look back again

Chapter 13

"Hey, why is it still porridge~" Chen Xicheng sat in the car and didn't want to get out of the car. Now he can fart out of his mouth, and he still wants to drink porridge!Even if Gu Weiren is a magic weapon for eating, he can't eat anymore.

"What else can you eat with your appetite now?" Gu Weiren didn't want to pamper him, seeing that he was so stubborn that he didn't want to get out of the car, he walked to the other side and took him out directly.

"Hey, don't touch your hands, be careful I call molestation."

Chen Xicheng continued to play tricks, he found that Gu Weiren's temper today was more than a little bit better than before, and he was as gentle as water.

But Chen Xicheng has such a temperament, the better he treats him, the more he likes to work.

"Indecent, indecent~~ah~~~~" Chen Xicheng, who was as thick as Chen Xicheng, shouted a few words of indecent words, and even choked his throat and shouted.

"Hey, you are so real." Gu Weiren was speechless, covered his mouth, and dragged him in directly, not looking at the cooling down today, but dawdling.

"It's almost ready to order. I don't want to think about what you looked like yesterday. Just listen to me today. I will accompany you whatever you want to eat tomorrow."

Chen Xicheng looked at Gu Weiren in disbelief, thinking that he seemed to be a completely different person, and he couldn't be said to have changed. In fact, when they first met, they were inseparable for a while, and they didn't know Since when, the two began to distance themselves.

The reason is that the two of them have always been tacit, they are both smart people, if you think you have crossed the line and want to go back, I will not stop you, we are still friends.

But today, it should be said that Gu Weiren is now, he no longer hides and hides.

"You, you took the wrong medicine today. You eat with me like this every day. Your girlfriend can't blame me." Chen Xicheng joked half-truthfully.

"It's okay." Gu Weiren avoided Chen Xicheng's gaze, but turned to the waiter and ordered the dishes.

He didn't hear the reply Chen Xicheng wanted, but he wasn't too disappointed. Love is a thing, except that he doesn't feel lonely when he needs it.

Therefore, the two chatted about other things naturally, and had a very relaxed meal.

After eating, the two chatted for a while, and the time passed very quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was a bit late.

"I'll take you home." Gu Weiren picked up the clothes behind the chair.

"Okay." Chen Xicheng didn't wear a coat, and wanted to follow him out, but Gu Weiren turned around and said, pressing his shoulders and looking at him from top to bottom.

"Sit down for a while. You are coming out after I drive the car to the door. It's a bit cold outside today."

All the witty words from Chen Xicheng's mouth were completely blocked by him, and the warm breath coming towards him was full of familiar smells, which reminded him unconsciously of the blurred palm this morning. It was Gu Weiren's, warmly covering his eyes, he didn't know why his eyes were covered, he really drank too much.The only thing that can be explained is that Gu Weiren is still that coward, who obviously has feelings for him, but is so self-deceiving that he doesn't want to admit it, attracting bees and butterflies everywhere, thinking he doesn't know.

Chen Xicheng thought, if you don't want to take this rough road, I won't force you.But what does your performance mean now?Are you regretting it or because you are reluctant, you are going to step on a few boats.

Chen Xicheng was a little irritable. He picked up the water glass at hand and took a big sip before feeling relieved. Since you want to play, I can't afford it.

Picking up the mobile phone on the table, Chen Xicheng dragged himself out. Just as he reached the door, he saw Gu Weiren's car heard the door. When he saw Chen Xicheng, he immediately got off his seat and opened the car door from a distance. , and then turned around and quickly pushed Chen Xicheng in, as if one more minute of delay would blow him up.

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, and because it had just been turned on, the smell was a bit strong. Chen Xicheng felt a little stuffy, so he raised his hand to open the window.

"Wait a little longer, wait until it gets warmer." Gu Weiren stretched out his hand and pressed Chen Xicheng's hand, then pulled it down and put it away regardless of his plea, and conveniently brought him the safety button to buckle it.

With a "click", after Gu Weiren fastened Chen Xicheng's seat belt, he was ready to start.

"Hey, driver, a little bit of safety awareness, okay? I wear my own seat belt."

Only then did Gu Weiren realize that he hadn't buckled it, he smiled at Chen Xicheng, and hurriedly buckled his own, and drove to Chen Xicheng's house.

The car arrived in front of Chen Xicheng's house in a short while. Gu Weiren parked on the side, parked firmly in a parking space, and then turned off the engine.

"Why, want to see me in?"

Chen Xicheng laughed at Gu Weiren, if he remembered correctly, before today.Gu Weiren hadn't entered his house for a long, long time, and he didn't know why.

"It's too cold today, you don't wear much, go out with my coat on, I'll see you in before leaving."

Gu Weiren put his coat on Chen Xicheng's lap, and Chen Xicheng didn't refuse, and put it on himself in two or three strokes. He wanted to see what kind of medicine was being sold in Gu Weiren's gourd.

It was indeed cold outside, especially after getting out of the warm car, Chen Xicheng hurriedly walked a few steps, and the two of them entered the gate of the community together. After Chen Xicheng took out the key to the gate of his house and opened it, he He was not in a hurry to go in, but smiled and said to Gu Weiren behind him.

"Come in, have a sip of tea~"

Gu Weiren is half a step away from Chen Xicheng, so he can clearly see the bright smile in his eyes, and there is not only a smile in it, but also the sweet and greasy aroma that is full of temptation, Gu Weiren feels He probably didn't answer at all, but took a step ahead, almost sticking to Chen Xicheng's body, walked in, behind him was the door, and the sound of a sudden slam shut cut off all the worldly cruising and hesitation, Gu Weiren thought, this It is probably what I have always wanted to get, full of fragrance, depravity, beauty and peace of mind.

His heart finally fell to reality in that brief moment.

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After Lin Chen got home, he was a little dazed for a moment, not knowing what he should do. After thinking for a while, he realized that there was still unfinished work in his bag, and he had no clue about his design draft. The whole day has been too chaotic to think about it.

Holding a piece of white paper and looking at it for a while, I couldn't stop thinking of Lu Yuanhang in my mind. He always looks cold now. I have seen him four times, and every time he is expressionless, whether it is in the office or , Facing himself, he seemed to have lost the strength to be happy, and there was nothing left on his face except for his expressionless face. What happened to him in the past five years?

However, the gentleness in the simple and rough is still exactly the same as before. Involuntarily, Lin Chen's eyes fixed on the coat that Lu Yuanhang had just put on himself. In front of the bed, he sat down next to the dress, grabbed him again uncontrollably, and held him tightly...

"Hey, why are you more troublesome than a woman, why are you catching a cold again!"

The still young Lu Yuanhang got angry at Lin Chen angrily, and he couldn't understand why it was just because he went to the small garden after evening self-study, the next day, the delicate Lin Chen had a runny nose, and this This is already the third time he has known Lin Chen in just two months.

"My physique is relatively poor, probably because of the fault brought out in the womb. My mother said that when I was born prematurely, I was weaker than I am now. I have to go to the hospital almost every week. The doctor said that if I had been in the past, I would have died early, cough cough .”

Lin Chen is not so afraid of Lu Yuanhang now, because he knows that even if Lu Yuanhang is furious, it is just thunder and rain, and his mouth is hard and his heart is soft.

"Why are you talking so much, take the medicine quickly." Lu Yuanhang roughly opened the newly bought cold medicine, and then stuffed it heavily into Lin Chen's hands. After searching around, he found that there was no hot water in the dormitory to take the medicine. He rushed out to borrow hot water.

In fact, Lu Yuanhang was most angry with himself. If he had known earlier, he would not have dragged Lin Chen out for a walk in a small garden. No, it was the suggestion from the blind man. He remembered that it was when they chatted before going to bed in their dormitory. Accidentally talked about the school's sacred place of love, and dragged Lin Chen there as soon as his forehead got hot, what the hell!

What kind of holy land of love, except for a little bit darker and a little more trees, there is no other feeling of darkness.

Well, I can't say that I didn't feel anything, at least when I saw such a good place for a tryst, the little evil thoughts in my heart really rose.

then……

"Hey, Lu Yuanhang, why are you just knocking on the door? I didn't see it when I knocked on my forehead. I knocked even though the door was already open." The classmate in the next dormitory complained.

"Borrow some water, it needs to be hot." Lu Yuanhang hurriedly put away his uncontrollable smile, stretched his arms and waited for the water.

Then he returned to the dormitory with a satisfied face after filling the water.

"Drink."

After returning, Lu Yuanhang even spoke in a much lower voice, and even looked at Lin Chen with gentle eyes.

Lin Chen took the medicine obediently, and then saw that Lu Yuanhang's gentleness only stayed for a minute, and the next minute, his face changed again.

"Now the medicine is taken, let's settle the score, why didn't you tell me when you were cold yesterday!"

Holding the water glass, Lin Chen didn't know what to think of, his face slowly turned red, and then his ears also turned red.

He ran through a lot of plots in his mind. It was Lu Yuanhang who dragged him out last night. He obviously resisted, but he was dragged there by Lu Yuanhang before he elaborated. In a small, deep garden, because of the cold weather, there was not even a single person.

Then when he looked up, he saw Lu Yuanhang staring at him.It was a night with only faint moonlight, and there was nothing around except for the breathing of two people, and only Lu Yuanhang's focused and affectionate eyes like stars were left in front of him.

Lu Yuanhang raised his hand, in the palm of his hand, the unique smell of sweet shower gel flooded into Lin Chen's sense of smell, he thought, he must have been stunned at that time, and then Lu Yuanhang He held his face and printed his lips...

Lin Chen felt that he couldn't even remember how he went back to the dormitory. How could he think of being cold? He was indeed not cold, because in Lu Yuanhang's arms, the moment he kissed him, Lin Chen felt , I was about to burn up.

It turns out that this is the feeling of kissing others. The capillaries all over the body seemed to be opened, and they were shivering and wrapped in Lu Yuanhang's breath. With the warm breath between his lips and teeth, Lu Yuanhang's soft lips pressed against himself, and then used He licked his teeth tentatively with his tongue.

"Hmm—" Lin Chen remembered that he took several steps back like a frightened little white rabbit without stopping his pace. Pulled back.

"What are you running, don't move, let me hug you for a while." Then, without any explanation, she rubbed Lin Chen into her arms and hugged her tightly.

Lu Yuanhang felt that what he had been looking for for so many years was probably this moment of embrace. He thought, he fell in love with Lin Chen, wanted to hug him, wanted to kiss him, and wanted everything about him to belong to him , it is best that no one else touch it, or even look at it.

There are a thousand words in my heart that I want to say, but he can't say it. In fact, even he himself doesn't understand why he has such passionate emotions towards another man. Although he doesn't reject homosexuality, he suddenly feels a little awkward .

"What are you thinking? Confess quickly." Lu Yuanhang said seriously, but his face was actually full of embarrassment, and he quickly whispered: "Cough! Talk about serious things, don't change the subject."

Lin Chen thought silently, he didn't say a word at all.

"I, I said it."

"when."

"Before entering the grove, I said it was a bit cold."

Lu Yuanhang really had an impression of what he said, but he was always full of vigor, and it was just winter, and he didn't feel cold with only a coat on, so he just ignored Lin Chen's words and focused on pulling him into the small garden.

"What kind of grove, it's obviously a small garden." Lu Yuanhang insisted.

"Okay, little garden."

"Next time, it's okay. Leng must tell me as soon as possible, otherwise you will die if you catch a cold."

"it is good."

"What's the matter, put on your clothes quickly, it's too delicate."

While muttering, Lu Yuanhang draped his coat over Lin Chen's head. He seemed to feel that this was not right, so he hurriedly pulled it off and put it on Lin Chen's shoulders. He had probably never done such a thing before. A piece of clothing was pulled into a mess by him.

"I, I'll come." Lu Yuanhang was too close, Lin Chen thought of what happened last night again, his face that had just disappeared turned red again, and he hurriedly wanted to push Lu Yuanhang away.

"Don't move, I'll kiss you again."

Lu Yuanhang threatened aggressively, seeing that Lin Chen really didn't move, he felt it was a pity.

"Don't move, I kiss too."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Lin Chen's reaction, he raised his chin, and then imprinted his own lips on it. The two of them tasted the sweet taste in this green kiss, one kiss after another, and then both smiled opened.

Lin Chen leaned his head on Lu Yuanhang's broad shoulders, and An Xin rushed over from all directions. He thought, for the sweetness of this moment, he would trade his whole life for it...

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sweet sweet