mr diamond

"Qin Lang, what are you guys doing?!"

His father's voice made Qin Lang break away from that warm embrace, and the tears on his face had not yet been wiped dry.

"Pa!", a very loud applause, Qin Lang's unsteady body staggered back a few steps.

"uncle!"

"shut up!"

He Xueqing did not expect this scene to happen.That slap hit Qin Lang's face, but his face was burning hot.The hand that was holding Qin Lang just now, slowly let go.

Qin Lang's father was trembling with anger, pointing at Qin Lang, "Your mother is still on the hospital bed, you, you are cuddling with a man here?! Are you trying to piss us off so we can be happy? Get out of here , Get out as far away as possible. Don't let me see you, an unfilial son, again. I don't want your mother to suffer another time before she dies! Get out! Get out!"

Father's words were like a heavy hammer hitting Qin Lang's heart.

"Dad! I was wrong! Please, don't drive me away! Dad, I beg you..." Qin Lang couldn't remember what he said at the end. In the past half a month, he was in a state of mind and body. The blow, coupled with the strong stimulation just received, was so overwhelmed that his body fell down heavily.The moment he fell down, he heard He Xueqing calling for him.

I'm sorry, He Xueqing.

When I woke up, there was no extra color in the room, it was glaringly pale.

It turned out that he was still in the hospital.

Turning his head, he saw his father sitting beside him, squinting his eyes and falling asleep.The pain of accompanying the patient in the past few years has been weighing on this man. The man who used to easily lift himself above his head is old after all.

The faint sound of straightening up woke up Qin Lang's father, which shows that the man did not sleep soundly at all.

Qin Lang lowered his head, looking at the IV injection on the back of his hand, "Glucose, I guess I'm too tired recently." The man next to him said something.Qin Lang nodded upon hearing this.

Father looked up at the clear palm prints on Qin Lang's face, and sure enough, he hit too hard. No matter what he said, his heart ached, "That man...", although he didn't want to mention it again, "Is it your boss?"

Qin Lang was slightly taken aback, looking at his father.

"He told me himself."

Another moment of silence.

"Qin Lang, you are also an adult. Two men and men will not have any good results. If it is because of the shadow left by the incident when we were young, we will slowly find someone to treat it. Find time to deal with this matter, you Mom, I'll take care of it, and come back when you're done." After saying this, his father got up and left the ward. Qin Lang looked at the slightly hunched back, and he couldn't bear to let the man down again.

Numbly, he tore off the needle in his hand.The backflow of blood trickled down the back of his hand little by little, but he couldn't feel any pain.

He knew where He Xueqing lived.

After getting out of the car, the cold wind at night made him push his coat together.

When we arrived at the hotel and went upstairs, the door was unlocked.He staggered to open the door, and saw He Xueqing sitting by the bed with his hands crossed.Hearing the sound, he stood up immediately, "Is it better?"

Qin Lang squeezed out a smile and shook his head.There was no joy on her pale face.

He Xueqing sighed, closed the door, and poured Qin Lang a cup of hot water.The two sat down quietly.The room was a bit messy, the simple clothes that were too late to clean up were piled up on the suitcase, and the bed sheets were also in a mess. Qin Lang turned his head and looked at He Xueqing. The man who used to clean up meticulously now has a bearded face, and the collar of his shirt is not tied properly, wrinkled His brows were filled with worry.

"It's my problem, I'm too impulsive." He Xueqing spoke first.

After Qin Lang returned home that night, he lost contact with him. It was from Jason that he learned that Qin Lang's mother was critically ill.When he turned around and called again, the phone on the other side lasted for a week, which made him feel flustered. At that moment, no matter how powerful he was, he couldn't find Qin Lang in the vast crowd.After a short thought, he decided to fly over to try his luck himself.After staying in City Z for three days, he checked the addresses of all the hospitals, and really planned to find them in person. Even if the chances were slim, he would try.

Qin Lang shook his head, "Mr. He, I always give you trouble." The smile he managed to squeeze out was ironic.

He Xueqing's heart sank when he heard the title "Mr. He".Is this to draw a line with yourself?

"Why do you say that. The most important thing now is that you preserve your energy, your mother still needs you." For some reason, the uneasiness in her heart gradually increased, and He Xueqing wanted to end this depressive conversation early.He even hoped that Qin Lang would stop talking and leave the room as soon as possible, as if nothing had happened.

"This is the last time I say sorry to you." Qin Lang raised his eyes and looked directly at He Xueqing.

Is the boy who showed his sincerity and smirked at himself leaving after all?

Qin Lang whispered, "In the past six months, I have learned a lot from you. From knowing nothing, to now I can..."

"You know I don't care about this! Qin Lang, I don't want to hear this at all!" He Xueqing interrupted the conversation irritably.The circles of his eyes were reddish, and his voice was trembling, "I like you. Can't you feel it?"

The thorn in my heart got a little deeper.

I like it, so what can I do.He suddenly remembered the words that He Xueqing once said to himself, "I am still me, the person I like is still that person, after a hundred years, who will remember who." Everything was a mistake. People with burdens can't live a chic life.

He Xueqing watched Qin Lang stand up, walk in front of him step by step, and slowly knelt down in front of him.

Between his parents and He Xueqing, Qin Lang had no choice.Where will life give you multiple choice questions? It turns out that everything is preordained.

He Xueqing's eyes were red, he wished he could tear the man in front of him who didn't give him any way out.

After several times of force, the person on the ground was not pulled up.It seems that the other party is determined to leave.He Xueqing gradually felt powerless all over his body, which made him see Qin Lang's character clearly for the first time.It turns out that you are so stubborn and determined.As for myself, don't touch the rules of straight men in the circle, you actually forgot all about it after meeting Qin Lang, He Xueqing, you are really stupid.

Than heartless, you really won.

"I see." He Xueqing's weak answer was an explanation to Qin Lang. "Get up. I'll go back tomorrow, and I won't bother you anymore. I'll also say sorry to your father." He couldn't bear to see Qin Lang force himself to let go in such a humble way.

When leaving, He Xueqing only said to Qin Lang, "Goodbye. Take care." Don't worry about that sentence anymore, after all, I never had the courage to say it again.

Walking out of the hotel door, the body seemed to be hollowed out.Qin Lang hailed a taxi, numbly took the taxi, and prepared to go back to the hospital.

He sat on the right hand side of the back seat.The moment he just knelt down, everything was settled.He knew that in this way He Xueqing would definitely let go, and he would never look back.But what about the piercing pain in my heart.Outside the car window, the scenery of the night city is rapidly reversing.His vision gradually blurred, and the tears that flowed into his mouth were bitter.It turns out that everything really can't go back.

After that night, He Xueqing really disappeared.

And Qin Lang never mentioned this man again.There was a hole in his heart, but reality simply didn't have time for him to find anything else to fill it.

Mother's illness gradually worsened.

The dose of morphine was increased daily.

She couldn't eat anymore, and she cried out for pain every night.

Occasionally looking at Qin Lang, she would quietly ask, "Lang Lang, why is my illness still not cured?" Qin Lang looked at his mother's thin face, "It will get better, and the pain will stop after a while."

How could my mother not know about her illness?Everyone is weaving a lie, and the moment the lie is dismantled, the story should come to an end.

That morning, Qin Lang's mother sat up straight suddenly, and asked the auntie, the nurse, to put on some light makeup for herself. She has always been a beauty lover, but the serious illness has completely deprived her of this hobby.

"I'll do the eyebrows myself." The woman smiled weakly.Always so beautiful.

After finally facing the mirror and slowly drawing eyebrows, the woman turned her head and said to her husband, "Is it beautiful?"

Qin Lang's father nodded and said, "Take a rest, don't mess around." Then he said he went out to smoke a cigarette and made an excuse to leave.Qin Lang knew how hurtful this scene was.How painful my father's heart must be.

Not long after leaving, the woman said she was tired and wanted to sleep for a while.

The two nurses and aunts settled everything gently.

The warm afternoon sun lightly sprinkled on the sheets.

The woman left quietly with a smile.

The author has something to say:

uncomfortable.

I cried.