How to go through the script when dressed as a disabled male protagonist?

The past of Hyakkimaru, the natural enemy of the suicide.

Writing in hiragana, Dazai Osamu's original intention was to allow Hyakkimaru to read his name.

just.

Hyakkimaru is really a Japanese beginner.

Having learned how to read various hiragana characters, he still lost the chain at critical moments, "staring" at his prosthetic fingers and the ground in a daze, and fell into confusion caused by some kind of language barrier.

Osamu Dazai raised his forehead: "Forget it, you can continue to call Dororo."

His lover has to teach him slowly, and the Hyakkimaru cultivated by himself will belong to him.

Osamu Dazai did not hear Hyakkimaru's clumsy pronunciation in his heart.

【だ...ざ...い...】

【Da...zai...? 】

【slaughter? 】

Hyakkimaru felt that he had misremembered the pronunciation, otherwise the name written by Dororo would read strangely, and it was close to the Chinese name of a man in the Two-dimensional anime.

This is Japanese.

As we all know, foreign languages ​​and Chinese pronunciation are not the same.

Hyakkimaru finished thinking about the name, and there was some unknown uneasiness in his heart.Dororo said, don't think wildly, you can ask directly if you have something, and you must give trust to both parties.Now he has told all the things outside of the Crossing Division, but the matter about Dororo is a mystery...

[As long as it's a girl, it doesn't matter if it's an otome fan or a harem fan. I can eat any setting. 】

[I have to work hard to learn Japanese, and learn to read my name early...]

The three of them rushed to the place where Shouhai lived.

On the way, Osamu Dazai also let go of his anxiety and thought about what happened in Daigo's territory.He didn't bother to care about Dororo who was acting as the younger brother behind Hyakkimaru. In other words, the other party was not threatening.

This is also related to the crisp "sister-in-law" that Dororo first met. The girl with intuition and survival power MAX perfectly realized the operation of danger transfer, so that even if Hyakkimaru was unlucky, she would not be unlucky.The most important thing is that Dororo is not a beautiful girl, she is more honest than a gentleman, and she is so careless that she has no sense of gender.

A place of paradise, just has a natural hot spring.

The Japanese like to soak in hot springs. Osamu Dazai didn't like it or hate it, so he took Hyakkimaru to the small hot spring with a shelter, and left the wider big hot spring to Dororo.

Dororo finally remembered his gender, and said coyly: "Sister-in-law, we can have a bubble together!"

She hasn't soaked in hot springs with her beautiful big sister yet.

Osamu Dazai refused: "No need."

Hyakkimaru was stripped of his clothes by Osamu Dazai, and pushed down the small hot spring pond. He wrinkled his nose when he smelled the sulfur, and his skin was not well adapted to the temperature of the hot spring.Osamu Dazai helped him experience life, pressed his shoulders, asked him to sit down, and said, "I won't hurt you, just sit down and relieve fatigue after a while."

The two of them did not do unnecessary things, and sat in the hot spring with peace of mind, soothing their muscles and nerves. The sulfur smell in the air was not so unacceptable, and a warm atmosphere permeated.

Hyakkimaru was not tired, he sat with his knees hugged, his loose hair was wet by the people around him.

Osamu Dazai was washing his hair.

He opened his mouth: "だ...ざ...?"

"The pronunciation is not correct, keep up the good work." Osamu Dazai didn't care about his mispronunciation, and encouraged him to speak.Since the meeting, he finally heard his surname from the other party, and Osamu Dazai felt subtle emotions.

This step seems to be taking a long time.

Who told Osamu Dazai to refuse the approach of others, he is a person who doesn't even care about himself.

accompany?

An indescribable word.

"だざい...おさむ..." Hyakkimaru repeated after being praised, it was clear and moving, but simple language communication had troubled him for many years, and his life as a boy had just started.This feeling of constantly calling for the person you like-is the joy of the passionate love period.

However, with this pronunciation, Hyakkimaru inevitably reminds of other people.

His voice became erratic, causing Osamu Dazai to look sideways: "Hyakkimaru, why do you feel that the more you read it, the more you read?"

Hyakkimaru stopped and blamed himself.

[I promise Dororo that I will never think of other people for her. 】

It was understandable to think of the real Dororo, but what was the thought of a suicidal man, it was a man!

"Dororo..."

Without paying attention, he changed back to the old address and leaned towards the person next to him.

Warm skin is close at hand.

Osamu Dazai wanted to push him away, but Hyakkimaru hugged him and apologized again: "I'm sorry."

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but think: 【Are you starting to make up your mind again? 】

Hold on, Hyakkimaru.

Osamu Dazai can guess his usual thoughts, but he can't guess the process of the other party's imagination!

His ability as a mind trainer has been repeatedly frustrated by Hyakkimaru.

It's all because Mr. Sen didn't teach well!

Hyakkimaru said, "Dororo, can you leave the bandage off?"

Osamu Dazai looked at him alertly: "No."

Hyakkimaru racked his brains to persuade his sweetheart: "This will affect the body, at least...don't tie your chest."

After Osamu Dazai understood what he was thinking, he made a face and said angrily on purpose.

"I just like being flat!"

"..."

Hyakkimaru looked at the slender and short gray flame for a moment of sadness that he hadn't had in the past.

Hey, Dororo is growing up.

Osamu Dazai lazily let him hug him, he wouldn't do anything anyway, Hyakkimaru was much simpler than he imagined, even if he had some interesting thoughts in his mind, he wouldn't express them in actual actions.

This is the tenderness and love of the other party. If he doesn't want to, the other party will be very cute.

Osamu Dazai sometimes feels amused by his scruples, does gender matter?He subconsciously pretended to be a false voice in front of Hyakkimaru, and then continued to act, occasionally not bothering to pretend.If he had known that Hyakkimaru liked him so much, he would not have bothered about these things. If someone in the future asked him what he learned from Mr. Mori, would he have to say that it was a perverted answer such as female voice, women's clothing, and pretending to be a girl to cheat marriage?

No, it is Mr. Mori who is perverted, and the lolicon that the police station wants to arrest is also the other party!

"Hyakkimaru, do you like me to be gentle or sweet?"

"I like Dororo who doesn't bully me."

What is this answer?

You are no longer the Hyakkimaru with perfect marks in the past!

"How could I bully you? When I go to see your father, you know what to say?" Osamu Dazai gave Hyakkimaru a bad review and went to scratch his itchy spot on his waist. Hyakkimaru shook into a sieve and avoided it. Accidentally touched a part of Osamu Dazai's unbandaged skin, it was smooth and soft, even his legs were extremely thin.

"Dororo, you need to gain weight." Hyakkimaru answered irrelevantly.

"If you don't gain weight, give up, we won't have children together." Osamu Dazai answered cruelly three times.

Hyakkimaru hugged his sweetheart, crying loudly inside.

【Dororo with such a poisonous tongue... Hiccup, even if he has a flat chest all his life, he is still cute. 】

Appearance doesn't matter.

At the most disabled and helpless age, he got a lover who would never leave.

【Father, you should rest assured. 】

It is impossible for things to go as expected. After Hyakkimaru and Dazai Osamu left, Hyakkimaru's adoptive father, Shoukai, was not at ease. He was thinking every day how his son and daughter-in-law should get together and get back together.

The residence of Shouhai.

It is also where Mio and the orphans start again.

Osamu Dazai has a good ability to recognize the way, did not get lost, avoided many troubles on the way, and came back with Hyakkimaru and the oil bottle Dororo.Mei Xu cooked a delicious meal and entertained the three of them. Seeing the child in green gobbled it up with a gentle smile on her face, she would persuade her, "Eat slowly."

Dororo praised loudly: "Big sister is good at craftsmanship!"

Mio is very useful.

In a climate that is not suitable for farming, she can't do much work, but she doesn't have to sell her body when she works hard.

Osamu Dazai's appetite was mediocre, so he put down his chopsticks, concentrated on feeding Hyakkimaru, and gave the other party the food he couldn't finish.Hyakkimaru ate it with a puzzled face, and didn't dislike the rice that Dororo hadn't finished eating at all.

"Dororo... don't refuse to eat..."

I can't choke you to death.

Dazai Osamu murmured in his heart: 【You just want me to grow plump, pretend I don't know? 】

He will let Hyakkimaru understand the joy of growing up as a boy and a young man.

Shou Hai, as the elder of a large family and a money-maker who practices medicine, sits on a wooden board and looks at Hyakkimaru eating benevolently, without mentioning gender issues. He is quite satisfied with Dororo's behavior of taking care of Hyakkimaru.Seeing that Hyakkimaru ate up the meals of two people by himself, he went to take out the spare prosthetic limb in the house, walked to Hyakkimaru, and wanted to install it for the child, Dazai Osamu said in time: "You go to eat, I will install it .”

Shou Hai said, "Okay."

The prosthetic doctor simply sat aside and watched Dazai Osamu dismantle and install the prosthetic.After Osamu Dazai saw the installation of Shouhai last time, there was no mistake in the whole process, showing his ingenious skills.

Mio knelt down in front of the table, tidying up the bowls and chopsticks after eating, and sensitively found that Mr. Shou Hai didn't like Dororo very much.

This atmosphere... is it a test?

Answer: Yes.

Shou Hai has practiced medicine for many years, and he knew Dazai Osamu's gender at a glance. He accepted Dazai Osamu's "deception" for Hyakkimaru, but the thorn in his heart cannot be pulled out just by pulling it out.

How could the child he raised be deceived by a man like this?

Hyakkimaru's left and right hands were replaced with the latest prosthetic limbs, and the joints were moved. The young Dororo watched his moving arms curiously, but did not notice the strange atmosphere in the room.

Shouhai asked: "Dororo, I haven't asked you yet, what happened to your eyes?"

When he said a word, the two Dorothy looked back at him together.

Shou Hai: "???"

The real Dororo explained: "Uncle, my name is also Dororo, I thought you called me." Dazai Luoluo remained calm and natural, touched his right eye, and removed the bandage face to face.

The complete beauty of the brown-haired boy was revealed, and his iris-colored eyes blinked playfully.

"hobby."

"..."

Everyone thought you were blind.

Shouhai compared his appearance to the women present, and sighed to find that Dororo was better.One is a little girl who cannot see the characteristics of a girl, and the other is Mio who was rescued by Hyakkimaru and Dororo. better.

How do boys look like these days, they won't feel out of harmony when they wear women's clothes...

Shou Hai was depressed and put forward a new suggestion.

"Dororo, I saw that your hands are very dexterous, are you interested in studying medicine with me?"

"Huh? Study medicine?"

"With you accompanying Hyakkimaru, I don't have to worry."

No.

He was still worried.

Shoukai told Hyakkimaru to listen obediently, and his heart bleeds. From the perspective of a prosthetic doctor, he discovered Osamu Dazai's future appearance level early, and he will definitely be the type that attracts bees and butterflies.

"This kind of thing that requires a long study, please allow me to think about it." Dazai Osamu heard the meaning of Sukai's compromise, and smiled to look at Hyakkimaru who sat next to him and helped him, "Hyakkimaru and I are very happy I came to visit you, and when Hyakkimaru gets his hands back, you will be able to take care of yourself and not worry about his prosthetic limbs."

Hyakkimaru agreed with Dororo's words and nodded.

【Father, go to the elderly. 】

Shou Hai seemed joyful and sad, his son was going to die, and Hyakkimaru no longer needed to rely on himself.

After the strong prosthetic doctor finished grieving, Osamu Dazai invited his father-in-law: "Mr. Jukai, I want to know more about Hyakkimaru. Let's go for a walk."

Shou Hai agreed, got up and walked out first.

Hyakkimaru was quite curious about their conversation and wanted to follow, but was stopped by Osamu Dazai.

"You stay here, I'll be back later."

Before leaving, Osamu Dazai took out the purple cloth bag on Hyakkimaru's chest, and was about to go to Shoukai to inquire about the details of his life experience. Only that man knew the place where Hyakkimaru was abandoned.Hyakkimaru suddenly grabbed Dazai Osamu's wrist, as if guessing his intention, said: "Don't provoke him."

Osamu Dazai was slightly startled, bowed his head and smiled, "Good boy, wait for my good news."

He is your only relative.

I will find a way to dispel his will to die.

Dazai Osamu has an instinctive sensitivity towards people who yearn for death. He has noticed the abnormality in Shoukai's emotions, but he doesn't know if Shoukai has noticed his problem.

By the farmland of the village, Shouhai squatted down, crushed the dry clods, and sighed.

"It's been a rough year."

He raised his head to look at Osamu Dazai who was walking over.

"You too……"

"The person who was redeemed by Hyakkimaru? A kid who committed suicide all the year round and left scars on his body."

Osamu Dazai, who was exposed by Shoukai's suicidal habit, smiled and did not step into the farmland. He has a modern temperament that is different from the troubled times.Osamu Dazai said: "Mr. Shoukai is a good doctor. It's normal for me to hate playing with life and death. I don't deny that I long to touch death. But don't worry, Hyakkimaru doesn't know about my situation yet. I will find a way to hide it." Go on and wait until the day he can completely accept me."

"There is just one thing, I can't agree with you, especially when I find that you are going to let go of your obsessions, leave your children, and choose to postpone death for 15 years after Hyakkiwan recovers."

Osamu Dazai looked directly at Jukai who had a lot of killing experience.

"Only by living can atonement be made."

death.

It's the coward's choice, just like Shouhai, like him...

Shouhai smiled wryly: "Your mind scares me. With you here, Hyakkimaru will not be deceived by others." After all, the biggest and youngest liar is by Hyakkimaru's side, "Let's not mention my things for now , I haven’t thought about what to do in the future, so take one step at a time and tell me what you want to ask first.”

Osamu Dazai selectively understood the connotation of the words, smiled broadly, and held the purple cloth bag to prove his parentage.

"I want to know the details of the day you picked up the Hyakkimaru."

"...It was 15 years ago, the darkest time in my life. It's shameful to say that I was about to give up my life, but I saw a wooden basin floating down the river with a newborn baby in it."

Shouhai's memory goes back to the darkest day.

"I picked him up, unwrapped him, and saw a baby without skin, limbs and five senses."

"He's dying."

"It must have been abandoned by my parents."

"That's what I was thinking. I couldn't help trying to test the baby's breathing, and my fingers were stuck in his mouth. He was in such pain...so pitiful, calling for help with no voice at all."

"Even so, he still wants to try to survive."

"do you understand?"

"I have no way to die."

The man covered his face and choked up.

When meeting Hyakkimaru, it is not only Toukai whose fate is changed, but also Dazai Osamu who can't find the meaning of life.

No one has the means to give up their lives in front of Hyakkimaru.

What you abandon is what the other party dreams of and struggles hard to get.

— alive!

The author has something to say:

【small theater】

Shou Hai: I am satisfied with everything except gender.

Osamu Dazai: ...

Hyakkimaru (scared): Dad, what are you talking about?

Shou Hai: I didn't say anything, since you have slept with him, you still have to take responsibility.

Hyakkimaru: Yes!

Shou Hai: Alas... (My stupid roe deer).

The rounding up of this chapter means that the father-in-law accepts Dazai Luoluo!The two are open and honest!