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This time the headache was worse than I expected. After more than half a month, I was still lying in bed groggy.Consciousness was clear for a while and blurred for a while, and the faces of Mo Qi and Zhen Shu appeared alternately in front of my eyes.

When I was awake, Zhenshu always sat by my bed, looked at me worriedly, and sometimes played a few songs for me.I will occasionally point him out, but with my current mental state, it is really misleading my son.

Fortunately, this kid Zhenshu is smart, and he learned quickly by looking at the score I left before.I can hear it in a daze, and I can feel the progress.This really comforts me a lot.

I touched to the right, and sure enough, I touched Zhenshu's hand.

"Master, you're awake." Zhenshu brought me a glass of water and brought it to my lips.

My headache was almost numb, and I felt nauseous when I saw something in my mouth, maybe I couldn't even lie down all the time.I shook my head, motioning for him to help me up.

I leaned back on the pillow and spent a long time before I could finally see clearly.

Zhenshu is adjusting the pillow behind me.Now I ran outside to ask for pear soup again.There was a book on the bedside table, probably the one he had been reading before.

My house is not big, and there are fewer people in it.Apart from Zhenshu and me, there is only a little boy, Mama He, and Uncle Li who looks after the yard.Now that Mo Qi's people guarded the gate of the courtyard, he didn't need to watch the gate any more, he just helped Mama He sweep the yard.

With my illness, I can't even leave the house, and I don't know how they are doing, whether Mo Qi treated them harshly.

Zhenshu came back, holding a bowl in his hand, and he knew it was pear soup as soon as he smelled it.

I couldn't drink it, and I didn't want to take away his kindness, so I said before he opened his mouth: "Put it there, I'll drink it after it cools down."

Zhenshu put the bowl away, and came to sit beside me again.

I watched this half-grown child busy, and felt sorry for him. I patted his head and said, "If you have nothing to do these few days, let He Mama take you out to buy candy tonight."

Zhenshu's little hand grabbed my quilt corner: "I don't want sugar, master, can you get well soon. I want you to teach me how to play the piano."

I smiled to comfort him, and waited for the faintness to subside before asking, "What happened?"

Before Zhenshu could speak, the little boy came in from the door.This little boy is fourteen years old, a bit older than Zhenshu, but he is still a child and can't handle things.

Xiaotong didn't expect me to wake up, and regretted running in hastily.

I saw his hesitation and asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

Xiaotong exchanged glances with Zhenshu anxiously, and reluctantly said: "Master Jun is here again."

again?What do you mean?How many times have you been here in the past two weeks?

Zhenshu saw my thoughts and said from the side: "Since Master fainted, Jun Ye often comes here. Sometimes once a day, sometimes once every two days. Usually just sitting in the main room. Don't worry, Master, Jun Ye never I haven’t entered the East Wing, and I haven’t even touched it.”

The child Zhenshu really understands me.

"Where are you now?" I propped myself up on the bed, planning to go down and take care of the other people in the yard. "I'll go down and take a look."

The boy stretched out his hand to stop me: "Master Jun brought the doctor with him."

Oh, I remember.

Between half-dream and half-awake, I smelled the smell of medicine outside the window, and I also felt that there were people gathered around my bed who didn't know what to say, and the feeling was found by Mo Qi.

Mo Qi is not needed, and I, Qin Xian'er, don't need your help.

If you save my life, I won't care.

I collected myself, patted the boy's hand and said, "Go, go out and have a look."

Xiaotong and Zhenshu supported me and stood on the porch of the East Wing.Mo Qi brought a few people and stood in the yard.

I sat on a bench in the porch, and told the boy to take the doctors to the main room for tea, leaving Zhenshu to accompany me.

At the end of June, the weather was already a bit hot, and it was indeed quite comfortable to sit on the porch in the afternoon.I thought that if it didn't rain tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I would have to come out and sit instead of lying down all the time.

Mo Qi came from the middle of the courtyard, stood at the bottom of the steps in the east wing, and looked at me through the pillars of the corridor.

"You're too thin." Mo Qi frowned when she saw me, "You have to let the doctor see."

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't expect a cough as soon as I opened my mouth, and my head started to hurt again, and the only little thought I had just now was messed up again.

Mo Qi stretched out her hand into the east chamber, and found that she couldn't reach me without touching anything, so she said to Zhenshu, "Go and bring a bowl of water to Lord Qin."

I leaned my head against the pillar, took a long breath before I recovered a bit, and watched Mo Qi wait for his next words.

"I called a doctor here to treat your headache." Mo Qi's voice rarely slowed down, "Xian'er, they said there is something in your brain that needs to be taken out."

Fairy?I laughed, no one has called me that in years.

"No," I said as politely as I could, since too much mood swings would give me a headache, "please come back."

"Xian'er!" Mo Qi seemed anxious, but she didn't get angry this time.

"Call me Master Qin." I supported the pillar, and I could basically stand up. "I don't need others to open my brain and come up with something. I have to die decently."

"You..." Mo Qi was at a loss for words for a moment.According to my experience, he should be very angry at this time.It is estimated that the doctor told him that a patient like me should not be stimulated by words, so he had no choice but to endure it and hold himself back.

This scene is really rare, I have to watch it carefully.

"Treat yourself well. I won't lock you up when you're well. You can go wherever you want, okay?" I didn't expect Mo Qi to learn to compromise after holding back for a long time.

"Then it's better to let me go now, I can find a place I like to die." I looked at him with a smile.

"Qin Xian'er!" Mo Qi spun around impatiently, "I beg you."

I didn't bother to talk to him, so I turned my head and said to Zhenshu, "Bring my piano, let's go to class."

Zhenshu first set up a small table in the corridor, put my piano away, sprinkled some incense in the incense burner, and stood respectfully aside.

I moved my fingers and pressed lightly on the strings.The sound of the piano is still smooth, but it is still rusty after all.

I sighed in my heart, I can't just lose my housekeeping skills.

After I finished playing, Mo Qi stared at me blankly at the foot of the steps, his expression suddenly overlapped with that of many years ago.It took him a while to say: "Qin Xian'er, I haven't heard you play the piano for more than half a year."

When I heard his words, I felt a great pain in my heart.Sadness is like a flood that has opened its gates, pouring on what is left of my mind.

My legs were weak, and there seemed to be something blocking my breathing.But I stood up on the table with all my strength, walked slowly to him with the support of the pillar, and stared at him firmly.

Maybe it was startled by my eyes, but Mo Qi didn't move, his eyes were deep, as if there was still a little affection in them.

I almost wanted to laugh, and raised my hand to slap Mo Qi.

Mo Qi didn't dodge, and slapped me, and a clear red mark quickly appeared on that good skin.

"If this is the case, you are willing to treat the disease." Mo Qi raised her eyes and looked at me, "You can beat me to death here."

What's the use, I thought hopelessly.

What did you do earlier.

I looked at him for a long time, leaning on the pillar with one hand, and pointing in the direction of the door with the other: "Take your people and get out."

Mo Qi looked at me with indelible despair in her eyes.

I couldn't help but think that the way I looked at him at that time might be the same.

This time, you beg me instead.

This time I was so angry that I went back and lay down for another month.This time passed quietly, no one came to disturb.

Mo Qi sent someone to bring money and supplements. I, Qin Xian'er, never make trouble with money and accept everything as ordered.He also asked people to convert all the supplements into money, repaired the house well, and bought some new clothes for Xiaotong and Zhenshu.

It's useless to make up for me. It's better to give it to the children to make them happy.

It is already July.It was night, when Mother He and Uncle Li bought a lot of lotus seeds, they boiled lotus seed porridge, and everyone sat around in the yard to drink it.He Ma and Li Bo fried some peanuts with wine, and chatted comfortably.

I still have no appetite, so I eat lotus seeds with chopsticks.

Zhenshu is delicious, and he has no intention of stopping after drinking two big bowls.As soon as the little boy teased him, he chased after him and played with him again.

Looking at the two children, I felt very stable and happy, and asked Mama He to help me hold the piano.

Mother He looked at me for a while: "Master Qin is in a really good mood today."

I smiled and said, "Yes, I'll play the piano for everyone to cheer up."

Mother He laughed along with me, her eye circles suddenly turned red, she reached out and touched my face: "It was fine at first...how come people are like this all of a sudden..."

I took her hand and said, "This is the case, isn't it time to be happy?"

She wiped her face, forced a smile and said, "Yes, I'm happy. Master Qin is waiting, I'll get the piano."

I smiled and watched her go away, and looked back at Uncle Li.

Li Bo said: "Master Qin, please tell me."

Uncle Li watched me grow up, and the only ones who were willing to follow me were him and Mama He.The two children are still young, and Mama He has a soft heart. Apart from him, I have no one to trust.

"Uncle Li, I still have some savings, which are kept in the cabinet in the East Wing. All the money for my posthumous affairs will come from there."

Uncle Li was a little surprised: "Master Qin?"

I waved my hand and paused before continuing: "I really love the two children, but unfortunately I can't stay with them for long. The rest of the money will be left to you two, and I hope you two will take care of them in the future. Don't let the child go astray. I can rest assured that I can live a peaceful life."

Uncle Li looked at me, and finally nodded: "I live up to your trust."

I calmed down and wondered if I missed anything: "I'm leaving, this yard probably won't be able to live in. I can't go out this year, and the properties outside have been sparse. I just left, and I want to come to him I won't drive you away so quickly, you just take advantage of this time to find another house and settle down."

Li Bo said: "Master Qin, what about you?"

I shook my head: "I can't help it, he can do whatever he wants at that time. Don't stop what happens, the most important thing is to protect yourself."

Uncle Li was speechless for a while.

I smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "How about I haven't cried yet, what are you two doing?"

When I went back to the East Chamber, I vaguely heard Mama He crying to Uncle Li: "Our boss Qin used to... how could we get through this..."

That's right, who didn't know Boss Qin before.