half paper youth

July 2010, 7, sunny

It was the first time I saw people who had just had abortions, and I expressed sympathy for them. The consequences caused by both parties are often only borne by them. How unfair it is.And when I knew that my classmates had the same experience, I was shocked, and I didn't know how to face Yuan Hao.More than once today, a thought flashed through my mind: Can we still be friends?

At the same time, the price of first love seems to be too high, if it were me, I should not be able to bear it...

Here, Jin Mugao left the restaurant and ran directly to the hospital. He wanted to see how Lin Lan was doing. What Yi Yuanxin didn't know was his relationship with Lin Lan.In the afternoon of July, the temperature outside scorched the cover, but Shan Ren waited for nearly half an hour under the camphor tree at the entrance of the hospital.He faintly felt that this matter would not end so easily.When he saw Jin Mugao rushing here, he knew that his premonition was correct, and he convinced his deskmate, why did he talk to this person about everything?It's fine if you change someone.

The two approached each other with cold faces, Shan Ren opened his hand to stop him without saying a word, Jin Mugao just pumped out his fist and punched Shan Ren hard in the face!The accomplice!

Shan Ren didn't stand up to hit him, his skill was more agile than Jin Mugao's, he grabbed his fist with his backhand, and shouted in a low voice: "Are you going in now to care, or to embarrass her!" The phrase "Caring for chaos" is so appropriate that even people like Jin Mugao would lose their minds.

"Where is he?" Jin Mugao stared at Shan Ren, not letting go of any clues in his eyes. Seeing that he still didn't answer, he asked again: "Where is he!" He came out with a ferocious expression, not at all the coldness of the past, and his whole body was like an active volcano, constantly erupting.When Yi Yuanxin rushed over, what he saw was the scene of the two stalemate.

When he approached, Jin Mugao suddenly let go of Shan Ren's hand, turned around and walked back. "Don't look for him, he's not at home." Shan Ren knew what Jin Mugao wanted to do, but he had to stop it. Now everyone is not calm, and if something happened, he would definitely stop it as the squad leader. "This is a matter between the two of them. You should know that you, an outsider, should not interfere. I know it's a little unreasonable to say this, but if you think about it from Lin Lan's point of view, if you break up with Yuan Hao, she will come out." In what situation?" Shan Ren was calm enough at the moment to grasp the key point, Jin Mugao couldn't ignore Lin Lan's feelings.As he thought, Jin Mugao really stopped in his tracks, and the breeze blew gently with bursts of heat, blowing Jin Mugao's soft hair, proving that this scene was not static.

Jin Mugao stood facing them for a long time. They had long forgotten that it was outside in a high temperature of more than 40 degrees, and they forgot that they were sweating profusely, waiting quietly for his reaction.Finally, the sound of slamming against the wall was heard, and he walked away without saying a word.Seeing him like this, Shan Ren breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that this incident was temporarily over.For the rest, it depends on how Yuan Hao handles it.

As for the other person, when Shan Ren looked at Yi Yuanxin, he happened to look at him too. The two people's eyes met, and then hurriedly moved away. Shan Ren said first: "Persuade him well, is Yuan Hao's temper?" Very good, let him not cause trouble." Jin Mugao did not have the ability to stand up for Lin Lan, this is what he meant, and he did not say it to save face for each other.But Yi Yuanxin didn't think too much about it, he said bluntly: "Do you think that Mu Gaoqiong is not worthy of doing right with him? Yuan Hao is the one who did the wrong thing, right?"

Shan Ren was at odds with him at the moment, and both of them felt that the other was a little strange. It was a matter that had nothing to do with them, but it made the two of them a little embarrassed at the moment.Shan Ren didn't know what else to say, he was only pulled by Yuan Hao to help, and it was enough to do his own job well. "I'll go back first, and then..." Before Shan Ren finished speaking, Yi Yuanxin had already walked away alone. Looking at Yi Yuanxin's leaving back, he felt a sense of helplessness slowly pervading him. He felt a little tired, but I can see Yi Yuanxin blurred in the heat.

That afternoon, Jin Mugao directly asked for leave and left early. He walked to the nearby park alone, and Yi Yuanxin followed silently. This was the first time he faced a person in a bad mood, and he didn't know what to say.Walking silently with his head down, watching the stones under his feet being kicked away by him, he suddenly felt that he was really useless.Even the simplest consolation can't be done.

"You should be wondering at first why my reaction to this matter would be so big, right?" Jin Mugao walked slowly one meter away from him, and he nodded silently behind him, only realizing it later Seeing that the other party couldn't see him, Jin Mugao said to himself, "It's because Lin Lan and I have a relatively good relationship. Of course, it's not that kind of relationship. We just treat each other as friends. She and I were in the first year of high school. In one class, she sat right in front of me."

"I knew Yuan Hao at that time, because he was looking for someone to pass the note, and he was looking for me." Jin Mugao walked to a gazebo and finally stopped, his legs were already shaking with soreness, "I started I don't like Yuan Hao, and I reminded Lin Lan, but she still fell into it, and she still..." When talking about the excitement, Jin Mugao's eyes turned red, and it was the first time Yi Yuanxin saw him like this. arrive.He chose to sit next to him silently, listening to his thoughts and thoughts for the first time, to see if it would help.

"Besides, it's also because of Yuan Hao. Although I have been at the same table with him for a year, you also know that I don't like him, and the relationship is so-so. Speaking of which, I hate him a little, and it has nothing to do with Lin Lan." Jin Mugao hated Yuan Hao showing off his family, and he even hated Yuan Hao's appearance as a playboy. To put it bluntly, he hated the rich.He didn't tell Yi Yuanxin directly about these things, and Yi Yuanxin also understood the reason.

"What are you going to do next?"

Jin Mugao smiled wryly at this question, "What can I do? No one, no power, no money, what can I do?" This was the first time Yi Yuanxin heard Jin Mugao mocking himself. It was very uncomfortable to hear, as if my heart was being pulled, and this speech tasted a little bitter.If he lived in a golden cage, then Jin Mugao was living under a cliff, unable to be sheltered by wind and rain, and crumbling.He didn't intend to persuade Jin Mugao as Shan Ren said; on the contrary, if Jin Mugao planned to find Yuan Hao, he would support him without hesitation, even though he knew it was not a good way.

Jin Mugao sat on the bench in a daze, looking at the sky and the fading time, feeling helpless again.His aloofness is full of loopholes in the face of reality!

He won't take care of this matter anymore, he has no time to take care of it, how can he have the leisure to take care of other people's affairs?Furthermore, it is their business to calm down now, and meddling by an outsider will only be counterproductive.So when Yi Yuanxin hadn't figured out what to say, Jin Mugao had already figured it out.

When he was about to get up and go back, he happened to see Yi Yuanxin's pensive expression. For a moment, he didn't want to leave in a hurry. His slightly floating body slowly moved back to the original place, and he said casually: "Actually, I have The person I like, what about you?" Yi Yuanxin didn't understand this sentence, but it's not surprising that the chat is always rambling.

"I haven't, but I haven't seen anyone chasing after you?" Yi Yuanxin was a little surprised that Jin Mugao would have someone he liked. What kind of person would he like, a person who is so alien to the world? "I don't dare to confess, I'm afraid I won't even be able to be friends." In fact, that person would not be so extreme, but just said it, and he would never return to the original point.And Yi Yuanxin really saw too many accidents today, he quickly accepted this sentence when he said it.He always thought that Jin Mugao was a person who dared to pursue.

In fact, he doesn't know Jin Mugao well enough, he has much more worries than Yi Yuanxin, and it's not likely that he will take the initiative to attack many things.

This topic did not continue, both of them are people who have never tasted the forbidden fruit, and they are not very interested in the misty love, they are just looking forward to it.When Jin Mugao left by car that day, he was already in a much better mood. Yi Yuanxin looked at the bus going away, and the faint sadness of parting seemed to rise again, so he waved it away silently and went home.

With the setting sun behind his back, he leaves behind a gradually elongated afterimage, and begins to have a preliminary understanding of love, but it is so realistic.