look back again

Chapter 4

I don’t know if it’s because I’m suspicious or what. In those few days at school, Lu Yuanhang always felt that there was a seemingly invisible gaze watching him, not like peeping, but the kind of cautiousness that can be released at the touch of a button. He didn't pay much attention to it at first, what should he do.But being peeped is never a good experience, and there are too many bad things at home recently, and his father doesn't know which mistress he and his first mistress were caught and raped by his mother, so the house is full of smog all day long, So Lu Yuanhang, who was in a particularly bad mood that day, lost his temper.

"Why are you following me? Are you sick?"

Lu Yuanhang turned his head abruptly, took a few strides forward and grabbed Lin Chen who had been following behind him, only to see that the other party raised his head in surprise, and wanted to shake off Lu Yuanhang's hand in panic. Not small, that frightened expression is like the person holding his hand is a giant virus.

Lu Yuanhang was slightly surprised, and then became even more inexplicably angry. Ever since he was a child, no one could show such a terrified expression to him over and over again, let alone a crush he thought. I have kindly helped him several times.

Thinking of it this way, I felt a little irritated for no reason, and always felt that I was helping out in trouble, and it really wasn't easy to be a good person.It wasn't too obvious, but he grabbed Lin Chen's hand more, but didn't let him struggle away.

"I, I don't want to go back—"

"Do you want to say that you are going back to the dormitory? Let me tell you, don't use this to fool me, saying, why on earth have you been following me secretly, and what is your purpose?" Lu Yuanhang lowered his voice and said next to Lin Chen's ear , A gust of hot air directly sprayed onto Lin Chen's ears made his hair stand on end, and his whole body trembled.

Lin Chen wanted to argue, but he had never been an eloquent person, not to mention that sometimes, he had secretly paid attention to the person in front of him, and when he was told that, he felt guilty for no reason, and always felt that he wanted to make friends with him His mind is so invisible, and because of his low self-esteem, he always feels that Lu Yuanhang would not like to make friends with such a self.It's just that since those two incidents, I can always meet him intentionally or unintentionally, and then I can't control my eyes, and I don't know what's going on.

With such a guilty conscience, he was discovered by the sharp-eyed Lu Yuanhang, and he even believed that the person who had been secretly following him recently was the one in front of him. Breaking ground, I have underestimated him before, it seems that my boring kindness before has been fed to the dogs.So, good people can't do it.

"Come with me, you kid really won't cry until you see the coffin, let's see how I deal with you!"

Thus, Lin Chen was pushed into his dormitory by Lu Yuanhang for the first time.As soon as he entered the door, he heard a click behind him, Lu Yuanhang locked the door, and then he was left there alone.

Lu Yuanhang took off his coat fiercely, and then threw it at Lin Chen. Seeing that he flinched obviously, he felt that his arrogance had subsided a little.

"Tell me, why have you been following me?" Lu Yuanhang pulled a chair over and sat down, trying to talk to him calmly, if he was more honest, it would be fine.

"I, I really, wasn't—"

"Fuck!!!" Lu Yuanhang stood up abruptly, pushed Lin Chen down on the wardrobe, and then put his hand on his neck and shouted.

"You fucking don't cry when you see the coffin, don't you! I caught you and you want to deny it!" Lu Yuanhang has always known that he has a bad temper, and he has restrained himself a lot with age, especially in school. He didn't want to cause trouble, but looking at the submissive Lin Chen, he just didn't like it very much.

Lin Chen couldn't breathe because of Lu Yuanhang's hand stuck on his neck. He was horrified to find that the eyes of Lu Yuanhang, who always had a dispensable smile and didn't care much, turned out to be There was a cold light in the coldness, which made him shudder, and he was even more speechless.

The words he wanted to explain, the words he wanted to show his innocence, and the words he just wanted to make friends with him were all drowned in his chest, Lin Chen was afraid.

"Don't be stubborn, right? Okay, I'll make you regret it!" Lu Yuanhang casually tore off the belt that someone put aside, and quickly grabbed Lin Chen's two hands with one hand. Before Chen could react, he wrapped his clothes belt a few times and tied a knot to hang it on the railing of the upper bunk. The height was very tight. It happened that Lin Chen was so close to the closet that he couldn't stand still and needed a half pad. The height of his feet was less than 1 minute, Lin Chen couldn't stand still, shaking tremblingly.

"No, I'm not, I..." The more anxious I became, the more awkward my mouth became, and I wanted to struggle, but the more I struggled, the tighter the belt on my hand, and the pain in my straight arm, Lin Chen could only rest on his toes. The hand feels better, but the words of explanation can't be organized.

However, Lu Yuanhang lost his patience at this time, and stopped looking at Lin Chen, instead sat on a chair beside him, put on his earphones, and was silent when he was about to come.

Listening to the usual familiar music, the arrogance in his heart slowly subsided, probably because he was tired, and before he knew it, Lu Yuanhang accidentally fell asleep.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yuanhang was awakened by a knock on the door.

"Hey, who locked the door, Hangzi, are you inside? Let's see who I caught." There was a strong knock on the door from his roommate, Lu Yuanhang momentarily forgot about Lin Chen in the dormitory, got up and opened the door.

"Oh shit, what's the situation!" As soon as Xu Li entered the door, he saw Lin Chen who was tied to the wardrobe. He was startled, and hurriedly threw the person he was carrying in and closed the door behind him.

It was only then that Lu Yuanhang remembered Lin Chen who was still hanging by him in the dormitory. When he looked at him, he found that his whole body was almost soaked from struggling, and his hands were bleeding from the wear of the belt. Because he was hanging all the time, his whole hand was pale Pale, but even if it was like this, he didn't shout or explain the whole process.

"Let's put it down quickly, don't make any trouble, we are in school now."

Lu Yuanhang snorted dispensably, Xu Li took this reaction as acquiescence, and hurriedly untied Lin Chen's belt. As soon as he untied it, Lin Chen slid down the closet until he sat on the floor, Just stopped.The whole person doesn't look like his own, whether it's hands or feet, Lin Chen can't exert any strength.

"What are you doing so bluffing, I have a sense of propriety." Lu Yuanhang kicked the person Xu Li threw in, and then asked. "Who is this?"

"Hey, this grandson is terrible. I just saw him downstairs asking for your news. He doesn't look like a good thing when he looks sneaky. I snatched his camera and took a look. It's terrible. It's all about you. The photo, I’ve been following you for several days and you didn’t notice it.” Xu Li’s words were unintentional, but it caused a storm in Lu Yuanhang’s heart, which was an embarrassing misunderstanding. He misunderstood him, Lin Chen suffered for nothing.

But if Lu Yuanhang admits that he has blamed someone wrong, he definitely can't get rid of this face, so he didn't show anything except a little guilt in his eyes when he looked at Lin Chen, and that little bit of guilt turned into right in an instant The hatred of the culprit comes.And this whole process, Lin Chen didn't feel it at all. He didn't even listen to their conversation clearly. Yes, it's all ghosts.

"I, I, I didn't mean it. I was just doing it for a living. Please forgive me." The tabloid reporter who was arrested was frightened by Lu Yuanhang's cold eyes, and kept begging for mercy.Because at school, Lu Yuanhang really couldn't do anything to this person directly, so he had no choice but to pick up his camera and slam it on the ground. In an instant, the fragile electronic product was torn apart. I can't fight anymore.

"Let me see you again, you will die, count your luck today, get out!"

It wasn't until that person left that Xu Li had a chance to care about Lin Chen who was lying on the side. He hadn't figured out why Lu Yuanhang punished him, and he didn't know what to do with him.

"What about this man?"

"You can figure it out." Lu Yuanhang was really too lazy to take care of it anymore, and there was a bit of embarrassment in his laziness. He went crazy for no reason, and only found out that it was a misunderstanding after tossing people like this. He always felt that this matter was handled Quite speechless, but it is a bit difficult for him to face his mistakes. To be honest, he has never done such a thing.So Lu Yuanhang continued to put on his earphones and listened to the song.

"Hey, I owe you my previous life, sir." Xu Li had no choice but to walk over helplessly, trying to pull Lin Chen up.But before touching his arm, he dodged it, probably after resting for a while, and finally regained some strength.

"I, I can walk by myself." Lin Chen struggled to get up from the ground, he heard Lu Yuanhang's words later on, no matter whether he was innocent or not, this person was not going to apologize, and he did not repent at all.

Finally regaining some strength in his legs, Lin Chen lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Lu Yuanhang anymore, and walked out staggeringly.His heart felt as if he had been hit hard by something, it was painful and stuffy, Lu Yuanhang was the first friend he wanted to make, the first person who showed kindness to him, so it was all his own illusion.It turned out that even if he changed places, he was still the same him, and he would not change at all, nor would his situation change at all.The pain, the pain all over his body, made him a little distracted for a while, and now he didn't want to care about anything, he just wanted to hide in his snail shell and slowly digest everything today.He walked back to the dormitory with difficulty, drank a bottle of cold water, curled up under the quilt, and fell asleep.

Lin Chen's situation is quite special, because he entered the school more than a month late, so the dormitory was arranged in another college, and he has always been relatively introverted, and he would not take the initiative to contact his roommates, so in his During the whole day of sleeping, he didn't find anything wrong with him, until he woke up again with dry mouth and tongue.

I feel dizzy and probably have a fever again. Due to premature birth, Lin Chen's physique is particularly poor. Whether it's a big emotional change, an injury or a cold, the more direct reaction is a fever, and it comes and goes quickly. I'm getting used to it, so I don't really care about it.It's just that the wrist injury was a bit serious. After resting for a whole day, not only did the two hands not feel better, but they lost consciousness directly, and they lost the strength to hold the palms.Lin Chen was a little scared, but he was even more afraid of being discovered by others, so he endured the pain and went to the school gate hospital to get some anti-inflammatory drugs and medicine for bruises, and then bought them in the nearby jewelry store. A pair of wristbands.It's not that he's hypocritical, it's just that he doesn't want to make things big.

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"Hey, why are you stuck? Are you really okay?" Gu Weiren's fussy voice interrupted Lin Chen's memory, and after he hid for a while, he whispered: "It's okay, I just have a cold, it's okay." Although he said he was fine, but the memory that was almost presented in front of his eyes made Lin Chen feel like he was there, and his wrist ached again.The scar on it was because he could hide it and didn't treat it properly. Five years later, the scar left on his wrist was like a silk thread, tightly wrapped around Lin Chen's heart. When he moved, It shrinks, and when it moves, it feels sad.He hadn't thought about what happened five years ago for a long time. He didn't think about it, but because of the encounter yesterday, everything appeared in front of him without any hiding, and there was nowhere to hide.

"By the way, what size did you measure for Lu Yuanhang yesterday? Give it to me. The boss is urging for the work. Let Gen urge me. I have come twice early in the morning. Let me tell you, the boss and the man surnamed Lu There must be adultery, I have known him for so long, and I have never seen him care so much about others." Gu Weiren said gossipingly, just listening, for some reason, Lin Chen heard something unspeakable in the words It's just that before he figured it out, he discovered a more serious problem. He didn't have a chance to measure Lu Yuanhang yesterday, so he spent all his time in shock and panic.

"What's wrong? This expression?"

"We, I, yesterday, didn't..." Lin Chen became incoherent when he got nervous.

"What! There is no measurement! Then why did he come here yesterday! Could it be that he really came to meet our boss privately? No, no, no size, let me make ready-made clothes, my brother!" Probably it was a big blow, Gu Weiren began to speak incoherently.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Lin Chen lowered his head guiltily. "I, I can give you the approximate size, do you think it's okay? I'll give you the exact size tomorrow." He also knew that this was difficult, but for a while, he really had no other better way.

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After climbing the mountain for two days, most of my life is gone, and I can still update it when I come back. I think I really love it