grab that pudding

Chang Cheng, after the happy breakup, sat by the bed, looked at the sleeping soft face, held Song Huan's hand with both hands, and fell into silence.

Elder Lin could guess the reason for this silence.No matter what the reason is, Changcheng still didn't accompany them in these years, didn't accompany the one he loved during pregnancy, and shared the burden for him, and didn't accompany the child when he was growing up, watching him grow into the present little by little. appearance.These are opportunities that are missed and there is no chance to come back, or in other words, in life, there is no chance to come back again.

Chang Cheng, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke, and his voice was completely opposite to the excitement just now, with a hint of heaviness: "Grandpa Lin, thank you. Let me finally know. I have sorry for them all these years, too much..."

"Xiaocheng, listen to what Grandpa said. Instead of getting stuck in the mistakes of the past, it's better to walk the road ahead."

"Understood. I'll be sure to treat them well. I'm such a jerk."

"I'm afraid this child has some difficulties. After he wakes up, you can talk about it carefully. It's better to explain some things clearly, otherwise you will live up to the past."

Chang Cheng bowed his head and kissed Song Huan on the back of his hand: "Grandpa Lin, I was too impulsive, you know me. Huanhuan, he has no other relatives except me and the child. Sometimes I regret it, Why was he so impulsive and excessive at that time, that’s why he was angry with me and left. I don’t know how much suffering I have suffered by myself. To this day, knowing that Pudding is me and his child makes me feel even more guilty. I like him He is a very talented and studious person, but because of the child, he even gave up his own studies. Huanhuan is a very strong and optimistic person, I..."

Chang Cheng choked up a little while talking.

Who is not young and frivolous, but sometimes the price is really too high.

Mr. Lin has only been here for a while, and will go back in a few days. Before leaving tonight, he couldn't help but ask: "Xiaocheng, there is one more thing. Although we all know that Pudding is your child, we still hope that you can do an appraisal. Make sure to announce it, especially with your grandma. She is not in good health, so it's better to be less emotional. Besides, Chang's side is also a trouble. "

"Okay. I'll talk to grandma about it."

Chang Cheng wanted to rectify Song Huan and Little Pudding's names, but it was inconvenient to disclose this kind of matter, and the complicated relationship between Chang's family was also a big problem, and his mother had to deal with it well, otherwise there would be endless troubles.

The moonlight poured in from the window, quiet and beautiful, no longer the usual desolation.

Changcheng turned off the lights, and said softly to the sleeping man in the moonlight: "Huanhuan, I found out your little secret. I'm a little angry, how can you carry so much by yourself? It won't be allowed in the future. .I'm not willing."

"You can't leave me after you're punished. I'm here, you know? Don't carry it alone, you know?"

"Okay, if there is no objection, it means agreeing. The moonlight bears witness, and you must not go back on your word."

"Good night, my darling."

I had so many dreams...

I dreamed that when I was in kindergarten, I transferred to another school when I was in middle school. Grandpa took me by the hand and sent me to the door of the class.I don't know why the children next to me are crying?Crying so sadly.Then the teacher took my hand and asked me to wave goodbye to my grandpa. Grandpa smiled and waved to me, and I followed suit.But I don't know why, but later I also cried with the children.Then the teacher gave me a lollipop, which is colorful and circled, which is very beautiful.Also sweet.

When I was in elementary school, I dreamed that the female classmate with two braids in front of her was obviously very cute in vain, but she would poke her deskmate with a pencil and pinch him with her hands, the real murderer.Fortunately, she is not my deskmate.My deskmate is quiet, and she is willing to show me her newly bought pencil case, and will give me half of the erasers, which is great.

I dreamed that on a breezy night in junior high school, a group of us brothers teamed up to press the playground, and we wanted to confess our love to the boss.Then the girl who often took the No.1 exam was surrounded by us. Before the boss had time to express his sincere and innocent confession, the girl cried in fright.But they got together later, and she also helped us with tuition. In fact, my grades were not bad, but I was too embarrassed not to give my sister-in-law face.

I dreamed of a boy in high school. He overturned the paint tray in the studio, copied the drawing board and slapped the head of the boy passing by the window, because that brainless boy scolded our class loudly in the corridor.Colorful on the white school uniform.Then the group of gym students smashed everything in the studio.Who is the fool.Later, they were reported by the school to sabotage official duties, and were chased and killed by art students because they smashed the works they had painted for a semester.

I dreamed that the university started, and when I was carrying my suitcase upstairs, I didn't see the stairs clearly and almost fell down. A tall boy next to me grabbed me up, and I was so frightened that I didn't have time to thank me.But listening to his voice now, why does it sound familiar?

Dreaming of a house, not big, but it looks very comfortable, with warm yellow lights, soft sofas, and a balcony full of small green plants, with tables and chairs next to it, and a little tabby cat is spreading itself out to bask in the sun The sun, snoring while basking in the sun.Someone is laughing, who is it?

I dreamed of a small vegetable garden, with small vegetables all over the ground, a rack of green vines, pickled small tomatoes and cucumbers, and a child wearing a straw hat squatting on the ground to pull Chinese cabbage. The whole person planted in the mud behind him, overwhelming Xiao Caixin.But the child giggled and laughed, very happy.Are you standing too far away, why can't you see the child's face clearly?

I also dreamed of a little dog, circling around us, us?Someone is talking around, what are they talking about?Are you talking to me?Whose little hand is it?What about this big hand?

Why doesn't it feel right?A lot of things are in a daze at the back, it seems that I should know them, but I can't remember who they are at all, I look down on their faces, why are they all hazy?

Am I really dreaming?where am I?what am i doing

Who?

Is someone calling me?Is it morning?

Time to wake up.

This morning, Changcheng opened the curtains, and the bright sunlight flooded the floor, mixed with the smell of green grass and dew pouring into the room, and the continuous hills were dyed with a fine layer of golden yellow.The weather is really nice today.

"Morning baby." Chang Cheng greeted Song Huan as usual, leaving a warm kiss on the forehead, then walked into the bathroom, washed up and came out with a basin of warm water, the beige towel was soft and soft By the basin.

Skillfully and meticulously wiped his face and palms with a warm towel, after a series of simple cleaning, he walked into the bathroom again with a basin in his hand.

And the moment he turned around, the person behind him seemed to be knocked on the door by the bright sun, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his white fingertips nodded slightly, signaling to the sun.

Mr. Chang started his daily chatter again, and it became a habit after two weeks.

"Huanhuan, the weather is really nice today. I opened the window a little harder just now, and the sparrow jumped a few steps away in fright. I'm too embarrassed to call the sparrow here, it's as fat as a balloon. It's probably more interesting to blow the hair."

"Mr. Song, your itinerary today is as follows. In the morning, accompany me to work. In the afternoon, let's take a nap and watch a movie, and then wait for our son to finish school and have dinner together. Do homework in the evening and go to bed. Then tell us Wilde's fairy tales." .”

While putting down his rolled-up sleeves, Chang Cheng walked towards the wooden table by the door, and took the briefcase to the desk beside the bed.

Just as they passed the end of the bed, the briefcase was thrown out like a hot potato, and fell to the ground with a "squeak".

"Huanhuan?" Chang Cheng called softly, holding his breath, "Huanhuan? Did you hear me?"

The person on the bed seemed to be responding, struggling slightly as if trying to open his eyes, and his eyelashes fluttered accordingly.

And the one who was awake couldn't even speak smoothly, frantically rang the bell beside the bed several times, covered his soft head with his slender palm, and the fine text fell on his hair, between his eyebrows, on his cheeks, and on his lips. ,jaw.

"Huanhuan? Huanhuan... wake up baby, wake up..." In the trembling words, there was a tone of surprise.

I know, I can hear you.

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Dragon Boat Festival Ankang.

Every zongzi I ate was knocked several times~~