I'm crazy

In the middle of the night, the sky was completely overcast, and there was a light rain. Zhao Yijian and I hid in the cabin and pulled down the curtains to prevent the rain from seeping in.

After the curtain was lowered, the cabin was pitch black. After the vision disappeared, the senses immediately became sharper, and each other could hear each other's clear breathing, which became more and more clear under the contrast of the rain outside.

This kind of environment gives people a feeling of wanting to do bad things. Zhao Yijian held my face and slowly stroked it. A scorching breath rushed towards me quickly.

It was a crazy night, I felt a little numb from the pain, and vaguely wondered if it was the snake gall or the ginseng that made him so energetic.The wind and rain outside the cabin, the clouds and rain in the cabin.

The next day when I woke up, my whole body was sore, I was lying like a dead fish, and I had no strength at all. Zhao Yijian helped me tidy up. After tidying up, he touched my face and said to me apologetically: " I'm sorry, I did it last night and caused you to suffer a lot. However, I don't regret it."

Hearing the last sentence, I widened my eyes in surprise, seeing the sly light in his smiling clear eyes, my intestines turned green with regret.

I was ashamed and angry, but still helpless, I "hummed" angrily, turned my head away, and didn't want to talk to him.But Zhao Yijian held my head in front of his eyes, made me look into his eyes and said to me: "You will be mine from now on, so I don't regret what happened last night!"

I looked at the person in front of me in surprise, and the words "this person is mentally ill" flashed repeatedly in my mind.On this day, I was lying on the straw mat, living the days when I put on clothes, stretched out my hands to eat, and opened my mouth. Zhao Yijian treated me very gently, with a flattering smile on his face all the time.

In the afternoon, my body didn't hurt so much, and I softened my heart. Forget it, I thought I was bitten by a mad dog, and I didn't lose a piece of meat anyway.

At night, Zhao Yijian was sitting on the bow of the boat with me in his arms. The stove behind him was burning water, and the small fire was flickering.

I watched and watched, and couldn't help recalling our first meeting, and the two later goodbyes, we shared weal and woe together, and today, like a dream, this person has been engraved in my life, and I can't erase it anymore. What this person did to me last night made my cheeks feel slightly hot.

Not daring to look at his handsome face, he looked up and saw a bright moon hanging obliquely in the sky. The night sky that had just cleared looked extremely deep, and the moon was also a little hazy. It's as if it's about to leave the flower."

As soon as I thought of this sentence, the flowery face that Zhou Xingchi spoofed flashed in my mind, full of beards, smiling profusely, holding his nose with his orchid finger, and winking at you pretentiously.Every time I see the spoof like a flower, I laugh out loud.

Zhao Yijian looked at me strangely, as if asking me why I was laughing.Of course I didn't tell him that the spoof is like a flower, which requires visual effects, and I don't feel it just by saying it.

I slowly told him the story of "Rouge Button" that I read. After he finished listening, I smiled and asked him: "Are you saying that Ruhua is stupid? After guarding for so long, what she got in return is The memory of the Twelve Young Masters. Love cannot be divorced from reality, and love that is divorced from reality is like a flower in water, a moon in a mirror, wishful thinking and a dream.”

But Zhao Yijian said: "I think that the stupidest person is Twelve Young Masters. What's the point of living without a loved one? He's not forgetting Ruhua, but regretting, escaping, and forcing himself to forget Ruhua. If it were me, even if we couldn’t share the same bed in life, we would have to share the same acupuncture point in death. When the person I love dies, I will accompany him to Jiuquan.”

Zhao Yijian's expression was firm, his eyes didn't blink for a moment, he looked at me very seriously and said, I couldn't help but feel a thump in my heart.When sleeping, Zhao Yijian hugged me. After a while, I felt his breathing became heavy, and there was a hard thing behind my thigh. Why is this guy so energetic? Still aching.

He couldn't help being annoyed and said, "Why are you carrying a weapon while you're sleeping?" Zhao Yijian smiled suppressedly and said, "Then help me unload it, you can do it with your hands, let me teach you.". . .That night they hugged each other tightly and fell asleep.

The next day, when I opened my eyes, I saw Zhao Yijian dancing sword with a fishing rod, blue sky and white clouds, green mountains and clear waters, handsome face in blue clothes, black hair and black hair, long sleeves dancing, black hair flaring, soaring into the sky, like a handsome falcon flying into the sky ,magnificent.

I was stunned, and when I came back to my senses, Zhao Yijian was already standing in front of me refreshed, looking at me with a smile on his face.

I happily asked: "Your injuries are all healed." Zhao Yijian nodded with a smile, and pulled me to the bow, holding each other's hands, standing side by side, watching the sunrise at the end of the river, the morning is cool The gentle breeze blows up our clothes, like two butterflies, one blue and one white, fluttering lightly, with black silk flying in the wind and intertwined with each other.

"Get out of here!" Zhao Yijian said, and I agreed with a "huh", I know that there are too many obstacles in the world, how can I live in seclusion here for a long time.

Before leaving, I tore off two pieces of fabric, one blue and one white, tied them to the fishing rod, and then stuck the fishing rod on the shore, like landing on the moon and planting a national flag, to show that we have been to this place before. When Zhao Yijian paddled back and forth I was on the bow of the boat, watching the two intertwined pieces of fabric, one blue and one white, fluttering in the wind and drifting away from us.

After a while, the boat entered the cave. It was still pitch black, but this time the mood was completely different. Hearing the sound of the oars paddling in the water, knowing that Zhao Yijian was by his side, he felt at ease.

Thinking of the experience of entering the cave last time, Zhao Yijian was unconscious, and his heart was full of worries and fears, all of which seemed like a world away.After leaving the cave, Zhao Yijian looked around and said, "So it's here."

I didn't know why and asked: "What?" Zhao Yijian raised his finger to show me: "Look, there is Jingwei Pavilion not far in front, and this cave is opposite to Jingwei Pavilion." I looked in the direction of his finger, Sure enough, I saw a white pavilion vaguely on the river in front of me, but there was some mist on the river, so I couldn't see it very clearly.