look back again

Chapter 37

"Why do you drink so much wine? What's wrong with you?" Xu Chengran has never seen Zheng He like this before. Zheng He, who has always been gentle and gentle, is drinking wine glass after glass, completely ignoring everything around him. If the bartender didn't know the two of them, Seeing that it was already nine o'clock in the evening, he called himself, was he planning to drink himself to death like this, what happened?

"Fengfeng, I have revenge for you, I have revenge."

"What nonsense are you talking about? My brother has been away for so many years, where is the enemy, why is he still trying to make a fool of himself." Xu Chengran said, snatching the wine glass from Zheng He's hand.

Zheng He Naken was taken away from the wine glass, and immediately wanted to snatch it back, but he really drank a little too much, and he couldn't even stand still, so he threw himself directly at Xu Chengran.

"Oh my old waist." Xu Chengran's small body couldn't resist Zheng He's pounce, and he almost fell down. Fortunately, there was a corner in their booth, and Xu Chengran held him up, but even That's the case, he was also pressed hard by Zheng He, especially his hands, which were numb.

"When you wake up, I must settle the score with you. Oh, I really can't support you. You should try your best." But Zheng He can still hear his voice, and it is already very peaceful not to be drunk up.Xu Chengran had no choice but to ask the bartender to come over for help. It took a lot of effort to finally transport Zheng He back home, until he threw him on the bed, and he himself was about to collapse.

"Revenge, I have revenge..." Along the way, Zheng He was muttering about revenge, upside down, Xu Cheng is a single child, and there is no way to experience their feelings of brothers and sisters, but like He had never seen Zheng He treat his younger brother so well.Such a deep bond has not disappeared after so many years, what has been tormenting him?

Xu Chenran was sitting in front of Zheng He's bed, looking at his messy hair covering half of his cheeks, his heart moved, his hand stretched out involuntarily, and then gently brushed the messy hair to Zheng He's ear back.

At this moment, a tear slowly flowed from Zheng He's closed eyes, across his face and into his hair.

"Sorry……"

Zheng He suddenly felt that he regretted it. After all, what does this matter have to do with Lin Chen?The relationship between people is not inevitable. It is not an equation that you should get as much as you pay. There is no equality between people, otherwise, how can you live up to it.How ridiculous it is to throw such a heavy burden directly on Lin Chen. Apart from proving his weakness, nothing can be changed.

When blaming Lin Chen, didn't he make any mistakes?

"You, who are you sorry for?" Xu Chengran suddenly asked Zheng He, who was in a mess. He knew that the name of the person who was already on Zheng He's lips must be the root of his abnormality today. Who could this person be?Who can make Zheng He drink and cry?Over the years, Zheng He has never thought about his significant other. Xu Chengran can't even tell whether he likes the same sex or the opposite sex, because he is very good to everyone, but he carefully controls the distance, thinking about it. People who want to get close are often controlled at a step away, and can no longer get close.

Xu Cheng is not selfish, sometimes he also feels that his own is special, at least, no matter when, as long as he makes a phone call, as long as Zheng He has nothing to do, he will definitely show up, he will Embarrassed, helpless, but still appearing, he was almost conniving towards himself, just like last time, he said something softly and felt uncomfortable, so he called Zheng He to his office directly, in fact, He just wanted to see him because he hadn't seen him for a long time.

This kind of Zheng He makes Xu Chengran faintly moved, but Zheng He also treats other people's friends in the same way. He is like a warm sun, spreading on everyone equally. There may be fewer places, but it is too difficult for people who are irradiated by warmth to get close to the sun.

What Xu Chengran could do was to keep showing his presence in front of Zheng He, time after time, year after year, never daring to go beyond.

"I'm sorry," Zheng He turned over, and hugged Xu Chengran, who hadn't stood up yet, with his head buried in his waist. Xu Chengran hadn't woken up from the shock yet, and Zheng He breathed warmly. The pain spread from his waist all over his body, and his face turned red in embarrassment.

"Fengfeng..." After muttering his younger brother's name, Zheng He seemed to really fall asleep because he was holding something that reassured him.

"Hey, let me go first." Xu Chengran struggled carefully, and found that although Zheng He was asleep, his hands were still holding him tightly, as if he was not going to let go for the time being.

"Hey, I'm a villain! Don't blame me for taking advantage of others." Zheng He fell asleep, and Xu Chengran began to succeed as a villain, pretending to be a tiger, and taking advantage of his mouth. He likes it the most, it doesn't hurt .

"Grey Wolf is here, Red Wolf is here, and Little Huihui is here too~"

"The thief came to move your house~"

"Zheng He, it's an earthquake~"

"Hey, it's really boring..."

Finally, Xu Chengran calmed down, and he didn't bother to toss about anymore. He found a comfortable place in Zheng He's posture, and fell asleep peacefully. Let's talk about anything when he wakes up.

Well, when he wakes up, how should he scare Zheng He?Xu Chengran fell asleep while thinking about bad ideas, and then, he had a sweet dream.

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In the early morning of the next day, Zheng He was awakened by a sense of oppression. Throughout the night, he always felt that he was being oppressed by something. The sleeping position that he could not move all night made him feel like he was paralyzed in his dream. , finally struggled to wake up, but the feeling of oppression did not end, um, isn't this a dream?

Zheng He, who opened his eyes, looked at Xu Chengran, who was almost half of his body pressed against him, with a look of lovelessness, and finally found the answer, why did this person come to his bed, why did he have no memory at all? ?

Whoops, my head hurts.Zheng He managed to free up a hand, and directly pressed his head. The aftereffects of the hangover were all reflected in his head, and he had a splitting headache.

"Hey, hello~" His mouth was also very dry, Zheng He could only push Xu Chengran, hoping that he would be a little more self-conscious, wake up quickly and pour himself a glass of water before talking.

Unexpectedly, Xu Chengran didn't wake up at all, and because Zheng He pushed him away, he might be a little dissatisfied. He turned over like an octopus and wrapped himself around Zheng He's body. If Zheng He, who was full of blood, would Forget it, the current Zheng He is almost half-crippled, such a pressure, he was almost forced back after taking a breath with great difficulty, and the two came face to face directly, Xu Chengran's hand directly circled Rubbing Zheng He's neck, he subconsciously rubbed his face against his face, humming subconsciously in his mouth, as if he would not wake up.

Xu Chengran's skin is very fair, and his closed eyes can clearly see his eyelashes one by one, which are long and curled to cover his eyes. Zheng He can imagine what a pair of smart eyes are hidden inside. Eyes, ghostly, he likes to roll his eyes, and then come up with innocuous and bad ideas one after another.The closest one is his mouth. In the unconscious friction just now, his mouth directly touched Zheng He's cheek several times. It was really soft to the touch. Under the morning sun, it was almost clear. Zheng He's heart, The dance was half a beat slower.

Zheng He didn't dare to move anymore. Even if he was hungover, no matter how unwell he was, he was still a healthy man. Early in the morning, being rubbed by others like this, almost provocative, made him feel hot all over.Zheng He was at a loss, he didn't understand why he would suddenly have such a feeling towards a same-sex, a childhood sweetheart who grew up together, he had slowly remembered most of his things yesterday, while drinking a glass of wine The remorse at the time, as much hatred for Lin Chen, as much regret for himself, in fact, he knows how selfish his behavior is, what is wrong with Lin Chen?In this morning that should be full of endless regret, but because of Xu Chengran's sudden appearance, all Zheng He's positions were disrupted. In his panic, he forgot those messy things. In front of him, only the carefree sleeping Xu was left. It is true that only his scorching body was left, and only the intense heartbeat under his chest was left.

What's going on here……

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