan frowned, and said with a little embarrassment: "Director, this..."

"Xiao Song, the opportunity to study during this holiday is very rare. City S, our provincial capital, studying at University A is great. This time, I have specially won it for you. You are a college student in a big city. Coming to a remote place like ours to be an elementary school teacher is already overqualified. You do a good job and the children like you. This kind of one-month learning opportunity will definitely give you a place. Have you ever been to S City before? ?”

"Yes..." Song Huan's university studies were all in city s n, but later he went to other cities and finally came here.

"That's right, take our colleagues to see it too, and tell the children more about it later."

"But director, my little pudding is still young, I've been away for so long, and I'm afraid he'll make trouble..." Song Huan had to use the little pudding as a shield, he really didn't want to go back to that city again.How many beautiful memories there are in that city, it also carries how many unbearable pasts he can't look back on. He wants to go back, but he still dares not, dare not be there again, afraid that he will think of the only and only relative who passed away there, and also afraid of I will meet that person there... I can't go back, I can't go back, he was driven away... I was abandoned without looking back, what a bastard...

"This is what I want to say. We also understand your situation. In the end, we have two plans. One is to put the little pudding at Teacher Chen's house, and we will take care of it. A little money to find a daycare over there for the kid, but you might as well get some."

Song Huan raised his head and stared blankly at the amiable director, the thin surroundings on his face and the pale hair on the sideburns revealed tenderness and love.

"Xiao Song, you are a good boy, we all know it. We teachers are really touched that you brought your child to teach in our remote place alone, and we are really reluctant to leave you one day, but we I also know that you are a capable person. To be honest, the resources in this place are really limited. You can go to a better place to study. We are not willing to waste your great talent like this. Our selfishness is that you can give it to us here. The children have more and better education, but we don't want you to stay in this place for the rest of your life." Director Xu said, his eyes shimmered, and his voice became much slower.

"Director, what do you mean... no, I don't need it, I will stay here forever! I will... this is my home..."

Song Huan knew that Director Xu and the others were all thinking about his future, but he really didn't want to leave this quiet, harmonious and beautiful place. He knew that this place had become his home, and he didn't want to be driven away again.

"No, Xiao Song, listen to me, we don't want you to leave. To be honest, we all hope that this place will have more and better resources for children to grow up. However, the current situation is also very clear, and it will not be possible in a short period of time. .So many qualified families are willing to send their children abroad to study and work. Now we can give our children, that is, you, a chance to go out. This time, there will be many schools and institutions in S City. They are completely You won't reject such an excellent child, right? What's more, if we don't let you, you really won't come back."

"We hope to take this opportunity to let you reconsider whether you really want to stay here for the rest of your life. Your talents are not limited here, and you can have better development. What's more, you still have a small Pudding, little Pudding is very smart, and he can grow better when he goes to a big city."

"Xiao Song," Director Xu walked up to him, and gently touched Song Huan's tear-stained face, "Aunt Xu said, I know, you have suffered a lot before, and it is not easy for you to be alone. , but it’s all over, you see Little Pudding is so obedient and obedient, you can’t be so disobedient as a father, right? Obedient..."

Song Huan hugged Director Xu, full of sadness.Back then, he brought Song Huan to this paradise far away from the world. At the beginning, he felt a lot of discomfort. This new place, the newborn child, but almost all the villagers around him were willing to come and help, with pity and enthusiasm. Director Xu was the one who took care of them the most at that time. He was very dedicated and took action.

She didn't know that Song Huan came from S city, if she knew, she might not want her to go so much.She is just like a mother, who wants to give him the best, warmth, caring, love, and a powerful sunshine for him who is most at a loss.

That night, Song Huan looked at the moon outside the window, and the trembling tree, thinking for a long time.

Then, Song Huan reported Little Pudding to the bed and sat on the small bench. He asked seriously, "Song Bingxi, do you want to go to City S?"

The little pudding jumped up like a spring—"I want to!"

Little Pudding wants to go. He once turned to his father’s photo album. There are many beautiful houses in it, such as a Ferris wheel, a carousel, cotton candy, a beautiful glowing tree at night, and a tall sky. High balcony.At that time, Little Pudding asked his father what it was, and his father said, this is a playground, this is a historical attraction, this is a street with a night view, this is a school... There is often a good-looking big brother in the photo, and his father is with him, The smile is very nice, and Little Pudding likes the photos of them together.

"Father, Brother Tuantuan and Grandma Xu, are they going too? I want to take them to see the big house and the playground!"

"Cub, do you know the way? Shouldn't I take you there?"

"Dad~~"

"If they don't go, just you and Aunt Huang will go."

"Ah...brother and the others can't go...then...how long will we be going, Dad?"

"One month first, and then... we'll talk about it when the time comes."

"Father, what do you mean by talking about it later?

"That is, after a month, I will make a decision with you, okay?"

"Then I've decided now, come back to see Brother Tuantuan and Grandma Xu in a month's time, okay?"

"..."

When going to bed at night, Little Pudding was very restless in his father's arms, swaying from side to side, pestering Song Huan excitedly asking questions.

"Dad, are we going to see grandparents?"

"Yes, I will take you there when the time comes. There is a small hill. Grandma likes little daisies the most. Grandpa likes to drink. I will bring them there."

"Dad~ take me to the amusement park, I want to play with that wooden horse!"

"it is good."

"I want to eat marshmallows!"

"...Okay, you can only eat one at a time."

"Dad~ I still want to see the glowing tree!"

"Well, baby, that's called lighting. I'll take you on a bus to see the night scene."

"Dad~ Shall we go to your previous home? Can I touch the cat? There are a lot of flowers..."

Song Huan froze for a second, yes, I told him before.That photo shows a large, plant-filled balcony with a small wooden coffee table with a few books, two cups of tea, two chairs, one chair whose owner is absent but an open laptop Sitting upright on the small coffee table, Song Huan was sitting on the other chair with his head down reading a book. The sun shone on his body, covering him with a thin layer of warm light. The kitten lay its head at Song Huan's feet, spread itself out, and squinted its eyes to bask in the sun.In the photo, the afternoon sun, the afternoon tea, and the people in the afternoon are all warm, peaceful, and beautiful...

At that time, the person who secretly kissed him after the candid filming was overbearing drove the cat away and hugged the person in his arms. It was arrogant but satisfying.Once, Song Huan thought that he could live like that for the rest of his life.

When Little Pudding saw that photo, he liked it very much, and kept pestering him to ask where it was, and what did he say at the time?Where did you live before?

Children consider the place they live in to be their home.

Little Pudding was still chirping, but seeing that Song Huan didn't answer, he yelled.Song Huan finally came to his senses and said, "I'm not going."

Little Pudding looked puzzled, "Why? It's so beautiful there! Dad doesn't like it?"

Because there is no going back.

"...I like it, Dad likes it just like Little Pudding..."

"Then why don't we go?"

"...Because...Because Dad moved away..."

"Oh~ but Little Pudding really wants to go! Dad, why did you move away?" The child raised his innocent and immature face, and his sparkling eyes were full of doubts.

Song Huan suddenly didn't know what to do, didn't know how to say, slowly closed his eyes, lifted up the little pudding, put it on his chest, and didn't answer.

Little Pudding also seemed to sense something was wrong with his father, so he closed his mouth obediently, stretched out his short, fleshy hands to embrace his father, and said softly, "We're not going, Dad, Little Pudding loves Dad the most~" said Wan also poked his small mouth out of his arms and kissed him.

"Daddy take little pudding to the school where daddy used to go, okay?"

"Good~"

"Let's go eat delicious food and have fun!"

"Delicious! ~Fun!~"

……

A city is so big, there are so many people coming and going every day, some are working hard for life, some are experiencing the world, and some are just passing by the city for a glimpse of the scenery. Everyone, with so many stories, will eventually be remembered by a city. Digestion, good or bad, happy or sad.

Go back and have a look.I once ran away in embarrassment, but now I have the courage to go home again.

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I am a little excited to post for the first time~~ Sprinkle flowers for myself (Where is the emoji on the computer QAQ...)