look back again

Chapter 23

Lu Yuanhang stared blankly at the cold coffee cup in front of him. This was the first time he fully recalled the situation that day. After he was captured by his father that day, he was locked up for a whole month. No matter how hard he tried in that month, There is no way to make his father let go, and he has no way to contact the outside world. He is anxious every day, thinking wildly every day, and doesn't understand what's going on between him and Lin Chen?Why did he look at himself with such eyes, why did he get hurt?In the end, he was a little numb from being locked up, until his father let him go.

At that time, he was thin and out of shape, but at the moment he was released, all his thoughts were still on Lin Chen, and he had to see him immediately.

However, when he arrived at school, Lin Chen had already dropped out of school. Some people said that he had dropped out of school, and some people said that he had gone abroad. They said everything, but Lu Yuanhang didn't believe it, so he went directly to the dormitory to find his roommate Xu Li .

"It's true that Lin Chen has gone abroad, it happened a few days ago, it's true." Xu Li said.

"Which country did you go to? Why?" Lu Yuanhang didn't understand why everything changed in just one month. He still hasn't understood what happened.

"I don't know the specific reason, but my buddy from the police said that he almost had an accident after he was kidnapped that day. After that, there has been no news about him. It seems that the police have also been silenced. I only know that the murderer is Cheng Yu."

"What, Cheng Yu?" Lu Yuanhang remembered that Cheng Yu was a lunatic, and he dared to use a knife on Lin Chen before, so he shouldn't have just let him go last time.

"Then Cheng Yu caught it now?"

"Caught it, it has been transferred to the procuratorate."

"I see." Lu Yuanhang said bitterly, this time, he will not let Cheng Yu get out of prison easily, he will kill him at any cost.

He did it, found a friend he knew, and sentenced Cheng Yu to prison. He always felt that he had a clear conscience for what he did. He just didn't understand why Lin Chen wanted to leave him without saying goodbye. Lin Chen hated him to the end. Where did it come from?

Now that I think about it carefully, I find that my understanding seems to be a little out of touch with reality. If Lin Chen hated him because of Cheng Yu's affairs, it seems a little unreasonable, and he was young and vigorous back then, and after being imprisoned for a month , The answer he got was that Lin Chen left without saying goodbye. He believed that he had done nothing wrong. Since Lin Chen didn't know how to cherish, then he had nothing to miss, so he didn't go to Lin Chen anymore if he was motivated.

But after going through this incident, he also discovered one thing. He has no rights in his hands. He is a clown who can be played with by others. Whether it is Lin Chen or his own father, he has no strength to fight. They are at the mercy of.It was also at that time that he gave up his ideals, hibernated temporarily and obeyed his father's arrangement, learned the major he wanted to study, and then followed his arrangement to enter the family business, studying day and night, until Later, he worked conscientiously, and until now, no one dared to tell him what to do. He has become a superior person, but no one can live in the blank space in his heart. The longer the time, the more throbbing that year. To be honest, those happiness and hatred are the strength to support his growth, and they have become his eternal burden, he can't get out.

Now he is no longer the Lu Yuanhang who just wanted to win his breath back then, he must figure out what happened back then.And the best way is to confront Lin Chen face to face and make it clear.

Just do what he said, he immediately took out his mobile phone, originally wanted to call Chen Xicheng, but he didn't know about it last time when he asked him, this time, it would be more reliable for him to call Gu Weiren.

The other end quickly picked up the phone.

"Tell me the address where Lin Chen lives now."

As soon as Gu Weiren answered the phone, he was questioned by Lu Yuanhang, which was really unbearable.

"What? Want to break into a private house?" He, Gu Weiren, is not an easy-going man either, he was already aggrieved enough last night, what happened today.

"Gu Weiren, I don't have much patience, I advise you to tell me quickly."

"Then let me ask you, in what capacity do you want Lin Chen's address? You know, it's his private address. I can't just give it to anyone." Gu Weiren also asked directly, and didn't bother to talk to him again. Lu Yuanhang was playing charades. He did know Lin Chen's current address, which was the first time Lu Yuanhang asked Chen Xicheng to look it up.

If he wasn't satisfied with Lu Yuanhang's answer, then he wouldn't just tell him about it.After all, he just wanted to understand the relationship between Lu Yuanhang and Lin Chenfang. If they were really in love with each other, then he would no longer be concerned about Lu Yuanhang's position in Chen Xicheng's heart, and he would be able to go boldly. Pursue Chen Xicheng.

"..." Lu Yuanhang was silent, what is he now?Ex-boyfriend?No, Lin Chen never said he liked him. He was always so shy. All along, he was able to stay by Lin Chen's side because of his stalking. After that, they didn't even break up.There is no confession, no breakup, between the two, only the ambiguity of chasing and his self-righteous happiness, self-righteous thinking, can last forever.But so what?

"I love him." Yes, if this is not love, then in this life, who else would he be so affectionate to?

Now, it was Gu Weiren's turn to be silent. He did not expect that Lu Yuanhang could say these three words. Although he had already felt that the relationship between the two people was not ordinary, but when he really heard it, he was still moved. .

"He lives in Room 2, Building 601." When he got the answer he wanted, Lu Yuanhang immediately hung up the phone without saying a word, and ran out of the coffee shop.

Running, running at an accelerated speed, the coolness of the oncoming wind blows away his messy hair, flying in the wind with an exciting frequency, the exhaustion that has not slept for almost a night, the pain that the wind pours into the chest, all Everything can no longer stop Lu Yuanhang's pace, now, no one can stop him, no one can stop him from running towards Lin Chen, no one can!

Lin Chen, my Lin Chen, here I come...

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After running up to the sixth floor in one breath, Lu Yuanhang took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"Lin Chen, it's me, Lu Yuanhang."

What would Lin Chen look like if he opened the door?Whether he will be surprised, whether he will continue to run away, whether he will still be as afraid of himself as before, these are no longer important.Lu Yuanhang, who had figured it out, seemed to have shaken off the heavy burdens he had been carrying for many years. At this moment, he seemed to have turned back to the Lu Yuanhang who didn't care about it five years ago, no longer caring about face, no longer caring about being in front of Lin Chen Showing weakness, not caring about anything, just wanting to use all means to stay by his side, to be able to hug him, kiss him, see him...

But after knocking on the door for a while, there was no sound from inside.Impossible, Lin Chen must have come back, Lu Yuanhang saw him running into the community with his own eyes, did he fall asleep again?

Or, something went wrong?

Lu Yuanhang himself was taken aback by his own thoughts, and couldn't care less about his eagerness, so he simply took half a step back, and then kicked the door open.Even though there was such a big movement, there was no movement from inside.

Lu Yuanhang quickly ran in, and then felt a little relieved when he saw Lin Chen lying on the bed.

"Why did you sleep so hard? My house is about to be demolished and you haven't woken up yet." Lu Yuanhang laughed, walked over and sat by Lin Chen's bed.

Lu Yuanhang looked closely at the sleeping Lin Chen, and saw that even though he was in a dream, he was still frowning, as if he was experiencing some pain.

Lu Yuanhang wanted to smooth out his frowning brows, but when he touched Lin Chen's forehead, he was startled. He only felt that his palms were scorching hot.

"Lin Chen, Lin Chen? Wake up?" Even though Lu Yuanhang was shaking, Lin Chen had no intention of waking up at all. He wasn't someone else, but passed out.

This frightened Lu Yuanhang, he hurriedly dialed 110, then wrapped Lin Chen up with a quilt, and hugged him by the waist.

The weight on his hands is not like what a man should have. Lin Chen is too thin, and Lu Yuanhang's back hurts when he holds his hands, but even after such a toss, Lin Chen still feels like he has to wake up. No.

Fortunately, the ambulance came quickly, and when Lu Yuanhang walked out of the community, they arrived. The doctor asked Lin Chen to lie on the hospital bed, and asked after a brief examination.

"Did he take some medicine? He must induce vomiting immediately."

"Medicine?" It seemed that there was a board of pills on Lin Chen's desk, but Lu Yuanhang didn't look at the specific medicine at all. At this time, how could he have the time to pay attention to what medicine it was!

"Family, you go back and bring the medicine to the hospital. Let's go back to the hospital first, hurry up."

Lu Yuanhang didn't dare to delay, got out of the ambulance immediately, and ran again.

Lin Chen, Lin Chen, you have to persevere, I just decided to continue to love you well, you must persevere.

Lu Yuanhang kicked open the door of Lin Chen's house again. This time, the door couldn't be closed anymore, and he couldn't care less. After taking the medicine on the table, he immediately drove to the hospital without stopping. He couldn't remember how many red lights there were, he only knew that he had to rush to Lin Chen's side immediately, he had to come to his side without delay, guard him, protect him, and never No one can let him suffer any harm, not even himself.

Lin Chen, you are my Lin Chen, even you can't take him away.

After Lu Yuanhang came to the hospital again, Lin Chen had already washed his stomach, and he was lying quietly on the white hospital bed, his face was already pale, and there was no blood at all.

"...Doctor, doctor, how is he..." Because of fear, Lu Yuanhang couldn't even speak a complete sentence. He looked at the doctor eagerly, hoping that he could say something that would make him feel at ease.

"The first aid was timely. He is having a fever and has taken too many sleeping pills. If he doesn't come in time, the consequences will be disastrous. We have already washed his stomach and taken antipyretics. Don't worry."

At that moment, Lu Yuanhang felt that he could not stand upright, and leaned against the hospital bed as if he was detached. Only that little support allowed him to stand still.

His gaze, however, could no longer be separated from the lying person, and it was shocking to find it again.

His hands were trembling. If he hesitated a little, maybe there would never be a person named Lin Chen in this world again, and there would never be a person who could make himself so worried, and never again. There will be a person who can make himself feel what is pain, what is love, and what is hate.

Fortunately, I woke up at the last moment and took that step, otherwise, I would live in regret forever, even after another five, ten, or twenty years, I wouldn't be able to recover.

He tightly held Lin Chen's hand that was not soaked in salt water. The warmth of his palms made him unable to control his trembling anymore. Lu Yuanhang buried his head deeply in Lin Chen's palms. So it can't stop flowing down.

A man does not flick his tears lightly, but he has not reached the point where he is sad. He finally understands this sentence...

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