look back again

Chapter 26

"Yu Gu, send me a set of clothes." Then Yu Gu received a series of addresses, and Yu Gu felt that his boss has really been out of control recently, and every time he called, the request was very strange. weird.

He looked at the sample clothes sent by Jue Se at his hand, and thought that Lu Yuanhang's phone call was only a few seconds away, so it must be urgent, so he didn't dare to delay, took the clothes and rushed to the hospital.

Lu Yuanhang randomly found a hotel to take a shower, and then put on the clothes that Yu Gu brought over. It was a set of smoky gray casual clothes. A little embarrassing, Lu Yuanhang said casually.

"The clothes of this brand are good, remember to buy a few more sets of this size."

"This is a sample garment sent by Jue Se, then I will ask them to design a few more pieces." Yu Gu said.

"Who designed it?"

"Lin Chen." This was Yu Gu specially asking the little girl who brought the clothes. I always thought that Lu would always ask, but I didn't expect it to be really useful.

Yu Gu paid special attention to Lu Yuanhang's expression, and saw that after he heard Lin Chen's name, the corner of his mouth turned up once in a century, showing a gentle expression that could be said to be.

"Pay more attention to the company's affairs in the past few days. Call me if you have something urgent. If you need my signature, send it to the hospital. I won't go to the company." After Lu Yuanhang briefly explained a few words, he no longer had the patience Staying in the hotel, regardless of whether it was embarrassing or not, he rushed back to the hospital without looking back.

I never knew what it would be like for Lu Yuanhang to fall in love. In my heart, Mr. Lu always thought that they were indifferent, even if they were in love, it was still a matter of business. I didn't expect that meeting Lin Chen would be like It overthrew all the previous things, and completely changed a person.The previous workaholics were gone, and Mr. Lu, who used to be incapable of touching anything, was gone. It seemed that in the past few days, Lu Yuanhang's talent had come alive, and he had become like a normal person.

Seeing that he was in a hurry to go out, he was as eager as a young boy, probably in Lu Yuanhang's heart now, nothing was important, and being able to return to Lin Chen's side immediately was the most important thing.Yu Gu was really curious about what kind of wonderful person could subdue someone like Lu Yuanhang.Although he met once, Lin Chen hardly left any impression on him, and his face was already blurred.Hey, forget it, there will be chances to see each other in the future, so let's go back to work obediently, and don't let Director Lu take advantage of it, otherwise they won't be able to finish eating and have to walk around.

When Lu Yuanhang appeared in front of Lin Chen again, Lin Chen saw at a glance that the clothes on his body were the ones he designed. He didn't expect the ready-made clothes to come out so soon. Sure enough, Lu Yuanhang was very suitable for such a color. Solemn yet stable, deep but not too grand, it is very suitable for Lu Yuanhang to go out for activities. The close-fitting design reveals his figure undoubtedly. With his wide shoulders and narrow hips, coupled with his tall and straight figure, it is like walking in a fairy tale As dazzling as the prince who came out.

The previous promise actually became reality at this time. Lin Chen looked at Lu Yuanhang in a daze. At that moment, all the resentment disappeared without a trace, except for Lu Yuanhang in his eyes, there was nothing left.

"Does it look good?" Knowing that Lin Chen was looking at him, Lu Yuanhang pretended to be relaxed and asked.

And Lu Yuanhang's words seemed to break Lin Chen's self-deceiving illusions. That layer was as beautiful as a bubble. Lin Chen, who only put Lu Yuanhang in his eyes, could only be a bubble. As long as there is a little movement, it will burst , Broken, gone.

Afterwards, they were still two parallel lines that looked like strangers, no matter how close they were, it was just a distant past, no matter how beautiful the memories were, they were just memories, and the scars would always be there.

If Lin Chen felt that he had returned to the past at that moment, then it was just a simple moment. There was always a long gap between him and Lu Yuanhang, and deception was the distance between them.

Lin Chen looked away, afraid that he would become intoxicated just by looking at it.

"Lin Chen, I know I was impulsive and did something wrong before, but I can change it, can you give me another chance?"

Lu Yuanhang is still so dazzling, and he is loved by everyone. He probably thinks that the previous method can be played again.And I will still walk towards him like a moth to a flame before, and let all the tragedies repeat again, Lu Yuanhang, are you not reconciled because you never got my body?Is it in your heart, getting my heart is so unworthy of mentioning.

"You look at me, I've never changed." Whether it's for you or for our love.

Lu Yuanhang was not in a hurry, he believed that as long as he could make up his mind and grind slowly, Lin Chen would open his heart to him again.

"Do you want to eat something? I just went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that you can drink some porridge now, and you can talk slowly. Do you have anything to say to me?" Lu Yuanhang no longer Forced Lin Chen, but turned to talk about something else.

I've never changed... That's what Lu Yuanhang said, so what he said hasn't changed, is it because he loves him or wants to possess his heart? Lu Yuanhang, after so many years, why are you still so sweet-talking? Woolen cloth.

No matter how much you make me believe in you, no matter how much you pretend to be affectionate, you still pretend to be affectionate, how do you let me cooperate with your performance, in fact, I would rather you remain the same as before and hate me to the bone, only in this way can I escape Far away, and tell yourself, this is what you want most, instead of turning back to the lover like now, so what should I become?

Lin Chen kept turning his head away, not looking at Lu Yuanhang, so he didn't see it. After saying that, on Lu Yuanhang's face who still didn't get any reply, there was a smile uglier than crying He knew this truth, but seeing Lin Chen not even wanting to look at him, Lu Yuanhang still felt hurt and still hurt.

"Get up and have some porridge." Lu Yuanhang sighed.

"Other things, we'll talk about them when you're better. I won't force you now."

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At night, Lin Chen was finally able to speak, and his body recovered a little bit of strength. He leaned on the hospital bed, staring at a certain place without focus. He wanted to see Zheng He quickly, and wanted to find out the reason , he didn't want to doubt his friend for no reason, nor did he want to be so vague.

Lu Yuanhang was called out by the doctor to speak, and Lin Chen didn't bother to care what the doctor would say, anyway, it wouldn't be a good thing, his own body knew it well, since he couldn't hide it, it would be best if he could scare Lu Yuanhang It's okay, so he can find no reason to fool Lu Yuanhang, he really doesn't have any strength to deal with the relationship with Lu Yuanhang, he doesn't even want to say a word to him.

What is love?After so many years, he still hasn't figured it out. He only knows that he may never have the strength to love someone again in this life, and he is too tired.

Lu Yuanhang is just an obsession he has had for so many years, and as time goes by, he never forgets it.

"Mr. Lu, when I examined Mr. Lin, I found that he had committed suicide, so we retrieved Mr. Lin's previous medical records and found that he had mild depression since he was very young, but there was no such thing as him in the previous five years. Any medical records, do you know why?"

"What? Suicide! When?" Lu Yuanhang looked at the doctor in disbelief. He always knew that Lin Chen was a little autistic, and he never thought it would be so serious.

"He traveled abroad five years ago, so there may not be any cases of him in the country."

"His wound is also an old wound. It may have been formed when he was abroad. I can't see the specifics. His situation is actually very dangerous, because depression is a disease that can occur at any time and there is no way to cure it. When he was a child, he His symptoms are not serious, and he has not been treated well. He just took some simple medicines, but now you have seen his condition. He is very afraid of strangers and easily nervous. I am afraid that his symptoms may have worsened. Recently, Does he have any stressors?"

pressure source?Is it yourself?Every time Lin Chen saw him, he was very nervous, and a few times he even hurt himself without knowing it.

"Depression can't be cured without systematic treatment, and he can't be stressed, and he will relapse when he is stressed. It is best for family members to be present in such a situation. Only by giving him a stable environment can he relax. Only then can it be treated well.”

"okay, I get it……"

Lin Chen, what exactly did you go through during the five years when I was away?Are you trying to pierce my heart?How can you leave me but not live a good life for yourself?Since you don't like me anymore, why not give yourself another better life?Why can't you let yourself go?

Lu Yuanhang almost escaped from the doctor's office, then found a hidden corner, and sat down decadently, crying uncontrollably.

I am simply a bastard. I once vowed to protect Lin Chen and love him for the rest of my life, but let him go away for so many years. Is this the love I did?For that worthless self-esteem, for the sake of taking a breath, did you allow Lin Chen to suffer so many injuries?

Is this what you do not change?In fact, everything has changed a long time ago, and there is no going back...

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