Blessed

As soon as the schedule came out, Weng Youzhi angrily turned off his phone.Tomorrow is another 24-hour shift. This is his second full shift this week. Compared with the shabby medical environment and tricky patients, this long and difficult shift is even more unbearable for him.

Weng Youzhi graduated from a prestigious medical university with a bachelor's and a master's degree. After graduation, he worked in the top three hospitals in Lin City. The journey went smoothly. The direct disciple of Lin Zhiwen, the director of the Department of Pediatrics, has good professional skills. After a few years, he went smoothly After being promoted to be an attending doctor, the life is stable and smooth, and as time goes on, while Weng Youzhi is enjoying the comfort, he also vaguely begins to feel a little boring.

When he told this to his colleague, the colleague understood and gave him a WeChat account, but Weng Youzhi didn’t understand, so the colleague had to say: “I understand, I’m lonely once in a while.” She rolled her eyes at him and buried herself in writing the medical records.

Weng Youzhi didn't believe in evil, and told his father about his experience.

"Life cannot always remain the same. If you change places, you may have different feelings." Weng Haiming reminded his son after dinner.

"so?"

"My hospital just lacks a pediatrician. Are you coming to my hospital for a while?"

Weng Youzhi hesitated a little, but finally he agreed.

It took only two months from resignation to entry into the new hospital, and only half a day after entry, Weng Youzhi wanted to throw his clothes on his father's face and say that he quit!

Weng Haiming is the director of Yunhe County People's Hospital in Lin City. Weng Youzhi grew up in Lin City. He didn't have a deep impression of this hospital. He only knew that it was a second-level hospital and the environment was okay.After a short-term induction training, Weng Youzhi officially entered the clinic.

It was a rainy morning, and Weng Youzhi came to the hospital in a suit and tie and drove a Honda, so he had to look professional and serious.Passing through the new buildings built in recent years, under the guidance of road signs, he came to an old gray building. Looking at the sign of Pediatrics, Weng Youzhi pulled his tie and called his father.

"Is Pediatrics the last building?"

"Is that the gray, dirty, two-story inpatient department building where the headlights aren't on yet?"

The other side of the phone told him with certainty and very certainty that he was on the right track.

Weng Youzhi hung up the phone without saying a word, and entered the gate of the pediatrics department, opening the road of no return in his life.

The environment of Yunhe County People's Hospital is generally not bad. The outpatient department has been renovated in recent years and a new inpatient building has been built. The old inpatient department was indescribable, and the pediatric department is currently in the old inpatient department.Every time Weng Youzhi took a step, his heart sank to the bottom of the valley. The corridor was dark, and there were cries of children everywhere, and family members yelling to change the dressing. He yelled and cursed one after another, and when a nurse stepped on his brand new leather shoes with medicine, his calm expression, which he could barely maintain, finally cracked.

"You are Weng Youzhi, you came quite early." The director told him that he can come before ten o'clock, and Weng Youzhi came at nine o'clock, wanting to get acquainted with the new environment and get acquainted with colleagues.

No matter how unhappy Weng Youzhi was, he had to squeeze out a smile, and greeted the director politely. The director didn't say much, and assigned him to an older doctor. Weng Youzhi peeked at his face. On the badge, it only said doctor, and the director told him to follow the class for a week first, and also said some rules and regulations, and Weng Youzhi responded to them one by one.

The doctor's name is Huo Yun. He is about 30 years old. Weng Youzhi is not sure about his age. His face is not too old, but his hairline is a bit high. After the director left, Weng Youzhi re-introduced himself to Huo Yun , Huo Yun was also polite, and Weng Youzhi followed him when it happened to be rounds.The people's hospital rounds are very random. The doctors each find the patient they are in charge of, check and inquire and finish the job. Weng Youzhi frowned secretly. In the past, the director of their department and the morning meeting rounds were led by the department director, and all residents participated in every day. The ward round of a patient, and the content of the ward round is detailed, it is by no means perfunctory like this.Weng Youzhi was not a fledgling young man long ago, and he didn't need to ask some things if he said them inappropriately.

After getting a general understanding of the environment, Weng Youzhi's patience has long been exhausted. He spent the whole morning in the midst of children's crying and family members' calls for dressing changes. A doctor who writes medical records looks up at him when he is free, what to look at!Have you ever seen a handsome guy?His scalp was numb, and he could only flip through the medical records unconsciously, but Weng Youzhi couldn't see what was written in the medical records.However, in just three hours, like a century, it finally reached twelve o'clock. Weng Youzhi packed up his things and prepared to leave, but was stopped by Huo Yun.

"Come, come, I haven't taken you to our duty room yet, let's take a look before going back."

Weng Youzhi: "..." I don't want to go at all! ! !

Weng Youzhi followed Huo Yun with a smile on his face. Huo Yun walked to the end of the corridor, took out the key, twisted it but failed to open it, then lifted the handle vigorously and twisted the key again. The door opened, and a smell The smell of smoke and breakfast came rushing towards us, Weng You subconsciously held his breath, and stood at the door hesitatingly refusing to go in.

Inside was an ordinary hospital bed with unknown stains on the quilt. The trash bin beside the bed was already full. There was a mess of breakfast fruits on the table next to it. White coats were hung on a row of hooks on the wall. The duty room was very small. Weng Youzhi sneered in his heart, since there were only a few doctors and fewer inpatients, so such a large duty room was just enough.

Huo Yun didn't notice his embarrassment, and pulled him in, then pointed to the hook and told him that all the work clothes were hung here.

"What about the locker room?" Weng You asked subconsciously. He put on his work clothes in the doctor's office in the morning.

"Hey, isn't this the locker room?" Huo Yun sat down, poured himself a glass of water, and prepared to pour it for Weng Youzhi.

Weng Youzhi immediately blocked his hand, told him not to be polite, and said that he still had something to do, took off his white coat, turned around and fled.

After leaving the pediatric building, Weng Youzhi breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart felt even heavier. He got into the car in a panic, and just rolled down the window when he saw a person greet him. Weng Youzhi paused for a few seconds , I remembered that it was my new colleague, the only female doctor in the Department of Pediatrics, named Wen Yuyu.Weng Youzhi only smiled and nodded to her, then rolled up the window and drove away immediately. Everything related to this hospital made him feel nervous.

Weng Youzhi returned home, this is the house left by his grandparents, Weng Haiming usually lives here, and he returned to their home in Linshi on weekends.When Weng Youzhi arrived home, Weng Haiming was cooking, and he had obviously been back for a while.

As soon as we got home, Weng Youzhi walked around the restaurant angrily, but he didn't say a word, he only expressed his anger with his face. Weng Haiming was immersed in cooking and didn't notice him at all. Weng Youzhi hammered the wall dissatisfied Only then did Weng Haiming turn around and ask him with a smile: "How is the department? Are you still used to it?"

When it comes to the department, Weng Youzhi has never been so wronged in 30 years: "Go and see, is this also called a department? The whole thing is like a vegetable market. If you see any department that doesn't have a bell, it relies on human voices to change the medicine. of?"

"There are many children in the pediatric department, so it is inevitable that they like to play around, especially if they like to ring the call bell indiscriminately, which will easily affect the work." Weng Haiming tasted the saltiness of the soup and said slowly.

"What about the management of the ward? Look at the distance between the beds. Is there one meter? There is also the doctor's duty room, which is not a place for people to live at all."

"These are small problems. If you can't clean it up, you can live in it. Besides, if others can live in it, you can't live in it?"

"I don't care, I will go to the personnel department to resign tomorrow."

Weng Haiming turned off the gas, and his voice couldn't help but become stern: "Is the hospital a place where you can come and go whenever you want? At that time, I asked you if you were willing, and you said yes, but now you say you resign within a day. Yes. , It doesn’t matter if you resign and leave, what do others think of me? Say I brought my son to the house through the back door?”

Weng Youzhi was so angry that his veins bulged, but he had nothing to say. He didn't expect that besides cheating his father, there were also cheating his son. If he stayed in such a crappy place for one more day, he would go crazy.

"If you come here, you will be safe. You don't live in the duty room. It's just a place to go to work. You can cure diseases and save lives everywhere. You will get used to it. If you really don't want to, you can stay for one year. After one year, you will fall in love with me." Is it okay to resign if you resign?" Weng Haiming knew that he was doing something wrong, so he had to follow his son.

"One year?" Weng Youzhi wanted to refute, but was interrupted directly by Weng Haiming: "Don't bargain, you are an adult, you have to be responsible for your own choices, this year you will be helping Dad, if it is not for the medical treatment here The staff is really scarce, and I won't let you come." Speaking of this, he softened his breath again: "I know, this place is not as good as your previous unit, but this place needs you, and excellent talents like you."

Weng Youzhi took a deep breath, stopped talking, turned and went back to his room, didn't eat any food, and locked himself in the room for an afternoon.Lying on the bed, I couldn't help but think a lot. I thought of the clean and bright office, my kind and familiar colleagues, and those lovely patients. After thinking about it, I suddenly felt sad, and I couldn't help feeling that this is my own death.

After an afternoon and an evening of psychological construction, Weng Youzhi's whole mentality collapsed, he began to give up on himself, and he stopped being a gentle and polite person. He made a bad face when he went to work. Although he didn't ignore his colleagues, he just Always cold, some colleagues and nurses who want to get close to him can only stay away.

After checking the room for a few days, Weng Youzhi lost interest a long time ago, he found an excuse to sit in the doctor's office to read the medical records, Huo Yun didn't force him, and left alone, Weng Youzhi looked at the messy writing Frowning in the medical records, he couldn't help cursing inwardly that they were all rubbish. Just as he read a medical record and found no less than ten mistakes, a mother-in-law came to the doctor with a child in her arms. Weng Youzhi saw the child's lips were cyanotic. , subconsciously took out the stethoscope and checked the child, the wheezing sound was obvious, and when he pulled off the blanket, he had a slight three-concave sign. He put away the stethoscope and told the mother-in-law that the baby was obviously hypoxic and needed oxygen.

The mother-in-law looked skeptical, the child is fine, how does it look like a child lacking oxygen?Purple mouth means lack of oxygen, maybe cold?She raised her eyebrows and pointed at Weng Youzhi and said, "Call your master, don't think I don't know, aren't you Dr. Huo's apprentice? Do you understand? Don't look around if you don't understand!"

Weng Youzhi's anger rose gradually. If his professionalism hadn't told him to stay calm, he would have slapped the table and scolded her immediately. He didn't understand?His attendings are not as good as Huo Yun's resident doctor?Weng Youzhi has been a doctor for so long, and he has never suffered such a big insult. After taking a few deep breaths, he turned his head and went out to find Huo Yun. Help her grandson take a good look.

After Huo Yun's auscultation, she also said that oxygen should be given. The mother-in-law nodded and said yes, she could be cured as she said, and she listened to the doctor. Huo Yun smiled and sent her away. Looking back, Weng Youzhi's face was already ugly It couldn't be more ugly, Huo Yun probably guessed what was going on, and wanted to comfort him, Weng Youzhi waved his hand to express that he wanted to be quiet.

Be sure to calm down!After this week, the director will almost let him sit in the outpatient clinic. At that time, there will not be so many bad things. Hold on, Weng Youzhi, you can do it!Weng Youzhi secretly cheered himself up, and after a few times of self-comfort, his face finally calmed down.

After a lot of hard work, it finally got to twelve o'clock. This hospital is only good at one o'clock, as long as there is a doctor on duty in the afternoon. Weng Youzhi and Huo Yun will not be on duty until tomorrow, so he will be on duty as soon as he finishes his shift with the doctor on duty. Slipped away, and when he got home, he looked at the schedule. He was on the day shift tomorrow and the night shift the day after tomorrow. It happened to be Friday, and the shift after the shift hadn’t been released yet. Weng Youzhi was overjoyed, thinking that it should take two days to finish the shift. Fake, thinking of this, the mood suddenly relaxed a lot.

Afternoon and night shifts are relatively free. As long as there are no patients, the doctor basically stays in the duty room. Today it is Huo Yun and Weng Youzhi's turn to be on duty. Huo Yun asked him if he wanted to go to the duty room to lie down when he was done. Thinking of the messy duty room, I felt terrified, and declined his kindness politely, saying that I still wanted to read a book.Huo Yun didn't say much, and walked away while playing with his mobile phone. Weng Youzhi heaved a sigh of relief, leaned on the back of the chair and tried to straighten his legs, but when he stretched halfway, he was blocked by the table, and Weng Youzhi lost his temper immediately. Wanting to kick the table hard, he couldn't help thinking, when people are unlucky, they can't even stretch their legs smoothly!

The day shift was fine, Weng Youzhi was able to hold on in the office, but when he was on the night shift the next day, he was shivering from the cold, the air conditioner in the office was not effective, and it was winter, Weng Youzhi was not used to wearing too much, He felt uncomfortable and unattractive. In the past, there was heating in the hospital. In winter, as long as he wore a shirt and a white coat, he would not be cold. Today he added a sweater, but it was still too cold. He went to the nurse's station and found that With a small baking lamp, Weng Youzhi didn't care about the image anymore, moved a small chair and sat next to the nurse.

The nurse was also taken aback by the person who appeared out of nowhere. When she saw it was Weng Youzhi, she asked him why he didn't go to the duty room. Weng Youzhi smiled and said that he couldn't sleep. A little drowsy, it was cold before, but now it's warmer and I feel drowsy.

Who is Weng Youzhi?He would never do this kind of self-slapping thing, even if he pinches himself secretly, he can't fall asleep and let the nurse watch a joke. In order to divert his attention, Weng Youzhi began to ramble and talk about interesting things in the hospital before. The nurse stopped dozing off and listened with great interest.

Everything is quiet at night, I occasionally hear children crying, and they are immediately coaxed to sleep by their parents. Weng Youzhi, the storyteller in the nurse's station, narrates in a low voice. Usually indifferent, Weng Youzhi is not bad in appearance, with beautiful facial features, and he has been pampered since he was a child, his skin is delicate and white, and his figure is well-proportioned and tall. With a face, there are also young nurses who want to hook him up, not to mention the look of a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows now that his guard is off.

Weng Youzhi didn't want to talk anymore when he was very energetic. After talking for so long, he still didn't know the name of the nurse. He pretended to glance at the badge casually, and saw the name, it was He Wei.

He Wei felt that he told a good story and was a better person. Thinking of his usual cold appearance, he actually spoke to her so softly and softly.

Weng Youzhi didn't think so much, he just wanted to stay up until dawn and then get off work. He looked at his watch, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

He Wei felt that there was still more to say, and looked at him with bright eyes: "Continue to talk for a while?"

Weng Youzhi immediately became unhappy, why?When he is the story will?After a paragraph, come another paragraph?

Weng Youzhi chuckled, bowed his head and took out his phone to start playing games. He Wei wisely stopped making a sound, and the two of them stayed together until dawn in relative silence.After sitting for several hours without moving, the chair was still hard. When Weng Youzhi stood up, he felt sore all over. As soon as he put away his mobile phone, he stood at the door of the doctor's office and looked in the direction of the door, eagerly waiting for the director to come to work.

The director didn't wait, but Huo Yun came out of the duty room first. He walked towards Weng Youzhi with his messy hair and unknown secretions sticking to the corners of his eyes. Just as he was about to say hello, Weng Youzhi walked back quietly. Stepping forward, looking at the opening and closing of the opposite mouth, he held his breath.

He didn't pay attention to what Huo Yun said at all, he only agreed a few perfunctory words, kept looking at the door, and finally when Weng Youzhi couldn't help interrupting Huo Yun's speech, the director came to work, saw him, and He waved to him.

Weng You walked towards the director's office in a hurry, and when he entered the office, the director told him to close the door.

"How is it? Are you still used to it?" the director asked him while wearing a white coat.

Weng Youzhi smiled and said nothing.Get used to it! !

"For such an outstanding talent like you, it's a shame to come here."

Weng Youzhi hurriedly waved his hands to be humble, thinking that it would be good if you knew.

The director took out the shift schedule from the drawer and handed it to Weng Youzhi.

Weng Youzhi took it and looked at it, and couldn't sit still. He will take over the patient's day shift alone tomorrow, and he will be on duty the day after tomorrow.

"The outpatient clinic..." Weng Youzhi didn't give up.

"There are me, Dr. Lei and Dr. Wu in the outpatient department. There is a real shortage of people in the inpatient department. You should work for a while first. Dean Weng also means the same."

Weng Youzhi put down the schedule with a blank expression, but he wished he could flip the table over.

"What do you think? No problem?" The director put the watch away.

has a problem!Very problematic!I need a break, I should be in an outpatient clinic, I'm resigning!Weng Youzhi was almost roaring in his heart, he hadn't slept all night, tiredness welled up his limbs at this moment.Then Weng Youzhi nodded mechanically, then turned and went out the door, as if he had never heard the director call him.

Weng Youzhi shuttled between the hospital beds numbly. Huo Yun wanted to ask him what was wrong several times, but he didn't have a chance to ask. After the shift rounds and the temporary doctor's order, Weng Youzhi packed his things and drove home. The thing is to wash, he missed Weng Haiming who was cleaning the table and went straight to the bathroom, looking at his pale face in the mirror, Weng Youzhi started to take a bath without saying a word, the hot water poured down from his head, and poured over his heart, but he couldn't get excited. There was a wave of waves.

After taking a shower, Weng Haiming asked him if he had breakfast, and Weng Youzhi shook his head and went back to his bedroom, then locked the door.

The phone vibrated twice, and Weng Youzhi clicked on it irritably, and it was written on it: If you can't change the environment, then change your mentality.Sender: Dad.

Fucking change of mind, Weng Youzhi dropped his phone, dropped it on the carpet, covered himself with a quilt and went to sleep.

For a while, there was only the sound of the clock turning, as if everything had begun to settle down.

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